CHAPTER TWELVE
Jacqueline
Ryan’s body pressed firmly against mine as our kiss deepened. His hands were never still. They roamed freely over my face, through my hair, and down my arms. He rolled to the side so he could massage my breasts through my shirt. My nipples hardened at his touch, and I groaned against his mouth. Our tongues danced together, making my entire body heat up with desire.
I gently pushed Ryan off me. He sat on the couch, and I swung my legs over so I was straddling his lap. While I continued our kiss, my hands slid down to unbutton his shirt. I moved fast, desperate to feel his naked chest again. Shoving his shirt off, I ran my hands all over his arms and his pecks, trailing my fingers lightly over his abs. Every inch of him felt amazing. When he shivered at my touch, I knew I was doing something right.
Ryan tangled his fingers in my curls and gently pulled my head back so he could kiss my neck. I held onto him tightly while he kissed and nibbled my neck, making me gasp and moan with desperation. When he finally reached down to pull my shirt off, I grinned with pleasure. I didn’t want anything separating us in that moment. I needed to feel him.
Ryan threw my shirt to the floor and quickly removed my bra, letting my breasts bounce free. He didn’t waste a single moment, pulling me forward so he could attack my nipples with his mouth. He moved between the two with hunger and passion, taking them each in his mouth and biting them roughly.
His movements were faster this time, more urgent. I wasn’t complaining. My panties were soaked with anticipation.
I was panting as he gave my breasts all the attention they deserved. When I couldn’t take it anymore, I pulled his face back to mine and kissed him fiercely. Our tongues collided instantly. I nibbled his bottom lip, making him growl with desire. Pressing my body against him, I rocked my hips back and forth, sliding myself over his already rock-hard cock.
“Do you have anything?” Ryan asked, breaking our kiss.
“In the bedroom,” I breathed.
Ryan lifted me up, and I wrapped my arms around his waist. He carried me into the bedroom, basically running until he reached my bed. He laid me down gently, his eyes traveling over my body. As I looked at him, I felt a desperate urge to get him completely naked.
Sitting up, I grabbed Ryan by the ass and pulled him to me. I unbuttoned his pants, leaning over to pull the zipper down with my teeth. Ryan groaned as I shoved his jeans and boxers around his ankles. I felt him slip off his shoes and kick his clothes to the side. Finally, he was standing before me wearing nothing at all.
“Come here,” I whispered, pulling him closer. His cock was inches from my mouth. I looked up at him while I slowly trailed my tongue down his length.
“Holy shit,” he moaned.
I grinned and took him in my mouth, shoving him all the way back until he hit my throat. With my hands gripping his ass, I moved him in and out of my mouth, swirling my tongue around him as I moved.
When I looked back at him, I saw that his blue eyes were staring intently at my face. He watched me while I took him, again and again. His eyes widened and then closed, his mouth hanging open with pleasure.
I didn’t want him to finish too soon, so I pulled him out of my mouth and gently pushed him away. Standing up, I took off my own jeans and slid them down my legs. Ryan watched me with hungry eyes as I kicked off my heels and slowly removed my panties.
“You’re killing me,” he groaned.
“Why?” I whispered, taking a step closer and lightly tracing his lips with my tongue.
“I want you,” he said.
“Take me,” I said.
He didn’t need anything else. With an animalistic growl, he grabbed me and fell back on the bed with me in his arms. Our kiss was intense and passionate, desperate and full of need. He rolled me on top of him, and I sat up, reaching over to pull a condom from the box beneath my bed. I opened it and slid it easily over his ready cock.
I lifted myself up so I could slide him inside me, but before I could lower myself, his fingers attacked my clit.
“Oh god,” I moaned, leaning forward and pressing my hands against his chest.
He rubbed me furiously, slowly moving his dick to my entrance. When he entered me, I felt nothing but pure ecstasy. It sent shots of electricity shooting through my body, and I immediately took control.
Pinning Ryan’s hands above him head, I rode him roughly. My breasts slapped against his face as I bounced up and down on his dick. His grunts were unbelievable. I wanted to make him moan even more, but I was the one about to scream. Every move I made increased my pleasure. My own orgasm was just seconds away, and I couldn’t stand it.
I released Ryan’s arms and sat up, riding him harder and faster than ever. Ryan’s eyes moved from my face to my bouncing breasts and then back again. He reached up and grabbed them, yanking and pulling them with abandon. When he rubbed my nipples between his practiced fingers, I moaned so loudly I felt sure my neighbors would hear.
My movements sped up. I threw myself down on top of him, harder than ever. His eyes were dark with lust, and I could tell he was close.
When his hand reached for my clit, I came undone. My scream was earth-shattering. The jolts of pleasure that shot through my body were unlike anything I’d ever felt before. I came so hard that it sent my body flying forward, desperate for something stable to hold onto. Ryan thrusted upward inside of me, seeking his own release.
I whimpered with continued pleasure while he took control. His thrusts were deep and hard, his grunts loud in my ear.
“God, Ash,” he moaned. “You feel incredible.”
I pushed myself up to kiss him, sliding my tongue inside his mouth. At that moment, he shot up one last time and came hard. He gasped against my lips, and I left his dick throbbing inside me. When I pulled away, he exhaled sharply and squeezed my hips between his fingertips, keeping himself inside me as long as possible.
“Fuck,” he breathed.
“I know,” I panted. “That was …”
“Fucking incredible,” he said.
I smiled and rolled off him. After he removed the condom, he pulled me against his chest and buried his face in my hair. I could feel his heart beating beneath me, and I closed my eyes to revel in the sound.
That night took me by surprise. My attraction to Ryan wasn’t a secret, but I’d never lost control like that before. There was something about him that just awakened my inner desires and forced me to set them free. Sex with Ryan felt different than with anyone else. His body melded with mine in a way no one else ever had. When he moved, I moved. When I moved, he moved. It was like we were in perfect sync.
As we laid together, our naked bodies pressed close, I worried what would happen if someone found out about us. Bradley or my parents. They wouldn’t understand our relationship. To them, to anyone, it would seem wrong. Ryan was adopted. My parents brought him into our family, and yet, he wasn’t my brother. There wasn’t anything about us that felt remotely like a sibling relationship.
Lying with Ryan felt more right than anything had in a long time. The comfort of his arms around me was something I never wanted to lose. I could have laid there for days, just losing myself in him.
Still, my mind raced with the possibilities. I couldn’t stand the idea that someone might judge our relationship. To me, there was nothing wrong about being with Ryan. I felt more like myself with him than with anyone. With just one kiss, he could set me free.
As I laid there, I didn’t want to think about what other people might think. I just wanted to enjoy the moment for a little longer. Wrapping my arms tightly around him, I buried my face in his chest and pressed my lips lightly against his skin. I kissed him slowly, letting my fears disappear.