One kiss. One stupid little kiss.

My lips linger on his for God knows how long, and then we look into each other’s eyes.

“G’night,” I tell him in one heavy breath, and then head to my room, my head spinning. Why did I kiss him? Why?

I shut my bedroom door and sit on the edge of the bed, my heart still galloping inside my chest. How did a night, which was supposed to be a fun, turn into a complete and utter mess?

Before I could even tell what was happening, John’s hands were on me...and then Cody showed up. I can’t help but relive that moment, my heart tightening each time I recall the look on Cody’s face. He didn’t seem like… himself.

He looked like someone who’d go to any length to protect his family and… to protect me. Feeling his protectiveness toward me was… good. I had never felt like that before. It’s a bit weird to think about it, but in the ride back home, my arms firmly embracing Cody as he drove, I understood that he’ll always be here for me.

Even though he barely knows me, he cares.

He fought and won just to save me. And I can’t help but think that he looked as handsome as ever when doing it. Every time I think of that hard look on his face it’s almost impossible to not picture how his body looks when naked… And now that we’ve kissed, I can’t erase from my mind the way his lips taste when brushing against mine.

Before I know what I’m doing, I stand up from the bed and get out of the room. I don’t know what I’m doing or why I’m doing it. All I know is that I need to see him just one more time before sleep. And nothing more, I promise, fully knowing I’m lying to myself.

I stop in front of his door and rap my knuckles against it. He doesn’t answer but I can’t turn back now. I grab the doorknob and turn it, simply standing there as the door swings back on its hinges.

Cody’s sitting on his bed, looking straight at me. I stand here like an idiot, not knowing what to say.

“Are you alright?”, he finally asks me, getting up from the bed and walking toward me.

“Yes, I… I, uh, I just wanted to see you,” I half-whisper, botching a, I just wanted to see if you’re alright too. He says nothing, simply staring into my eyes and making it almost impossible to focus on whatever I want to say.

“Kim. Go to your room, please,” he tells me, almost making my heart stop.

“Why?”

“I just can’t control myself with you around,” he admits, a hard edge to his voice. He really means it.

“And what if I don’t want you to control yourself?” The words are out of me before I can process what I’m truly saying.

“Kim… I drove to the bar because I couldn’t stop thinking of you. And then you kissed me… I want you, and I want you bad. I can’t think of anything else than taking you to that bed behind me and fucking you senselessly.”

Maybe I should just slap him, or turn on my heels and go to my room.

“Do it”, I whisper, losing myself in his eyes.

“You have ten seconds to get out of here, Kim, or else I will really do it.”

One chance.

One chance to turn and run, to escape. But no, all I do is stay here, letting the seconds fly by me and wishing time would go faster.

He’s on me in an instant, grabbing my wrists and pinning me against the wall. His face is just a few inches away from mine, and I can feel how hard he’s struggling to control his desire. To be honest, I’m struggling way harder than him. And failing even harder.

I feel his sweet breath on me, his lips ordering for me to kiss him… There’s a fire in me, and I have no idea how to control it. And, really, I don’t want to control it; I want it to take control of me, I want to surrender to him. The desire that runs through me is so overwhelming that I just know there’ll be no escape.

Stepbrother! He’s my stepbrother! I think, trying to stop myself from crossing that invisible line from where there’s no coming back. But I’m way past caring; so what if Cody’s family? There’s no blood between us. Is this that big of a sin? Even if it is, I don’t care. All that matters is that his body’s close, pressed against mine…

He leans into me, eyes locked on mine, grabbing both my arms over my head. His lips are an inch away from mine but still he doesn’t kiss me; he holds himself there, looking into me as if he knows there’s no coming back from this. I feel it too, and that’s why I need it.

“Cody…” I whisper under my breath, aching for his touch. Our lips brush then, the sweetest hold of lust and pleasure flooding my mind. I close my eyes, kissing him back, the tip of my tongue brushing against his wet lips. He opens his mouth and slides his tongue against mine, one of his hands letting go of my wrist and resting on my hip, pressing me against the wall. As I feel his long fingers on my waist, a warmness spreads through me, its focus between my thighs; I’m wet… Very, very wet. And I can’t help but wish his hand wasn’t on my thigh but between my legs instead, pressing against that maddening electricity that makes me pulse with desire.

I've never felt something like this; it’s a desire so strong, so fierce, that only now can I understand the way Alicia fell so hard for Derek.

Cody runs one hand through my hair, grabbing at the root and making me throw my head back against the wall, baring my neck to his mouth. He lays his lips against my skin, making it prickle, a fierce shiver going up my spine. Oh, if there’s a Heaven, this is it.

I let out a slight moan as he kisses my neck and jawline, both his hands now firmly on my hips. I feel his fingers travelling over the side of my body, and soon they are pushing down the straps of my dress. As he tugs on the fabric, I can feel my mind about to explode; I fight against the impulse to throw him back on the bed, undress in a hurry and jump on top of him. But I’m not about to ruin the moment, so I let him push my dress all the way down as slowly as he wants to. And slowly he goes, his fingers descending at the same patient rhythm that he kisses my neck with.

My hands are on his back and under the rough fabric of his shirt, my fingertips running all over his muscled back, feeling the shape and contour of his muscles as he moves. Cody’s perfection itself, everything on his body a careful sculpture of what a man should be. But I’m not wet and insane with desire because of his body… No, he’s more than a perfect face and body; there’s something about my stepbrother that draws me in, much in the same way a moth is drawn to a flame. He’s wild and out of control, but behind his smirk and careless ways I can see something more… He could be so much more.

The back of my head hits the wall as he presses the palm of his hand over my thong, his fingers right over my pussy making me burn with desire. His touch is firm and yet gentle at the same time, much like Cody, it’s a mixture of contradicting features, which as a whole make it simply irresistible. In this moment, I want nothing more than to lie in bed and allow him to take me in whatever way he wants to.

“I want you so bad,” he whispers against my ear, the truth of it almost too much to bear. I want to tell him that I want him more, that I need him, that I want him to make me his, but all I manage to do is bury my fingernails in his skin and thrust my hips forward, my pussy pressing hard against his fingers.

I take my hands to his shirt and pull on it viciously, making the buttons pop out one by one rapidly. Wasting no time, I press the open palm of my hands against his toned chest and ripped abs. I feel the slow rise of his muscles under my fingers, savoring each bend and curve as if these are my last moments on Earth.

Letting go of my hips, his hands dart to my breasts, cupping them eagerly over my black lace bra. He squeezes them gently, my hard nipples struggling against the fabric and yearning to be let free. As if he could hear my thoughts, he pushes down the cup of the bra over my right nipple and, leaning into me, lays his lips over it, sucking softly. I can feel my nipple hardening even more inside his mouth as he laps with his tongue against it, tracing slow and seductive circles.

As he sucks, his hands go to my back and, finding the clasp of my bra, he undoes it, pushing it down my arms. I shiver, the cool air in the room caressing my breasts. In an instant his mouth goes from my right nipple to the left one, his lips wrapping themselves around it with care and, at the same time, with a kind of passionate fury. I tangle my fingers in his hair, holding his head in place as he kisses my nipples one at a time, his long gentle fingers squeezing at my breasts.

I bite my lower lip harshly, allowing a pleasure so new and intense to run through me like the first flames of a bonfire. If I’m already feeling like this I can’t begin to imagine how it’ll be like to have him inside of me… Especially because, if the rumors are real (and they seem to be), his cock is a wonder of nature. I know I should be somewhat afraid, but there isn’t a trace of it in me. There’s excitement, curiosity and unbridled desire, but no fear.

“I need you… I need you to fuck me,” I say softly against his ear. He stops kissing my breasts and, pulling out, rests his hands on my hips and looks straight into my eyes.

“I was dying to hear these words on your lips,” he breathes out, uncontrollable lust flickering behind his eyes. “One last chance, Kim.”

“No,” I shake my head. I don’t want a chance to back down. I want him.

He smiles at me. Not his usual grin or smirk—a smile. An honest to goodness smile. In it I see care and gentleness, something all the NY rumors never mentioned. He says nothing, but in his smile there are all the words I need to hear.

He grabs me by the hand and takes me to the bed; I sit there, looking up at him expectantly. He leans in, climbing on top of me, and lays his lips on mine. We kiss gently, our tongues dancing around each other as his body presses down on mine.

“Hard…” The words escape my lips even before I know it. “I want you to fuck me hard.”

“I will.” His grin comes back and he looks at me. For a second I feel exposed, laying in bed wearing only my black thong, my naked body here for him to see. But all that vanishes as I notice the look in his eyes; in there I see lust and desire, yes, but there’s also kindness.

He starts kissing down my neck, his lips travelling down and over my breasts, resting for a second on each of my nipples. Then he keeps going, carefully kissing every inch of my body as he travels down my belly to the hem of my thong. He grabs at the fabric with his teeth, slowly pulling it down my legs and revealing my pussy. I press my legs together by instinct as he does it, suddenly feeling self-conscious. But I relax as he kisses his way back up my legs and thighs, all the way over to my lips.

Looking into his eyes, I let my fingers fall down his chest and I start unbuttoning his jeans. I can already feel a hard and firm shape brushing against my knuckles, and that makes me swallow hard.

It’s happening, it’s really happening, I repeat over and over again inside my mind. When the last button comes undone, his cock strains against his boxers briefs and touches my fingers. My heart starts racing so fast it might burst; he’s huge! And when I say huge… I mean frighteningly huge. He has to be at least eleven inches, perhaps more.

For a fraction of a second I think it’s going to be impossible for him to fit his monstrous cock inside my pussy… There’s just no way it can happen. But his lips are on mine, his skin’s warmness spreading through my body, and that becomes nothing more than a silly concern. It will happen, and it will be perfect.

I curl my fingers around his massive shape and start stroking it up and down. He starts kissing me in an almost savage way, and I keep doing it harder and harder as I feel his breathing grow deeper. Then, when he least expects it, I grab his boxers and pull them down, his massive cock springing free in an almost menacing way.

I dart for it with both hands, feeling it pulse against my fingers. God, I want nothing more than to feel that sweet thickness buried deep inside of me. Just holding it in my hands is almost too much…

He kisses my cheek and, looking into my eyes, he smiles once more. I smile back at him, nodding and telling him that yes, I’m ready. I don’t actually know if I’m ready or not, but I need it desperately.

Leaning into me with his whole body, I feel the tip of his cock brush against my pussy. Soft and careful, he holds his position there until I can’t take it anymore - I thrust my hips toward him, my pussy lips parting and engulfing his tip. I bite my lower lip, expecting pain at any minute, but it doesn’t come. Only when he presses his mouth against mine, thrusting his cock deep inside of me do I feel it; it’s like an electric shock that bites at my muscles, tensing them up. But in an instant it’s gone.

After that swift stab of pain, there’s nothing but ecstasy for me. As I feel him slide in and out, his thickness straining and pushing against my inner walls, I’m in a place so perfect and dream-like I’m not even sure if whatever’s happening is real. It’s too perfect to be real.

I notice him looking at me, that wild hunger in his eyes. I respond in the best way I can: with a deep moan that climbs up my throat and cascades down my lips with the ferocity of a wild animal. How could it be any other way? His cock inside of me feels like completion, and right now we’re not even family: we’re just a man and a woman.

He goes in and out softly, my legs wrapped around his back and pulling him inside me. My eyes are closed, my mind only capable of processing the gentle thrusts of his cock as if there’s nothing else in the world but it. And, as far as I’m concerned, there really isn’t.

His body rocks against mine, the most delicious ebb and flow of bodies taking over until I can’t resist it anymore. I lace my legs around his back like a vice and, with both hands grabbing at his hair, I sway my hips from side to side uncontrollably as mind-numbing electricity takes my body by assault. I shake and I moan, something primal taking control of me.

I’ve never had an orgasm like this. I never even thought a woman could feel a pleasure this intense.

I breathe out loudly, collapsing on top of the mattress as he stops moving and slides out of me carefully. Now that I’ve discovered sex can be this good, I want to do it every waking hour for the rest of my life - forget about work, all I want is to feel Cody inside of me.

“It… was perfect,” I whisper, my eyes still closed. I feel him by my side, his mouth against my ear.

“That…” he whispers, “was just an appetizer.”

I shudder, swallowing down the avalanche of rambling thoughts that fill my mind. An appetizer? How could that only be an appetizer? He responds by laying his open hand over my pussy, parting its lips with two fingers and caressing my clit with his thumb. My body trembles as if it has been electrified, the slow and precise movement of his fingers making my muscles buzz in excitement. When he slides one of his fingers deep inside me, I want nothing more than to find out what comes after his...appetizer.

My arm shoots out by instinct, my fingers brushing down his firm and perfectly carved abs. Down I go until I find his cock; I curl my fingers around his length, feeling my own wetness on it, and start stroking him wildly as he keeps on thrusting his fingers inside me. I’m completely out of control, and there’s no better thing than it.

He slides down the mattress and, resting his hands on both my knees, parts my legs and nestles himself there. I can feel his face dangerously close to my pussy, and it feels that my entire body is on fire. And that fire grows fast and violent; when he places his perfect lips over my clit, I grab his hair and push my hips up as I make him go down. He goes at it with heart, sucking and licking, his tongue tracing the whole contour of my pussy with as much delicacy as possible. My hips sway in a circle, my pussy rubbing against his mouth as that maddening fire of pleasure scorches my veins and turns my moans into low whispers of decadent joy. Who knew that a man’s mouth could bring so much delicious madness? I didn’t.

As he flicks his tongue against my clit, dancing in circles around it over and over again, he hooks two fingers deep inside of me. I grit my teeth, wishing these weren’t fingers but his cock. It doesn’t matter, he moves so perfectly, each motion of his a flame that licks at me and makes me burn endlessly, and I’m forced to let out a scream as my whole body tightens up and one more orgasm washes over me.

I lay there in bed, my muscles twisting and body shaking, as he pulls his fingers out and just licks me caringly, each kiss of his sending a tortuous wave of pleasure up my spine.

“That…” I pant, not knowing which words I should use, but settling for the truth. “That was amazing…”

He looks at me from between my legs, that devious grin of his lightening his face. “I know,” he simply tells me, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. Well, I have to give him that; it’s damn obvious that he knows exactly what he’s doing. But I’m not exactly hopeless. I might not be as experienced as him, but I have enough trust in myself to know that I can pleasure him as well.

“Come here…” I say, grabbing at his hand and pulling him to me. He comes willingly, his cock standing between his legs like a monument to everything manly. Still on my back, I raise my head and grab his cock as he kneels next to me. I part my lips and, resting them over his cock, begin sucking with care. God, he tastes heavenly. I’ve never been a fan of blowjobs, but now I realize that’s just because I had never tasted a cock like Cody’s.

Opening my mouth, I let him slide in and roll over my tongue, his shaft going down easily. I struggle to fit him all inside but I push forward, savoring each inch he conquers in my mouth. I bob my head back and forth, his cock going in and out of my mouth in a flowing motion as he places both hands on my head, gently guiding me.

His breathing grows ragged, and his fingers start grabbing at my hair. I wonder if he’s going to come in my mouth, his seed spilling all over my tongue and dripping down my chin. I double my efforts knowing that yes, I want that. Yet, as I feel him tensing up, he pushes me back gently, his cock popping out of my lips with a wet sound. He grins at me, mischievousness all over his face.

“Not yet,” he simply says. Then, grabbing my hips, he makes me roll on the mattress and pulls me into him. I’m on all fours, my ass sticking up in his direction as he positions himself before me.

I have no time to breath in as, grabbing me hard by the hips, he pushes himself inside me. His cock parts my lips in an instant, sliding deep down in a fraction of a second. I grit my teeth, a moan fighting its way out of my mouth. He goes back slowly and then thrusts deep one more time. He does it once again, this time faster, and repeats his movements until he’s coming in and out of me at a frantic and vicious pace. The sound of his thighs slapping against my ass fill the whole room, and I can feel my ass cheeks bouncing as our bodies rock against each other.

I go down to my elbows, but the pleasure running through me is so intense that it robs my limbs of all their strength. I collapse, my face against the mattress and the sheets as he holds my ass up, ravaging my pussy with his coming and going motion. I grab at the sheets hard as a steady pressure mounts on me, the tip of his cock brushing against that sweet spot inside of me, almost making me hallucinate. That pressure fills my body like concrete, and there’s no way out but to scream as ecstasy explodes inside my head. I flail my arms, probably looking like someone whose brain has been unplugged from its body. I don’t care; this delicious delight is the sole focus of my whole world right now.

I’m spent and I don’t know if I can hold on anymore. Yet, the words tumble out of me before I can stop myself. “More! I want more!” I half-scream against the sheets.

He grants me my wish, his grip on my thighs tightening as he pulls me into him, his thick cock furiously pounding my pussy until there’s nothing there but numbness. But even that numbness feels perfect, as if it’s nothing but the afterglow of pure joy and ecstasy. Of course, to call it an afterglow is nothing but a lie, since Cody’s still isn’t done with me.

He keeps ramming me hard until I can feel beads of sweat trickling down my forehead, making my eyes water. Not even when my moaning turns into full blown screaming does he stop; he only goes at it harder and harder. I can feel a tidal wave looming in the horizon, but there’s no strength left in my body. My knees feel wobbly and I can’t even feel my legs, so I collapse to the mattress, Cody’s body following and his cock refusing to stop. With him on top of me, my body imprisoned between the mattress and him, I bite the sheets and let out a scream that lashes out from the back of my throat as a devastating orgasm hits me with the force of an imploding star.

“Oh… my… God…” I let out between breaths as he rolls over to the side.

“God has nothing to do with it,” he whispers into my ear. “It’s all me.”

I giggle at that, my voice sounding like one from a little girl. Not all you, Cody, I think, there’s also me.

With that, I gather whatever energy I still have and make a herculean effort to lift my body up. He raises an eyebrow at me, but I don’t give him any time to say a thing; in an instant I’m on top, straddling him, my knees on the side of each of his thighs. I grab his cock by the root and guide it to my pussy, easing myself down. I gasp as I felt his thickness inside me once more, knowing that I’ll never get tired of this feeling, my pussy stretching to accommodate his size.

I sway my hips over him, slowly at first, but then pick up the pace. Both my hands are on his chest, my breasts bouncing over his face as I move. He lifts his head, taking one nipple inside his mouth and sucking on it as I arch my back in rapture.

“Do you like it…?” I ask, panting. I know he’s enjoying it, judging by his harsh breathing and the look on his face, but I want to hear him say it.

“No… I don’t like it. I fucking love it,” he growls, grabbing my ass with both hands and pushing me down his cock as he rams it in as deeply as he can. I bite my lip so harshly I’m afraid I’ll draw blood but, even if that happens, I don’t care. Soon, I’m jumping on his cock as fast as is possible, loving how his fingers feel against the smooth skin of my ass.

Sweat is running down my body as if I’m running a marathon and, by God, it feels amazing. It’s dirty and messy, and simply perfect. I take one hand to my pussy and start rubbing my clit as I keep moving, an electric frenzy taking control of me. I climax like that, my fingers moving furiously over my clit as his cock destroys me.

I know I can’t stop, though. If I did, there’d be no way I’d do anything short of falling unconscious. I slide his cock out of me and, still on top of him, turn over his body, straddling him in reverse. I immediately love that position, knowing that he can be looking at my ass as I drive him to ecstasy. I ease down on him once more, my now too sensitive pussy wrapping its lips around his shaft, and I start rocking my body in that tidal motion until all semblance of rationality becomes nothing more than an insignificant speck.

I go as hard as I can, and time becomes distorted and meaningless. I don’t know how much time I spend like that, fucking him as he smacks and grabs at my ass, and it doesn’t matter. All that matters now is that I can feel the anxious throb of his cock inside me, his fingers running all over my back and ass as if he doesn’t know what he wants to feel more. Then, when he grabs my ass cheeks with an animal ferocity, I know that’s it; Cody’s close. Like the good girl I am, I redouble my efforts and start jumping on his cock as viciously as I can. I only stop when he hooks his fingers on my thighs and holds me down, thrusting his hips upward and cumming inside my ravaged pussy.

The moment I feel his cock jerking wildly inside me, I come as if tomorrow will never arrive. I scream and, if it weren’t for the fact that he’s holding me down, I’m certain my body would be convulsing as if I was possessed. I moan harshly, feeling his orgasm as his warm seed fills me up completely. I’m completely ecstatic.

I stay in place until his cock stops twitching inside of me, all that cum filling up my pussy in an endless torrent. Feeling dirty and indecent, I roll to the side with the most pleasant smile I have ever had dancing on my lips, my eyes still closed.

I want to hold him close, gently kiss his lips again and tell him how perfect this moment was…

But, before I can do it, I drift off into a deep and exhausted sleep.