Sixteen
Parker
Fuck me, I'm going to have to take walks in the woods with Tora more often. The sight of her on her knees with my dick in her mouth, holy shit. I can't believe I even lasted as long as I did.
We're walking back to the cabin when I say, "Stay with me tonight."
"Parker..."
"I know you want to go slow, but nothing has been slow so far," I chuckle, and she blushes. "I don't think we can do slow. It's never been that way with us. When we first got together, we were hot and heavy from the start. We didn't cool off once. Everything we did was full of love and passion. I want to get back there."
"I do, too, but we also have to get to know each other again. What if I have new quirks you hate or do something that completely turns you off."
I stop and turn to her. "The only way you're going to turn me off is if you kiss Finn, and even then, that will only make me want to punch him in the face."
She jokingly shoves my shoulder. "Would you leave him alone?"
"Where’s the fun in that? I need something to entertain me."
"You have me now," she says, as she closes the distance between us. "That's all the distraction you need."
"Is that a yes?" I feather a kiss over her lips.
"I have a hard time resisting you when your lips are on mine."
"I have to use whatever I can to get my way.”
"Cheater," she mumbles. I pull back at the word. At first, she's confused, but then it dawns on her. "No, that's not what I meant," she rushes to say. "I meant that you're cheating at getting me to do what you want. You have to know that. I wouldn’t mean the other. We talked about it and we're good, I swear."
I watch her and school my features. At first it did throw me back. Memories of her calling me a cheater are ingrained in me. But after she started rambling, and was visibly upset that I thought she was referring to back then, I’m internally smiling. She pauses, taking a breath, her eyes on me waiting for any inkling of emotion.
"Are you done?" I ask.
"Yes. I'm sorry. Really. I didn't mean—"
I cut her off with another kiss. This time it's much more heated than the last one.
"You have a bedroom, you know!" Cy yells from behind us.
Breaking the kiss, I find him smirking about twenty feet away. Maybe he's warming up to Tora. The more she stands up for herself, the more he'll respect her. He likes strong women, as evidenced by Eve.
"I also have a lot of land," I reply. "I can kiss, fuck, do whatever I want, anywhere around here."
"You're going to fuck Tora next to the driveway?"
I shrug. "Only time will tell."
She smacks me on the back. "Would you knock it off?”
I smile wickedly. "Never."
"If you’re going to fuck her out here, can you at least hang a sock on the mailbox or something, so I don't drive up here and literally run into you?" Cy asks.
"I'm not walking all the way down the driveway to put a sock on the fucking mailbox." The driveway isn't exactly short.
"Whatever, man. Just don't be surprised if you end up with tire tread on your ass." He turns toward his truck, and I notice Eve is already inside it waiting for him. "I'm leaving now," he tosses over his shoulder. "No sock needed today."
I flip him off. He chuckles as he gets inside his jacked-up truck. That thing is a monster. You have to climb up to get into it.
After they leave, it’s just Tora and me. We have the whole property and house to ourselves.
I waggle my eyebrows. "What do you say? There’s no one around."
"You're insane!"
"Nah, I'm only slightly crazy—crazy for you."
She laughs. "That was the cheesiest thing I think you've ever said to me."
"And we're only on day two, sweetheart."
She rolls her eyes. "Is this what I have to look forward to?"
"Yes, it is. Would you rather have it any other way?"
"No," she says, as she wraps her arms around me. "I love you just the way you are." I still. She hasn't told me she loved me since we started up again. I've said it repeatedly, even before I had her back in my arms.
"Did you...did you just say you love me?"
"I did," she replies timidly. "I didn't mean for it to come out like that. I thought when I eventually told you how I felt, it would be more meaningful. Not out in the woods after we fooled around."
"Do you mean it? Do you love me?"
"I don't think I ever stopped," she admits. "Yes, I hated you for a long time, but my heart wouldn't let you go. There was always this part of me that wanted you back. To have you in my life like you used to be. That part of me pissed me off a lot, but it was honest at least."
I engulf her in my arms, tucking her into my chest, her head under my chin. "God, Tora. I never stopped loving you either. Every day I thought of you. I never dreamed I'd get you back. When I slept, you were there. When I woke, I always felt empty without you in my bed."
"What about all the women you were with? They never got your mind off me?" she mumbles into my chest.
"You're going to tell me you didn't sleep with anyone during the last four years?"
"That's not what I said."
"No, but you don’t deny it."
Staying within the circle of my arms, she lifts her head from my chest. "I'm not going to pretend I didn't try to move on. I did. I tried so fucking hard, but no matter who I dated, who I slept with, they couldn’t compare to you. My heart was broken—shattered—and yet, it only wanted you."
"I tried to lose myself in women," I admit. "I'm not innocent. I was a bit of a whore, if I'm honest. But it was only because I couldn't get you out of my head. I never thought we'd have this again. You’re the woman who set the bar for everyone else, and no one came close to measuring up.” I pause to press a kiss to the tip of her nose. “I want you to know something. I always protected myself with those women. Not once did I sleep with them without a condom. And to be safe, I got tested every few months." I cup her cheeks in my hands. "When I take you again, there will be nothing between us. It will only be me, you, and how we were always meant to be. Nothing will separate us ever again."
Tora takes my hands from her face and holds them in hers as she slowly walks backward toward the cabin. "I always used protection as well, and was tested at my last check-up. I'm also on birth control. I never stopped taking it when we broke up."
I nod and follow her like a puppy going after a treat. When we reach the door to the house, I open it and look at her intensely. I hope I'm conveying how much I want her. All this talk of sex and no condom has me wanting to take her right here on the stairs.
She ascends the steps first, with me on her heels. She doesn't stop walking until we're in my bedroom with the door shut behind us. I have no idea when Cy and Eve will be coming back, and I don't want them getting a show when they do. If I'm reading Tora right, she wants me as badly as I want her.
She stands at the foot of the bed and lifts her tank top off, tossing it to the floor. Her shorts are next to go. All that remains on her is a white lace bra and the very small silk panties I saw earlier. She takes the bra off, one strap at a time then unhooks the back. Her breasts bounce free, my eyes tracking the movement. I’m frozen to the spot—riveted as she strips. Her panties are the next to go. She slips one finger on each side and painfully slowly, lowers them from her hips. Nothing remains but Tora and every fantasy I've had of her since we last slept together.
I've dreamt many times of how I'd take her again if I could. I thought those were all I'd get—the dreams and nothing more. I lived for those dreams. I would wake each morning I had one and try so hard to get back into it, not wanting to wake. I wanted to forever be touching her smooth skin.
She doesn't try to hide. She stands for me to see—only me. I walk to her side in short, measured steps, trying to refrain from placing her on the bed and devouring her. She doesn't move as I walk to her back. There, my hand lightly skims down her spine, over the curve of her ass. God, she's gorgeous. Goosebumps break out on her skin and I relish in the effect on her.
Trailing my fingers up to her side, I continue my lazy circle around her. My fingers travel north to her breast, lightly tracing around her nipple. She closes her eyes and shudders. I move on to the other breast, but this time, I pinch her nipple between my fingers. Tora moans in response.
My hand skims down her other side to her hip. I don't let it go further south, yet. Gliding it across her taut stomach, I reach her other hip. Now that I'm here, there's no stopping me. I skate over her center, grazing the top of her mound before I ever so lightly drag my finger down the front of her. She tips her head back, moaning again. Her hands come up to cup her breasts.
I remove my hand. She whimpers at the loss of my touch. "Hands off, sweetheart. This body is mine to touch."
Releasing her breath, she drops her arms to her side. I resume my perusal of her body, my finger finding her clit and rubbing it in small circles. As far as I'm concerned, I have all the time in the world to cherish and make love to her. I intend to enjoy every second of it, and I'll be damned if I'm going to rush through this. We both got off a little while ago. There's no need to push through this quickly. No, I want to savor her. I want to commit every voluptuous curve, her ample breasts, and her bare pussy to memory. It's all mine.
"Lie on the bed, Tora. On your back. And spread those sexy legs for me."