This was all my idea, but I was starting to see that I had possibly bitten off more than I could chew. I knew that there was something in the way that he climbed over me, but it was when I saw what was casually rampant between his legs, that I really started to freak out and second guess everything. Hail crawled over me like it was normal, but it was big and hard and pointed right at me. It didn’t feel normal at all and I was about to lose it, if he wouldn’t have kissed me again.

When Hail’s lips were on mine, I was able to forget about everything else around me. I was able to forget about his hard rod that was surely going to be too big to fit and I was able to forget all of the other feelings of need that were taking me over. I wanted things to be okay, but it was hard for me to imagine how this was all going to work.

My legs had opened to let his body in closer when he was kissing me, but now I was regretting that move, because his hard length was pressing against me. It was sliding between my wet lips and I could feel pressure like I’d never had before as he stopped and looked down at me. Was this the moment?

I couldn’t hold his gaze and focus on what was going on with our two bodies. I was afraid that he was going to split me in two, or something else just as equally horrible as that. The more I tried to fight it, the tighter my thighs became.

“You have to relax.”

I kind of giggled in a hollow way because he had to be joking. How was I supposed to relax when he was looking at me that way, when his body was pressing into mine? There was no way that relaxing was going to be a part of this. No matter how much I wanted to tell myself that I was going to be able to handle this, I was questioning everything now. There was just no way.

“I can’t.”

“Look at me Evony. You have to or it is going to hurt worse than it should. I don’t want to hurt you.”

I finally cracked my eyes open and I was amazed at how still he was being. There was nothing in between us and I was wet enough that he just slide up and down my lips, but he wasn’t pressing in. He wasn’t doing much of anything, just looking down at me and telling me that everything is okay. I wanted to believe it, I really did, but I was starting to think that it wasn’t going to be fine.

He leaned down to kiss me, and I jerked when I felt him start to press in a little bit and I was taken by how it felt. My eyes fluttered like they were going to close, but I was trying to focus on him, so that I could not lose myself again. I was able to think straight when I was looking at him and I didn’t want to lose contact.

The kiss was over, but I was still waiting for the rest. Hail was poised to take me over and I was ready, I think. I certainly wasn’t relaxing and calming down, but this was as good as it was going to get. I waited for what felt like an eternity and he never pushed forward. I was waiting for him to rip me to get inside, but he was still waiting and testing the feel of the barrier that had been up for so long. It was all I could think of at the moment, waiting for him to do what I asked him to do. I was the one that had decided I was ready, even though I so desperately wanted to run away, as fast as I could.

“Come on Hail. Why are you waiting?”

Hail didn’t have an answer, but he responded with his hips by pressing in ever so slightly and making me tense up, grabbing his shoulder and digging my nails in. I could feel a bit of pain, but I knew there was more. I knew that he wasn’t inside of me yet. I was going to have to wait just a moment longer. He was throbbing partially inside, and I waited for the rest. I’d seen it. I knew that there was more to come.

Finally, I looked between our bodies and saw him wedged inside of me like I’d seen him do before in another woman. Hail had never been shy about his conquest and because of that, I’d seen many going on before. It had turned me on to no end, but to see it now, with the head of his cock trying to push through, it was sexier than anything I’d ever seen before. I just wanted to get him in all the way, get this over with, but something was holding him back.

“I don’t want to hurt you.”

“It will only hurt for a minute. That’s what I hear.”

He shook his head. “Of course, you’d say that.”

It seemed like my talking was sidetracking him from what he needed to do, so I stopped talking and decided to take this all into my own hands. I didn’t want to wait forever and instead of waiting for Hail, the man that moved slow as Christmas, I decided a better idea was lift my hips upwards quickly and do the work for him.

I was expecting pain, and that was exactly what I got. It was sharp and quick, but then it was gone as quick as it had come. I looked up to see that Hail was looking down at the scene of him fully inside and dabbled with the red of my innocence as he pulled back a bit.

He growled at me and started to push in deeper. Here I’d thought that he was fully inside of me, but I’d only pushed in the tip. The rest of him made me call out and clench my inner walls around the thick staff that he sent deeper. I couldn’t help how good it felt and I was trying my best to hold in the whimper. The pain had long since left me and I was clenching him again because I wanted to feel all of him inside of me. It was all I could think about.

“You’re going to have to stop doing that Evony.”

I stopped immediately and that got a chuckle out of him. I don’t know why it was so amusing to him, but I squeezed him again as hard as I could, and he wasn’t so cheerful. Instead of laughing, he was making a strained sound and he moved back to his knees. Now I could see all of his hard body and the spot where we were now connected.

“You want me to stop? Really?”

“Not really. But if you don’t, I’m not going to be able to stop.”

When he started to move inside of me slightly, it was hard for me to think of anything else. I knew that I wanted to more and when I pressed up on his need once more, he growled at me, pulled back and slammed forward.

I called out his name loudly because I couldn’t help it, and his lips descended on mine. I couldn’t stop the movement. Now the pain was gone, but there was something else building up inside of me and it made me clench him even harder.

The more I did that, the faster he moved and before I could really get intoned with what was going on around me, I was coming hard and my whole body tensed up with the feeling. I held him as tight as I could, sure that I was going to be lost in the waves of pleasure that were going over me. I had to hold on or I would drown, I was sure of it.

It had all played out in slow motion, but really fast all at the same time. It was hard to explain what I was thinking or feeling. All I kept doing was exploding, over and over again until I could barely move.

The feeling that came over me last time, when I lost myself completely, was coming over me again. I cling to Hail as much as I could. I was afraid to let go and then I just have to. He started to come inside of me as he pushed so very deep. My body moved back to get away from the overwhelming feel of his seed taking over all the space inside of me that was left by Hail. There wasn't much left and now there was no space in there at all.

He groaned out loud and low and I loved the sound of it. It was all I could hear over my beating heart and I knew that it felt good. It felt as good for him at the moment, as it did for me. I don’t know why I was so sure that it was over, but I felt an immense relief when he pulled out of me in a rush and he made the sweetest sound.

I was finally able to breathe again, like him inside of me had somehow impeded it, but that’s exactly how it felt. He had been slowly suffocating me. Every time I’d came, I hadn’t been able to breathe and now I was taking in breaths as fast as I could, trying to fill my lungs back up.

“Are you okay?”

I nodded that I was, but honestly, I was dazed and a little confused with it all. How could I be pining for breaths one moment and then dying inside with the loss of him, the next? I wanted him now, deep inside of me again. Whatever pleasure I’d felt was already gone, even though I was still tingling from it all. I didn’t know if I could even take anymore of him sliding around in my overused womb, but I wanted it, badly. There was now an aching hole inside of me that I didn’t even know was there, and the only one that could fill it was Hail. I wanted him to be my first and only.

I snuggled in against his chest and tried to calm my thoughts. Hail wasn’t that sort of man. I knew that when I got with him and I was going to make sure that I was able to hold off the feelings that were pouring over me.

I was in love. Head over heels and there was nothing that I could do about it now. All I could do was hope that he didn’t let me down too hard.