She started at one end of the hall, checking the rooms for Sawyer. He was here somewhere taking a work call. She only had to figure out which of the dozens of rooms he used as his office.

She knew if she didn’t find him now, she might chicken out. She was terrified, but the ache inside her was only growing more intense. Every time they touched her it brought the want to the surface.

Every time she came, she only wanted to come harder and longer. It wasn’t enough. Nothing would be enough until they both filled her at the same time.

She stopped when she heard Sawyer’s voice. She hesitated outside the door until she heard him end the call.

“Knock, knock.” She pushed the door open.

“Hey, there.”

“Hey.” She smiled walking toward him.

“Sorry I’m working. That should be the last call. It’s a hazard of owning a global company.”

She twisted her lips together. This was it. The moment when she told him what she wanted.

“It’s ok. I had some time to think while you were working.”

“Oh?” His dark eyebrows rose.

She nodded. “Mmhmm. I’ve decided tonight is the night.”

“Excuse me?” He folded his arms across his wide chest.

“You know exactly what I mean, Sawyer. I know you and Jack think I need time to ease into this, but I don’t. I’m done with you treating me like I can’t handle it. I know exactly what I want. I’ve been thinking about if for three long and lonely weeks. Three weeks to consider your offer. And I want it tonight.”

“Lily, you’re not ready.”

She held her hand up, pressing it into his chest. “I know how this works. You want to be inside my ass, don’t you?” She couldn’t believe she said it. It was like she had an out of body experience.

His eyes widened. “You better watch what you say.”

She leaned into him. “I want it to be yours. I want you to take it. Please, Sawyer. Say you’ll fuck me tonight. Be my first.”

He closed his eyes as a groan escaped his throat. “I don’t want to hurt you, Lily.”

“You won’t.”

He shook his head. “You don’t know that. You haven’t had time to let your body adjust.”

“I know when I’m with you I want you so badly I hurt all over. I need you, Sawyer. And I liked it last night. I liked where you put your tongue, your fingers, the plug.” She looked down. “I don’t have to think about anything else. Give me something I’ve never had before. You promised I could count on you.” She tried to think of all the things she could say to present a stronger argument.

“All right.”

Her eyes flashed to his. “All right?”

He nodded, crushing his lips to hers. He pushed his tongue inside, drinking her in. She let him drown out all the other thoughts. The fear. The anxiety that had clung to her chest.

“If you can handle this next part, I’ll do it.”

She gulped. “Next part?”

His fingers quickly worked her button on her jeans. He shirked the denim over her legs until she was standing in the panties the CEOs had bought for her.

“Shouldn’t we close the door?” she whispered.

He shook his head. “You know that’s not the rule here.” He took a deep breath, raking his eyes over her half-naked body. “Hands on the desk and spread your legs.”

She looked over her shoulder. “What are you going to do to me?”

“Bend over,” he commanded.

The fear coursed through her, entwined with a rush of excitement.

She leaned over the desk, pressing her palms into the rich mahogany. She squealed when he snapped the thong between her cheeks.

He pulled it forward, rubbing the strap against her clit.

“Ohh,” she moaned.

He snapped it again, and she felt the pain. She stiffened.

Then Sawyer was on his knees. His face pressed to her bottom. He spread her cheeks without warning as his tongue swirled over the forbidden hole.

“Oh God,” she whimpered. She pushed back into him.

He didn’t hesitate. He pulled her wider, thrusting his tongue in her ass.

“Oh shit,” she hissed. It felt strange. It felt dirty and wrong, but the pleasure was an electric ring of sensation that she loved.

He pulled back. “You like it, don’t you?”

She nodded. “God, yes. Don’t stop.”

“Take those fingers of yours and put them inside your pussy,” he demanded.

“What?”

Sawyer rose from the floor and yanked one hand from the desk. He skimmed it over her navel and nestled it between her folds. He toyed with her clit.

“I said, fuck yourself, baby.”

She leaned back as her fingers sank inside her pussy. Her hips rocked back and forth as Sawyer fell to his knees. He snapped the thong again, thrashing her with pain that felt incredible. His tongue darted in and out as she gripped her fingers.

And then she felt it. A slice of pain. She winced. She stiffened. He was in her ass, but it was more than a finger, or his thumb like he used last night.

“Easy, baby. This is more than you’ve ever had before. And I’m not even done. Relax.”

Her ass was being stretched and pulled. She forgot to move her fingers.

“You can do this, Lily. Relax, baby. Let me go deep. Let me in.”

She shook her head. Her body had tightened up. It was more than she expected. More than she had ever thought it would feel like.

He kissed her back softly. His lips moved to her shoulder blade and along her spine. His tenderness made her let go of a pent-up breath.

“Imagine my cock inside you. Imagine me fucking this tight beautiful ass of yours for the first time.” He kissed her with gentle pressure. “Our bodies sliding together. Me spreading you wide with Jack under you, fucking your pussy.”

“Oh God.” She imagined the shimmer of Jack’s green eyes under her and it was like magic. She let go of all the tension. She released the stiffness in her shoulders. Her backside relaxed and his fingers slid in.

“Good girl.” He began to work his fingers in and out.

She worked her pussy harder than ever. She panted out as the pressure built. Between Sawyer’s fingers and her own she didn’t know how she would handle the explosion.

“There’s more baby.”

“No.” She shook her head. “Oh, Sawyer.”

He pushed a third finger in her ass and she bucked. It was a beautiful pain that fueled her to climb the roller coaster. She wanted to make it to the top. She wanted to come this way. She screamed as he pushed deep inside her.

“I want you so badly, Lily. Fuck. Watching you like this…”

“I want you too,” she whimpered.

She needed to fall to her knees. She needed him to hold her up, but the orgasm came out of nowhere. It spiraled through her, firing nerves in a delicate zone as he wriggled and stretched her ass. The vibrations lasted forever, until she finally fell backward in his arms.

She tried to catch her breath while he held her.

“Did I handle it?” Her eyes fluttered open to look at him.

He kissed her temple. “You did great, baby.”

“Will you? Can we? The three of us?”

He nodded. “Anything you want. Anything at all.”

She smiled. Tonight, she would have the men of her dreams all to herself.

“But first, we have to get ready for the wedding,” he reminded her.

She frowned. She’d have to wait, but it would be worth it.