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Imperfect (Sins and Secrets Series of Duets Book 1) by Willow Winters (18)

Chapter 17

Mason

What’s right and what’s wrong are overrated,

The lines are blurred; consequences negated.

I’m left without truth, only the lies that I’ve built.

I’m left all alone, consumed by the guilt.

She’s nervous and anxious, quiet too. My car is the last one on this level in the garage. We walk in unison, my hand still on the small of her back. I’m not letting go until I have her in my car. She’s on the verge of running, and I won’t fucking allow it.

She needs to know that she belongs to me. She wants to hide this, and that’s just fucking fine with me. But only so that she knows not to be ashamed. I won’t be denied. Fuck that.

I’ll give her everything she desires, because I want to. I want to see her smile, to hear that laugh that drew me to her. I’ll do everything I can to make it up to her.

And she’ll give me all of her in return.

I start to open the passenger side door to my car, but then I stop, shutting it before she has a chance to slip in.

My dick is hard; my blood is hot. I take a glance at Jules and her wide eyes stare back at me. They're the same eyes I’ve been looking at all day. But there’s no hint of a smile, only concern, and a hint of rejection mixed into the soft blues of her eyes.

There’s a large cement post to the right of my car, right where the entrance is. It’s square in shape and maybe three feet wide. If someone drove up, it would block us for the moment. Only a moment, but the odds of someone coming here this late at night are slim and fixing this shit right now is worth taking the risk.

I take off my jacket and lead her to the front of the car, where we’ll be hidden from view. Although her steps are hesitant, she takes my lead, looking over her shoulder and no doubt wondering what the hell is going on.

“Mason?” I can hear the hesitation in her voice as her ass bumps against the car.

I grab her hips in my hands and shove her back, pinning her down and crashing my lips against hers. Her hands fly to my chest pushing me away at first, caught off guard by the sudden change of plans, and then travel up my neck ever so slowly. She gives into me, moving her hands to the back of my head, pulling me in for more.

That’s a good girl. My good girl. The woman who needs me, and I fucking need to make it up to her.

I break the heated kiss, her panting chest touching mine over and over again as I look down at her. “Be good for me and be quiet.”

She nods her head, her breath still coming in fast through her parted lips. I crush mine to hers again and she moans into my mouth but before she can deepen it, I fist her hair in my hands and pull her away, grabbing her hips and flipping her over so her breasts are pressed against the metal.

“Stick your ass out for me,” I tell her in a rough voice as I palm my dick through my pants and take a peek around the pillar. There’s no one in sight, and I fucking need her tight pussy cumming on my dick.

She whimpers as I pull her head back by her hair and kiss her neck. She rocks her hips, and her hot pussy brushes against my dick, teasing me.

I’m quick to unzip my pants and pull my thick cock out, stroking it and finally letting her go. She lets out a gasp, bracing herself and looking over her slender shoulder at me with those gorgeous blue eyes full of lust… and trust.

I pull her panties to the side and kiss her neck once more before shoving myself deep inside her tight cunt. This has to be quick, no time for playing.

Her back arches and her fingers scrape along the hood, but she doesn’t scream out. Nothing but a small gasp escapes her mouth. Her pussy spams and feels like fucking heaven as I hold in a groan and put my hand on the small of her back, pressing her down and keeping her in place.

Her eyes are closed tight, and her teeth are sunk into her bottom lip. I rock out slightly and push back in, forcing the sweetest sound from those beautiful lips. A moan of pleasure.

I grip her chin in my hand and force her to look at me; I want her to watch me. I want her eyes on mine as I take her just how she needs. Right where I fucking want her.

Her eyes slowly open as she lets out a breath, and that’s when I slam into her again. She bucks forward, a small cry uttering from her lips and I wait again for her to look back at me.

“You need to watch me, sweetheart,” I tell her with an even voice even though my heart’s pounding in my chest.

I’ll show her who she belongs to and how fucking good I’ll be to her. But she has to watch me, she needs to see it all and know this is exactly what she wanted. That she wanted me.

She rests her cheek against the car and keeps her eyes on me and I thrust into her again and again, pulling all the way out and slamming all the way back into sweet pussy.

The sound of tires above us makes her squirm beneath me, but they can’t come down this way. I know because I park here every fucking day. I lean closer to her, pushing my chest against her back and kissing her gently on the lips. “They won’t see.” My hand slips between us and lifts the front of her dress up, teasing along her clit through the thin layer of fabric. I play with her, teasing and rubbing while watching her writhe under me. “Look at me,” I command her and she’s quick to turn her eyes to me. They seemed tortured with pleasure and the need to cry out her releases. She’s fucking gorgeous and I could make this easy for her, I really could. I could fuck her quickly and take her over the edge so she doesn’t have to fight the urge for long. I could let her close her eyes and look away.

But I’m not interested in that.

Jules is going to see. I won’t let her think this is all pretend and something that it’s not.

I’m going to give her everything she needs. I’m going to make it alright again, and she’s going to love me for it. If that makes me a prick, I don’t give a fuck.

I don’t care how it’s going to end, just that it happens this way. Right here, and right now.

“Mason,” she whispers my name as her release takes her gently, her pussy squeezing my dick and sucking me deeper into her. Trying to milk me. But I’m not done with her yet. I wait for her to stop trembling before moving my fingers to my lips. They’re slick with her arousal and taste like honey. I move my fingers down her throat and to the fabric of her dress. I wish she were naked so I could see every inch of her. So I could see the flush that’s creeping up her chest.

“This is going to be quick,” I tell her and then grab her hips in both my hands and angle her how I want her. I glance up to make sure she’s still watching and just like the good girl she is, those doe eyes are on me. I piston my hips, surprising her as she braces her limp body against the car. The intensity of the raw fuck makes her gorgeous lips form a perfect “O” as her body tightens and her silent scream makes her head thrash. I fist her hair again and pull her back.

“Mason,” she moans and my name is a twisted word of desperation on her lips.

“Cum for me,” I tell her, moving my other hand to her clit again. The fabric of her dress clings to me as I push her panties down enough to strum her swollen nub.

She screams out for the first time, and I’m quick to bite her neck. Hard. It’s a punishment for not obeying me, and it only makes her struggle against me harder. And only makes her pending orgasm that much more intense.

I fucking love it. I love what I do to her and how much pleasure it gives her.

Her body goes rigid, and her pussy tightens around my cock. She struggles to breathe and her head lolls back as she looks at the cement ceiling, her climax threatening to crash through her.

I nip her chin and move the hand that was gripping her hair to her face. I stare into her eyes as her body shudders and her neck arches, her hair draping over my shoulder. Her face is the epitome of sinful ecstasy. It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.

“Fuck,” I groan as she finds her release. Her tight cunt strangles my cock; she feels like fucking heaven. It only takes four more pumps, riding through her orgasm and taking her that much higher until I find my own release. My balls draw up, and my spine tingles. Fuck, yes. I bury my head in her neck as my cock pulses deep inside of her cunt.

The sounds of our heavy breathing surround us for a long moment.

I kiss the side of her neck right where the faint red marks are from my bite, running my nose along her soft skin and breathing in her scent as she breathes heavily against the car. Her legs are still trembling and a shudder runs down her body as I pull my lips away from her. She’s perfectly sated, just as she should be.

“You’re mine, Jules,” I tell her in a whisper that’s loud enough for her to hear and watch for her reaction. Her long lashes flutter as she opens her eyes and looks back at me. I pull her panties back into place and fix her dress, knowing damn well my cum will be leaking out of her the second she sits down in the car.

“Mason,” she whimpers my name, and her forehead creases as her eyes beg with me to take it back.

“No, you want me and I want you.”

She bites down on her bottom lip and says, “I’m not okay.” Her voice hitches, and her words crack. She closes her eyes and speaks as if it truly pains her to say the words. “I don’t know if I can be good for you.” Her large eyes look back at me as she adds, “I’m broken.”

I rest my forehead against hers and ask, “Why are you so afraid?”

“I don’t think this can just be sex for me,” she admits. I cup her jaw in my hand and brush my thumb across her cheek. “I think I’m going to want more. I think I already-” she cuts herself off and shakes her head.

My body feels tense, each breath hurting my chest. Why am I doing this to her? Why can’t I just let her go? “I can give you more,” I whisper in the air between us, knowing it’s what she wants to hear. “We can just see how it works between us, and be quiet in public?”

I’m giving her exactly what she wants, just to keep her.

I’m a prick for doing it, knowing it can never be what she really needs and wants.

But her eyes light up, and that soft smile comes back to me. She brightens with hope, and my shy girl comes back to me. “Really?” she asks, still panting, barely recovered from what I’ve already done to her.

She has no idea that she should be running from me. And I’m well aware I should turn her away regardless. Instead I smile down at her and kiss the tip of her nose. “Really,” I answer and hate myself that much more.