Chapter 5
Rita
“You have to tell me who it is.” June was in town checking out colleges and I hadn’t seen her since we were kids. “You can’t just say something like that and not expand on it.” I wanted to tell Kirkland, but he had disappeared with Gerald for parts unknown. It was the first time that he had done anything impulsive leaving me to ponder the consequences of playing a game of phone sex with my professor.
“I’m not going to tell you his name. It would negate the purpose of keeping things quiet and private. I will say that he has me wrapped around his little finger. I want to know what it’s like to kiss him. I’m begging him to come out of his shell. His strength to deny me these last couple of weeks has only made me become the hunter. He’s my prey and eventually, I will ensnare him in my web.” Two weeks and I tried to get him alone, but he was reluctant.
“I know what I would do in your position. There wouldn’t be anything that would stop me from grabbing the prize. It’s a good thing I came back to town when I did. Losing your virginity is a huge milestone in any woman’s life. If you really want him to be your first then I can help you. Put yourself in my capable hands and he won’t know what hit him.” She was smiling and I could tell that she was anxious to get started.
“I know I’m going to regret this, but I am at my wit’s end.” My father was keeping his distance and there was this chasm between us which was going to take some work to overcome.
“Tomorrow after class, I want you to go in the washroom and change into this.” She exposed a piece of fabric which looked like a string of floss.” This is better than going commando. He will get one look and his tongue will drag onto the floor. It’s time for you to seduce him with more than just words.” They were see-through and my excitement would stain the material in a matter of seconds. The telltale wet spot would draw him to me like a magnet.
“I don’t think that I would have the courage to wear something like that. It’s tempting. I can’t say the idea of doesn’t intrigue me. It’s quite enticing and almost a little bit too hard to resist.” June was my partner in crime growing up. We would goad each other into doing something quite unexpected. Having her around was a painful reminder of how far I had let a certain football player get.
It was my first attempt at giving a hand job. I had brought along a bottle of slippery oil and had him shouting obscenities within seconds of putting my hands to work. It would be interesting to start someplace familiar before moving on to extreme measures with Damian.
“I know that look better than anyone and you should give him the royal treatment. He won’t know what to do with himself. You could literally dangle the bait in front of his eyes until he can’t take it anymore.” It was an interesting way of looking at things and June was a friend that everybody should have.
“I was almost ready to give up and then fate lends a hand. Having you here is a blast from the past which I have needed desperately. My father doesn’t know half the stuff I have done behind his back courtesy of your influence.” I remembered how she dared me to walk into the boys’ locker room in junior high. It was quite the eye opening experience and a sight that I would never forget.
“As memory has it, I didn’t have to do much convincing. You just needed the extra nudge in the right direction.” She was right and bringing to life the fantasy of being with Damian had become an obsession.
“I still don’t know about this.” I lifted the garment into the air and it was this gauzy material which could be torn fairly easily. I got a shiver of excitement running down my spine by thinking of the way that he would pull them off of me abruptly.
“I’ve been away too long and you have turned back into the wallflower. You’re not going to get a better opportunity. Seize the day. It’s the only way to live and it’s a motto that I prescribe to every day of my life.” I had to remember this was his sandbox and he had home field advantage.
“Against my better judgment, I’m going to do this because talking about it has gotten me nowhere with him.” I tried it on and it felt foreign against my skin. I wanted to take it off quickly, but I decided to wear it to bed. It was the best way to get a feel for it. I felt like a sexual vixen on the prowl for fresh meat.
“That has always been my secret weapon and I gladly bestow it to you. Use it wisely and you don’t want to give him the wrong idea. This is just an accessory to lure him to you. Make it seem like it was his idea.” I did a few turns and it really did feel like I was wearing nothing at all.
“I can see why the guys have swarmed around you from the moment that you began to develop early. Wearing something this makes me feel like I’m stepping into your shoes.” I admired my body and the molded evidence of my hard work was right there in front of me.
“I didn’t want to say anything in case it was in bad taste. Now that you have broached the topic, I have to say I’m quite surprised that you have waited this long. The eye candy has always been my Achilles’ heel. One taste and you’re going to find a whole world opening up to you. Grab a spoon and dig in.” She was always quite sexual, but I knew she was also a virgin. There was no doubt she had done many things, but her purity was still intact.
“June, this advice would hold more water if you were experienced. I know what you said and I recognize when you’re putting on airs. You want to live vicariously through me and I’m inclined to let you.” She was quite adept at oral satisfaction and she was looking for the elusive unicorn.
She wanted a man to respect her and to deem it necessary to put an engagement ring on her finger. She wasn’t going to give it up for free. It didn’t stop her from the using her mouth and her talented hands. June could drive a man up the wall with a term that she coined as edging.
“Don’t let it go to your head and I have been thinking about sex more often. I get my fair share of young men, but maybe older is the way to go.” I had given her ideas and sleeping with my professor was going to pave the way for her. She wanted to find someone of equal age and experience.
“I’ll be sure to keep my eyes open for a potential conquest for you. Don’t get your hopes up. You’re only going to be around for the next couple of weeks.” I climbed into bed wearing her secret weapon. This was definitely going to take his mind off of what he was teaching the students.
“I would appreciate that. Like I said it’s not every day that a woman loses their virginity for the first time. I could learn something from you. That’s kind of funny when you think about it. You’re learning something from your professor and I’m learning that older men may have a leg up on the competition.” I had obviously made it appealing to be with an older man.
I really don’t know what to expect. I want this to be something memorable and not disappointing. This man can sell an Eskimo a refrigerator in the middle of Alaska. He could’ve easily had me many times over, but he has been hesitant to pull the trigger. It shows strength and makes him irresistible in my eyes.” I could see the effects of what I was saying in her posture.
“I’m not the one that you have to convince. I’ve given you the weapon and how you wield it is up to you. I could’ve had many men and instead, I gave my time and effort to boys in men’s bodies. I don’t know how many times I had to throw cold water on their parade. Slapping them wasn’t enough and I had to get creative to get them to see that it was a losing battle.” I knew that her father was in the military and using threats didn’t seem out of the realm of possibility.
I turned off the lights and lie there for almost an hour before I finally drifted off into slumber. It was a restless sleep where I found myself tossing and turning for most of the night.
I woke up early and decided not to rouse her from her beauty sleep. It was time to put my plan into action.
Life was too short. It was about living for the moment and seizing those opportunities when they presented themselves. I had forgotten that and June had reminded me how time was ticking by.
She had a 20-year plan. If you wanted to make god laugh then all you had to do was say that you had a plan.