Chapter 33
Nora
Felix was big, and even though I could feel that tightening in my belly, I was afraid of what it would feel like to have him inside me. His fingers were sliding in and out of me and my pussy was wet, ready and swollen for him.
He grunted before he looked up at me with a dark determination in his eyes. I didn’t know what to say; I was still embarrassed that this was my first time. I was letting him take the lead.
Felix’s hands traveled up the insides of my thighs; his fingers were damp and sticky from my juices. He had wedged himself between my legs and now he stroked his cock again. I could see it throbbing and growing in his hand, the tip red and angry. I couldn’t take my eyes off his muscular, chiseled body.
When he drew closer to me, I gasped, waiting for that moment when I would finally feel him. He grazed my folds with the tip of his cock and I moaned. It felt good, like my body knew just how to react, even though I didn’t have a clue.
“Tell me if I’m hurting you,” he grunted, and I nodded. I was clutching the arms of the chair and I waited. We both watched as, slowly, his cock slipped in, parting my folds. I felt the pressure and the strength of him as he pushed himself, inch by inch, into me.
I cried out and he stopped, looking at me.
“I want more,” I said huskily and he pushed again, another inch. His cock was filling me up and I swooned, pressing my eyes closed. I had always imagined this moment, when my virginity would be taken by a man I really wanted to give it to…I had just never imagined it to be him, Felix Stone, this strong, handsome, sexy man.
Now it seemed worth the wait, because he knew exactly what to do with my body.
When he started pulling himself out of me, I gasped again. He smirked.
“Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere,” he said and he pushed his cock into me again. This time, he wasn’t as slow.
I felt the heavy friction of him entering me, and I could feel my muscles clenching again.
“Just relax, Nora,” he said and I felt his fingers on my clit. My eyelids flew open, and I looked into his eyes. His face was dark and taut with pleasure. His fingers rubbed my clit, slowly at first, before he started stroking harder. His cock slid in slowly and drew out, in a rhythmic lulling motion.
I could feel that tightness in my belly beginning to come undone.
We held each other’s gazes. He was looking into my eyes, like he wanted me to watch him fucking me. It was the sexiest thing I had ever experienced, even sexier than his body or his cock inside me. The fact that he wanted to look at me, being pleasured by him, told me that he cared.
My body was relaxed now, his cock inside me didn’t feel so new or strange anymore. His thrusting became stronger, quicker, and I moaned with every thrust. His cock was sliding deeper and deeper into me, while my clit swelled and throbbed with every stroke.
“I’m not stopping till you come, Nora,” he said, and I bit down on my lip. I had been holding myself back all this time, but I didn’t want to anymore.
I squeezed my breasts, tugging at my nipples while he thrust in and out of me. I felt fulfilled, and I could sense a smile erupting on my face. I was happy in that moment, before the orgasm took over and my body shook.
I moaned, crying out his name, and bucked up towards him. We were both panting, and I threw my arms around him, digging my nails into his back. Felix held me tightly, while his cock pounded into me. I was coming like a raging storm and then I heard him grunt too.
That feeling of him shooting his cum into me was even sexier. I could feel him filling me up, draining every last drop of his seed inside me, and I felt like my body was soaring. How could one man make me feel this good, this safe, this content? Was I in love with him?
My eyes flew open at the thought, while Felix still rocked me. I was imprisoned in his arms, rocking back and forth while his cock pumped the last drops of his cum into me.
My orgasm had begun to flutter to a slow release. I was still breathing heavily, but I felt less disoriented. I loosened my grip on him, and he released me too. I fell back in the chair and his cock slid out of me.
Felix remained kneeling in front of me, his wide shoulders heaving. There was a rare smile on his handsome face, and I could feel my heart melting into a puddle. My knees were weak. I knew I smelt of him…of his enticing musky cologne. He was in my hair, on my skin, in my mouth…everywhere. I would never be able to get rid of him. Felix Stone had taken over my body and my soul, and I finally felt like I knew what I wanted. I wanted him. I wanted him forever.
“Was it worth it?” he asked, finally beginning to straighten himself up. I bit down on my lip and nodded. I didn’t really know what exactly he was asking, but this was worth everything. I was ready to do it again, at that very moment! I was addicted to him.
Felix leaned forward and took my breath away by kissing me lightly on my lips.
I was glad I came to the dinner, that I came up to his room. I was glad he had shown me a new, softer side of him. I knew now that he was willing to make some changes in his life, he was willing to work for Cici and me. He felt the same way about me as I did for him.
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Felix disappeared into the bathroom for a few moments, and when he emerged, he had a couple of towels in his hands. I straightened myself on the chair, beginning to feel a little self-conscious now.
He handed me a towel, keeping one for himself, and I used it to wipe myself. I couldn’t meet his eye; I was blushing with joy and satisfaction.
When I was done, I reached for my dress and slipped it on, without bothering with the lingerie. What if we went for round two soon?
Felix cleaned himself and started putting on his clothes too, but I noticed that he was putting on his underwear. That was the first thing that made me stumble a little. I had been too quick with my excitement.
“Were you thinking of going to check on Cici?” I asked hopefully, and he finally looked at me. Some strands of his dark hair had fallen over his forehead, adding a sudden boyish charm to his handsome face. He crossed his brows.
“Yeah, I guess I’ll check on her when I’m back in the room,” he said, and now I could see that he was dressing himself fully. Like he didn’t have any intention of spending one extra minute in this room.
I stood up from the chair with a jerk.
“Oh, you don’t have to go. I’m sure she’s fine. I can handle her when she’s sleeping, don’t worry,” he said, with a soft grin, and I watched in horror as he started fixing the bow tie around his neck again. My heart was beating fast; I was beginning to feel faint.
I had worked myself up foolishly, and now everything seemed to be crashing down around me. He must have noticed the panic-stricken look on my face, because he looked at me reassuringly.
“You can stay here if you want, you don’t have to stay in your staff room,” he said and ran a hand through his hair.
“And where will you be staying?” I asked. I could hear my own voice shaking.
Felix stared at me for a few moments; it took him some time to figure out what was upsetting me so much. He clenched his jaw and shoved his hands into the pockets of his pants.
“I’ll be in our room, with Cici,” he replied, with a sudden drop in his tone.
I gulped, nodding my head.
“So…this was just, this was a one-night thing, a one-night stand,” I said, bending down to collect my lingerie off the floor. I had never felt this embarrassed and this heartbroken at the same time. What was I thinking?
“Nora, you said that you quit the job,” I heard him say, and I snapped my head back up to look at him.
“And instead of asking me to stay, instead of fixing things between us…you invited me to dinner and seduced me!” I exclaimed. I stuffed the underwear under my armpit and didn’t have time to feel silly about it. I could feel the sadness and anger welling up in my chest.
Felix was looking at me from under his heavy eyelids.
“Fix what between us?” he asked, and it felt like he had dropped a bomb.
He was right. What was I expecting him to fix? We weren’t anything…we weren’t a potential couple. He was my boss and I was his employee; we were in a professional relationship, and just also happened to have sex.
I strode past him to the door; my hand shook as I tried to open it.
“How relieved were you when I said that I was going to quit?” I hissed. Felix sighed, squaring his shoulders.
“That was not what I felt, Nora. But yes, I figured it was for the best. We are clearly attracted to each other, and I can’t have that at my workplace. Not when I’m the CEO of this company,” he stated. I nodded my head briskly. I should have known. I shouldn’t have expected him to change after one outburst. I didn’t even know this man!
I whipped around from him, pulling open the door with a jerk.
“Nora,” I heard him say.
“Yes, I know. You didn’t force me into this; this wasn’t a part of my duties. I heard you, loud and clear,” I snapped.
I stepped out into the hallway and banged the door shut behind me. I probably shouldn’t have…this was a classy location, but I didn’t care anymore. Felix Stone, with all his money and power and success, was nothing more than an arrogant, selfish man. He didn’t deserve my respect or my good manners. He led me on tonight, knowing exactly how much I wanted him. He had arranged for this room in advance, knowing there was a very high chance that I would sleep with him tonight.
And I had done just that. I wasn’t able to resist him.
I marched down the hallway, took the elevator, and found my way back to the room I’d been appointed.
After I got the dinner invitation in the afternoon, I’d changed my plans. I wanted to give Felix another chance, to make right everything he had wronged. I hadn’t even packed yet. I hadn’t handed in my resignation letter. I wasn’t planning on quitting. However, Felix had taken my word for it. He was relieved that I was leaving tomorrow. This way, he didn’t have to get his hands dirty by firing me; I was doing it for him.
The no-crying rule was hard to abide by tonight, as I changed out of my dress and stepped into the hot shower. I had been such a fool. I was too small-town, too naive, too virgin…for the big city life. I should never have allowed a man like Felix to play with my heart.