It’s been days since I’ve seen her. I hate to admit that I’m miserable without her. Who knew that I would be capable of feeling like this? I certainly didn’t. In fact, I never expected it. I purposely stayed clear of anything that could make me feel. Life was easy with getting by day to day, but not now.

Day to day is just what it is. Each day is the same. I get up, go to work, practice, eat, sleep and repeat. Nothing exciting and always predictable. I designed my life that way.

What I didn’t understand is that my daily living routine is really not living at all. Having Jenny in my life has made the ordinary extraordinary. Without question the sex is on fire, but it’s not just that. It’s the little things she does that make me crave her.

She’s always sending me cute and silly messages mixed in with lots of sexy pictures of her. Phone calls late at night and good morning hellos, adding color to my life. Knowing that I make someone happy brings me a lightness I didn’t think was possible.

It’s almost time for our goodnight call. I’m hoping that I see her tomorrow for the rugby game. She and Sam are coming to the city, and I’m hoping to sneak off with her for a bit. I could care less how long I get to be alone with her. I just know I need to hold her again.

Don’t get me wrong; the idea of being inside her weighs heavily on my mind. I mean, I’m a guy. But just being near her is ok with me, too. Never in a million years would I think I would be ok with that. Sex was my end goal, but not anymore.

The past few days of someone actually caring about me and wanting to know how I’m doing puts things into perspective. Priorities shift and you realize that it’s not about the physical connection. It includes the emotional and spiritual side, too. I’m beginning to understand that having someone who can stimulate your body, mind, and soul is a hell of a lot more incredible than someone you simply fuck.

We’ve been having some great conversations at night. There’s no filter so we say what we feel and not hold back. “Jack, when you find someone who knows and stimulates the core of you then they are a person worth hanging onto.” As soon as she said it, I believed it.

I’ve been thinking about that all day. I climb into bed and get settled in. We decided to video chat tonight. Well, technically we decided to video chat last night, too, but God help me, she’s electronically challenged.

It was adorable hearing her try to get the computer set up and her failing epically. How she laughed and cursed at herself endeared me to her even more. “Stop laughing at me, Jack. You know I’m a disaster. But, a cute one.” I couldn’t help it; she makes my heart happy.

“Babe, my God, just stop, I will set you up when I visit next weekend. And yes, you’re a disaster, a cute and sexy one.”

“Damn right, baby.” I can hear the smugness in her tone and I love it.

I glance over at the clock and note that it’s time to call her. I really hope this works tonight. I ache to see her face. We agreed no computers tonight. We’ll use our phones instead. I press the button and hope it goes through. The phone rings and after a few seconds her face lights up the screen. She’s smiling at me as if she’s proud she got it to work.

“Look at you, baby. You’re a pro with the phone.”

She tries to hold in her laugh but I can see it in her eyes. “Ass. I have my moments of brilliance.” She sticks her tongue out in her bratty way.

“Yes you do, baby. I mean, you are with me.” I watch her open her mouth in shock of my excellent comeback.

She sticks it out again before admitting defeat. “Fuck. I walked right into that one.”

“Hahaha…yes you did and I love it. But, in all seriousness, I’m so glad to see your face. I miss you. Love that tongue of yours, by the way.”

She smiles brightly and it draws me out. There’s absolutely nothing I wouldn’t agree to do for her right now. She has sucked me in. “You love this tongue, baby.” I’m captivated by the way she pokes her tongue out and traces her lips. First the upper and then the lower, wetting them.

“Fuck, yes. That’s so naughty.”

I watch her do it again but this time she takes her finger and licks it slowly and seductively. Fuck, she makes me hard. “What are you doing, Jenny?”

“Oh, Jack, you know what I’m doing and you love every minute of it.”

I nod my head as I watch in fascination as her tongue continues to twirl and lick her fingers. She then slowly descends them down her neck and chest, stopping at her camisole straps. Her hands pull them off her shoulders, exposing her perfectly shaped breasts and nipples that are getting hard from the cool air.

Her wet fingertips begin to swirl around her right nipple making it firm. She pauses to pull on it and I can feel my cock leak. “You’re driving me crazy. I need to touch my cock and show you.” Her fingers slide down to her belly and she lightly scratches them back and forth before slipping beneath her sleep shorts.

“Do it, Jack. Grab your cock and show me.”

She doesn’t have to ask me twice. I drop my phone down on the bed and swiftly whip off my boxer briefs. My hand grabs my cock while the other holds my phone. I want her to see it all.

My eyes are transfixed on her hand under her shorts. She is moving it in a circular pattern as her head tips back from the sensations. “I need to see you, Jenny. Your turn to show me.” She pulls them off, revealing no panties as she licks her fingers again. I know her taste and I’m salivating.

“Let’s play, baby. I want to get each other off, make each other come hard.” I begin to stroke my cock hard and fast, matching her rhythmic pattern as she rubs her nub. Her legs lift up in the air, spreading open for me. Her toes, feet, and legs all begin to move as she gets closer to her release.

“That’s it, baby. Rub it faster. Moan for me. Come for me.” Her body responds to my words as her whole body lets go. My jerking continues as I feel my explosion approach. Her moans increase and it fuels my hunger, driving me to the edge. “Come with me. Come with me, Jenny. Ahhhh, fuck.”

My cock erupts and lands all over my stomach, fingers, and balls. I haven’t touched myself like that in a long time. It was so hot and dirty. Touching for each other and feeling the pleasure build until we need to burst was beyond what I could have imagined.

Her body quiets down as a devilish look appears on her face. There’s a whole lot more to her than I ever thought possible. From the look on her face, I’m soon going to find out.

Fuck. She’s trouble and I’ve met my match.