~Elli~
His words force my brain to short out and all I can focus on is how bad I want to feel him. I know he’s big, he’s been pressed up against me this whole time and the longer he goes teasing me, the more I want him. It even goes beyond wanting something. I have never known what it’s like so completely needing to be filled. I want him to be rough, the way he is holding my hands pinned above my head is so hot I’m practically on fire. I’m breathing so hard like I’ve been sprinting for the past hour. One of his hands is holding both of my wrists captive above my head and it’s difficult not to struggle against him. The more I struggle, the closer I get to claiming ecstasy. All I want is for him to fill me and to be honest, those thoughts thrill me, and scare me to death. I’ve never wanted anyone like I want Raid. I know if we take this to where we both want to, there won’t be a way back. We won’t be two strangers thrown together by email, by similarities that weave back and forth between us. We’ll know everything. No going back.
Do I want this?
Am I ready?
When I look up and into his eyes, I know with every single cell in my body that I do. I want Raiden Michaels. He has a power over me that crashes into me with enough force to knock me silly. I never want to lose this.
He catches me staring and smirks, bending his head to softly graze his lips against mine. A contrast to how hard our bodies are against each other. When he pulls back, I can see the passion blazing in his eyes, mirroring my own.
“Raid, please,” I whine. I can’t help it. It’s like I’m under a sex spell where the only thing I can think about is feeling him inside me.
He growls, a sound that shoots straight to my core and I practically come right there. I slam my eyes shut, the pleasure from just his noises almost breaking me apart. He lets go of my wrists but I leave them up there, loving how it felt when he held them. His weight is lifted off me so I open my eyes, already getting upset that I can’t feel his body against mine. He leans back on his heels and tears off his shirt, my eyes moving to take in every inch of his tan tattooed skin.
I lick my lips, wanting to trail my tongue down each and every ridge of muscle. He watches me watching him and stands up. I know he’s teasing me, dragging out this dance between us until I scream, and oh, I am so close to screaming. I’ve come so close, I crave release like a junkie. He hooks his thumbs in his shorts and then they’re on the ground. I almost choke on my tongue and start coughing, my eyes as big as the moon.
“Raid…that isn’t going to fit.” I motion to his rock hard cock, jutting out in all its glory.
He chuckles, deep and low in his throat. “Baby, it’ll fit. But getting it there is half the fun, isn’t it?”
He slinks down to bed again, smoothing his hands up my hot flesh, making me moan and squirm.
“Stop moving or you won’t be getting anything” he grinds out, his erection bobbing between us hitting my inner thigh.
“God, Raid you’re killing me.” I breathe out, wanting to close my eyes in frustration but knowing I shouldn’t miss a second of his slow assault up my body.
He plants a kiss on my hipbone, tongue snaking out to leave a white-hot mark on my skin.
I moan, “Raiden!”
When he laughs against my body I can feel it in my sex and in my soul. What felt like years of him making his way up my body suddenly came to a halt and he was right there, giving me those blue eyes and making me come undone just with a look. He brings his hand up to my neck and traces a pattern with his thumb.
“Elli, I need you to be certain about this.” He looks fearful, that this might ruin us when we haven’t really begun.
I bring a hand down and smooth it across his cheek, his stubble sending sparks through my palm.
“This...” I start. “Us, you and me right here, right now…I’m not afraid… I’m not hurting anymore. I feel alive.” I look right into his eyes and will him to understand me. “Raid, I want you more than anything. I’ve never wanted someone so much in my whole life.”
His eyes get big as he takes my words in.
I just lay there, this big handsome caring man, on top of me and see realization and resolve come over him. I don’t have to be a wounded woman anymore. I can be whomever I want. And I want to be his. My heart beats so hard I feel that people on the space station can hear it.
Before I have a chance to worry if my words were too much too soon for him, he growls and crashes his lips against mine. All the heat and all the passion rolling over us like a thunderstorm. He rolls us so I’m straddling him, finally able to rub my clit against him, my wetness ratcheting up the intensity tenfold. I am already so close to falling over the edge, so close, but he grabs my hips and stops me right before I take it. I let out a scream in frustration, which only proves to make him laugh.
“Raid.” Now it’s my turn to growl. “Why. Are you. Doing. This. To. Me,” I grind out, two years of pent of sexual need lacing my words.
“I stopped you because I want to be inside you when I come baby, not when you’re grinding against me.”
My mouth pops open into a surprised O and I blush. I didn’t realize he was nearly as affected as me. I’m still letting that sink in when he expertly delves a hand between us rubbing my clit and sending me off into oblivion.
“Oh God, Raid!” I cry out, my body pulsing, grinding as much as I can against his cock, panting, swearing, and needing more.
“Good girl, now it’s my turn.” Raid flips me over and dives for his shorts on the ground, coming back with a condom and tearing it open. I watch with hazy lust filled eyes as he rolls it down the length of his cock and my mouth is watering just looking at it. He comes back to me and positions himself at my entrance, searching my eyes out for permission.
The second his tip glides against my folds, I fist the sheets at my sides. “Yesssssss.”
Without any more hesitation, he presses into me, and I thought I was prepared but he is so big. I feel him stretching my tight walls as he goes deeper, my grip getting tighter, breaths becoming shorter. I can hear him groaning but all I can focus on is how incredibly and deliciously full I am.
“Oh my God, Raid.” I can’t believe I even spoke, the moans spilling from my lips making it impossible to form thoughts or words.
He slides in to the hilt and I nearly scream, his lips coming down to pepper hot kisses up my neck to my ear where he bites me.
“Yes baby, say my name,” he whispers.
I moan, I can’t help it. Hearing him makes me want to explode into a ball of flames. He pulls out, moving back in slowly, the ache fading and the slow build of another orgasm beckons. He starts moving faster, taking my hands in his and raising them over my head again. Pinning me down with his thrusts and killing me with pleasure. He uses his other hand to grasp my hip, starting to pick up his pace until he’s slamming into me. Our sweaty bodies slap against one another, tangled in ecstasy.
“Oh Raid, I’m so close,” I get out in between moans, getting louder and louder with each thrust.
“Come for me, Elli, come for me and only me,” he says in my ear. “Come now, baby, coat my cock.”
Like a trigger point, I detonate, screaming his name and writhing beneath him while he pumps into me with even more force and passion. He yells out when I feel my pussy constrict around his big cock and he growls deeply when he comes, thrusting into me three more times, letting me milk every last drop.