Chapter 27

Mayhem

 

My vision blurs. Noises ring in my head. I think I’ve drunk two bottles of Jack by myself on top of the beer and weed I’ve smoked. I’m buzzed out of my mind.

“Bro, you are wasted,” Smokey, the VP here, says with a laugh. I glance over and smile.

“You ain’t far behind.”

He chuckles before he says, “Damn right I’m not!”  Passing me another beer, I gladly take it. As much as I miss being at home, I think Pop was right about this trip. I needed it. I needed out of my head for a while.

Pammy’s on her knees, my dick in her mouth. My hand tightens in her hair the harder she works me. My eyes want to roll back, but I keep my focus. Her free hand cups my balls, shooting that little tingle up my spine. I buck my hips, slamming my dick down the back of her throat until I come. And fuck me, do I come!

“Shit!” I hiss as I shoot my load into her eager little mouth. Pammy pulls her head back, wiping at her lips as she smiles up at me.

“Grab me another beer, darlin’,” I tell her once she stands up. I tuck my dick back into my jeans when I hear yelling. I glance around and see Monster.

“What the fuck?” I ask with a grin. At my words, our eyes connect and he starts toward me when I see her. My smile slowly falls. She’s wearing those goddamn tight ass jeans that hug every curve of her body in the right way. Pammy passes me that beer I asked for before dropping into my lap. Tay’s eyes jerk from her to me. Tears well up in her eyes. I shove Pammy off, her body falling to the floor while the guys laugh. When I push up off the couch I’d been perched on, I walk slowly toward her.

“What are you doin’ here?” I ask. I’m not sure who I’m asking. Her or Monster.

“Blu told me to bring her,” Monster says. I look up at him with a pissed off glare in my eyes. I know he can feel it.

“Just take me back, Monster.” Tay looks up at him. He shakes his head no. Tay turns on her heel and walks toward the door as I stand here like a stunned fuck.

“You know how this clubhouse rolls, Mayhem. She ain’t claimed, brother. Not a goddamn thing I can do if one of the brother’s wants a round.” Smokey’s words slam into me. It’s like a fucking lead weight to the chest. He’s right.

The thought has crossed my mind to let whatever happens just happen. Who am I to deny any of it? Fuck! What kind of prick am I? Smokey’s right. This isn’t like our clubhouse. These guys don’t have old lady’s hanging around and shooting the shit like we do. Anything could happen to her. Shaking my head to rid the thoughts, I follow her toward the door.

“This one’s off limits, brother.” I toss my arm over Tay’s shoulders when I see one of the other brothers trying to make a move. I lead her out before I let her go. Spinning her to face me, my hands clench at my sides.

“What the hell are you thinkin’?” I roar at her. She jolts a little. It’s like a knife to the fucking heart to see her scared of me. She is though; I can see it.

“I didn’t ask to come. They told me I was coming.”

I suck in a big breath of air when Monster strolls out of the clubhouse. “What the fuck were you thinkin’ bringin’ her here?” I snap. My fists fly through the air. Keep in mind that I’m utterly fucked out of my head, but that doesn’t stop me from trying to fuck his ass up.

Monster shoves me back a few steps after I get a hit in.

“You better control that shit. I had orders, motherfucker,” he says pointing at me.

Control my shit? Fuck him! I go after him again. One solid hit to the eye, and I’m knocked back to reality by my own brother. Maybe that’s what I needed. I needed that reality check from him.

“Calm the fuck down!” Monster roars. I nod once, not looking at either of them.

“Can you just take me home?”

I hear the tears in Tay’s voice as she asks Monster. Is that what I want? Do I want her to go home? Or do I want her here? The selfish part of me wants her here, but the rational part says she’s better off without me.

“If it were up to me, darlin’, I wouldn’t leave you with this son of a bitch, but I have no other choice. Blu said you ride back with Mayhem when he’s ready.” Monster sounds sincere for the first time in his entire life. What the fuck is that?

“I’ll find my own way,” Tay snaps.

It’s cute. Out here in the middle of nowhere and she thinks she’ll find a way home.

“I’m outta here,” Monster says, slapping a hand on my back as he walks past.

I hear the roar of his bike before he takes off. I almost want to go with him. Just jump on my bike and fuck it all. Glancing over, Tay is on her phone texting like a mad woman. I can’t help but chuckle at the look of pure rage in her beautiful blue eyes.

“What the hell are you laughing at?” she snaps, looking up at me. She’s pissed, and it’s sexy as hell on her.

“Rage is your thing, darlin’. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone look that sexy when they are plottin’ how to kill a man.” My words make her smile slightly. Just slightly though. 

It’s a good start.