Chapter 25

Mayhem

 

A part of my heart hurts just leaving Tay like I did. I fucking asked her to come see me in a few weeks, but in reality, I don’t know if I’ll ever find myself again. Right now, it seems like a lost cause. My world has never spun in one direction; it’s always tilted and stopped just to start going in another direction. Tay made it feel stable though. At least for the time I was with her. She was an anchor for me. She held me in place when all I wanted was to spin out of control.

I barely know her, but I knew that much about her.

I opted to stay at a hotel while I’m out here. I could have stayed at this chapter’s clubhouse, but I know I needed the space. I will still be there a majority of the time, but at least at night I can relax and think on things.

The clubhouse is packed as I pull in. There are bikes littering every surface of pavement visible. I grin. We may be the mother chapter, but this one is by far the biggest we have. They are a little different than we are. They are rougher, a little more ruthless. They deal a lot in Mexican Mafia shit that we don’t touch up north.

I park and climb off my bike to be greeted by Ruger. This motherfucker is as fierce as they come.

“'Bout time you got your sissy ass out here!” he hollers as I walk closer to him. He throws his arm around me, pulling me into a hug.

“Good to see you too, motherfucker.” I slap my hand on his back. He pulls back and looks me up and down.

“At least you grew up!” He chuckles.

“Fuck you! I been grown,” I tell him with a grin. It’s been a few years since I’ve seen Ruger. He’s one hell of an enforcer for this chapter. No one, and I mean no one, fucks with him.

“Where’s your prez?” I ask nodding toward the clubhouse.

“Inside. Probably eatin’ pussy and gettin’ drunk.” Now that sounds like my kind of party.

“How’s shit been?” I ask as we walk toward the doors.

“Not bad. Had a run in with some of those slant-eyed, Chinese fucks. Two of them came in lookin’ like goddamn Mexicans! You would have thought their momma was steppin’ out. Chung claimed them though after I snapped their fuckin’ necks. Motherfucker thought he was sneakin’ under the radar.” I can practically feel the heat radiating off the man. This is why he was voted in as the Enforcer years ago. He lives for the kill.

“Fuck, brother! Chung was a good ally, yeah?” I look up at the mountain of a man who stands next to me.

“Yeah. Still is. You know what they say, keep your enemies close. That motherfucker doesn’t take a shit without my goddamn knowledge of it. Each time he jerks off that little pecker of his, I get word.”

I chuckle. I didn’t realize just how much I missed this son of a bitch. “Heard that! Everything else runnin’ straight?” I ask.

Ruger nods his head, shoving the door open. He stands there holding it for me to go in when he says, “See for yourself, brother.”

I step inside, and the room explodes. Naked girls are dancing on the pool tables. Threesomes are kicking off all over the bar. Liquor is flowing freely. I grin. This is what a party looks like to us, but to these guys, this is all day every day. Ruger throws his arm over my shoulder and motions to a half-naked, pink-haired girl. She sways her hips as she walks toward us.

“What can I get you?” She looks up at Ruger with a smile that could make any man’s dick hard.

“This here is Mayhem. NoCal Chapter. You see to it that he gets anything and everything he wants while he’s here. This is Pammy.”

Her eyes come to meet mine, and the lust and desire practically filter off her. I can smell her excitement as it wafts through the air. Or it could be the giant fucking orgy that’s happening around here.

“Oh, I will be the best hostess. What can I get you?” She purrs, running her hands up and down my chest.

“Vodka and a beer. Then your prez would be nice.” She smiles and nods before walking away. I take the chance to look at her little ass too.

“That one there is a hot ass. She likes it rough.” Ruger slaps a hand across my chest and laughs.

“I’ll be puttin’ that to use while I’m here,” I tell him. Pammy walks back with a shot and a beer. She leans in close, pressing her tits to my chest. Her scent is overwhelming and womanly, which is just what I need right now.

“Prez will be out in just a second.” Her tongue skates over my lip. I listen to her moan before knocking my shot back.

“Don’t stray too far, darlin’.” She grins and nods.

“Here he comes,” Ruger says pulling me from her gaze. I glance up to see a smile plastered to Hawk’s face.

“Mayhem! Good to fuckin’ see you, brother!” He roars through the crowd. I make my way toward him, pulling him into a hug.

“Hawk. Seems like forever, brother.” He slaps my back before he pulls away.

“Damn, man. You look lively, brother. How’s shit?” he asks.

I nod once and glance around. “Not as good as this, but you know how home is.” He nods once.

“Goddamn. Glad to have you here, brother.” And just like that, I’m welcomed into my second home.