Chapter Thirty-Six
Blaire
I’d known that I was in love with Ryan for some while now, and I had a feeling that he maybe thought the same way as me. Even his father had told me so. But we still hadn’t said it until that moment. And now that it was out, I was desperate to say it again.
“I love you,” I whispered as he kissed my neck.
“I love you,” he said back and then kissed my mouth again.
There was something different about kissing someone that you loved, rather than someone that you simply found attractive. My soul caught fire as the warmth of his full lips pressed against mine spread through my body. The feeling of tension inside me reached a crescendo before ebbing away, radiating away from my core and into my fingertips as they caressed his taut muscles. I pulled him down onto the bed with me, and for a long time, we just kissed each other without doing anything else. Feeling his lips parting over mine was itself enough to set my skin ablaze with desire, and it was clear he didn’t want to rush into anything too quickly this time. We both wanted the moment to last.
Ryan began unbuttoning my shirt, one button at a time, until my shirt hung open. He pulled it off my shoulders, and I reached behind my back and unclasped my bra. Ryan sat in front of me and reached out for my breasts, circling my nipples and watching as they hardened at his touch. I leaned back and moaned.
He pushed me back down against the bed and towered over me. He leaned down and licked each of my breasts, sucking the tips gently. Then he pulled my jeans down and took off my panties. He smiled at me.
“You’re beautiful,” he whispered.
“And you’re still fully clothed,” I replied.
He grinned. But instead of taking off his clothes, he opened my legs and put his tongue inside me. I opened up even more. I wanted more of him inside me. I wanted to surrender myself to his touch. I groaned and then pushed my legs together when I felt myself getting too close to letting go.
“No, I want you to come,” he said and opened up my legs again.
The moment his tongue was back between my folds, I felt my body shiver. I moaned. I opened wider and let him take over. His hands were moving up my stomach, reaching around my waist and pulling me up so that his tongue could reach in deeper. I closed my eyes and completely gave in to the moment.
“Oh god,” I said as I felt my body respond. “Harder,” I said, and he stuck his tongue in even more until my body trembled against him.
For several seconds, I just lay there, my eyes closed and a smile playing on my face. My body had never felt that good before. When I opened my eyes, Ryan was lying next to me.
I smiled at him. “I love you. I keep saying it.”
“I love you too. Don’t ever stop saying it.”
“You know, Ryan, I’m alive because of you. You literally saved my life. I will never forget what you did for me. I cannot explain to you how it felt when you opened that door. I thought my life was over until I saw you standing there. I still can’t get over that day. Thank you for everything.”
“Oh, Sunny, it’s not just me that saved your life. You saved mine too.”
I smiled at him. “You do realize that you still have too many clothes on.”
“Is that an order?” he said.
“It certainly is.”
I watched as he got out of bed and took off his clothes. I was always amazed at how beautiful his body was. It was like someone had carved him out. An artist with an eye for perfection.
“I love your tattoos,” I said.
“Oh yeah. I was thinking of getting another one actually,” he said as he took the last of his clothes off.
“You were? Of what?”
“Maybe a sun.”
I smiled. “I like the sound of that. Now come here,” I said and opened up my legs.
He put a condom on and then climbed on top of the bed. He was hard, and I was still incredibly wet, so within seconds he was inside me. I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him in tighter. He rocked over me, bending down to kiss me softly. Then his kissing got more intense, and I could see that he was close to coming. He moved against me with more passion, groaning loudly as he fervently pushed harder. I moved my shaking legs a little higher up, and I felt him come inside me. The feeling was so good that I felt myself tense up and then release in a wave of ecstasy, coming all over again.
“How is it possible that I just came too?” I said as he lay beside me.
“Seriously?”
I nodded. “Yeah. I didn’t know it was possible. I mean, people always said that it was, but I thought they were just saying that to sound cool. Turns out I had no idea what I was missing out on. You turn me on all the time.”
“Oh, Sunny, I feel the same way about you.”
“By the way, I have something to tell you,” I said to him.
“Oh yeah? What’s that?”
“I love you.”
He laughed. “I love you too.”