Jessica

 

Jessica wrapped her arms around Pax’s neck as he took the final steps over to the bed, slowly and gently laying Jessica down on the mattress before leaning over her, boxing her head in with his large arms.

 

They’d never been this soft before, never ghosted their fingers over each other’s bodies, never focused this deeply into each other’s eyes, never exchanged soft, sweet kisses that made Jessica’s entire body unclench. It was as exhilarating as it was relaxing, watching Pax’s defenses slowly fall apart, revealing a soft man who was ready and willing to make love to her.

 

Pax gradually got them out of their clothing, dropping soft kisses against every exposed inch of skin that he revealed by pulling off Jessica’s shirt and pants. His mouth tickled against her, making her feel weird fluttering sensations deep inside her stomach. “You’re so soft,” Pax muttered against her chest, giving lazy, open-mouthed kisses to the tops of her breast. “So sweet.”

 

Jessica just laughed lightly and tangled her fingers into Pax’s hair, pulling him up so she could give him a deep kiss on the mouth, just to taste him. But she needed more than just his mouth. As much as she was enjoying their intimate cuddles, she needed more. She needed to be thoroughly fucked, to be completely wrecked and reassembled, as quickly as possible.

 

Pax seemed to get the message as soon as Jessica’s hands reached down to play with the waistband of his boxers, shoving them to his feet and then kicking them off the bed. He pulled her underwear off next, sighing a little as he revealed her bare cunt. “So beautiful,” he murmured as he slid down her body to apply gentle kisses against her lower lips, making her wetter even with the slightest little touch of his tongue.

 

Jessica spread her legs open and reached down to press against the back of Pax’s head, encouraging him to kiss her more deeply, until he was licking her open again, this time giving her clit lots of attention right from the start. He sucked gently but firmly, while his fingers danced along the edges of her labia, tickling her and making her squirm a little on the bed. As the heat between her legs began to build, she pulled harder on Pax’s hair, telling him to come up her body to kiss her again. Pax obeyed without any resistance, climbing back up her body, dropping kisses on her chest and shoulders along the way until he found her mouth again.

 

“Can you taste yourself?” he whispered onto her lips, sliding his tongue into her mouth hotly.

 

“Mm, I think so,” Jessica giggled out, feeling herself blush deeply as the salty flavor of her own juices hit her tongue.

 

“So sweet,” he muttered against her chin, sucking on her skin for several seconds, but not hard enough to leave a mark. “So fucking sweet.”

 

The next moment, Pax began traveling back down her body, pressing soft kisses along her collarbone and neck, sliding down her chest and stomach before pausing at her hips, nipping at her sensitive skin until she began breathing more heavily, panting harder with every flick of Pax’s tongue.

 

Soon, he slipped down to her legs, mouthing wetly along her thighs before biting down gently, sucking on her skin until she spread her legs apart wider, giving him greater access to her inner thighs. “Your skin’s so fucking good, so fucking sweet and ripe,” he muttered, barely audibly under the sound of Jessica’s labored breathing.

 

“Thank you,” Jessica murmured, reaching down to tangle her hand into Pax’s hair, tugging harder on his strands as his teeth slid against the string of birthmarks on her inner thigh, biting down hard enough to make her lift her hips off the bed, squealing a little under her breath.

 

“You want me to lick your cunt?” Pax grunted, grinning up at her from between her legs. “You need more?”

 

Jessica whimpered softly and nodded, spreading her legs apart wider and shutting her eyes as Pax began to teasingly press his tongue against the outer corners of her cunt, where her pelvis and her legs met. The sensation of his tongue tickled her, but at the same time her spine suddenly felt like it was on fire, her body trembling for his touch like it needed it to survive.

 

Pax nibbled at the juncture of her legs, sucking softly at first and then more and more firmly as Jessica grunted out her pleasure. “Fuck. Yes. Bite me, baby. Please.” He bit down harder, then, pressing his teeth in so sharply that Jessica felt a little spark of fear go up her body, her muscles tensing up in anticipation of pain. But it never came. Instead, his tongue soothed at the area that he’d bitten, going in wide circles that made her feel even wetter, her hole quivering, protesting its own emptiness as Pax moved his mouth up to the area just above her cunt.

 

Her skin was sensitive where she’d just recently shaved, but Pax seemed to sense exactly what she needed, dragging his fingers gently over the smooth skin, teasing it lightly with his fingernails but never actually pressing down. Goosebumps prickled up all along her legs and arms, her fingers trembling even though they were wrapped securely around Pax’s dark locks, tugging harder as his tongue came out to play again, sucking lightly on her skin until she squirmed around on the bed, her hips thrusting forward in a futile attempt to feel something inside of her.

 

Luckily, Pax didn’t tease her for very much longer, dropping down to her clit as soon as her hands slipped down to his shoulders, her nails digging into his strong muscles as his tongue began to tease the most sensitive place on her body. He moaned into her pussy, his fingers tracing the outer limits of her labia, moving her own lubrication around as he licked slowly over her clit, gradually speeding up more and more as she squeezed at his shoulders more firmly.

 

“Ugh, yes!” Jessica cried out, unable to keep herself quiet at a time like this. She felt like there was a great big star, slowly falling apart inside of her, hot beams of light shooting out from her cunt as his tongue caressed her nerve endings to life. “Yes, yes, fuck, fuck me, fuck me, please,” she begged, jerking her hips back and forth until they were essentially bouncing on the mattress, her cunt fucking his face in her desperation to get more of his tongue on her flesh. “Yes, do it. Fucking do it, baby.”

 

Pax began sucking then, gently pulling her clit between his lips, moving his tongue around in large circles around the whole area, while his fingers slipped down to her hole, sliding inside with ease as a result of her natural lubrication leaking out. He slowly shoved his fingers in, moving them around in circles until he found a sensitive spot inside of her that had her freeze in midair, mid-thrust, breathing more and more heavily as he tapped that spot inside of her. “Yes, fuck,” she grunted out, slowly moving her hips in tight circles to match the rhythm that Pax had set with his tongue. “Yes, do it, baby. Fucking fuck me. I need it so bad.”

 

Pax’s mouth moved faster over her clit, his fingers rotating around and around inside of her hole, spreading around her ample wetness, making her feel like the energy inside of her was only growing bigger and bigger, taking her to the edge of a cliff. Her breath struggled to leave her throat, burning her lungs as she moved her hips faster and faster, getting more and more desperate as her pussy clutched tighter onto Pax’s fingers, keeping the tips of his fingers trapped inside of her at all times even as he began to shove in and out faster, the momentum of his thrusts colliding hard with a sensitive spot against her pussy wall. “Yes, yes, ugh, yes!” Jessica cried out, pressing her hands down hard onto Pax’s shoulders to brace herself as she fucked his face, moaning more and more incoherently with every thrust onto his sweet, soft tongue.

 

Soon, she felt herself approach that threshold, feeling like the big mass of heat inside of her was about to tear her apart in every direction. His tongue and lips and teeth and fingers were working together so harmoniously, every inward thrust taking her apart more and more. She felt herself leak down his fingers, down to the tops of her thighs, the bed squeaking louder and louder as she bounced her hips up harder, trying to maximize the contact of his mouth on her skin.

 

But before she could come, she realized that something was missing. She needed to see Pax’s face. She needed to look directly into his eyes and feel his warmth, feel all of him against her, right next to her, as she fell apart. She couldn’t do it like this, with the two of them so far apart.

 

“Pax, I need you,” Jessica whispered urgently as soon as she realized what she needed, clutching hard at his back, dragging her nails down his spinal column to get the message across. He’d teased her to the edge of insanity, her body aching for him like she was starving in the middle of the desert, desperate for a single drop of water. “I need you bad.”

 

“I’m here,” he said as he traveled up her body, right before gripping her face firmly in between both of his hands and staring deeply into her eyes. “I’m not going to leave you, Jessica. You’ve got me.”

 

Jessica had to shut her eyes then, afraid that if she kept them open for much longer tears would leak out and Pax would see how much of a crybaby she really was underneath it all.

 

But Pax didn’t seem afraid. He kept dragging his lips down the side of her face, down to her neck, licking right up against her pounding pulse. His teeth teased at her veins, licking her so firmly that she wondered if he could taste her blood. He was as focused as she’d ever seen him, dead set on taking her apart with his hands and tongue and teeth.

 

He kept her so occupied with his mouth latched around her throat, sucking away at her sensitive skin, that she didn’t notice at first when his thick cock began to press in between her thighs. When she finally realized that it was aligned with her hole, it didn’t feel like an intrusion. It felt like it belonged there, like he was just coming home. Jessica shoved her hips down to force his cock inside, taking more than half of it one go. “Ugh, God,” she grunted out into Pax’s ear as she felt his thick cock press up against her inner walls. “Jesus, you’re big.”

 

“Need me to pull out?” Pax asked in a hushed whisper, clearly straining all of the muscles in his body to stay as still as possible so Jessica could get used to the feeling of him inside of her.

 

“No, no, go deeper,” Jessica whispered back, beginning to thrust her hips up rhythmically, just as Pax’s hand dropped down to play with her clit, still wet as a result of the attention he’d given with his tongue.

 

His thumb made tight, little circles all around her sensitive nub, awakening nerve endings that sent sparks of pleasure cascading throughout her whole cunt. Meanwhile, he shoved the rest of his cock in until his balls were flush with her body. Jessica felt like she could feel the head of his cock thrumming with energy inside of her, pressing up against a special spot that seemed to vibrate with a thousand sensations. But this time the fire between her legs wasn’t huge or all-consuming. It was like the fire at a hearth: comforting and familiar. As Pax applied more and more pressure to her clit, making her heartbeat begin to thud right there at the top of her cunt, his other fingers slid up and down her torso, making her whole spine relax as a result of his sweet, gentle touches.

 

Soon, Pax began to pull out and shove back in, starting up a rhythm that Jessica matched with her own hips as best as she could. “Mmfh, yeah,” Pax grunted on every other stroke inside of her pussy. “Yeah, that’s good. That’s fucking good.”

 

“Good,” Jessica breathed back, rubbing up and down Pax’s back. “I want you to feel good, too.”

 

“Believe me, mission fucking accomplished,” Pax said with a laugh, which sounded lighter and freer than any other sound that Jessica had ever heard him make. “So fucking good.”

 

Jessica wrapped her legs around him more tightly, feeling her cunt get wetter and hotter as a result of his movements. Heat seemed to spark up and down every bone in her torso, jumping from one spot to another, to another, to another, like dominos falling one by one by one.

 

Pax began to go faster and faster, gripping harder at Jessica’s side to brace himself as he fucked into her. When Jessica adjusted her hips, moving a little to the left, she immediately groaned and threw her head back onto her pillow, sighing deeply as Pax’s cock brushed up against her spot at just the right angle. “There. Fucking there. Do it. Please.”

 

His fingers moved faster over her clit, rubbing it up and down in every direction, making her hole quiver and contract as stronger vibrations echoed in the hot space between her legs. Meanwhile, his cock shoved in faster and harder, pinning her to the bed under its weight as Pax moved in long, drawn-out thrusts. Jessica clutched harder at his back, biting down at his shoulder to muffle the screams that wanted to leave her throat.

 

“I’m going to come,” Jessica whispered as soon as the ability to speak returned to her, the vortex of heat in her cunt growing larger and larger with every thrust of Pax’s hips. It was about to take over her whole body, burning away anything that wasn’t pleasure. She couldn’t wait. She had to have it now.

 

Pax smiled above her, smashing their mouths together gracelessly as he moved even more rapidly, the bed squeaking loudly under the force of his thrusts. “Do it, baby. Come for me. Tighten that sweet little pussy around me.”

 

“Oh, unngh, unnnnnnh!” Jessica cried out, no longer able to hold back her cries. She gripped as hard as she could onto Pax’s back, using it as her life raft as heat shot up her spine, her whole body convulsing as her cunt felt like it was exploding, shattering apart in a thousand directions, sending pleasure to every cell in her body.

 

Pax began groaning immediately afterwards, shoving his cock in more forcefully as he chased his own orgasm. Jessica just lay there, panting and limp while he fucked her, their bodies gluing each other together as a result of all the accumulated sweat between them. “Yes, yes, yes, fuck, yes,” Pax grunted into her ear before turning his head to bite down on the side of her neck. “That’s it. That’s it. God, that tight pussy, yes….” His words trailed off into a series of increasingly desperate moans before his body went stiff and still, his cock pulsing inside of her as come splattered her inner walls.

 

“Jesus Christ,” Pax sighed as he collapsed beside Jessica, scooping her up to cuddle into his side. “That was…”

 

“Amazing,” Jessica supplied, kissing whatever stretch of skin she could find easily with her lips. “It was amazing.”

 

They both gasped for air for several long moments, their fingers tangling together as they laid in silence, feeling the cold air carry away some of their heat.

 

Even though Jessica’s pussy felt raw from the fucking they’d just finished, her body still ached for him, her heart stuttering in her chest as she stared at the way his abs rose and fell with the force of his breathing.

 

Jessica started by trailing her hands up and down his arms, causing a small smile to twitch to life on Pax’s face, making him look lighter and younger than she’d ever seen him before, his eyes shining with a simple kind of freedom that made Jessica’s chest ache painfully. She wanted more of that look. She wanted to be the cause of his happiness, the thing that filled his life with light.

 

But she knew she couldn’t say that out loud, no matter how sweet Pax had been so far that night. She couldn’t risk scaring him off, pushing him away. She knew that, sooner or later, Pax was going to get bored with her and leave all this behind, but she needed to postpone that moment as much as possible. She couldn’t bear the idea of not being with him, not seeing his sweet naked body, not feeling the gentle roughness of his hands against her skin. Her fingers applied more pressure against his arms, pressing down harder even as she skimmed her nails more teasingly on the underside of his elbows, tickling him as best as she could. She felt heat spark to life in her chest as she noticed the little hairs on his arms stand up at attention, his skin apparently already ablaze with sensation. She wanted to take him apart, to remake him with her own two hands. She needed it like she needed air to breathe.

 

“You want more?” Pax finally whispered after several long minutes.

 

Jessica answered him with a kiss, slipping her tongue in between his lips and pressing inside deeply, trying to taste him as much as possible. “What do you think?” she whispered into his mouth as soon as she pulled back from the kiss, brushing some of the hair away from his forehead.

 

“I think you deserve it,” Pax said, reaching down to grab at her ass, pulling at her flesh until she moaned out lowly and crashed her mouth against his again, pulling at his lips with her teeth to match the pressure he was applying with his hands.

 

“I do,” Jessica said, even though she wasn’t sure she actually believed the words. “I do, I need it. Please give it to me.”

 

Pax smiled lazily up at her, his eyes gleaming with something that made her chest ache and sing with pleasure, all at once, before he leaned in to kiss her neck, finding just the right nerve endings to set on fire with his tongue. “Yeah, you’re so good. So sweet. You fucking deserve it.”

 

“I want to earn it, though,” Jessica whispered back in between low whimpers that left her mouth automatically, Pax dragging noises out of her whether she wanted to make them or not. “I want to be good for you.”

 

Pax paused at that, pulling back to look into her eyes as he rubbed the side of her face gently with his palm. “You’re always good for me,” he said earnestly, his eyes full of concern as he stared down at her.

 

“I want you to feel good,” Jessica whispered, leaning up to press her lips gently against his. “I want to make you fall apart.”

 

Pax grinned, then, and leaned back against the pillows, stretching out beneath her, his muscles flexing like he was posing for a magazine cover. “Well, you have my permission to do whatever you want. Anything.”

 

“Anything?” Jessica asked, a broad smile spreading across her face as she surveyed every visible inch of his body. “Anything I want?”

 

“Anything and everything,” Pax said, reaching up to move some random strands of Jessica’s hair behind her ear. “Consider me your willing sex slave.”

 

Jessica giggled, feeling light and free, the way she used to feel on days when school let out for summer as a teenager. Before Gary. Before all the bullshit with the MC fucked her up. She shook her head quickly, trying to dislodge any negative thoughts before she straddled Pax’s body, planting her knees into the mattress, her bare cunt rubbing up against his lower stomach. For a moment, she was tempted to sink lower, to take his cock in yet again. She knew she could do it if she wanted to. She was definitely still wet enough for it, but somehow, she knew that if she went ahead and did that, without any preparation, she’d regret it. She wanted to drive Pax as crazy as he’d made her, to prove that she was made of the same sexy material as he was.

 

She began by latching her mouth on one of his nipples, sucking lightly, just to make it hard and stiff. “Jesus Christ,” Pax muttered, reaching up to wrap a hand around the back of her head, encouraging her to bite down harder. “That’s good. That’s fucking good.”

 

Jessica had to stop herself from smiling, she felt so fucking proud to hear little moans leave Pax’s mouth as she continued to suck hard on the little nub in her mouth. After a few moments, she moved to the other nipple, biting lightly before sucking it firmly between her teeth, trying to leave a dark purple mark on the skin next to the nipple, so Pax would think of her in the days to come.

 

“Jesus, yes,” he moaned out as she pulled at him harder with her teeth, soothing the sore spots with her tongue as soon as she let them go. She could taste the salt from his skin, the earthy note that was so undeniably Pax. She felt like she was addicted to it, like she had to have it inside of her, filling her up, giving her strength. She knew what she had to do next.

 

Jessica slid down his body, stopping at his upper thighs, dragging her nails along the muscles protruding under the skin of his legs. “So fucking hot,” she muttered as she grabbed harder onto his firm thighs, digging her nails in until he hissed in pleasure. As much as she wanted to tear into him, to completely wreck him, to bite into him until every inch of his skin was marked by her mouth, she held herself back. Pax had been so sweet to her earlier, treating her body with such reverence. Such respect. She knew he deserved the same treatment from her. She began to move her fingers in slow circles over his skin, her nails causing goosebumps to pop up in her wake, returning the favor from earlier when he’d made her whole body come alive with his mouth.

 

“Yes, baby, yes,” Pax groaned, spreading his legs apart further as she got closer to his balls. She bent her head, careful not to brush up against his dick yet as she latched her mouth onto the angle at the top of his thighs, licking the sensitive patch of skin until Pax whimpered and whined above her.

 

Next, she moved to his balls, hovering above them without touching for several seconds, letting her warm breath hit the sensitive sack and relishing the sounds of Pax’s breathing becoming more labored as a result. She waited until his whining became higher and louder, looking up to see Pax’s face strained with the effort not to move before she finally relented, pressing her lips against the soft skin of his balls. She kissed every inch of them lightly, gently, before sliding her tongue against them. “Oh, Jesus, yes,” Pax cried out as her tongue scraped against his balls. “Mm, that’s good.”

 

Encouraged by the sounds of his pleasure, Jessica began to carefully suck the sack into her mouth, holding it gently between her teeth and applying pressure with her tongue, back and forth, back and forth, until Pax’s hips began to twitch up, thrusting his cock forward into the empty air. “Yes, yes, fuck,” he grunted out as Jessica worked faster, still taking care not to bite down too hard or hurt him.

 

After a minute or so of this, she brought her hand forward to the base of his balls, beginning to tickle his skin until he groaned loudly, practically growling like an animal.

 

Jessica pulled her mouth off of his balls, moving up to linger above his thick, heavy cock, breathing down on it until Pax reached down and grabbed the back of her head, tangling his fingers into her hair and staring down at her with desperation written all over his face. Jessica grinned mischievously at him, slowly dragging her tongue down the length of his cock while her hands came up to cup at his balls, rolling them around between her fingers to drive him to the edge before she even closed her mouth around his penis.

 

She tentatively sealed her lips around the tip of his cock, sucking gently so as not to overstimulate him. He whined loudly, panting in between his whimpers and rubbing at the back of her hair, petting over her head sweetly even as his chest rose and fell faster and faster, his cock pulsing right on top of her tongue. God, I feel so dirty, Jessica thought as she fed more of his cock into her mouth, tickling at his balls. But the thing was, she didn’t feel bad about it. She didn’t feel shameful. She wasn’t self-conscious at all, really. She knew, with perfect confidence, that she could take him apart, that she had all the power here. She could stop at any second, leaving him totally bereft of the pleasure that she was giving him, but she wouldn’t dare. She needed to make him feel good, to let him release inside of her. It made her feel tougher, stronger, to know that she could take whatever he had to offer her. For that reason, she grabbed his ass, encouraging him to sink his cock deeper into her mouth.

 

Pax immediately took the hint and began fucking her face, shoving his cock in and out more and more quickly with every couple of thrusts. At first, Jessica felt a little nervous, worried that she was going to gag and ruin everything, but even as he shoved more of his cock in, her throat just accepted him, swallowing around him naturally like she was born to do this.

 

“Get the fuck up here,” Pax demanded a minute later, yanking at her shoulders until she obeyed his instruction. He pulled her into a hard kiss, biting down on her bottom lip and sucking until she moaned loudly. “God, I love your mouth.”

 

Jessica giggled and kissed him harder, sucking on his lips, first one and then the other and then back to the first one, over and over again, until he was practically trembling underneath her touch. She loved feeling his guard fall away, feeling all of his masks crumble away into dust, revealing the true Pax underneath it all. In some ways, Jessica felt like she’d never even met him before tonight. She’d never seen this side of him before, this sweet softness that he shared with her. She said a silent prayer as she kissed him more softly, thanking God for giving her the opportunity to feel this cherished, this special, this cared-for. She’d never felt this worshipped before in her entire life, and some part of her knew that she didn’t deserve it. She wasn’t special, not like Pax was, anyway. She wasn’t anything to write home about, she knew. She was pretty, and she was smart, and she was nice, but Pax was gorgeous. He was mysterious, but at the same time he was so giving of himself, so self-sacrificial. So individual. Jessica couldn’t imagine anyone ever telling him what to do or making him feel small and weak. Not the way Gary had done to her, anyway.

 

“What’s wrong?” Pax whispered as soon as their mouths disconnected, his warm breath hitting her face, making her feel safer even though she felt terrified to answer the question.

 

“Nothing, nothing,” she said, leaning in to kiss him again, but Pax put a hand on her chest, softly but firmly pushing her back enough so that he could look into her eyes.

 

“What is it?” he whispered, rubbing the side of her cheek with the back of his knuckles, making her feel sparks dance along her brain like a ballerina chasing after a spreading fire.

 

Jessica sighed deeply and nodded to herself, willing her body to come up with the courage or the strength or the stupidity she’d need to answer the question honestly. She knew that, somehow, he’d be more than able to see through whatever lies she’d try to concoct rather than share the truth. His eyes were wide and concerned, his fingers lightly moving over her skin, over and over again until she surrendered to his touch, leaning into his shoulder so she could whisper her answer into his ear. “I’m just afraid of what will happen when this is over,” Jessica murmured, kissing the spot of skin right under her lips.

 

“You can’t think like that,” Pax said, rubbing the back of her head.

 

“I know,” Jessica replied, but that did nothing to quell the fear resting at the base of her stomach.

 

“I have you, okay?” Pax said, tightening his grip on the back of her skull. “You’re here. You’re right here, with me. Be here. Be in the moment. Don’t let anything take you away from experiencing this. Be here with me.”

 

Jessica wasn’t sure what to say for a long moment, feeling a thousand emotions battle each other within her head. But finally, whatever bravery she still had left inside of her won out, standing victorious over all other feelings. She could do this. She had to do this. After all, she didn’t know when she might get another chance to enjoy herself again, with everything that was happening at the Gorge, with Gary. She had to take this moment for what it was, however short-lived it might be, and let her entire body sink into it, let it wrap itself around her like armor.

 

“Okay,” she finally said to Pax, nuzzling into his neck and kissing the skin right above his pulsing vein. “Okay, I’m here with you.”

 

“Good,” he answered her, rubbing the sensitive skin of her scalp with the tips of his fingers, vanquishing tension that had been hiding on that part of her body for God knows how long. “Now tell me what you want.”

 

“You,” Jessica answered without thinking, her hands reaching forward to clutch at the sides of Pax’s face, bringing him closer to her own head until his lips softly glided against her cheek. “You. I want you.”

 

“You got me,” Pax said with perfect confidence, the most perfect assurance that made Jessica feel like her heart was trembling from behind her ribcage.

 

“Give it to me,” Jessica whispered against his skin, licking and biting at his vein, desperate to taste his flavor, to swallow as much of him as possible. “Give it to me.”

 

“Yes, baby,” Pax said back, flipping them over so that Jessica was pressed down into the mattress under his weight. “Yes.”

 

He leaned down and pressed their mouths together firmly, caressing the side of her face as he slipped his tongue against hers, applying the perfect amount of pressure that had her loins tingling again, her heartbeat making a comeback in between her thighs. “You want me again?” Pax whispered into her mouth, sucking lightly on her lips before pulling back to give her a chance to answer.

 

“Yes, fuck,” Jessica answered, yanking Pax’s head down again so that she could suck at the side of his neck, biting down hard enough to leave a deep purple mark right at the juncture of his neck and shoulder. “Please, I want you so bad.”

 

“Good,” Pax said, sounding happier than Jessica had ever heard him before. “Fucking good.” She half-expected him to travel down her body again to give her more oral sex, but instead he stayed attached to her mouth, kissing her so deeply that she didn’t know where his mouth ended and hers began, and honestly, she didn’t care. She wanted them to stay like this forever, melded at the mouth, their legs tangling together even as Pax’s hand traveled back down to her cunt, playing around outside before two fingers slipped inside of her. He began shallowly fucking her, slipping in and out, probably spreading his own come around in the process.

 

“That’s good,” Jessica breathed out into Pax’s mouth, sucking hungrily on his lips as he dove deeper into her cunt, twirling his fingertips around in circles, massaging a dozen different sensitive spots against her inner walls. “Ugh, shit, that’s so good.”

 

“Yeah, baby,” Pax said back, pulling away from her mouth for a few moments to suck on her earlobe, causing Jessica to whine and clutch desperately at his back, pulling him closer and accidentally sending his fingers even deeper inside her cunt, until they were almost all the way inside. “Yeah, that’s good. Take it. Take it deep, baby.”

 

“I can take it,” Jessica whispered back, shifting her hips around in circles to achieve the most pleasurable angle, feeling the familiar heat start to build between her legs, getting more and more intense with every twitch of Pax’s fingers. “I can fucking take it. I’m tough.”

 

“Yeah, you are,” Pax agreed, licking the shell of Jessica’s ear before biting down on it firmly, sucking until her entire torso seized up as a result of the overwhelming sensation. She felt like she was wrapped up in Pax’s mouth, his sweet wet warmth protecting her like a cocoon. Nothing could touch her. Nothing could harm her. She was indestructible.

 

Pax shoved his fingers in the rest of the way, until they were all the way inside of her, moving around in tight circles as she squeezed down around him, flexing her muscles just to show off her inner strength. “Yeah, that’s my girl,” Pax whispered, licking a line of pleasure down from Jessica’s ear to the base of her throat, nibbling lightly to set her skin on fire. “That’s my fucking girl.”

 

“Ugh, yes, I’m yours, I’m yours!” Jessica cried out, beginning to thrust her hips up and down the bed again, encouraging Pax to fuck her deeply with his fingers. He was brushing up against all these special spots inside of her that she’d never noticed before, while his thumb found her clit and circled around the hot little nub, making her wetter and wetter until she was screaming out for him, wordlessly demanding that he fuck her with his cock.

 

Pax must have got the message somehow, as he pulled his fingers out of her cunt, right when she was on the edge of climax again, spreading her legs open forcefully before settling between them, lining his cock up with her hole. “You ready for me?” he asked, the tip of his cock sinking inside of her.

 

“Ugh, yes,” Jessica cried out, bearing down until half of Pax’s cock sunk into her cunt, spreading her open, forcing her apart, making her admit to herself how big and strong and tough she really was.

 

“Still so fucking tight, so fucking ready for me,” Pax grunted out, his breathing becoming more and more labored as he held himself up, preventing his cock from sinking inside more deeply until she was ready.

 

Jessica experimentally moved her hips in circles, shifting around until the head of his pulsing cock found the right spot inside of her, pressing up against the most sensitive little patch of her pussy wall, rubbing up against it until all of her nerves seemed to start to singing out in pleasure. “Yes, ugh, yes,” she said to Pax, grabbing the back of his head to tug him down for a kiss.

 

Pax kissed her deeply, grabbing the bottom of her chin to keep her face in place as he massaged her tongue with his own, pulling back only to bite at her lips and chin and neck, growling into her skin. He sounded like he was desperate, like he was pushed up to the edge, ready to do anything and everything to get what he wanted. But unlike with Gary, Jessica didn’t feel afraid of his desire. She welcomed it. She wanted all of it, wanted to feel all of his energy exploding inside of her again and again and again until they never had to come apart. “Fuck me,” she told him, speaking with as much conviction as she could muster. “Fuck me, baby.”

 

“Yes,” Pax replied, his voice a broken whisper by this point, torn-up by his ragged breathing. He sounded like he was about to fall apart, but his body still knew how to move, his cock pressing in deeper, her cunt feeling like it was on fire as it stretched to accommodate his width and girth.

 

Pax slapped one of his hands down on the mattress, next to Jessica’s head, using it to brace his weight as he began to thrust in and out, sticking his cock into her with more and more force on each inward thrust. Jessica felt so wet between the amount of natural lubrication she’d produced and the come that Pax had let loose inside of her. She felt so proud, honestly, so fucking happy that she’d been gifted with a cunt strong enough to take all of Pax in, even though at this point there was still about a quarter of his dick that wasn’t inside of her. She would have to fix that, but all in due time. Right now, she was just wrapped up in enjoying this, grinning more to herself than to him even as he picked up the pace, causing the bed to squeak under them as he rocked back and forth on the mattress.

 

“Ugh, mmmfh, that’s good,” Pax said, leaning down again to kiss her. This time he caught the side of her face rather than her mouth, but he didn’t seem to think it was a mistake. He kissed every inch of her cheek, down to her chin, bypassing her mouth to drop soft kisses against her nose, up to her forehead. Jessica had never felt so cherished before in all of her life, feeling like her whole body was now joining the chorus of pleasure singing out from her cunt. She wrapped her legs around Pax’s waist, digging him in deeper and creating a new angle that had him hit a new part of her pussy, sending sparks of glorious sensation shooting up her spine.

 

“Fuck, yes,” Jessica cried out, dragging her nails down Pax’s spine until she reached his ass, pulling on it to encourage him to sink all of his cock inside of her cunt. “Mm, yes, give it to me. I can take it. I can fucking take it, baby.”

 

“Yeah, you can,” Pax agreed, burying his head into her neck and licking at every available inch of skin under his lips before moving over to mouth at her collarbone, sucking the bone between his teeth and causing Jessica to squeal and clutch hard at the back of his skull. “That fucking pussy. That fucking hot cunt. Jesus Christ.”

 

“Your fucking hot cunt,” Jessica said, thrusting her hips up to achieve maximum penetration, her clit practically burning with sensation at this point just from the natural friction of their bodies rubbing together. “Fill it up. Fill it the fuck up, baby.”

 

“Mm, yeah,” Pax said, biting down at her upper chest as he shoved his hips forward harder, pinning her down to the mattress under his weight, forcing his cock in and out faster and faster with each passing minute. “Yeah, that’s fucking good.”

 

Jessica was rapidly losing the ability to speak, her whole mind filled with static as the sensations of her body took precedence, her skin buzzing with heavenly pleasure, all of her nerve endings applauding as she got fucked harder and harder and harder, Pax’s hips pressing her down more forcefully onto the surface of the bed. One of his hands came up to wrap around her neck, not squeezing tightly but instead rubbing at it reassuringly, helping her breathe smoothly even as her body was being rocked. She was being totally and thoroughly fucked, every inch of her pussy being dominated by Pax’s thick cock, and she wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.

 

But without warning, Pax suddenly slowed down, his cock going in and out in long, drawn-out shoves that had her moaning brokenly under her breath. Every sensation was now magnified tenfold, every spark of pleasure building up higher and higher with every long, slow thrust that Pax gave her. “Sorry, sorry, I just want to feel you,” Pax whispered into her ear before kissing her lobe again, licking at her skin until she was whining and clutching onto him as hard as she could under the circumstances. “I just want to feel your sweet cunt.”

 

“Believe me,” Jessica said a few moments later, as soon as she could summon the breath necessary to speak coherently. “I don’t mind.”

 

Pax laughed lightly into her ear, pushing her head to one side to give himself better access as he attacked her neck with his mouth, licking and biting at her skin like he was desperate to taste her as he moved his hips back and forth above her, brushing up against that one perfect spot. Jesus, he was making her aware of her body in ways that she’d never known before, teaching her about all the good spots inside of her that just wanted to feel good. God, it was overwhelming, knowing that she had the capacity to feel this good, to feel totally taken care of, like there was no part of her that was inherently sick or dirty or wrong or worthy of punishment. Pax just wanted to make her feel good, and he knew exactly how to make that happen.

 

He slowly sped his thrusts back up, shoving in and out more quickly, but keeping the same perfect angle, making Jessica feel like a thousand nerve endings were all collaborating to create one massive wave of pleasure that just kept growing and growing, ebbing back and forth like the tide. “Jesus Christ,” she murmured as Pax’s hand reached down to find her clit again, slowing moving it around in circles before he began practically jacking it off, moving his thumb up and down, over and over again, until Jessica felt the heat between her legs reach a marvelous crescendo.

 

“Jesus Christ, Jesus fucking Christ on a fucking stick, it’s happening, it’s fucking happening,” Jessica panted out, grabbing harder onto Pax’s shoulders, encouraging him to go as deep as he could, pressing up against all her oversensitive inner spots, all that special territory that he was marking out as his own. “Do it, fucking do it, please, make me come, make me fucking—ohhh! Oh, Jesus!”

 

Spasms overtook her body, preventing her from speaking as vibrations coursed out from her cunt, invading every cell of her skin, making her blood rush faster and faster inside her veins until her heart skipped a beat, pounding harder in her chest as every single inch of her body screamed out in pleasure, overwhelmed by the sheer force of her feelings. “Yes, yes, God, yes, God, fuck!” Jessica cried out, her pussy pulsing around Pax’s cock, making an even tighter fit as he fucked in faster and harder, chasing his own climax.

 

“Yes, yes, yes, fuck, yes, please, I got to, I have to, I have to fucking come, I have to fucking—” Pax cut himself off, practically screaming out a moan as his hips stuttered forward, his cock shoving in as deep as it could go inside Jessica’s cunt, coming to a stop before it pulsed over and over and over again, filling her pussy up with come.

 

“Yes,” Jessica whispered, still coming down from her amazing orgasm, every inch of her body trembling as Pax adjusted his body on top of her. She felt like all of her cells were dancing, prancing around like they’d been freed from years of servitude, only now relishing in the strength that they held. Tears pooled into her eyes, hot and insistent, but she closed her eyes and pressed her face against Pax’s shoulder, willing herself to be strong. She could cry on another day, another night. Not tonight. Not when she felt so beautiful, so powerful, so strong.

 

Pax began to move a little, and she was afraid that he was going to pull out, terrified that she was going to lose the sweet, complete feeling of his body inside of hers. But instead he just settled on top of her, keeping most of his weight off of her chest so that she could breathe more easily, with his cock still lodged inside of her cunt. She sighed deeply and rubbed at the back of his neck, encouraging him to nestle his face against hers, their breath mingling as sleep beckoned them closer.

 

There were no more words that night. They didn’t need to talk, even if the weight of what just happened between them hung in the air like a raincloud. They hadn’t just fucked. They’d made love, truly connecting with more than just their bodies.

 

For tonight, Jessica didn’t feel afraid. She felt safe, totally protected under Pax’s arms, but in the back of her mind, there was a nagging question that she couldn’t quite dislodge, no matter how hard she tried:

 

Where would they go from here?

 

# # #

 

Pax

 

Pax awoke the next morning with Jessica sleeping on his chest, her eyebrows furrowed together like she was worrying even in her dreams. But then, with all that she had on her plate, who could blame her?

 

Gary didn’t scare Pax. That much was certain. He might have been able to throw a decent punch, but just from the looks of him Pax knew he could take him in a one-on-one fight. The problem was that it wasn’t guaranteed to happen that way. With the Nightwalkers behind him, Gary could take over the Gorge by force if he really wanted to. It wasn’t like Pax could fight off each and every one of the bikers one by one.

 

Maybe it would be better if he’d just did what he always did when situations got tough. Walk away. He could do it. It wasn’t ideal, but he could definitely skip town tomorrow, find another piece-of-shit nowhere-place to hang his hat, and make money as a bouncer in some other anonymous bar. He’d done it before. He could do it again.

 

But Jessica… Could he really leave her behind? Her life had apparently been defined by the Nightwalkers for the longest time, so maybe it wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world for her to return to her old life. But…looking down at her now, with her scrunched-up little face nestled into his chest, her hair messed up from the fucking they did the night before, it was hard to imagine letting her go back to Gary. He was such a piece of shit, such a controlling egomaniacal little prick. Really, Pax didn’t know how Jessica had survived so long living with him all those years.

 

Maybe I should take her with me, Pax thought as he moved his hand to the back of Jessica’s head, smoothing over her messed-up hair. She could be a bartender somewhere else, too. We could leave together. We could leave this all behind.

 

But that’s so fucking stupid, he thought to himself as he rubbed the back of Jessica’s hair, lightly untangling a knot that had appeared behind one of her ears. Stupid. You’re not with this girl. You’re not together. There’s no point imagining things that will never happen.

 

After all, he’d only survived all these years by watching out for himself.