CHAPTER 7
Sophie
Why did I agree so easily? I’ve been around the Cage clan for years, I know how they think. What makes them tick. Maybe it’s not too late to call Kyle and put this off for a month… or seven?
Ding Dong
“Shit!”
“Ohhhhhhhhhh… that’s a bad word Mommy!”
I turn around and quickly straighten Gabe’s shirt. I chuckle when I see he’s decided to wear his Daddy’s Reckless fighting shirt instead of the navy polo I laid out for him on his bed. He’s obsessed with MMA. I know, I know. Worst mother of the year award goes to me. I figured if he couldn’t have his Dad with him he could at least see him on TV. It ended up taking on a life of its own and I can’t wait to see Kyle’s face when he goes into Gabe’s room tonight. I wonder if he’s ever seen a shrine dedicated to himself?
He’s been hanging out with Gabe regularly after preschool for the last week. Gabe begged him to let him watch him train. Kyle swore he’d change his schedule around to train in the morning’s now so he can take him. That boys gonna be in his glory when he finally gets to Zander’s gym to watch. I already plan on taking my camera to photograph every second.
Plus, a sweaty Kyle Cage sparring in the ring. Just what I need right now. It’s hard enough seeing him everyday and falling into the relationship we had before we blew our friendship with sex. Our personalities compliment each other well and we have a lot in common.
Ding Dong
“Daddy’s here!” He goes to run out of the kitchen but I manage to stop him at the last minute by grabbing his good arm.
“There’s going to be a lot of people here baby. Daddy’s family.”
“Yayyyyy!” He cheers and intricately maneuvers his arm out of my hands.
“I have to stop letting him watch MMA.” I mumble to myself as I follow him to the front door.
Nothing could have prepared me for the moment Gabe pulled the door open and I was met with a small army of eyes on me. Then they all shifted to Gabe and all their eyes got soft when he launched himself into Kyle’s arms.
“Hey little man, I missed you.”
“I missed you too Daddy but look!” He jumps back out of Kyle’s arms to show him his tee shirt.
I don’t miss the proud look on Kyle’s face before he tells Gabe how cool his shirt is and turns his awe filled eyes towards me. There’s a silent question I don’t want to touch upon so I just shrug my shoulders and welcome everyone inside.
As they pass me I get numerous hugs and kisses from familiar faces. People that were like family to me and it’s my fault I let our relationship fall through the cracks.
I’m a bitch. I’m the world’s biggest asshole for keeping these people away from Gabe. When they all work their way into my cramped living room I step outside and sit on the front steps for a second.
Who does that? How can a person possibly keep their child away from their father? The fact that Kyle can even look me in the eye is insane. How did one of his sister-in- law’s or hell, his mother, not slap me once they saw me?
“Hey, is everything okay?”
I wipe a stray tear I hadn’t realized fell with my hand, take a deep breath and nod my head. Kyle sits next to me on the step and looks over at me.
“What’s the matter Soph? Did someone say something to you?”
“No, no one has. And why not? How could they be okay with what I’ve done to you?” I sniffle and look away from him. “How could I have possibly kept Gabe from having all of you in his life? Was I that jaded and selfish?”
“You never did tell me what happened. Why you never came to me and said you were still pregnant.”
“Are you sure you want to hear it?”
“No but I need to. But not now. How about you tell me tonight over a beer after everyone has gone and Gabe falls asleep?”
“Gabe would love for you to put him to sleep. He idolizes you, you know?”
“Yeah, I haven’t been much of a role model lately. That’s about to change. That little boy in there…” He hooks his finger towards the house. “I’m never going to let him down. I promise you that. Now I’m not saying I’m gonna be perfect because I’m not quite sure how to be a Dad yet but I’m going to try every damn day to be the best Dad I can be.”
“That’ll be perfect. I always knew you’d be a good Dad.”
He throws his arm around my shoulders and pulls me towards him. I rest my head on his shoulder when I hear the front door open.
“What the hell, get in here!” Gabe yells from the front door.
I turn around and point my finger at him. “What did I tell you about your language tonight?”
“I can only use church words when Daddy’s family’s here. But Mom, we don’t go to church.” He whines.
I feel shaking and look over to a hysterical Kyle. “It’s not funny! If I don’t warn him he’ll be telling your Mom about his penis or farting on everyone.”
“Damn I wish you didn’t warn him. He’d fit right in with Jay.” He chuckles as he helps me up from the steps and walks me back into the house with his hand on the small of my back.
A shiver runs up my spine and I know he feels it because his hand slides over my ass before he removes it and walks towards his family. When Gabe jumps into Judy’s lap a smile lights my face but nowhere near the beamer she’s sporting. She’s a proud grandmother alright. I’m so happy Gabe already feels comfortable with the Cages.
“It’s like you guys quadrupled!” I laugh looking at all the kids.
“Our family keeps Huggies in business that’s for sure.” Savvy laughs.
“Okay you have to explain to me who belongs to who.”
Judy stands up like the proud grandparent she is and starts with the little girls in front of her. “Everly, Quinn and Addison are all Zander and Savvy’s.”
The poor guy, Zander would end up with three girls. “Did you buy more guns?” I laugh directing my question towards him.
“Fuck yes, they already know boys suck and they’re never getting involved with one.”
Savvy rolls her eyes. “Watch the F-bombs babe, and they’ll date. But it’ll probably be in secret out of fear that Zander will decapitate their dates. Thanks for that, I’ll never meet my daughter’s husbands.” She huffs and sits down next to her husband but starts laughing when he tickles her sides.
“Alright, this little brute is Jesse and that princess in the corner you already know.”
“Amelia! I can’t believe how big you’ve gotten! You were still a tiny little thing the last time I saw you. How old are you now?”
“I’ll be six in a few months.” She smiles and runs up to sit on Josh’s lap.
I look over to Ash. “I can’t believe how old we are. Damn, when did we get old enough to have kids?”
“I hear ya sister and this asshole wants another.” Ash levels Josh with a glare that has him rubbing her leg over her pants.
“Three’s a good solid number.”
“That’s what you said after Amelia was born.” She clears her throat and drops her voice. “Two’s a good solid number.”
“Well it is.” He confirms.
“Then how can three be a good number? I give up with you.”
“She’ll be pregnant by the end of the month.” Josh mouths to me making me laugh.
Judy has a huge smile on her face and I can tell the possibility of another grandchild thrills her.
“Alright, rounding up the Cage grandchildren we have Silas and that little butterball on Jay’s chest is Luca.”
“Never thought I’d see the day.”
“What the hell ever Soph.”
I roll my eyes. “You have to admit that you with a baby is kind of crazy. Hey Georgie, how’s it going?”
I don’t know her all that well because I left pretty soon after she was welcomed into the Cage clan and I was also in college most of the time.
“I’m good, it’s great to see you and Gabe is hilarious.”
I cover my eyes. “Don’t tell me what he did, I don’t wanna know.”
Everyone laughs as I exit the room to pull the food out of the oven. I look down at my casserole dish wishing I had made two. I forgot how big the Cage men are and I’m sure Kyle could annihilate this whole thing himself.
I quickly go to my junk drawer and pull out my takeout menus. There needs to be more food!
“How’s it going in here?”
I look up and Judy must sense the panic on my face. “What’s the matter Sophie?”
“I didn’t make enough food. I knew there were a lot of you but I severely underestimated how much food to make. Chinese or Italian?” I hold two menus up and her eyes go soft.
“Deep breaths sweetie.” She walks over towards the food and looks at it. “It looks delicious. If we leave this for the adults and make something different for the kids we should be golden.
“How the hell is everyone? Where’s the little MMA fan I’ve been hearing about?”
My eyes bulge when I hear Jack in the other room which no doubt means his girlfriends with him too.
“Chinese sweetie.” Judy says before telling me she’ll entertain everyone while I call it in.
Ordering everything on the menu times two, I take a deep breath to walk back into the madness. When I hear kids laughing down the hall I head that way instead of towards the adults in the living room. I creep up on the small toy room and stealthily look around the door jam.
My heart melts when I see Kyle playing with the kids. He’s managed to get Gabe’s whole train set put together and each kid has a train to drive on it. I slowly back away not wanting to disrupt them when Kyle notices me.
“Hang on babe.” He jumps up and leaves the room after telling Gabe he’ll be back.
“What’s the crisis?”
“Crisis?” I lie.
“Mom’s a shit liar and she was practically tap dancing to keep everyone occupied.”
“I didn’t make enough food so I called in Chinese.” At that the doorbell rings and I go to get it but I’m pulled back by Kyle.
His arms wrap around my waist and his lips go to my ear. “Relax, I’ll get it.”
“I had you all over, I can get it.”
“Soph…” He growls.
“Fine, be a caveman. But you have to beat me to the door first.” I take off like a bat out of hell and I’m surprised he doesn’t stop me before I get to the door. When I pull it open the delivery man is standing there with so many bags it makes me laugh. Maybe I went a little overboard.
“That’s what I’m talking about!” I hear Zander say from behind me. When I turn around I see Kyle pulling out his wallet and I quickly grab mine. Opening the door, the guy tells me how much I owe him and almost have a heart attack. I went wayyy over-board.
“Here you go my man, keep the change.” Zander hands the guy a couple bills and starts pulling the bags in.
“I could have paid, you didn’t have to.” I pout.
“I didn’t. Ky handed the money to me.” He flashes me a smile then starts walking the bags full of food towards the kitchen.
I level Kyle with a glare but I’m secretly thankful because that would have been my money for the whole week. I’m not exactly getting paid by my Mom because the bed and breakfast isn’t open yet.
He walks up to me and dazzles me with a mischievous smile. “Don’t be mad. Let me take care of it. I’ve missed out on a lot and you’ve had to cover everything up until this point. If I’m with you, I pay.”
“As simple as that huh?”
“Yup.”
“Guys don’t eat that, it’s dog shit!”
Oh Christ.