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Raw by Simone Sowood (23)

Chapter 23

Elsie

I can’t believe how much fun I’m having. It’s difficult to remember the last time I let loose like this. My entire body is humming and I feel like a sex goddess. At least that’s how Xander makes me feel, and the core of heat blazing between my legs proves it. He makes me want to do crazy things for him. Hell, right now I’d even wear that strappy outfit Isabel wore for her photos. For the first time in my life, Xander makes me want to be nasty.

He makes me want to be everything.

With him, all my fears and worries have vanished and I’m filled with nothing but amazement, for both him and the way he makes me feel.

And I think I make him feel the same way. When he talks about his family, the tension in his jaw seems to get less and less with each passing moment.

I can completely see why he didn’t ever talk about his childhood before. Who would he talk to? It sounds like Luna is still hung up on appearances and the fake life he hates so much and there doesn’t seem to be anybody else.

Two days ago I would’ve assumed the world’s sexiest man had a perfect life and was happy but now I know better. Looks, money and fame don’t guarantee anything. Even if they do make life easier.

Maybe a good childhood is the key, I don’t know. His parents were never able to teach him to appreciate anything. From what he says they only made him worry about what he didn’t have and not what he had.

Not that any of it matters now, he sees all of this and if you can see it you can change it.

I carry on my show for him in the waterfall, flicking my hair and running my hands over my body. Xander stands back, giving me room to move around. I do a twirl and when I face him again he plants his hands on my waist and pulls me tight against him.

His erection digs into me and I instinctively reach down and wrap my fingers around it.

Xander’s mouth drops and he says, “It’s like that, is it?”

“Oh, it’s going to get better than this,” I say, close my eyes and propel myself down under the water, amazing myself at my actions.

Opening my eyes, I grip his shaft. Heat traces over my skin as I admire his dick. It’s as beautiful as the rest of him. Closing off the back of my throat, I dart out my tongue and lick around the head. I wonder how long I can hold my breath.

Cupping his balls, I slide my lips and tongue up and down his shaft. The taste of chlorine mixes with him, fueling an urgency and I work faster. Out of breath, I kick the bottom of the pool and resurface.

Xander instantly grabs me and asks, “How long can you hold your breath?”

“Let’s find out,” I say and inhale as deeply as I can then sink back beneath the surface.

This time I don’t waste any air and grip his shaft as I take his tip into my mouth. I pulse my tongue against his dick and he seems to grow even bigger. Xander rests his hands on my shoulders, the contact sending shivers over my skin, all the way to my feet. My eyes roll back and I accidentally release my breath.

Kicking my feet against the pool floor again, I resurface, gasping.

“Are you okay?” Xander asks and pulls me into his arms.

“I am fine, I just got carried away I think, maybe. I was enjoying that.”

“I bet you weren’t enjoying it as much as I was.” He grinds himself against me and spins us around in the water.

Instinctively, I wrap my legs around his waist and he grips my ass. Our lips meet in a wet, deep kiss and I pull against his strong shoulders to get as close to him as possible. Our bodies press tight against each other, squeezing out any drop of water between us.

I’ve never felt like this before. The sex earlier was amazing, but this is different. I’ve seen the true Xander now and this time being in his arms is like there is no barrier left.

It’s real.

A soft moan escapes my throat at the realization of what is happening. Xander has made me lose my inhibitions and I’ve made him lose his pain. A tear trickles down my cheek, mixing with the pool water.

Xander breaks the kiss and with a growl says, “You are the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen.”

His words send an electric shock right between my legs and I try to press myself even closer against him, even though it’s impossible.

He moves us to the edge of the pool near where I left the towels and pries me away from him. It’s almost physically painful to lose the skin-to-skin contact.

“What did you go and do that for?” I ask. Xander smirks and scoops me into his arms.

“So, I can do this.” He slides his hand up the inside of my thigh and pushes his finger straight into my aching pussy. My walls immediately tighten around it and I clutch on to him to allow myself to widen my legs, their weight buoyed by the water.

Adding a second finger, he presses against my most sensitive spot, more gentle than he’s been before but just as intense. A whirling ball of tingles forms deep within me and spreads out through my chest and down my limbs. I throw my head back and simply enjoy the moment.

“That’s it, baby, keep making those noises,” Xander says and I realize I’ve been moaning. “I want to make you feel so good that you can’t stop screaming.”

He takes his fingers away and I sigh in protest. Silencing me with his lips, he gives me a quick kiss before spinning me around and pinning me against the edge of the pool, my back to him. My heart flutters at his action and I wait for his next move.

“Don’t move,” he orders. So I don’t.

A condom lays on the towel, and I realize that he’s planned this, which makes my heart flutter faster and I try to calm my breath. Pushing himself up on the edge of the pool, he rolls the condom on in record speed then drops back into the water.

He presses his body tight behind me and bites the delicate skin of my neck, and a massive tingle runs down my back. I can’t help but moan again.

Shuffling us along the edge of the pool, we stop in front of one of the water jets. Xander lifts my legs and presses his cock into me, forcing me to gasp as I adjust to his sudden entrance. He reaches around and pulls back the lips around my clit and adjusts our position until the water from the jet is shooting straight onto my clit.

“Holy shit,” I scream. Everything in the world vanishes except for my pussy. My clit feels like it’s the size of a boulder, and floods me with heat and tingles so intense that I cannot see. I cannot think. I cannot breathe.

Xander drives his cock into me and I dissolve around it. Waves crash through me and I dissolve into a puddle against him. I’m half laying on the edge of the pool, my lungs heaving for air and tears streaming down my face.