Chapter 10
Sarah
His naked body was only a small layer of cloth away from me and I couldn’t resist the opportunity to feel him. My hands wanted to glide over his defined abs and all my reasoning flew out the window. I felt like a high schoolgirl that had never been with a man before.
My hands trembled at the idea of being naked with Garrett. I didn’t even let my mind wonder far enough ahead to consider actually making love to him. All I could think about was his body and mine and how much pleasure it would bring me to have them naked and together.
“Close your eyes,” I said with a giggle.
“Are you really going to get naked?”
“Shhh, I said close your eyes.”
Garrett did as I asked him and closed his eyes and even turned to face the other direction as I undressed myself and slid under the covers. I couldn’t believe I was naked with him under the covers. It certainly wasn’t where I had expected to find myself, but there I was; and there he was.
It was barely noon and the two of us hadn’t even started our work for the day, but instead we were hiding out in his newly assigned cabin and lying naked together. I could have gone down in history as one of the worst bosses ever. Although, I didn’t actually think of myself as Garrett’s boss; my father was more like the boss and he was in charge of me as well. So instead of being Garrett’s boss, I was more like his coworker.
“I’m going to turn around now,” Garrett said softly.
He stayed on his side of the bed as he looked at me and let one of his hands trail up and down my arm. We were both there naked and looking at each other. I felt like I could really see him and even though my gut told me he wasn’t telling me the whole story of his past, I still felt like he was a good guy. I couldn’t explain it and I might have just been justifying my own actions, but Garrett seemed like a good guy to me and that was enough for that moment in time.
The moment was intimate and I took in every second of it. I gazed into his eyes and remembered the small wrinkles around the corners. I longingly looked at his lips and thought about how they had tasted when we kissed. My eyes even focused on his hair and how there were tiny little curls up by where his cowboy hat had once sat. I took in everything because I didn’t know if I would be naked and alone with Garrett ever again, but I didn’t want to forget anything about him.
“Hi,” I smiled at him.
“Hi back,” he smiled back at me. “Aren’t these sheets wonderful?”
We both slid our hands up and down the fabric while we continued to look at each other. The sheets were wonderful; I couldn’t deny it. My hands seemed to glide so easily over the flawless sheets; they were probably the same brand that my mother used in my room, but they felt so much different when I was naked with a man.
“It’s been a long time since I’ve been naked in bed with a man,” I said as the thought crossed my mind.
I didn’t want to say it out loud, but the words escaped me before I could stop them. I was pretty sure that Garrett didn’t want to hear about my sad love life, and I quickly wanted to die after the words came out.
I could only guess that Garrett had probably slept with dozens of women. From what I knew of him so far, I suspected the women even threw themselves at him when he went to bars. It didn’t matter that he was poor or didn’t have a regular place to stay, I knew that the ladies still loved him.
Hell, if I had met Garrett in a bar and he had paid attention to me like he had on the ranch so far, I guarantee I would have jumped into his bed. But guys like Garrett didn’t really hit on me. Well, only if I was there with some of my ditzy friends, then I would occasionally get hit on because they thought I was as ditzy as my friends were.
“It hasn’t been all that long since I’ve been naked in the same room with a dozen men,” Garrett joked.
His hand moved slowly up to my cheek and I watched in anticipation as he pressed himself up and moved closer to me. His blue eyes were mesmerizing as he looked down at me and I felt my whole body get wet with excitement. Garrett Reynolds was my dream guy. Admittedly, I hadn’t actually dreamed about such a man until he was right there in front of me; but he was exactly what I thought of when I fantasized about having a man in my bed again.
“I’m going to kiss you now,” I said and quickly leaned in toward him before I lost my nerve.
I had caught him off guard and I loved that about the moment. He wasn’t ready for me to take charge like I had; Garrett was expecting that he would lean down and gently kiss me and that would be the start to a fun afternoon of lovemaking. Or maybe he had just wanted to lay there naked and not make love at all; I didn’t know for sure. But what I did know was that I wanted to feel his damn body up against mine.
I couldn’t take the anticipation another minute longer and I quickly wrapped my arms around his upper body and pulled him toward me. Every inch of his body seemed to be covered in muscles as he slid on top of me and spread my legs. He didn’t enter me though; instead he used his arms to perch above me and stare into my eyes.
If Garrett had been shocked by my behavior, he certainly didn’t show it. But he did quickly take the lead and used his body to press mine against the bed while he enjoyed looking at me for the moment.
His eyes were crazy with lust and I felt his body throbbing against mine. There was no doubt the two of us were going to make love. My hands took the opportunity to run up and down his back and then I snuck them around to feel his washboard abs. There were exactly as I had fantasized: hard and smooth.
Garrett looked down at me and then at my lips just before he let his body rest on top of mine and our lips pressed against each other again. This time it wasn’t a sweet peck that involved our outer lips alone. As our lips touched each other, I drew his tongue into my mouth and savored the pleasure that it brought me. Not only my mouth was delighted by his tongue, but my whole body vibrated in anticipation.
It was as if Garrett could read my mind, because his kisses moved away from my lips and down toward my neck. He took his time gently kissing me as he made his way to one of my nipples and drew it into his mouth. The warmth and gentle pull had my whole body longing to feel him inside of me. I could hardly hold back my anticipation as I pressed my hips toward him.
When he moved over to the other nipple, he wasn’t as nice though; this time he pulled it into his mouth roughly and I heard a low moan come out of my body. I couldn’t help it; the way he looked at me, the way he kissed me, it was all too much. My inner soul moaned with pleasure and I had to let the feelings out as he continued down my chest toward my wetness. His lips worked my body over expertly and I knew I would remember that moment for many years to come.
Garrett didn’t just quickly go from kissing me to screwing me. Instead, he was deliberately moving over my body and taking his time. He wasn’t in a hurry to get his satisfaction and instead wanted to show me how good his body and mine could feel together; and I wanted to feel it, too.
My hips rocked in anticipation of his lips touching me. I couldn’t wait to feel the pleasure that he was going to bring. First he kissed my right hip and then my left. He moved his lips gently from one side to the other, never stopping for too long and never fully taking me into his mouth. The anticipation was like torture. My center wanted to feel his tongue and I thrust my hips toward him in an effort to get what I wanted.
If he didn’t move his tongue to pleasure me soon, I felt like I might actually self-destruct from the force of the anticipation. My hips rocked harder and harder as he again moved to one side of my body and then back again. I couldn’t take it; I just couldn’t take it.
Throughout my life I had never been a fan of delayed gratification and in that moment, I certainly wasn’t a fan of it then either. I wanted him right away. I wanted him inside me, making me scream out his name as our bodies thrust together. Certainly, I appreciated his efforts to entice me, and boy oh boy was I enticed; but at that moment, I just wanted to feel him thrusting into me, or at least his tongue delivering pleasure to me. I needed some action and I was going to make sure it happened; I couldn’t be tortured with anticipation another minute longer.
I let my hands move to his shaggy, blond hair and I wrapped my fingers into it as I gently pushed him toward pleasuring me. He looked up at me with a boyish grin just before he dove toward my center and spread my legs apart firmly. Garrett didn’t look annoyed at my request at all, instead he looked excited that I had just given him full authority to ravage my body.
“Oh, wow…” I said as he took control.
Garrett hadn’t struck me as the type of man who took control of situations like these. But then again, I didn’t really know him well enough to know what he would be like in the bedroom. I liked it. I liked everything about having him there with me in bed. My body and his had this electric energy between the two of us and the anticipation I felt was building higher and higher as he played with me.
He was gently, yet firm with his demands of my body and I wanted to give him every bit of me. I wanted to explore and try new positions. I wanted to make love all day long and then throughout the evening as well. Nothing else mattered to me at that very moment except for the pleasure that Garrett was delivering to my body.
I closed my eyes and enjoyed the feeling of his tongue as it lapped the pleasure of my body. Harder and harder I rocked my hips in time with his movements and I felt my body building to an orgasm quickly. It had been months since I had had a man’s tongue bringing me to pleasure and probably many more months since I had had a man who was good at bringing me to pleasure. My body needed the release, and as much as I was shy about coming so quickly for him, I just couldn’t stop myself.
My thighs tightened around his head and I pressed him away as I moaned out with pleasure at the release of the moment. But Garrett wouldn’t let me push him away. He slowed his stroke and then pressed two of his fingers inside of me as he urged my orgasm on. I noticed a huge smile on his face as he watched me moan out with pleasure from the moment.
“Harder. I think you need to come harder,” he whispered as he glanced up at me just before going back to my pleasure zone.
I wanted to protest. My mind told me I shouldn’t let him have this sort of power over me, yet I couldn’t resist. Garrett was good, he was excellent at playing my body, and I just wanted more. I took in a deep breath as I let my body relax and feel the pleasure he was delivering. Every nerve in me wanted to explode with the desire that had built up. I had never felt such and intensity before and I couldn’t help but think I might just lose control of myself and start screaming. I hoped I wouldn’t scream though, I didn’t want anyone coming to Garrett’s door to check on him.
Harder and harder his fingers moved as his mouth pulled my clit. Again, I felt my thighs tighten, but I didn’t want to make a fool of myself by orgasming again and again. I tried to hold back my explosion by convincing him I wanted his body thrusting inside of mine. But Garrett wasn’t about to give up watching me explode because of the oral and fingering skills he had.
“I want you,” I said as I pulled on him to climb on top of me.
“After this,” he commanded as his fingers went back to work. Garrett wouldn’t stop until he watched my whole body explode from pleasure. He looked more determined than I could have imagined a man being.
“I won’t have any energy left. Come here,” I said firmly and tried to pull him up again.
“In here, I get to be in charge,” Garrett said and then with one hand he pulled my hands up and held onto them.
His eyes looked into mine as his other hand stroked my g-spot and I felt everything in my body give in to his delicious pleasure. The way he was looking at me gave me permission to release for him. I didn’t feel judged by him at all. I felt like he was getting off by watching me and I wanted to please him. I wanted to show him how good he was making me feel, so I finally closed my eyes again and let him bring my body to explosion again.
The orgasm rocked me like I hadn’t been rocked in years. It left me with shaking legs and in absolutely no condition to continue our lovemaking. It was exactly what I had feared. Garrett used all his charms on me and then I had nothing left for him at all.
I had spent some pretty amazing nights with men throughout my adult life, but nothing compared to the passion and attraction Garrett and I had. There was an unsaid connection between us. I couldn’t pinpoint if we felt this way because we were together on the ranch for so long, or if there was just an energy that our two souls had; but it was unique to me and it drove me to want more and more from Garrett. Even though I was utterly exhausted, I knew I already wanted him again.
He climbed back up toward me and started to suck on my breasts as my chest heaved from exhaustion. I didn’t push him away; I loved how his tongue felt on my breasts just as much as I loved it on the rest of me. My hands were free to slide up and down his back again and for a moment I had to remember that I wasn’t dreaming. Everything about making love to Garrett had been better than I had expected, not just his perfectly formed body.
He was gentle, yet firm. Garrett certainly knew his way around a woman and he was so sincere that I almost forgot my suspicious about what he might be hiding from me. While with Garrett I didn’t think of anything or anyone else, only the pleasure I felt while there with him. It was a huge turn on to have Garrett totally there with me as well. He wasn’t distracted by anything and he seemed to want to please me and make me happy, which wasn’t always the case with the men I had slept with in the past.
“Condom?” he asked as he looked up at me.
I started to laugh. I certainly didn’t have a condom with me. I had only come to his cabin to deliver his sheets because I knew he wouldn’t want to sleep on the old sheets that Forest had had in there. To be honest, I didn’t know if there were any condoms on the ranch at all. The ranch had a lot of single men, but they all housed in together and if they did have freedom to find a woman, they typically went to her house. Bringing a date back to the bunkhouse probably wasn’t much of an option.
Although Forest had his own cabin that Garrett was taking over, I didn’t think that he was much of a ladies’ man. I highly doubted that he would have any condoms around his house either. I resigned myself to cooling off and not getting the chance to feel Garrett’s body on top of mine.
“Nope,” I said through my laughter. “You don’t have one?”
“No, I wasn’t expecting to find a beautiful woman at the ranch.”
“Well I guess that’s that,” I said as I started to relax.
It was the solution I needed. I was exhausted; I couldn’t imagine making love to Garrett without resting for a while. If we didn’t have a condom we wouldn’t be making love and that was all there was to it. It was all right with me, I had just finished an amazing orgasm, but for Garrett it would probably be a bit like torture. He was really worked up and I considered sliding down his body and wrapping my lips around him to help put his throbbing body out of misery.
Then Garrett jumped up from the bed and started rummaging through the side draw in the nightstand. I couldn’t help but stare at his ass as he sat there. It was just as muscular as the rest of him. The rest of his body was deeply tanned though and his ass was brilliantly white.
“Forest wouldn’t have had condoms,” I said as I watched him.
“How do you know? Maybe he snuck in pretty, little ladies from town when you weren’t looking.”
Garrett seemed determined to find the secret stash of condoms that he just knew Forest had around. His focus wouldn’t be detoured and I didn’t want to crush his hopes, so I just laid back and smiled while he went to work on his condom scavenger hunt.
“Maybe.”
Garrett continued rummaging through the drawer and then quickly rolled over the top of me and started rummaging through the drawer on my side. I started to laugh as his ninja move across the bed resulted in me getting rolled to the other side. One thing was for certain; Garrett didn’t give up easily when he wanted something bad enough.
“It’s okay; we will make up for it next time,” I said as I giggled and leaned up on my side to watch him.
“Oh, no, no, no… I have a feeling Forest was a ladies’ man. I’m going to find his stash,” Garrett said with determination. “I had a few conversations with him about his women. I know they’re here. I know it.” Garrett said as he stood at the side of the bed.
Garrett walked in front of the bed and placed his hand onto his head as he tried to think of where a condom might be. I took his distraction as an opportunity to fully check out his exposed body. Garrett Reynolds was one beautiful man. Sure, I knew it without seeing every inch of him in front of me, but having him exposed like that made it even better. Abruptly, I wanted him to find that damn condom just as bad as he wanted to find it.
“Try the kitchen drawers,” I suggest. “Or the bathroom.”
“Oh, look who’s interested in helping me,” he said and flashed me a smile.
“I just don’t want to lay here forever all by myself.”
“I’m going to be right back in those sheets with you. I know it.”
His confidence and resolve were admirable, but I honestly didn’t think that Forest was the kind of man who kept condoms just hanging around his house. I knew he went into town on the weekends sometimes though and there had been a few times that he had come home in the morning. I always assumed it was because he had gotten shit-faced and couldn’t drive himself home though.
Garrett took off into the kitchen and started pulling the drawers out and rummaging through them. Then the noise suddenly stopped and Garrett stopped and held himself very still. I sat up in the bed to see what it was that had made Garrett pause.
“I knew it!” he screamed out and pulled a long strand of condoms out from the drawer. “That little rascal.”
“Let me,” I said as I moved to the end of the bed and held my hand out for him to give me the condom.
Garrett’s body plumped up at the idea of me applying the condom. He was throbbing and hard by the time he stood in front of me. I used my teeth and ripped the wrapper open as I looked up at Garrett. He licked his lips and watched me intently. His eyes took in every movement, so I took my time and let my hands linger on his body to prolong the anticipation.
“Out at the camp, did you purposely tease me when you took off my pants?” Garrett asked.
I let my hand wrap around his member and started to stroke it while I looked up at him. Of course, I had purposely teased him out by the river. As much as I thought I needed to stay away from Garrett, my body thought I needed to be naked with him. I had teased him for the fun of it and I had enjoyed every second of my teasing.
“What do you mean?” I asked as I pretended not to know what he was talking about.
But the more my hand stroked him, the more obvious it was that I had indeed known what I was doing when we were out by the river. He felt delicious to have in my hand and I enjoyed watching his face contort as his body built up closer and closer to orgasm. He closed his eyes for a moment and drew in a long deep breath before opening his eyes again and looking down at me. His smile was infectious and I quickly lost my ability to lie to him and started to smile with him.
“I think you know exactly what I mean,” he finally replied. “I also think you should finish putting that damn condom on already.”
“Oh, you think I should put this on?” I teased as I held the condom wrapper in my mouth and used both hands to stroke him.
“Yes,” he said out of breath. “Yes, I think you should put it on now.”
I ignored him and continued to stoke him until I felt the pre-cum release from his body. That was my sign that I had to slow down or he was going to ruin all the rest of the fun we were going to have that afternoon.
“Okay,” I finally gave in and used my mouth put it on him.
“Fucking hell woman, you’re killing me,” he moaned.
Garrett pressed me back onto the bed and climbed up between my legs as he used his own legs to separate mine. His body pressed near mine and he started to kiss me just as he entered me. The electricity between us flowed hard and I felt my entire body tingling as I anticipated the pleasure to come.
The feeling of pleasure went hand and hand with the thrusts he delivered. I was glad to have his mouth around mine to muffle my moans though, because with each stroke I felt like I got louder and louder. We had been playing alone in his cabin for at least an hour and I started to worry that someone was going to come looking for us.
“I didn’t lock the door,” I whispered breathlessly.
“Oh, well,” he said as he continued to thrust.
His hands wrapped through my hair as he looked into my eyes. He was there with me. There was no distraction, no thinking about work, or life, or any number of other things. The intensity in his eyes told me that he was very much there with me in that moment. It turned me on and drove me to press my hips hard against his as we moved together.
I took in a deep breath as I felt my body start to quiver again. This time it started so deep in my center that I wasn’t sure what it was until the buildup really got going. My legs shook and my arms too as my body began its climb into one of the biggest orgasm I could remember having.
“Ohhhh,” I moaned deeply as I let my body feel the pleasure.
“Yes, cum for me,” his deep voice said.
There was something so sexy about the way he talked to me in that moment. His deep voice in my ear as my body felt the delight of him thrusting inside of me. I couldn’t take it another second and soon I felt my entire body rocking from the explosion.
I held onto his body as mine started to let go. My hands pulled down on his strong back and my body shivered with delight as I moaned out. I was so wrapped up in my own moment that I hardly noticed Garrett taking one last stroke as orgasm also shot through his body.
Everything about being with Garrett had been so delightful that I couldn’t get the smile off of my face as we lay there. Sex was always a stress reliever for me, but good sex; well that went beyond reliving stress. I felt like a new woman, ready to take on anything that the world had in store for me.
I had been so worried that Garrett might have to leave that I hadn’t taken into account what a great time we could have together while he was there. I just wasn’t good at casual relationships, but for Garrett; I was going to make an effort. It could really be a fun few weeks, or even months, with Garrett. Then when it was time for him to leave I would just have to let him go. It might be hard, but I had to admit it was better to have experienced time with Garrett than never to have had him at all.
“My mother is going to know something is up with me,” I laughed. “I haven’t smiled like this at all since I got home.”
I leaned into Garrett as he slid next to me and let my head rest on his chest. It felt good. Everything about being there with Garrett felt good and I didn’t want to leave that moment at all. When I was around him I felt calm, less agitated, and more like the world around me was fun. Garrett softened me up and I liked that. I hadn’t liked the person I had become while in New York and I desperately loved the person I was when I was around Garrett.
“You have been pretty grumpy,” he joked.
“I wasn’t grumpy,” I said as I slapped my hand on his chest. “I was just trying to find my way.”
“Well, it seemed like grumpy,” he said as he dramatically rolled his eyes and looked away.
“I wasn’t grumpy. I just have one of those resting bitch faces. I always look like I’m grumpy, but I’m just thinking.”
“I’m glad to see you smile. It’s one of your best attributes,” Garrett said as he pressed my chin up so he could look at me. “And your ass,” he laughed.
His other hand squeezed my ass cheeks and started to massage me. Damn, I couldn’t get enough of Garrett. He felt like a drug that I wanted more and more of. I had opened the door and let our relationship turn into this and now I didn’t want to walk back out that door. For whatever time I had left with him, I was going to enjoy every last moment of it.
“Do you think we should get back to work?” I reluctantly asked as I grabbed his hand off of my ass.
“Absolutely not. I’m not going to work another day in this place. I’m going to lay in this bed, naked with you, until I starve to death.”
“Very funny.”
“Oh, I’m serious. You can’t get me out of this bed,” he said defiantly.
I climbed out from under the covers and found my clothes. He could stay in bed for as long as he wanted, but I had work to do and needed to get back to reality. I liked how Garrett looked at my naked body as I stood at the foot of the bed. Normally I wouldn’t have been comfortable standing naked anywhere near a man who was as built as Garrett was, but he seemed to enjoy my curves. While we were in bed, his lips had explored every inch of me and the way he wanted me gave me confidence that I didn’t normally have when naked around a man.
As I stood there, I looked out the window of his cabin and noticed that my father had left his office. At first I didn’t worry too much, but then I saw he seemed to be making a straight line right toward Garrett’s cabin.
“I bet I can get you out of that bed,” I teased as I looked out the window and watched my father walking toward the cabin. “My father is on his way here.”
I quickly ran to the bathroom with all of my clothes in my hands and Garrett jumped up out of the bed. As I closed the bathroom door I saw Garrett throwing his shirt on and then pulling his jeans on. I hoped he was going to be able to get dressed in time.