Chapter 19

Jennifer

I cringed as Ryan walked into the dining room. I could feel him close behind me, but he didn’t say anything. My hand was literally inside of Roberto’s pants.

“Fuck her,” Roberto said to Ryan.

I just put my head down on the table. I couldn’t bear to look at Ryan so I certainly wasn’t going to turn around.

His hands touched my back and he rubbed them up and down my skin. I felt his pelvis as it pressed up against my ass. My mind raced with the whole situation. I wanted to stop it, but on the other hand; I was so excited. I felt my whole body tingling with the adrenaline of the moment.

Ryan grabbed my ass and I heard him unzip his pants. His cock was smooth and hard as he rubbed it around and got wet so he could slide inside of me.

I let out a moan of pleasure when I felt him inside of me and I let go of Roberto’s cock. But Roberto reached over and pulled my hand back toward him. He wrapped my hand around him and his hand held me in place. Slowly he used my hand to stroke himself and I felt him getting more and more aroused with each stroke.

I lifted my head and moved over toward him, as Ryan continued to thrust inside of me from behind. My mouth wanted to taste Roberto; I desired to feel him inside of me and couldn’t stop myself.

My lips wrapped around him and I took him deep into my mouth. Roberto’s moans egged me on to suck harder and deeper. His body thrust toward me like he couldn’t get enough.

For a brief moment, I wondered what the fuck I was doing. It was too late to stop now, I was in the middle of a billionaire lawyer and convicted murderer. My body was filled with excitement and wanted to continue to feel the pleasure that both men were bringing me. It was all so much, yet not enough at the same time.

We had already started down this road of desire; I wasn’t going to stop it now. My fantasy to have two men at once had never involved such powerful men, but having them both was surely going to fulfill my fantasy forever.

I had always thought a threesome would be filled with a lot of talking and things like that. I imagined it involved a lot of coordination and deciding who got to me in each position. But Roberto and Ryan seemed to be doing just fine without talking to each other. In fact, they seemed to despise each other.

As Ryan thrust inside of me, he reached up to grab my breasts. He held onto them and pulled me toward him. At the same time, Roberto tried to pull me closer to him so I could get my mouth around him fully. It was an erotic game of tug of war.

Both men were so used to getting exactly what they wanted. This time though, they would have to share. I wasn’t giving up either one of them. This was my fantasy and I wanted to finish it out.

I really didn’t know what had come over me. Perhaps the desire I saw in both of their eyes had driven me to have a new self-confidence in myself. But I stood up and separated from both of them. I walked through the dining room and into the study and laid down on the chaise lounge chair.

Ryan was quickly beside me and grabbed me and placed me on his lap. I straddled him as he slid inside of me. For that brief moment, it was just the two of us. We looked each other in the eyes and there was an understanding. This was just a thing, it didn’t have to ever happen again, but for tonight it was happening.

I felt Roberto’s presence behind me before I actually felt him touch me. He stood there very close to us and watched as I slid up and down on Ryan’s cock.

My heart raced as I wondered what Roberto would do. I knew what I wanted him to do, but would he actually go full force and get involved in fucking me at the same time Ryan was.

I pressed Ryan back onto the couch and leaned onto him so my ass teased Roberto even more than before.

“Fuck her,” Ryan said as he looked me in the eyes.

I couldn’t help but smile at the way he said it. Ryan mimicked the tone that Roberto had used to him and it was funny. It was funny to have Ryan directing Roberto at anything.

Roberto listened to Ryan though and I felt him finding his place behind me. Ryan held onto my waist and stopped thrusting for a minute as Roberto pressed himself into me.

My eyes fixated on Ryan as I tried to come to terms with the double penetration that had filled my body fuller than I could have imagined. I moaned, I moaned loud as neither man moved. They both allowed me time to adjust to their girth before continuing on.

I had only thought of something like this in the deepest darkest parts of my fantasy world. Never would I have sought out this threesome, never would I have suggested it. But in that moment my body was exquisitely happy that it was happening.

Ryan started to pulse his hips slowly and I closed my eyes. The intensity of my arousal was off the charts. I didn’t know if I could take even one more minute of it all. Ryan lifted my chin and looked at me with his deep brown eyes.

“Are you alright?” He asked tenderly.

I shook my head yes. Then let my face rest in the crook of his neck. I couldn’t concentrate on talking or anything at that moment. I was trying desperately not to cum. I wanted this fantasy moment to last longer than one minute.

As Ryan started to move more, I felt my body shiver as my explosion got near. His thrusts moved differently inside of me and combined with the thrusts of Roberto, I just couldn’t take another minute. I held on tight to Ryan as I moaned out in pleasure. My orgasm was deeper and more intense than any I had ever felt before.

I felt Roberto leave me, but I didn’t have the energy to lift my head up to see where he had gone. I was spent. Everything in my body shook from exhaustion and the last thing I remembered was Ryan carrying me up the stairs to his room.

***

I woke up and it was the middle of the night. That meant I had slept the entire day away! I looked beside me and the bed was empty. My hand lingered on the silky sheets as I let my eyes look around the dark room.

On the table, next to the bed was some toast and orange juice. I was famished and quickly devoured them. I was disoriented because it was dark outside and I had no idea where Ryan had gone.

I searched for my cell phone, but it was likely still downstairs in the dining room.

I closed my eyes and shook my head as I remembered what had happened the night before. How could I ever face Ryan or Roberto after a night shared with the two of them?

I went to the bathroom and drew myself a warm bath to relax and decide what to do next. Did I even want to stay mixed up with this whole situation? It was complex and probably more than I should be dealing with.

There was something more between Ryan and Roberto that I couldn’t figure out. Yes, I felt like Ryan had a feeling of being obligated to help Roberto. But there was more to it than some blackmail and money. I felt something between the two of them, a sense of agitation and anger toward each other that no one would have unless something terrible had gone down.

I didn’t know if I could stick around this wild mess anymore though. It was intense. Being around Ryan was very intense and being around the two of them was heart pounding and scary.

Ryan had seemed so afraid of Roberto when we were at the hotel. He genuinely didn’t want anything to do with him. Yet when we returned home and Roberto send Ryan out of the house; he just went. It baffled me how Ryan did as Roberto told him all the time.

I would have forgotten about both of them and just moved on, if I hadn’t started to have feelings for Ryan. The more I was around him, the more I saw that he wasn’t this dangerous jerk that I had first met. In fact, I was 100% sure that he kept that jackass persona as a way of keeping people at a distance. He didn’t want to get close to anyone, not me or anyone else.

The problem was, he was getting close to me. I felt it when we made love in the hotel and I even felt it last night. His defenses were breaking down and I like that. I liked the real Ryan that I was getting to know.

The real Ryan didn’t hide behind his money or celebrity. The Ryan that I had been in bed with he wanted more from his relationship with me; he wanted something beyond sex.

As I finished my bath, I gathered my things and made my way out the front door. I was too tired to look for Ryan or Roberto, all I wanted to do was get home and fall asleep in my comfortable bed. I wanted to sleep for two or three days straight and just stop worrying about everything that was going on with Ryan and Roberto.