Epilogue: Sophia

“Are they down?” Thomas asks me as I make my way slowly out of Tommy’s room. He’s in that two-year-old stage where he doesn’t want to go to sleep. Yeah, the terrible twos are in full effect. I mean come on, how many different positions can a kid flop into before finally settling on the perfect one? I can give you the answer to that. The answer would be about 857 different known positions for a toddler to wiggle, flop, squirm, or otherwise move himself into. Aurora, as always was willing to help. She was the ever-loving big sister and helped me read him a book. She then promptly raced to her room so Santa would come.

She’d been very cross a half hour later when she peeked in to see Tommy was still up sitting in my lap with another book. After three drinks of water, four hugs, and a threat to her tablet, she finally marched to her room in a huff.

“Finally,” I say and sink onto the couch. “Babies have it good man. I swear if I was a baby, I’d be in heaven.”

Thomas chuckled. “And why is that?”

“Because all people want you to do is eat and sleep. I mean, who doesn’t want that kind of life.”

He laughs at me again. The warm sound sending butterflies swirling in my stomach. The sensitive little muscle between my legs gives me a pulsing reminder of how much he turns me on. I clench my thighs together, hoping to ease a bit of the ache.

“True,” he says thoughtfully as he hangs a stocking from the fireplace.

He continues to work in silence. I watch as he moves around the fireplace. His pajamas are hanging low on his hips. The simple white t-shirt hugs his back and wide shoulders. Again, the pulsing knocks a little harder. I can feel heat already spreading through my body. It’s sending a message to my brain telling me that if I don’t do something now, I’m gonna explode.

As if he’s read my mind somehow, he says, “Hey, baby. You remember when we loved screwing in public so much?” He arches a sexy dark eyebrow at me, I know I’m a goner. I’m not going to give in that easily . . . well, not yet anyway.

“What brought that on. Is it the sight of me in these sweatpants and unwashed hair?” I chuckle because it’s the truth. I honestly can’t remember how long the acceptable amount of days one can use dry shampoo is for. And, these sweats. I think I’ve had them since I was a teenager. So, as far as the sex appeal? I’m probably ranking right on up there somewhere with bubblegum stuck on someone’s shoe and Oscar the Grouch.

He laughs again. “Yes, but I was just remembering how we were when we first met. I think it would be fun to do some of that stuff again.”

Hell, yes it would! I mean.

“We’re grown-ups with kids now.” I say teasingly. “This is our life. We can’t just go to a random bathroom and get busy.” Can we? I mean, do parents do that kind of thing?

“It was just a thought.”

Suddenly I’m feeling very adventurous. Okay, well, my motor was already revving, but the thought of how we used to do things only make it go harder. I look at my sexy husband as he starts putting presents out for our two healthy and amazing kids. I’m a very lucky woman. To think of everything, we’ve been through; all the crap and hurdles we had to plow our way through led us right here. I’m perfectly content, and if Thomas Henry wants sex in wild places, he’ll get it.

“Come on, I have an idea.” I say and grab his hand. We check on the kids to make sure they are sound asleep. Heaven knows we don’t need to scar them. Then, tiptoeing down the hall I lead him to the sliding glass doors that go out onto our patio. We live in the suburbs and we do have nosey neighbors. If one of them happens to look out their window tonight, they’re going to get a show.

“What are we doing out here?” Thomas says laughing.

I stand on my tiptoes and seek out his mouth. The second our lips collide the electricity that has always been between us sizzles to life. I hum low in my throat as I push my body tighter to his. My nipples harden beneath my spaghetti stained t-shirt. The brush of the fabric against my sensitive skin mixes with the sensations of him swirling his tongue against mine.

The throb from earlier has manifested into a full-blown ache. Thomas’s hands skim my ribs and slip beneath my shirt. He roughly pinches one of my nipples between his fingers. An exquisite explosion of pleasure and pain make a flood of moisture gather between my legs.

A moan slips through my lips as i break the kiss and take a small step back. The moon is almost completely full, giving off the perfect amount of light to show off what we are about to do.

Reaching for the hem of my shirt, I haul it over my head. My skin is exposed to the cool night air. Goosebumps dot my skin, and my nipples tighten further. I give him a coy smile as I reach up and palm one of my breasts, being sure to give him a nice little show.

He licks his lips and I see his eyes darken. His erection juts against the front of his pajama bottoms. Taking him by the hand, I lead him down the steps and into the middle of the yard. We are in the direct line of at least two of the houses around us. All someone would have to do is glance through a window.

Thomas looks at me and growls. He reaches for me but I giggle and dodge his grasp. I drop to my knees, grabbing the waist of his pants and tugging them down his thighs, stopping them at his knees.

His beautiful erection springs free, and my body responds immediately. I slowly wrap my hand around his shaft and give him a few slow strokes. He sucks in a hiss through his teeth as his velvety smoothness glides through my palm. A bead of clear liquid gathers at the tip, and I lean forward, rolling my tongue against him.

He moans loudly.

I grin and take that as an indication that I should continue what I am doing. So. I do. I open my mouth and take him as far as I can. My fingers clutch his hips, trying to pull more of him into my mouth.

I moan around him as the pleasure he gets only fuels my own. I can feel my desire coiling in my abdomen and I want to jump up and mount him. But, I hold out just a little bit longer, licking and sucking.

Finally, I pull away and climb to my feet. My cheeks are flush with desire, and his pupils are dilated so much, I can barely see the color.

I shimmy out of my pants running towards the shed where we keep the gardening tools. I actually have on some semi-sexy underwear tonight so it’s a good show. When I get to the shed I press up against it. There is no hiding. We are in clear view of every nosey busybody in our neighborhood. Hope they enjoy the show. I know I sure as hell am.

“Come and get me Hollywood.”

My husband doesn’t have to be told twice because he kicks out of his pants, rips his shirt over his head and strides over to me all at the same time. He’s a predator and I’m his prey.

He cages me between the wall and his body seconds before his mouth crashes down against mine in a punishing kiss. Then, right as we get going good, he pulls away and spins me around.

Oh yeah! My body is throbbing head to toe now. I feel his hands roughly grab the lace of my panties. The sound of ripping fabric disappears as my fevered skin is exposed to the cool night air.

He grips my backside roughly and gives it a hard squeeze. Now, I’m Latina, I have a nice size booty on me but after two kids, it's out of control. Then, without warning he lifts my right leg and hangs it over his arm. I brace myself on one leg, the shed and his body as he spreads me wide.

I shiver with anticipation because I know what is coming next, and hopefully, that’s me.

Thomas doesn’t disappoint because in one swift motion he slams into me. A cry comes from my mouth. I couldn’t have stopped it even if I wanted too.

Behind me, Thomas chuckles. He knows that someone is going to see us because I’m not exactly the quietest person.

He sets the rhythm to hard and fast. My mind is spinning and my body is rejoicing. Each powerful thrust from my husband pushes me closer to the edge of the cliff.

In and out. In and out he pushes. Higher and higher I climb. Moans and pants escape me without caution. Thomas’s grunts cause his breath to puff out against my back. Deeper he pulses, rubbing against that magical spot. I don’t know what it is about this angle but it’s the best ever. It’s a bit tricky, but we used to have it down to a science. Thankfully, we haven’t lost our touch.

“I-I-I’m so close,” I gasp. My skin twitches with desire.

“That’s right, baby. Come for me.”

With his free hand, he reaches around and strokes my nub. I have no idea how this man managed to never miss a beat while simultaneously driving me insane.

I squeeze my eyes together because I can feel my orgasm closing in on me. He quickly lowers my leg, and then spins me around.

Our mouths find one another as he hoists me up against the wall. I wrap my legs around his hips as he thrusts deeply inside me.

I whimper as his grip on my thighs tightens. Then suddenly, I cry out, his kiss swallowing my screams of ecstasy as my body comes unhinged. I wrap myself around him shivering and trembling as wave after sweet blessed wave slams over me.

He’s thrusting into me harder and faster. I can hear his grunts and groans as he draw close to his release.

“That’s right, baby. Let me have it,” I purr. I clench my inner muscles around him and it does the trick.

Thomas throws back his head and bellows his release. Somewhere close by a dog barks. Over and over, he trembles inside of me until he finally falls still.

Several moments tick by. When I can finally get my eyes to focus, I look over his shoulder at the houses I see the fluttering of a couple of curtains and I grin. Hopefully, they don't call the cops.

Thomas slowly withdraws from me and I hate the way it feels. “I think a couple got a show,” I point to the window.

“It's too dark for them to really see.” he says.

I'm not convinced. We race back towards the house.

After I reach the cover of our house I turn. Laughter erupts out of me as Thomas struts across the yard, hands on hips and discarded clothes clutched in his fists. He looks like a Greek god. The hard planes and lines of his body shimmering in the moon’s sliver light makes my mouth water all over again.

I grab him by the hand and pull him inside the house. He senses my need again and before long; his member is ready for another round.

Thomas sweeps his arm across the table, sending papers and a few books crashing to the floor. We both still, holding our breath and hoping like hell our daughter doesn’t wander out of her room.

Explaining why mommy and daddy are naked on the dining room table might be more than her little mind needs to know.

After a few blessed seconds of holding our breath, we decide the coast is clear. Thomas kisses my neck and slides home one more time.

My back arches from the table as my ankles lock behind his back. I pull him deeper and this time he moves slower inside me.

If someone would have told me this was what my married life was going to be, I would have laughed in their face, but here I am, with the man of my dreams. I couldn’t be happier if I tried.