Diary Entry

I miss you so much it hurts.

I’m coming back for you soon, and when I get there, I’m going to do something to you I only ever dreamed of.

Want me to tell you what boys really want? Want to know what we think about in our deepest, most private moments?

Are you sure you can handle it?

I don’t know. Maybe you’re going to read this someday and get shocked. Maybe it’s too much for you. I’ll tell you what. If you can’t handle it, stop reading. Stop reading right now and never pick up this diary again. Because this diary is the truth. It’s what’s inside a man’s mind. It’s what we want from you, what we demand of you, and if you can’t say yes to absolutely everything your man demands, then you can’t read about it either.

So ask yourself this. If I was your man, and I told you I wanted to do something very naughty to you, would you say yes? Would you give me that pleasure? Would you trust me enough, and love me enough, to let me do this to you?

Would you let me take this pleasure?

Because only you can give me this pleasure. Without you, it’s impossible.

So whisper it now. “Yes.” Say it, with me.

“Yes.”

“Take me.”

“I’m yours.”

Move your lips and form the words.

“I’m yours. My body is yours. Make me give you this pleasure.”

Because unless you can say those words to me, unless you can surrender completely and give me ultimate control, you shouldn’t be reading this diary.

So, you’re still reading!

Naughty girl!

I see how it is.

So you want me to do this to you. You don’t even know what it is yet and already, just by reading, you’re giving me permission to take the ultimate pleasure. You’re giving me complete ownership over you.

Well then, strip naked, put on this blindfold, and lie on the bed, facedown.

That’s right. I want to see your ass. You know I love your ass. You know I’ve got a fetish for it. If I could see your ass right now, I’d sink my teeth right into your cheeks. I’d pull your cheeks apart and slide my tongue right over your cute little asshole. I’d run my tongue under you from pussy, over your clit, all the way over your anus.

My tongue would run circles around your anus, sliding all over it, in and out of it, and you’re not permitted to look back, to move your blindfold, or to say a word.

I demand silence.

A single word, and Spank!

And if you cry out in surprise, Spank again!

You’re mine now. You had your chance to back out, but you kept reading. That means your thoughts are mine. Your mind is mine. And the feelings inside your body right now, right at this very second, they’re mine too.

And that’s why my tongue is free to make it’s little circles around your anus, licking you there where you’re most shy, most afraid, most modest.

I take a bottle of lotion and pour it on your ass, letting it drip, little by little, all over the left cheek and the right, the crack down the middle, the back of your thighs, and the small of your back.

It’s cold and you flinch, but once I start massaging it into your skin you relax. It feels good doesn’t it?

My hands kneading your lower back. Sliding up and down the back of your thighs. My fingers sliding between your legs and running along the slit of your pussy, getting lotion all over your sensitive, lovely clit.

Your back arches, your legs open a little more, and you sigh in pleasure.

Spank! I said silence and I meant it!

I put my left hand on your back, between your shoulder blades, and I put my weight on it, holding you down. There’s no escape for you now. You’re mine. No backing out.

With my weight holding you securely in place, I put my right hand on your ass. You’re lubed up perfectly, your ass covered in lotion. I slide my finger over your anus and you squirm a little. I rub lotion around it in tiny circles, just as I did with my tongue.

You like it. You like it a lot.

You like belonging to me. You like the sweet pleasure of surrender.

So I press your ass with my finger, until my finger slides in past the ring of muscle and enters your asshole.

Were you expecting that? You were, weren’t you, you naughty little slut. You knew exactly what I wanted. Even now, with my finger in your butt, you’re still coaxing me in further. You’re lifting your butt slightly, showing me that you want me. You’re begging me to come in.

And that’s exactly what I’m going to do.

I slide my finger in and out of your asshole, loosening it for me, stretching it, making you ready for the pleasure you’re going to give me.

My finger comes out and next I slide my thumb to your butt. You press back against it and I slide it right inside you, twirling it to heighten the sensation.

You moan again but this time I don’t spank you. You’re being so obedient. You’re being so good. Why would I spank such a good, obedient girl?

In and out my thumb slides, opening you ever so slowly, ever so gently.

Then I pour more lotion on the crack of your ass, and sit up so that my huge, throbbing, erect cock can rest right on your crack. I lube up my cock, sliding it along the length of your ass crack.

You rise your ass a little higher. You want this so bad, don’t you.

I touch your anus with the tip of my cock and you moan.

I press tighter, so that just the tiniest little part of my head slides inside your anus. I reach around you and pull you up against me. You try to get up on your knees but I push you back down. I want you lying against the mattress. I put all my weight on you, lying on you, and press my cock against your anus again. This time I slide in a little bit further.

The first inch of my hungry cock enters your asshole. I slide out and then slide back in. This time I get in an inch and a half.

That’s my girl.

I slide out and reach around to play with your clit with my fingers. As I play with your clit, I slide into your anus again, this time a full two inches.

You’re really squirming now, grinding your ass against me, begging me to fuck your asshole.

I slide in again and this time I don’t stop. I go in all the way, my entire shaft sliding deep into your asshole.

And then I start fucking your asshole. Slowly at first, and then faster and more forcefully, I slide all the way into you. My fingers are toying with your clit and my cock is sliding in and out of your asshole. You’re moaning and grinding against my hand and cock, begging for more. With my free hand I grab your nipple and squeeze it hard.

You cry out and I thrust powerfully into your asshole. At the same moment, I slide my hand from your clit and my finger enters your pussy.

That’s it. Perfection.

My orgasm rushes through me, flowing through my cock and into your asshole as you cry out and scream in pleasure. I’ve never seen you orgasm like this before. You’ve never had an anal orgasm before. You’re crying out and writhing against me as my cock pours it’s cum into your asshole.

I thrust and thrust as semen flows in endless spurts into your anus.

You’re really mine now. You’ll never belong to another man. I know that for real.

When your orgasms finally subside, I pull my long cock out of your ass and look down at the mess I’ve made. My cum is on your anus, mixed with the lotion I used to lube you up. I know that deep inside you, my seed is somewhere no other man has ever been or ever will be.

You’re mine now, and whenever I command, you’ll lie on the bed on your stomach, your eyes blindfolded, and you’ll sway your little ass in the air for me, begging to fuck your tight, delicious little asshole.