Chapter 20
Beast
It’s the beginning of October, and the weather is finally starting to cool off around here. My poor girl has been so uncomfortable with the heat and the extra weight from the babies, as she gets further along in her pregnancy.
She’s only 14 weeks, and as of two weeks ago, when we saw her doctor, she is growing properly, and the babies are doing well.
Doc and I had a private conversation while we were there, and she warned me that Bella would have to be on strict bed rest in a couple of months. With her blood pressure still high and not under control, and with the extra weight on her tiny frame, it will be for the best.
There is no mistaking that she is pregnant now, her belly is very round with my babies. She’s carrying low too, which, if the books are correct means boys.
Mom did an Italian wise tail on Bella a few days ago. You dangle a pendant over the babies to determine the sex. If it swings back and forth, it’s a boy, if it swings in a circle, it’s a girl. It swung side to side and up and down going crazy over her belly. So we’ll find out soon if the results are correct.
The glow that emulates off her and the happiness that shines on her beautiful face is radiating. Her body is off the charts, and I can’t keep my hands off her. Not like I ever could before, once I had a taste I was done for.
She’s good with all the changes to her body, and the way I react to it arouses her.
She has even come out of her shell in the bedroom. My sexy little wild mixen in my bed, and a lady on my arm for the world to see what I own.
My dad once told me a long time ago, when I caught him making plans with his Comara (mistress), that I would want both one day. He said I would want a sidepiece to be a whore in my bed and my wife would be the lady on my arm.
That was the start of my hatred for him.
I’m not built that way, my only desire was to have one special woman in my bed and on my arm. I knew if I ever got the one woman I craved for years, she would be enough.
After living in a dark hole all those years without Bella, then having her back and bringing the light back to my soul and heart, I knew... I just knew she would always be enough for me. I knew from the day she was born, she was all I ever would need and more.
I know what you’re thinking, once a manwhore always a manwhore, it’s in his DNA. How could I, the beast, turn into a devoted lover and husband, a one woman, faithful man?
I know it’s hard to believe, but put yourself in my shoes for a minute. I left the love of my life behind, the only woman I ever wanted, for good reason, or so I thought. And I moved on with my life and my cock.
Then after almost a decade, I hear her name spoken out loud for the first time, and find out she’s been hurt in the worst imaginable way. Those few words Jules spoke that day, turned my world on its axel, and I never thought I would recover from the guilt I felt. But I had too, for Bella and Gigi.
Until the day I held Bella in my arms again and saw the pain in her eyes... I knew that day, who I truly was meant to be. And for her, I wanted to be all those things and so much more.
I am a man of honor, love, and loyalty if nothing else. I am and always have been hers like she has always been mine.
My Bella is enough to keep me satisfied, forever. The love we share is special, she has my heart and soul, and I would never jeopardize that for anything or anyone. I would never do anything to threaten our marriage or family.
Bella is my... everything and more to me. Not just in the bedroom, either, even though, she can get so wild and lets loose for me when I get her turned on. Her body responds to me, in the ways I’ve trained her body to react to my touch. Boy, can I get my girl to detonate on command too. It’s incredible, to say the least.
She’s in her own little world these days and I for one, couldn’t be happier seeing her this way. Her therapist can’t believe the changes in her either, all good since her brothers have arrived.
When Cassy saw her the other night at dinner, she remarked how big Bella was to me. Not when my girl was around, she didn’t want to upset her. She said Bella is as big as she was at five months with Emma. That comment worried me a little bit. I remember how big Cassy was when she delivered Emma. Bella is only 14 weeks, already half that size and she has a ways to go.
When my girl hits six months, she may not be able to walk because she’s so tiny. Her belly may be bigger than she can handle.
I may have to carry my girl around, not that I would mind. She will probably protest that she’s too heavy, not going to work on me, she will never be too heavy for me to hold in my arms.
We’ll be seeing the doctor again in ten days. At that time, we will find out the gender of the babies. After her appointment, we are heading to Maddox’s Clubhouse to spend the weekend in Daytona for Biketoberfest. This is one of our annual bike rallies. We go every year and meet up with the other clubs. There are booths set up selling bike paraphernalia and other things. They also have fights set up to make money for the club. I will be fighting again this year, like usual, and so will my brothers. Bella, Gigi, Cesare, and mom will be accompanying us, since I can’t leave them here at our Clubhouse alone. All my brothers and the prospects are joining us this year. Gigi and mom will stay at Maddox’s Clubhouse with guards. Bella will be by my side the whole time, even if we can’t cruise up and down the coast on my bike this year. Her brothers will also be attending the festivities with us as extra protection for the girls and Cesare.
Jules will be with Ace, of course, and Cesare will be riding with Ryder. They haven’t made anything official yet, but they are inseparable these days. I hope my brother claims him soon and doesn’t let any of our brothers influence him otherwise. I will stand up for them to our brothers if I have too. My brother, Ryder, will always have my support and so will Ces. Ces and I have become close since he’s been here. I like the guy and can see why he and Bella are so close. He’s a good person, very likable, I genuinely like him and am proud to call him my family.
In the meantime, Val, Lorenzo, Romeo, and Bash are still with us, and we are still no closer to getting our hands on Antonio or the organization back into Val’s rightful hands. Anton has taken full control of the organization and Ricco hasn’t stopped him just yet. Anton thinks he succeeded and Val, Lorenzo, Romeo, and Bash are dead, so that is at least working in our favor for now.
Things have been tense around the compound lately, and being stuck here doesn’t help matters.
I also have a feeling Romeo and Ace are about to go to blows very soon. They have been at one another’s throats since Romeo arrived, and saw Ace with his hands on Jules.
Romeo has tried to hide it from us, but I know my friend – Romeo - and I can see right through him. Val and I have had many discussions on this matter. He’s known for a while that Romeo wanted Jules, but he never made a move that he knows of.
Val’s seen the signs over the last couple of weeks that his brother is about to snap. When that happens, and it will, it won’t be good for anyone.
We can’t do anything to stop them, though. They are adults and will work it out in their own time. I just hope no one gets killed in the process.
We’re all hanging out in the bar tonight bullshitting, after another spectacular dinner the girls, Ces, and mom prepared for us. They all love being in the kitchen and cooking for us men, and we love to eat all the food they prepare.
Mom and Gigi left us to go to bed about a half an hour ago. The guys and I have been going on about Harleys for the last hour or so. Jules and Ces are just hanging out and enjoying our camaraderie. My girl is in all involved and arguing her point to the guys. I love that my girl knows as much about bikes as we do.
She knows how much I’ve loved my bike. When I started riding has a teenager, she took an interest in it to be involved. She researched everything and absorbed a ton of information just for me. She is giving the guys a run for their money with how much she knows, I’ll tell you that.
She’s expressed an interest in actually working on a bike one day with me. She could probably take apart and rebuild an engine if I gave her the chance.
I am going to have to find an old Harley that we can work on together after the babies are born. I’ll surprise her with it once the house is completed. She’ll love it, and maybe I’ll even teach her how to ride.
It’s Saturday night and since we’re on lockdown, no wild parties. We still party every night, but no outside guests. When they lock the gates, no outsider can come in, only our families.
The single guys have been leaving to frequent Markus’ the local bar to find a piece of ass. Not that the club whores aren’t around for them, it’s just sometimes it gets boring, and you need a little variety. Until you find the one that is, then you get all the variety with that one person that you can handle.
I’m about to suggest we head to the media room for a movie for a few different reasons. It’s late, and no one seems to be tired. Even my Bella is wide-awake after spending the day in bed. Also, my brothers that have hung around the Clubhouse tonight have decided to play with their toys in the bar.
My girl does not need to see anyone fuckin’ right in front of her. I know her brothers hate her seeing this too. Even though for us guys, this is normal and does not faze us, it’s not that way for the girls. I see the shocked look on my girl’s face as she sees Jan sucking on Wolf’s cock. Her face is red, and she’s trying to hide it in the crook of my neck now.
When I start to speak, I hear a deep rumbling growl come from one of the guys at the table to my left. Val, Lorenzo, and Romeo are sitting the closest to me.
Bella jumps up on my lap from the animalistic sound. I hold her in place with my arms wrapped around her and my hand flat on her belly. We’re sitting on the couch, on my right Ace has Jules on his lap and on my left is Ces under Ryder’s arm. The rest of the guys are at the rectangular table in front of us.
Then I hear another one come from my right, it’s low and throaty. Now, that one I would recognize anywhere, that one came from Ace. Therefore, I’m going to have to assume the first one came from Romeo.
Here we go, all hell is about to break loose I can feel it in my gut. The tingle that is running down my spine is a tell-tale sign of a fight to come. A fight, I will not be directly involved in, this time.