He tried so hard not to show his disappointment. I could feel the drop in his posture the second he saw the negative test sitting there. I know it’s not the end of the world, I know we are a new couple and we should enjoy our time together without kids first but I honestly expected the test to be positive. I had convinced myself that I was pregnant. I convinced myself that I could “feel” the difference. I convinced myself that my boobs hurt. I convinced myself that I was tired because I was growing a baby. I convinced myself of all those things. So to see the negative result, I was shocked.
He was so sweet putting me back to sleep, whispering words that went unanswered. I woke up from my sleep startled from a dream, a dream where Cal and I were walking the beach. There weren’t any kids playing around us being crazy. The panic I felt was real, it was as if I was really watching myself and Cal. The dream Cal shared with me, us on the beach with kids, I’m dreaming the opposite. I sat up quickly. Knowing I was done sleeping, I wasn’t willing to risk seeing more of the dream.
I found a card resting on the pillow next to me. Calvin was prepared for a negative result. He knew me. He knew I would need this. It just confirmed that the man I love knows me. My sadness and worry over disappointing him disappeared. Instead I was thinking about his words “I look forward to trying hard and often to make babies with you.”
And suddenly I couldn’t wait to get my hands on him again. With those thoughts and knowing we didn’t have any plans for the day, I quickly showered and put on a cute stripped jersey dress that clung to my body in a way I knew would drive him crazy.
We were hanging out with everyone, minus Kyler who was still at school and Luke who was working for a few hours, when Hannah’s phone started ringing. I was too busy trying to drive Cal crazy to notice that Hannah was trying to get my attention. Instead of catching my attention, she caught the attention of Steve and Cal. She just made it worse by trying to deny anything was going on. Then, with Cal hovering over my body, my arms pinned to the floor by one of his he tickled me until I caved. I knew there was no getting out of it, I was going to have to tell him, but there was no way I was going to tell him with my brother sitting right there. He took me at my word when I told him I would tell him everything, so long as I could do so in private. Seconds, it only took him seconds before he was carrying me directly to his bedroom.
“You have approximately five seconds to tell me what the hell is going on. I am holding on by a thread here. You’ve been teasing the fuck out of me all day. I’m yours, there is no need to tease me. I’m seriously seconds away from turning into a beast. Don’t even think about trying to get out of telling me. Your best bet is to give it to me straight.” I could see his pulse beating along the side of his neck. If I weren’t already horny, I would probably have been tempted to tease him some more.
“Remember the shopping trip Hannah and I went on? She won a photo shoot, I was with her when she found out she won. It was a drawing we both entered. She didn’t want to do it by herself so we made arrangements with the photographer for both of us to do it. We didn’t want to tell you guys because the end results would be put into a photo book. I wanted to give you the photo book as a Christmas present.” I didn’t look away, I wanted him to know I was telling him the truth. I didn’t want him to think I was hiding anything else.
“What kind of pictures did you have taken Sierra?” I could feel the tension mounting. I knew he already knew what kind of pictures they were. At this moment, I didn’t know how this was going to pan out. Was he going to freak the fuck out on me? Or was he going to love the idea that I did this for him?
“Boudoir.” I blinked and waited.
“Show me.” he didn’t blink. “Seriously Sierra, show me exactly what you did for the photo shoot.”
I did exactly that. I stood across the room and slowly removed my dress. I watched with wide eyes as he pulled his already hard dick from his pants. He sat back against the headboard and stroked himself as I put on a show for him. Eventually I went off track as I got completely naked and pulled his hand away from his leaking cock. Kneeling between his legs with my ass high in the air, I took him in my mouth. He wasn’t willing to just take, he shifted on the bed flipping me around so we could both give oral pleasure at the same time. I could taste him as he got closer, the more I could taste the harder I worked. He exploded a half a second before I did.
After getting redressed we didn’t leave his room. He had more questions about the photo shoot and what happens next. I explained that she might be calling because our images are ready to choose from or it could be something completely different because she had asked Hannah about possibly modeling. He pulled out his wallet, slid his black credit card out and handed it to me, “I want all the pictures. Every-fucking-one. I don’t care what it costs, just make sure you buy them all.”
It was then we heard Amy calling us. Thankfully we weren’t still chasing our pleasure. I don’t think I could play nice if she had interrupted that. Steve and Hannah were already out there, which made me realize I didn’t have a clue what I looked like. Suddenly embarrassed that they might have heard us, I kept my eyes adverted. Amy wanted the guys to get stuff out of the attic while Hannah and I ran to the store for a few forgotten items.
Hannah wanted details. Details that I was still holding onto for myself. She told me about going to Vegas for a photo shoot. I was instantly jealous. I had no desire to do another photo shoot, but I definitely wanted to go to Vegas. I am sure she got tired of hearing me ask if she thought Cal could get the time off to go. I would even dip into my secret stash of money to pay for the trip, if there was the slightest chance he could get the time off work. She finally had mercy on me and called her dad to see if Calvin could have the weekend off for a surprise getaway I was planning for us. And just like that, we’re going to Vegas!