I WAKE UP TO KAYNE wrapped snugly around me and sunlight pouring into the room. Morning already.
I try to decipher exactly what happened last night. Did we actually establish an emotional safe word? A word that represents more? I like the idea. I like not feeling empty.
The door clicks and Jett comes to a screeching halt when he realizes what he’s walked in on. Or what he thinks he’s walked in on. Which is nothing really, but Kayne sleeping soundly on top of me. He backtracks out the door with a smirk on his face.
I lie there silently listening to Kayne breath, inspecting his beautiful features, desperately trying to figure out what makes this complicated man tick. I trace the thick black barbed wire tattoo dripping with blood lightly with the tip of my finger. I’ve never had the chance to touch him freely before. Kayne stirs ever so slightly, then again. He runs his hand over my body until he reaches one of my breasts.
“Mmmm.” He squeezes with his eyes still closed. Then he shifts, digging his erection into my thigh.
“Put your hands over your head.”
I do as I’m told. Kayne’s eyes pop open, the blue a shock of intensity. He smiles wickedly at me, and then wraps my leash around my wrists, somehow securing me to the bed with it. Boy Scout. Then he starts licking his way down my body. “How do you feel?” He sucks one of my nipples into his mouth, and the sensation shoots straight to my groin.
“Better.” I sigh, completely at his mercy.
“Good. Because I really need to fuck you.”
My heartbeat accelerates as he works his way down to my thighs, kissing the inside of each one. I moan, lifting my hips. I want him to lick me. Oh, did I really just think that? My body is a lecherous traitor.
He teases me with his tongue, never going near the pulsating spot between my legs.
The most I get is the tickle of his warm breath as he moves from one thigh to the other.
Why does he need to torture me? I find myself begging.
“Kayne, please.” I feel empty and exposed, my body pleading to be touched, to be filled. By him. What’s happening to me?
“Beg me. Beg me to be inside you.”
“Please, Kayne, please,” I whimper, as he sucks harder on my skin.
“Please what? Lick you? Fuck you? Beg for what you want, Ellie.”
“I don’t care! Either! Both! But please just touch me.”
God, when did I become so needy? When did this become okay?
Kayne nestles himself between my thighs forcing them further apart. He rests on top of me, pinning me under his body, the head of his cock pushing against my entrance.
“Open wider, Ellie,” he orders.
I inch my legs farther apart, as he slowly, mind numbingly, slides inside me. I let out a low moan as he works his hips languidly. Pushing all the way in and withdrawing all the way out. My muscles clench on their own accord, desperate to keep him inside.
“Wider,” he commands.
“I can’t,” I protest.
“Shhhh ... Don’t talk back and spread your legs.” He shifts one of his thighs so it presses against mine, forcing my already straining legs wider. I pull on my restraints as Kayne pushes the limits of my body. The wider my legs, the deeper he gets. It’s trying pain mixed with unbelievable pleasure. It feels like I’m tearing apart.
He grabs me by my collar as he thrusts harder, more erratic.
“Do you like the way I fuck you, Ellie?”
“Yes, Kayne.” I barely have any breath to speak, as an orgasm brews deep inside me. It comes on faster with every driving thrust while my wrists start to burn from fighting against the chains. I have no outlet for my restrained body to absorb the sensations, so it all concentrates between my legs, spasming up my center and punching its way into my stomach. This orgasm is going to rock me.
“Kayne, please may I come?” I ask desperately.
“Not yet.” He denies me.
“Please!”
“Wait.” His chest tightens as he moves inside me. “Now.”
With a solid strike of his hips, Kayne kicks me over the edge. I scream, tears pricking my eyes as he exploits the helplessness of my body, reaping every drop of my climax he can. Moments later he grips my collar strenuously as he comes violently inside me.
My small reprieve from physical pain evaporates. Everything is throbbing again; my legs, my arms, my stomach, my vagina.
I struggle to move as Kayne lies sated on top of me, his hand still gripping my collar.
“Where do you think you’re trying to go?”
“Nowhere while you’re laid out on top of me. I just need to shift.” I wince as I shimmy my butt and attempt to close my legs.
Kayne yanks on my collar. “Remember who you’re talking to. I’m the only one who says when you can move.” His tone isn’t threatening, but there is a shroud of reminder that he is still Master and I am still slave. No matter the understanding we came to last night.
Kayne lies on top of me for a while longer, kissing my neck while massaging my shoulders and breasts. I lay perfectly still, my hands still bound, powerless, just the way he likes me.
“Are we ever going to have sex without you tying me up?” I ask.
“Doubtful,” he answers, squeezing my breast hard. “Only speak when spoken to,” he reminds me harshly. “Vanilla is nice, but kink is king in my world. And now yours, too.”
My heart sinks a little. This room, this fifty-by-fifty space, is my domain. Kayne is my ruler, collars and chains my boundaries.
A little while later, after he’s finished feeling me up and making me come a second time with his mouth, he releases my bound hands. “Over and drop.” He nudges me onto my stomach. I roll over and pull my legs up underneath me, my arms straight over my head. “I want to look at your ass while I get dressed.” He kisses my back with my forehead pressed to the mattress. I hear him pull on his pants and zip up his fly. When he finished ogling me, he orders me to my knees. I sit before him naked, sore and chained to the bed. He sighs contently, bringing my face up.
“You’re beautiful and sexy and all fucking mine. I vow to keep you safe.”
Thoughts of Javier come unwelcome into my mind. I fight back tears. That experience will haunt me forever. Kayne leans in and kisses me, soft and tender, licking the seam of my mouth before he pulls away.
“Cupcake,” he says gruffly. Then leaves.
“I NEED TO GET OUT of this room.” I splash in the tub. The aromatherapy soap Jett makes me use works wonders. The spa-like scent mixed with the hot bath literally uncurls the tension in my abused muscles.
“And where would you like to go? You’re a kept woman, remember?” he snarks from the bedroom.
“These walls and my body never let me forget,” I snark back. “I’d just like some fresh air. I’ve been stuck in here for ... how long have I been here?” I realize I have no concept of time.
“If you want fresh air, we’ll open the window,” Jett says as he walks into the bathroom, grabs the towel from the rack, and holds it open. Bath time is over.
“It’s not the same,” I gripe as I pull myself up reluctantly. I could soak all day. “Can’t you talk to him for me?” I plead with puppy dog eyes as he wraps me in the towel. “I would ask him myself, but I’m not allowed to address him directly unless he’s asking if I like the way he fucks me.”
Jett vibrates with laughter. “You’re terrible.”
“I only speak the truth.” I bat my eyelashes. “Please, Jett.”
“Those green eyes are lethal,” he huffs.
Jett pulls out his phone begrudgingly and adversely types away.
A few moments later his phone pings. He reads the message and snickers as he responds.
“What did he say?” I ask a little too hopeful.
“He said he’ll be here to walk you in a little while.”
I make a face. I don’t like the allusion one bit. But I’m dying to get out of this room. So I’ll deal with it. I’m close to scratching at the walls.
Jett dresses me for my outing. A black pair of lace panties with frilly ruffles on the butt, the black stiletto boots Kayne fucked me in, and a sheer black top that reminds me of a sexy beach cover up. The hem barely covers my ass and the plunging neckline barely covers my breasts. Why even bother? Complete with blingy body jewelry, my collar, and leash, I’m fit to be walked. Jett pulls my hair up into a messy bun, rims my eyes with black kohl liner and applies several coats of heavy mascara to finish off my dark sexy look. At least, that’s what he calls it.
As we emerge from the bathroom, Kayne walks into the room. I drop to my knees immediately, splaying my hands on my bare thighs while keeping my head bowed. Just like I’m supposed to. Kayne growls in approval as he stands above me; menacing, intimidating, domineering. All things Kayne. All things my proprietor.
“I love that you know what I like,” he says to Jett, pleased. Something inside me hiccups at his approval. He grabs my leash and commands me to rise. “Let’s go, kitten. I’ll show you the house.”