Chapter 14
Sydney
My back slammed against the wall of the rickety shack as Hawk’s hands traveled all over my body. We ripped each other’s clothes off, showing our bodies to a world devoid of people. The ocean barked against the sand as the sun beat down onto the roof of the house, but all I could feel was Hawk’s hands rounding the globe of my ass. I jumped, wrapping my legs around him as his throbbing cock grew between my legs, and before I knew it, he was sliding into me, peeling me open for the taking as a groan left my lips.
“Fuck, Syd. You’ve always been so tight.”
“That’s because it’s only ever been you.”
His eyes rose to meet mine, half-hooded with pleasure as his cock bottomed out into me. Our hips were synced, his undulations pulling small whimpers from my throat as his body grazed against my swollen clit. I dug into his pelvis, wanting the friction of his hip moving against my pussy as much as I could get it. His eyes held mine as we slowly chased our highs, our hips moving with one another as his hands pressed deeply into the wall behind me.
“What?” he asked.
“There was no one after you. I… I couldn’t. I just couldn’t,” I said breathlessly.
I saw guilt roll over his features and my lips sprang into action. They wrapped around his, my tongue pressing into his luxurious mouth as I sucked the guilt right from his stomach. I didn’t want him to feel guilty. I didn’t want him to think that was expected of him, too. It was just my truth. My own personal truth.
No one shook me the way Hawk did, and I knew no one ever would.
His lips grazed my cheek before he nibbled on my neck. His palm massaged my tits, flicking his thumb over my nipples as I jumped and moaned in pleasure. I could feel the heat building in my pelvis as my juices dripped down his cock, coating his balls as he slammed up hard into me.
“I love it when your body jumps for me,” he said. “You’ve always had such luscious curves.”
“Fuck, your muscles. The way they twitch and contract against me. Your rock hard body’s enough to keep me up at night.”
“I’ll keep you up every night,” he said. “Just let me dive between your legs, and you’ll never want for anything again.”
His lips marked my neck, trailing red welts down to my breasts as my pussy began to milk his cock. I could feel my body pulling him in deeper, throbbing and pulsing with my need for release. His body raked against my clit as his balls smacked my ass. His dick grew inside of me, pressing against every inch of my walls as I wound my fingertips into his hair. He growled, a vibration ricocheting beneath the nipple he pulled between his soft, pillowy lips.
It was all I needed to fall over the edge as he began pounding into me.
“Hawk. Hawk. Yes. Don’t stop. I’m cumming. I’m cumming. I’m cum-”
My back arched into him as I pressed his head into my breasts. His cock pumped into me one last time, pulsing as it spurted its hot cum all over the walls of my body. I trembled in silent satisfaction, his name getting choked in my throat as my pleasure held me by my own neck.
I felt Hawk’s thick streams of cum dripping beneath me as he finally collapsed to his knees. He held me close before we both laid down on the ratty floor. Our chests were panting as the ocean breeze filled the rickety shack. The waves were crashing against the shoreline, slowly approaching us as we laid there, trembling in one another’s arms.
I looked over at Hawk and caught his emerald stare, and for the first time in years, I felt home again.
He was my home, and I wasn’t willing to give him up a second time.
“We need to figure out how to get that agent off your case,” he said breathlessly.
“I don’t know what to do, Hawk,” I said. “I just don’t.”
“Come here.”
He pulled me close to him, our legs threading together. His naked body pressed against mine was a feeling I would remember for the rest of my life. His hand lazily stroked my back as I looked up into his eyes, and I couldn’t help but smile. Even with the looming danger over our heads, Hawk was soothing to me. He had always had that effect on me, even as a little girl.
A scared little girl who didn’t know what to do after she’d lost her father.
“The Road Rebels have a plan to sic the DEA onto The Devil Saints, but we still don’t know how to get them off your trail.”
“Wait, you’re gonna blame the Saints for something?” I asked.
“No, we’re simply gonna turn their sights over to them. Talon had some serious information he brought our way. Shit that would promote whoever in the DEA could bust them and bring ‘em down.”
“Talon,” I said, smiling. “How is he?”
“Road Captain now,” I said, grinning.
“Quiet little Talon?”
“You helped him out a lot with that,” I said.
“Can you tell me about the plan?” she asked.
“You know I can’t. Just know we’ve got that part covered. I’m concerned, though, that getting the DEA off your trail means you coming back to The Road Rebels.”
“What do you mean?” she asked.
“I’m gonna have to bring you to the bar. They gotta know what’s going on. I can keep you on the run, sure, but they can keep you safe. You know we can.”
“Hawk, I don’t know if that’s a good idea. What about Emery?” she asked.
“I’m sure my mother won’t mind keeping Emery, but it’s our only shot. Our only shot of getting the DEA’s stink off you is to somehow work you into this plan we’ve got goin’ on. I know you’re scared, but you know I’m right, too.”
“Hawk, they’re gonna hate me for what I did.”
I felt the tears rising in my eyes as quickly as they poured down my cheek. He leaned in, kissing away one of my tear trails as I sniffled lightly. This was what I was scared of. This was what petrified me at night. Going back to The Road Rebels, sinking Emery into his lifestyle, and her losing her parents at a young age.
Just like Hawk and I had lost our parents.
“I know you’re scared, but you know they all love you. You impacted every single person in that club somehow. I don’t know if they’ll take you back, but I know they’ll help,” he said.
“And this is the only way? After leaving them once, my father died?”
“It’s the only way I know to keep you safe for good. Please, Syd. Let me do what I do best.”
He was pleading with me, and that was something I’d never heard before. Hawk pulled me into his body, and I buried my face into the crook of his neck. I was terrified, yes. This had just as much of a chance of being successful as it did of backfiring. And what would happen once the DEA was off my trail? Were The Road Rebels gonna expect me to stay? I couldn’t subject Emery to that lifestyle.
Not with everything else she’s been through because of me.
That moment, Hawk’s phone rang out. He unwound himself from me and sat up, and I couldn’t help but admire his body. The way his tattoos cascaded over his skin. The way his muscles flexed with every movement of his body. Had we not been in such a dire situation, I would’ve been adventurous and sucked his cock while he was on that phone call.
But the moment I heard Mac’s name, I sat up straight.
“By the fucking windowsill? Outside? How the hell did I keep missing that thing? Painted over? Are you fucking-... yep. Yeah. Uh huh. Listen, there’s a part of this story that’s gonna make you angry, but I need you to understand that it doesn’t affect anything. Could you guys meet us at the bar tomorrow? Yes. Us. You heard me right. Nope, plan’s still good. Yes, I fucking promise, all right, Mac? Damn. I’m not that big of an idiot. Uh huh. See you tomorrow night.”
Hawk hung up his phone and started putting his clothes on. I stood up from the floor, wobbling a bit as a smirk crawled across my face. I felt Hawk’s arms wrap around me, helping to steady myself on my feet as he planted a kiss on the bare skin of my shoulder.
“Trouble walking there, beautiful?” he asked.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. Badge of honor and all that shit. Got it.”
“Can’t say it’s not a beautiful sight. I’ve missed it a lot,” he said.
“I’ve missed you,” I said as I put my clothes on. “Was that Uncle Mac?”
“You remember him?” he asked.
“How could I forget? He was the one that taught me how to defend myself in hand-to-hand combat.”
“Yeah, that was him. He’s President now.”
“No shit!” I exclaimed.
“Yep. That was him calling me and telling me there was a fucking bug planted in the corner of my windowsill.”
“The DEA?” I asked. “They can’t bug your house, they didn’t have a-”
“It was on the outside. It’s how they got away with it,” he said. “They painted over that shit and everything so we couldn’t see it. Any conversation we had in that foyer was heard.”
“That’s how that agent knew my nickname,” I said.
“That’s right. No one else’s house was bugged, though.”
“Ah. That’s why you need to take me to the bar.”
“They probably think I’m cooperating or some shit. Bringing you to the bar will help me piece together for them what’s happened,” he said.
“Gotcha.”
“We can go talk to my mom, I’m sure she’ll be just fine with watching Emery until this all blows over. She’s gonna be safe with her, you know this.”
“I know, I know. I just… I’m so sorry, Hawk,” I said.
“Stop that.”
“I brought you so much fucking trouble, and all because I went on some stupid joyrides,” I said.
“Syd, for all I know the Iron Souls set you up to take the fall for this shit. We’re gonna fix this. We’re gonna make it better again. But you gotta trust me when I tell you that The Road Rebels can help you. We all can. You and Emery will be safe.”
“But won’t they expect me to stay? After this is all said and done, won’t they want me to stay with them?” she asked.
“We can talk about that when the time comes. Lot’s changed since you’ve been gone. I think you’ll enjoy the dynamic a bit more,” he said.
“I’m scared,” I said breathlessly.
“And you have every right to be. But I promise you this, Sydney Marshall, so long as you’re by my side, you and Emery both will be safe.”
I looked deep into his eyes and threw my arms around him. I crashed my lips into his, soaking up his strength and courage as his hands dropped to the small of my back. I had no idea what I was walking into, and I had no idea how anyone would react, but all I knew was this.
If my next few steps ensured Emery a stable life, one where I wasn’t thrown into jail, then I would endure whatever ridicule came my way in order to give that to her.
After all the shitty decisions I’d made, it was the very least I could do for my daughter.