Logan
THE GASP THAT escapes her has me internally smiling and my dick aching. I have, I think, the same effect on her as she has on me, and this is where I see problems in the near future. She doesn’t know it, but this sexy woman underneath me has owned my thoughts for weeks. Since our very first meeting. The more time I spend with her, the further she gets under my skin. I’m not sure if that’s such a good thing.
I’m not one of those guys who wears his heart on his sleeve. Maybe I should be, but it’s not me. So many people get hurt or used for doing that. So I’m trying to keep my heart under wraps where it’s safe.
There’s a shift in the air around us. Nothing to be heard except our breathing. I watch as she struggles to draw in a breath; she’s anticipating my next move.
I don’t let her wait long to find out. I lower my body until I’m pressed hard against her, my lips on hers. Her hands grab hold of me tightly, urging me closer. There’s nothing soft or gentle about this kiss. It’s a kiss packed full of emotions; greed and need. And we’re both guilty of taking what the other offers.
My tongue brushes against hers and I swear sparks fly in all directions. Each time we share a connection, I feel like I’m drowning in a sea of emotions.
I tear my mouth from hers, put a knee between her legs, and push them apart. Her eyes are alight with an array of colours all dancing together.
“Fucking hell, Lee. I want you so badly.”
I don’t give her the chance to respond before I delve back to her mouth, catching her off guard. I take everything she offers from the kiss and more.
Lee makes me feel wanted and desired on a whole different level; something real. And as I feel her lips on me, the thought of something real, a proper relationship, scares me to death. It’s not something I’ve contemplated for years, with good reason, but a part of me would love to give it a chance. Another part of me says Lee is too good for me.
Those thoughts now firmly cemented in my head have me hesitating. As if sensing my sudden discomfort, she stops and moves her hands to frame my face. Our eyes meet and all I see is fear. Fear that I might turn my back on her. If only it were that simple. I’ve tried walking away and leaving her alone, but for whatever reason, I always end up back with her.
“I need you,” she says, softly brushing her lips against mine. This feels almost as good as the lust-filled kiss we shared moments ago.
I allow her words to sink in. “And you’ll have me, in more ways than one.” We meet in the middle, a tangled mess of hands roaming the other’s body, tongues colliding. I lower my hands to her hips, pushing down her shorts with a sense of urgency.
“God, yes,” she mutters breathlessly into my mouth. My fingers part her, play and tease before delving deep inside. She wants me and now she’s getting everything she needs.
Her teeth nip against my lip as my fingers push her close to the edge. It would be so easy to let her fall apart. She moans against me. She’s so damn close and looks so sexy. I push deep, my thumb sliding over her clit. Her eyes close and I watch as her orgasm takes hold of her.
Such a beautiful sight.
One I could watch again and again.
“Dear God.”
“Afraid it’s only me.”
Her eyes fly open and she giggles. She looks sexy as fuck but sounds too darn cute.
I ache to be deep inside her. I’m trying to slow down to savour this moment, but seriously, those little noises she’s making are a huge turn on. I still need and want to taste her, because the memory I have isn’t enough anymore.
Slowly, I kiss my way down her toned stomach. With each kiss, a soft moan escapes her. She tries pressing her thighs together, but can’t. I’m firmly wedged between them. The minute my eyes dip lower, I’m done for.
I reach under her arse, pulling her closer, the scent of her only making my dick ache more. Running my finger along her folds, I moan. I know the second my dick slips inside her and her pussy clenches tightly around me, I won’t last long.
And as much as I want that, right now, my main focus is making her feel amazing.
Before I dip my head, I steal a glance into those stunning blue eyes. All I see is want; she wants everything I’m going to give her. With a smile, I bury my head between her legs. Slowly, I lick from her clit down then back up. Her soft groans of satisfaction are heavenly. Soft and slow, teasing, then I apply more pressure, flicking my tongue faster.
She writhes beneath my touch. With added pressure, I slide my fingers back inside her. She grabs onto the bed sheets before clawing at my shoulders, trying to ease the building pressure inside her.
With my tongue still buried between her thighs, I look up; her skin glistens with a soft sheen of sweat. Her hair is a tangled mess, but she still looks amazing. But it’s the lust-filled eyes that grab my attention. I’m doing this to her. I’m the one turning her on.
I keep my eyes on hers as I lick slowly and dig my fingers in deeper. The groan from her lips makes me want to stop what I’m doing because I need to feel my release.
She closes her eyes, her breathing faint. Her whole body tightens. I lap every last ounce of her pleasure as she cries out my name.
“Please. No more, Logan.” I finally stop when I know she can’t take it anymore.
I remove my boxers before crawling up the bed until my face is in line with hers. My dick is where I want it to be, but I wait because I won’t take unless it’s what she really wants. She grabs my face roughly and, with violent passion, pulls my mouth to hers, tasting her own arousal. Fuck, this is hot. She sucks on my tongue and I can’t help but groan.
“Fuck me, Logan.”
I slide effortlessly inside her and still. Fear grips me because this feels too good. She feels good. We feel great together and this is what frightens me the most, because I don’t know what to do about my feelings.
I’m breaking my own rules with Lee.
Taking hold of her arse, I pull her closer, leaving no distance between us. I thrust slowly at first. Her eyes roll back, her lips fall open, and I have no idea what the words are that leave her mouth. But, by God, I love the sounds she makes.
I rock gently against her, but it’s not enough. I need more. More of her. More of us. Together. Without warning, I slam into her harder.
“Please!” she says.
“Hang on. Not yet.”
I pull back before slamming into her. The pace and depth is now set, and all I can do is watch how sexy she looks beneath me as I work myself up to my own release.
My eyes stay on hers which are now opened and on me. She bites her bottom lip and her eyes roll back, but she forces them to stay open.
I don’t think I’ve seen anything sexier in my life than Lee MacKay coming undone beneath me. We surrender together.
She asked me to fuck her, but that’s not what happened. I can honestly say I now know what it feels like to make love to someone.
Fucking incredible.