Chapter 17

Alexei

 

How dare she run from me? After everything I’ve done for her. She made a mistake thinking that she could get away. She awoke the beast inside of me that I didn’t want her to see. She didn’t deserve to see him until now. I’ve prided myself on keeping control, and she just ripped down that wall. My fingers dig into her pale flesh as I fuck her roughly. This isn’t like the other times, this is far worse. The more I take, the more I want. She isn’t like me and that’s the part in the back of my head that keeps telling me to stop, but I can’t. She broke the chains that held the madness in me and now there’s no going back. I drag my hand up, lifting her leg higher so that I can get deeper. I just need to be a little bit deeper. With each slap of our bodies coming together, the higher I get. I hear her sobbing around the gag in her mouth, I see the tears running down her cheeks, but I can’t do anything about that right now. She brought this on herself.

“You like the pain, yes?” I ask pressing my thumb to her clit and slowly moving it. Her body jerks and her eyes meet mine. There’s something dark in her too but she’s afraid to let it out. I want to see it, taste it, touch it. I want it to mingle with my own and see how well our demons play together. The more I have of this girl, the more I want to keep her around. I lean down and sink my teeth into her neck listening to her scream around the panties in her mouth. The harder I thrust, the higher I get until I can’t take it anymore. I explode inside her and feel her unravel around me. We both come hard, feeling the other tense and release. I lie on top of her, careful not to crush her before reaching up and pulling the panties from her mouth. She gasps for air as she comes down from that high. I reach up and wipe the trail of tears from her face.

“Why did you do that?” she asks softly.

“You didn’t like it?” I rebut.

“Why, Alexei?”

“You ran from me. I gave you the option and you chose to stay. You unlocked something dark in me when you pulled that little stunt. I’ve kept myself under control, but you’ve broken that restraint. Why did you run? Do you know Ivan?” She shakes her head but there’s something more. Something happened that flipped a switch for her. She was fine before that.

“You lie to me, воробей. You will learn how much I despise lies.” I climb off the bed, tying her ankle back in place. She tugs at the ropes doing nothing more than cutting into her own flesh. I head into the bathroom and start the shower before walking back into my room. Her eyes follow my every movement as I untie her. She quickly sits up and scoots against the headboard, rubbing her sore wrists. I hold my hand out to her and wait to see what she’ll do. Much to my surprise, she reaches out and takes my hand. I help her off the bed, watching her small frame as she moves. The red spots from my fingers will no doubt show bruising tomorrow. As I lead her into the bathroom and think it over, I like the idea of my marks being on her. No one else will touch her once they see what I’ve done to her. It shouldn’t make me as happy as it does.

“What if I changed my mind?” she asks softly as I pull her into the shower with me. I reach for the shampoo, squirting some into my hand before motioning for her to turn around. She does as she’s told, and I begin to massage the shampoo into her long red hair.

“I don’t think you have,” I reply. She doesn’t respond after that. I wash her hair loving how the long silky strands run through my fingers. I could find myself easily obsessed with this girl. The more I think about it, the more I think I already am. She’s pure and that’s something that draws out the darkness in me. The thought that I’m the one that brings her to her knees makes my cock jump. She feels it too, a gasp escaping her lips. I chuckle as I slide my hands down her neck and around the front. Soaping her breasts and her hardened nipples, I lean down and kiss the other side of her neck.

“Why do you want to lie to me, Clara?” I whisper, my teeth tugging her earlobe. She moans when my hands slip down her taut stomach and grasp her mound roughly.

“I’m not lying,” she says breathlessly. How can she lie and be so turned on at the same time, is beyond anything I can comprehend? She wants me. I know she does and the breathy way she moans and speaks tells me so.

“Do you really want to leave, Clara?” I ask slipping my fingers over her clit. Her body arches, her back pressing into my chest, her head falling to my shoulder. “Tell me,” I encourage her as I circle her clit harder and faster. Her body responds. She’s panting and it’s fucking sexy as hell to watch her like this. Under my spell.

“No,” she moans as her body shudders, her release leaking between her thighs. I groan and push her forward, her hands landing on the built-in bench. Her ass is pressed into my cock and before either of us can fully comprehend it, I’m back inside her. Holding her hips tightly in my hands, I fuck her from behind. Her soapy hair sways with each thrust. Then I reach up, wind it around my fist and pull her head back roughly and she cries out.

“Tell me you aren’t leaving me, Clara.”

“I’m not… I’m not leaving you,” she screams as I take her harder. With each slap of my balls against her perfect body, I swell inside of her. Despite the cool water that trickles over my skin, sweat beads on my temples. I’m drowning in the sensations of her body. I come once more inside of her, she finds release as well. I jerk her hair harder, pulling her up before wrapping my arm around her waist, holding her in place. My cock still jerks inside of her but at this angle, I can feel more than I have before. Her body continues to shudder, her pussy grasping and clenching.

“I hope you know you’ve just made a deal with the devil,” I whisper in her ear before pulling my cock free. I finish washing her and then wash myself before I step out of the shower and offer her my hand. She takes it once again and I help her dry off and wrap the fluffy towel around her body. She stands in stunned silence as I do the same for myself. She’s no doubt thinking about what I just said to her. Her body trembles only slightly when I touch her shoulder. I smirk, loving that little reaction to me. Now that she’s broken into the cage of the monster, she should be afraid. Now that he’s had a taste of her, things will never be the same. I grab the brush off the counter and run it through her long hair. Her eyes catch mine in the mirror and confusion paints her face.

“Ask whatever you want,” I tell her. She licks her soft lips and shakes her head.

“You were so nice to me before.”

“And now?”

“You are different. You were not this rough before with me. You almost seemed caring,” she says her eyes never leaving mine. I chuckle and finish brushing her hair before slipping my hand around her neck. I squeeze lightly, her big blue eyes becoming even wider as she watches.

“I tried to keep that part of me away from you, воробей. The more I tried, the harder it became. When you ran, it all snapped. I snapped. I’m not a good man as you very well know,” I remind her. With my hand wrapped around her neck, I turn her head and slant my mouth over hers. She doesn’t resist and there’s a small thought in the back of my mind that wonders if she likes it like this. I know she wants some pain with sex, but I think I took it to a different level. Now she’s going to understand what my needs are.

“Merry Christmas, Clara.”