Silent Scream (Emily)
I’m such an idiot. I hope Steel wasn’t offended. We lie in silence, with each breath, I draw him deeper into my core.
There are so many things I wonder about. Where’s he from, for starters.
“Are you going to tell me your name?”
“You know my name, Steel.”
“I mean your real name.”
“Nobody’s called me my real name in ten years. I don’t even remember what it is.”
“Of course you remember your name. Is it something weird. Is it Homer? Jupiter? Bojangles?” Steel’s laughing at me, so I carry on. “Are you a boy named Sue?”
“No, I ain’t called Sue.”
“So why won’t you tell me?”
“I’ll tell you, I just don’t see why it’s relevant.”
“I don’t know. I’ve just had sex for the first time in my life, and I don’t even know the name of the guy I gave my virginity to? Yeah, not at all relevant.”
“Okay, but on one condition.”
“Anything.”
“You never call me it.”
“And here I thought you were going to say I had to suck you off or something.”
“Didn’t think I had to bribe you for that. But if you’re telling me I do…”
I chuckle, “No, you don’t have to bribe me for anything.” Steel’s dick twitches against my body.
“Anything?”
“Anything,” I say with a coy smile.
“I ain’t forgetting that.”
“Good.” If I wasn’t so tender down there, I’d demand he show me what he’s talking about right now.
“It’s Kayden. And the condition is, you call me Steel.”
“Kayden. I like that name. It suits you.”
“Does it suit me more than Steel?”
I laugh, “Not with that piercing of yours.”
“I was worried the piercing would freak your innocent ass out.”
God no. A pierced dick? A tattooed dick? A tattooed and pierced dick? It’s so naughty that just thinking about it sends a rush of heat between my legs.
“It’s fair to say I’m okay with it.”
“Just okay?”
“Maybe a little more than okay,“ I say, my cheeks hot with how I really feel about it.
Steel pushes his hand into my hair and grips my head. “Do you know how good your mouth felt wrapped around it?”
“Just good?”
“Fuck, Goldie, I wanted to blow my load in your mouth so bad it hurt.”
“Now I feel ripped off.”
“And here I thought you were a good girl.”
“I am a good girl. A good girl who’s lying naked in a cheap motel with a carny who has a tattooed, pierced dick. Wanting to suck on that dick until it loses control isn’t that much of a leap, is it?”
“Watch yourself, talk like that is going to have to be followed through.”
Steel’s dick hardens against me, and I reach down to stroke it. My God, it’s huge. My fingertips can’t even reach my thumb around his cock.
He growls, and pushes on my shoulders. I slide my body down until I’m eye to eye with his dragon. My mouth fills with saliva, desperate to taste it again. To taste all of it this time.
I lick between the two ends of the barbell piercing. Steel’s hips push his dick forward, trying to bring it against my lips. I lick and kiss it again around the piecing.
Not taking my eyes off it, I say, “So can I ever call you Kayden?”
“When your toes are curled, you can scream anything you damn well want.”
“What about when your toes are curled?”
“Your mouth will be too full to say anything, now suck it.”
Steel laces his fingers through my hair and pushes my mouth against his dick. I open, and take it in, pressing my tongue against the hardness. I suck and lick as much as I can, but he pushes my head further against him.
Relaxing my throat to take him in, my body fuels with heat at what I’m doing to him. I relax the rest of my body to let him throat fuck me, all the time I can’t stop more and more heat from coursing through me.
I cup his balls, and they draw tighter and tighter against him. Steel relaxes his grip on my head, and I pull my head away enough to get the tip of his dick back on my tongue and my hand around the base.
Pushing my tongue all around his pierced head, and I suck.
Steel groans, a long primal groan that he has no control over. His dicks surges under my hand. His cum sprays over my tongue and down my throat. The muscles in my back quiver at his taste. I leave my mouth on him until he pulls me away, back up into his arms.
“If you get yourself on the pill, I can fill your pussy like that too.”
Without waiting for me to reply, his lips connect with mine. We slowly explore each other’s mouths, his tongue finding parts of me I didn’t know existed.
He breaks our kiss, and in a low voice asks, “Are you sore?”
I’m conflicted. It’s definitely sore down there, but also full of heat from having his dick in my mouth.
“A little,” I finally admit.
“Fine, I ain’t touching it right now. I’m never doing nothing that’d hurt you.”
“It wouldn’t be so bad if you touched me.”
“Listen, I told you before, I was only going gentle on you your first time. Trust me, you don’t want to start out sore, just end up that way.”
If the way he gripped my head and fucked my throat is anything to go by, he’s not exaggerating. Just thinking about it covers my skin in goose bumps.
He squeezes me tight, my head rests against him and I close my eyes. After all these months, he found me. I still can’t believe it. And that I’ve actually had full sex, and with someone who seems too good to be true.
After a while, Steel asks, “What’s the deal with your parents anyway?”
“How do you mean?”
“Everything you’ve ever said about them makes it sound like they treat you like a child. You’re twenty years old, why do you let them?”
Good question. Why do I? They treat my younger brother like an adult, why not me? Except I know the answer to that.
“My dad’s really old fashioned, and thinks that because I’m a girl, he needs to protect me from the world.”
“And your mother?”
“Pretty much the same, except at least it seems like she cares about me. All my dad cares about is his precious reputation. I think he has dreams of running the entire worldwide Lions Club.”
“That don’t make it right,” Steel says, shaking his head.
“Tell me about it. It’s also complicated because he’s my boss.”
“You work for him too?”
“He had my life all planned out the day I was born. Or at least the day he realized I’d never get into Harvard. I’m destined to be the office manager at his head office.”
“Sounds like your daddy’s rich.”
I shrug. “He does okay. He has the most car dealerships in North Carolina, and manages them from a head office. That’s where he wants me to work, so that’s where I work. It’s a pretty good deal, it makes life easy for me anyway.”
“As long as that’s what you want to do. You shouldn’t ever do things just because that’s what he wants you to do.”
“What I’d really like to do is have my own dealership, because I’d make a lot more money than pushing papers. My older brother does, and that’s his plan for my younger brother, but not me.”
“Let me guess, because you’re a girl.” Steel rolls his eyes.
“You got it.”
“So go get a job selling cars at a different place.”
“Oh my God no, he’d write me off as his daughter if I did that.”
“You’ve got to be your own woman, Goldie. Otherwise he’ll treat you like a little girl your whole life.”