Chapter 33

Mayhem

“Take it all, love.” I grunt as I plunge into her pussy. She is so fucking tight I can barely handle the feeling of her pussy wrapped around me. I’m breathless and so fucking full I’m about to explode.

“Mayhem!” Tay screams.

I grin against her back as I fuck her against the wall. I love watching her body bounce off the wall in front of me. I slide my hands over the curve of her hips and back up. I love touching her. She’s so fucking soft and perfect. My dick begins to swell when I lean in and bite her neck. She cries out louder this time before I feel her release. She cums around me so beautifully. I lose myself in her. Coming with her, I see spots behind my eyes. I clamp my teeth down into her skin harder. It may leave a mark, but it’s my fucking mark. When we both calm, I slowly pull out of her.

“You’re gonna kill me, darlin’.” I take a step back when Tay turns to face me. Her cheeks are flushed, and she looks so fucking perfect. I reach up and run my knuckles down her cheek. She looks at me like I’m the only person in the world. It makes me happy in the strangest ways.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” she asks with that perfect smile on her face.

“You amaze me, Tay.” It’s the truth. She does. I don’t know how to get around what I feel for this woman. She amazes me in so many ways. She’s strong. She may have been treated like shit by her father, but she still has enough strength in her to trust and care about me. Me of all people. The one she should have run from. The one she should have looked at and walked away from, but she didn’t. She embraced me, pulled me into her depths, and she hasn’t let me go since then.

“You amaze me, too. You always show me how much you can actually care, Mayhem. You throw a wall up in front of others but not me. Thank you,” she says softly.

My brows furrow as I watch her smile. “Why are you thankin’ me?” I ask. I need to know.

“You never treat me differently. Just because my dad is an ass, you don’t look at me with pity in your eyes. You just give me you.”

“All of me. I know I tried to fight it. I didn’t know how to be with you and not think about her. It was hard for me, Tay. With you, I want to give you all of me. Not just parts and pieces. I want you to have it all, even the bad shit. At the same time, I want to protect you from that shit. Does that even make sense?” I chuckle a little after hearing myself say it.

“It does. And that means the world to me.” Tay wraps her arms around my waist, holding me tightly.

I sigh. I feel so content holding her in my arms. She makes me feel like I’m whole. Minnie barks behind us reminding me that she’s still here. Tay laughs into my chest before we turn and look down at her.

“What the hell do you want, yipper?” I ask with a slight smile on my face. I feel like I’m top of the fucking world right now. Everything I’ve ever wanted is within my reach, and yet that unsettles me. I know how life can throw something your way just to grab it and take it away. I’ve been there far too many times, and I’m not ready to lose Tay. I never will be.

“I think she likes you.” Tay untangles from my arms and leans down to pick her up. She climbs her naked body on the bed with the dog in her arms. I stand here like a fool watching her pet Minnie. My heart swells with pride. All of the things she’s been through, and look at her. So loving and caring.

“What are you staring at?” she asks softly, pulling my attention to her.

“You’re beautiful, Tay.” The words come out softer than I thought they would, but she understood them. I can see the flicker of fire in her eyes.

“So are you.”