The flight from Chicago to Napa had been a blur. There was champagne, a full flight crew, and Lily knew there was no better than view than staring at Sawyer and Jack during the trip.

Once they landed, the drive to the vineyard estate seemed to take no time at all. Maybe it was because she was sitting between two devilishly handsome men. They talked about business often. She wondered if that’s what they always talked about.

It would make sense. They had grown a massive empire together. They were a team. And now she was on that team. She was their girl. It made her tingle thinking about it. She wanted to be theirs in every way, but she didn’t know how soon it would happen. They were careful with her. It was sweet and sexy how they worried.

Maybe she should be worried too. What if it hurt? They weren’t just talking about sex in a place she’d never had it. They were talking about doing that at the same time she had regular sex. Two at once? It was intimidating. Overwhelming. Dirty and wrong. And it was the only thing she could think about.

There was no doubt they had each claimed what they wanted. Sawyer was going to take her ass. Jack might be getting it ready for him, but she knew he was the one who would make sure she was no longer a virgin in that department.

Holy shit, she was wet thinking about his cock pressed against her, pushing inside her.

“Lily?”

She jerked her head in Sawyer’s direction.

“Y-yes?” she croaked.

“We were asking about a wine tasting. Where did you go?”

“Sorry, I was just taking in the country side.”

“Don’t apologize, love. You have to stop doing that.” Jack squeezed her knee.

“I can’t help it.”

Sawyer shifted in the leather sit. “Why do you say that?”

She felt uncomfortable. She didn’t mean to take things to a serious place.

“Forget it. It’s not a big deal.”

Jack’s fingers pressed into her skin. “Tell us. We have some time before we make it to the estate. We’re good listeners.”

Maybe this was her chance to test them. To see if this relationship come be something more than a sexual conquest for her. Maybe in these men she could find actual companionship and love. Her gaze drifted between them. “Do you know how this happened?” she asked.

“What?”

“This. Me ending up at Kincaid-Rivers. Becoming a bargaining chip. A debt that had to be paid. Do you know how that was even possible?”

Jack shook his head.

“Did you ever ask?” she probed. “Did you ever stop to think how I became the debt?”

Sawyer’s brow creased. “This has something to do with your uncle, doesn’t it?”

She nodded. “I will give you the abridged version. He became my legal guardian after my parents died. He never wanted me. Not once was he happy to have me in his home. He didn’t come to my high school graduation, or see me off for college. He was never involved in my life. Until now. Until he came to me and said I had to do this for him.”

“Then why did you agree?” Jack looked as worried as Sawyer. “Why put yourself in that position, Lily? You’re talented. You’re smart.”

“I made my own deal.”

“You did?”

“I never knew when he would pull something like this. When he would try to drag me into his business. I wanted my own freedom. I agreed to one year at Kincaid-Rivers in exchange for a complete break from everything in the family.” She wiped a sudden tear from her eye. “It’s not like he cared anyway, but I wanted it to be final. I wanted him to act like I was dead and we would never speak or see each other again.”

“Shit,” Sawyer whispered. “You made your own deal.”

“I had to.”

“That’s behind you now. You know that, right?” Jack looked at her.

“Is it?”

“Of course it is. You have us.”

She felt the panic rise. Just the idea that this could slip away from her. “What if this weekend goes horribly wrong? What if you get tired of me? What woman can live up to your expectations?”

“Hey. That’s not going to happen.” Sawyer tilted her chin in his direction. “That’s why this arrangement is so perfect, Lily. You have both of us. You’ll never be alone. We’ll always take care of you. Worship you. Give you more pleasure than you can imagine. That’s all we want.”

“Really?”

“Really. There’s no rush. We have all the time in the world to get to know each other and be together. That’s what this weekend is about. You get to see us away from the office. Let this be a real relationship, baby. Relax and let it happen.”

She leaned into his chest. “I don’t know when I’ll believe this is real.”