I run my fingers gently up Bethany’s entrance, wondering what her slickness is going to feel like around me and thinking about the way she is going to sound when I am fucking her. That is why I texted her to tell her that I was on my way home. I wanted my ex-girlfriend to be in my bed waiting for me.

I knew that Mom went to work at this time so the house would be free and Bethany could scream as loud as she wanted. Bethany didn’t even bother to wear underwear; she is naked from the moment I open my bedroom door.

She sent me a message saying that my mom let her in. I bet Mom wasn’t happy about that, but I’m in college now. Mom can’t keep treating me like a kid, besides Bethany and I used to date before I went to college. It’s only my first year, but I made it clear that I wasn’t looking to have a long distant relationship and Bethany complied. I know why she did. She has the delusion that I’ll decide to come back for her. The only good thing about coming back home is meeting up with my neighbor and best friend, Daniel, and fucking Bethany.

Bethany shifts against me as her breath becomes short and sharp as I start to play with her pussy, running the head of my cock through her swollen pussy lips. I want to prolong fucking her, because I don’t know that I’ll be so quick to call her again. Maybe the town’s changed, and there are other options. Girls that don’t have the delusion of a wedding ring in three years’ time, but they like to fuck. Fucking is the only reason I called Bethany, but I’m not sure that she understands that I just want casual sex even though she agreed to it, in theory. My cock’s going to go limp if I carry on fucking with a guilty conscience and thinking about how she’s planning our honeymoon and shit. I play with her, to draw it out further still. I had a long car ride coming home, and I want to make sure that I make up for the lost time. I’m so fucking hard that I don’t know how much longer I can keep this up. I decide not to any longer as I get the condom from my back pocket. I didn’t even bother to take off my clothes when I saw Bethany naked; I just got out my cock.

With the condom safely tucked on my cock, I take off my shirt and then lay on top of her. She’s spread out on my bed. I seize her hips and slam into her. She doesn’t resist because she’s ready for me. We both cry out as my cock enters her in one single thrust. Her body rocks forward against mine, and her hands curl onto my back.

“Damn! I’ve missed you, Jason.”

Not the words that I want to hear. She nearly makes me regret calling her because I don’t want to hear those words.

Then she moans, “You feel even better than last time.”

I can’t do this fucking shit. I decide that there’s only one way forward and that’s for her to turn around. If I don’t feel her kissing my neck and wrapping her hands around me, then I won’t feel guilty, and I can do the one thing that I’ve been dying to do for the last eight hours, and that’s fucking.

I gently withdraw my cock with the condom on it. I check it because I’m fucking sure that if Bethany had the chance to be pregnant, she would take up the opportunity like a duck to water. It would be her guarantee. Even coach warned us about that. Never. Ever have sex with a woman unless you’re going to put a ring on her finger. He’d told us about all the players that had been caught out and the price that they had to pay as a result of one night of enjoyment. It wasn’t worth it. Bethany is going to make me come. But I wasn’t about to throw my future away, especially not over her. I’d rather be safe than sorry.

“Good, you’re naked like me,” she purrs as she sits up and starts heading in my direction.

What is it about Bethany that makes me so damn frustrated and turns me off, even if I like fucking her?

I used to like her. Even at one point, I thought that I could love her, but then I saw the ugly side of her one too many times, and I decided that I couldn’t stay with her any longer. She picked on the fat kids. The skinny ones. The geeks. Anyone that she felt was beneath her. She was the popular girl whose parents owned a string of diners, and they had money. But her parents, they were respected by everyone in the community because they weren’t anything like their shitty daughter. I don’t know where she got it from, but I guess it is because she was born wanting for nothing and they worked for everything they had.

“I want you to fuck me from behind!” Bethany demands.

Today it feels as if fucking her is hard work instead of something I would normally enjoy.

“You feel so amazing,” she coos as she traces her fingers over my chest. That sort of thing used to get to me. Now, it seems totally empty and does nothing for my cock.

I strip off my clothes, then I spin her around and seeing her ass in the air quickly changes my mind about how I was feeling a few minutes ago. She looks incredible as my cock enters her slowly. Her soft silk moisture makes me forget about the doubts that I was having a few minutes ago. I start with slow long strokes that allow me to feel every part of her as she bends down on the edge of my bed. I pull her hips back until I nearly withdraw, and then I ram back in all the way until my balls slap against her wet skin.

“Fuck yes!” I yell as I go deeper inside of her.

Bethany is screaming too, but not like the way that she was when I was laying on top of her, this time she’s shouting out obscenities. Thank fucking goodness that my mom’s not here and I don’t have to worry about my drunken dad coming home to find us. He left when I was born because he couldn’t accept the responsibility, or that’s what grandma told me. Mom told me that she doesn’t know what happened to him. Now, I’m older and I don’t fucking care because I gave up on him ever coming back.

My hands move up her body, squeezing and caressing it. Bethany’s no longer my ex that I’m having second thoughts about fucking. No, she’s an ex with incredible curves. Shit, her ass is so damn big that I can’t help but give her a spank with my cock buried inside of it.

“Jason!” she cries, and I know that she’s enjoying the little spank that I gave her right now as her body starts to tremble.

Shit, it’s driving me fucking wild as my blood starts to burn. I wrap my fingers around her shoulders and fuck her even harder. She’s sent me on a mission, and that’s to come so fucking hard. I yank her body toward mine as I thrust inside of her. Our hips are riding together, and I think for a split second that I should stop. That I’m probably hurting Bethany and only thinking of my pleasure.

“Don’t stop, Jason. Don’t stop. I’m so close!” she commands making it known that I’m not to worry about hurting her.

She wants me to go on. It’s like her pussy is a glove as it hugs my cock and I can feel her muscles shifting and tightening in front of me.

“I’m coming!” she screams out.

I worry that Daniel, my neighbor, can hear us. He’s probably used to it. He said that when we were in high school, and we used to sneak around, we were only kidding ourselves because everyone in the neighborhood could hear Bethany’s screams. I thought that he was exaggerating until now. I start picking up my speed because the louder she screams it just seems to set me off.

I feel something primal rising in my chest, and Bethany’s got me going a lot more than she did a few minutes ago. She’s gripping hold of the bed, while I grab hold of her hips and keep her still so that I can ram my cock in and out of her until I’m ready to come. A few more powerful thrusts and I’m there, so I pull the condom off so that I can come all over her back. I’m fucking exhausted and I feel the sweat dripping off my forehead. She takes every last energy out of me as my cum starts shooting out like a pistol. It’s as if it won’t stop. I feel proud that I’ve come more than I’ve ever done before, but I can’t move. I feel as if my knees are so damn weak and they’ll buck if I don’t use Bethany as some support.

“Shit, Jason, have you been working out?”

What does she think?

I play sports so of course I’ve been working out. I am worried for a split second, because I lost total control. Coach told us that condoms rip. I want to be doubly sure that this didn't happen today. Besides, I love coming on women. Coach warned us to be extra careful when we pull out and to always check the condom.

I sit down on my bed; I’m just about to flop on it as I’m still catching my breath. She’s about to crawl all over me like a rash when we both look at each other. Someone’s ringing the doorbell as if their life depends on it. I wonder if it’s Daniel playing a prank and make a point about the noise Bethany makes. Either way, I need to get rid of her. Like now.

“Who’s that?” Bethany asks as she starts to reach for her clothes.

I shake my head. “I don’t know. Just stay here. I’ll get rid of them.”

She smiles like a Cheshire cat. I didn’t tell her to leave. That was my first mistake and my second one was telling her to stay in my room. She reaches out for the cover as if she’s waiting for me to have a second ride. I’m in trouble, not only because I don’t know who’s at the door, but also because I need to catch some z’s and that means getting rid of Bethany.