I'm back at my apartment and in the comfort of my own home. It feels nice to just relax and to take my mind off things. It's been a crazy time since this Cain case started. I've had quite a workload happening, and not only that but I've had three beautiful men to juggle. I'm in a good position for sure, but this can't go on forever, can it? Won't I have to choose at some point?

I can't even envision letting even one of them go at this point because I have feelings there. Each of them are unique in different ways, and they're honestly so equally powerful in my mind. I sort of wish this arrangement could last forever. I think I'm going to take the night to sort of analyze my feelings and to get my brain wrapped around this. I mean, one of the guys has to stand out more than the others, right?

I decide I need a pampering session. I deserve some self-love. It's been too long since I've allowed myself to be alone without thinking about work or some other thing.

I slowly strip out of my clothes so that I can walk around freely in my lingerie. I put on some Sade and it's on. My at-home spa session is going to feel so good. I turn on all the diffused gentle lighting in my home so the atmosphere is perfect and relaxing. I light the many candles that surround my sunken bathtub and let it fill up with warm water. I drop some rose petals in the bath, to soothe my skin, and I add some of favorite essential oils, lavender, jasmine, and rose.

I undress completely in my sumptuous bathroom and comb out my hair. Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I feel like truly I'm the most fortunate woman on the planet to have three guys of such prestige pining after me. It makes me feel so adored and worshipped. I know none of them have their eyes on anyone else. They each want to possess only me.

Letting that thought linger, I step into the beautiful bath I've created and I allow my body to gently sink into the nice water. This is one of my favorite things... to just laze in the bathtub and then gather my thoughts. This time I'm thinking upon important matters, such as the difference between each of my three guys.

First I analyze Jason. He's got a soft spot in my heart because he's been my boss for so many years, and I've always wanted him but could never have him. I admire his integrity because I know he wanted me too, but he never allowed himself to cross that line. If he had, and things didn't work out, it might've cost me my job, or at least it could've made things feel very uncomfortable at work. He didn't want to ever put me in that position and I so admire that. Plus, he's handsome, but he's got power. He's a senior member of the firm and it turns me on to think of him using that power over me. I start to touch myself as I think about Jason. I picture his masculine hands all over my body, and he's fingering me as he so expertly knows how to do. I picture his cock too, and I'm sucking on it. We do a 69 so that I can have him and he can have me at the same time. This leads me close to orgasm...but I don't get there just yet.

Next, I think about Marcus. He's got a lot going for him. He has a huge bank account, and he's really, really good looking, but he's not at all that I expected. I thought he'd be some cocky playboy without a care in the world about anything that truly matters. But he continues to surprise me. He's not cocky at all, but more confident in himself. And, he does have a heart. He seems to really care about other people. And, every time we've been together he shows me another level of depth and sincerity to him that has me reeling for him. I love connecting with a man on many levels, not just the superficial ones. And Marcus has that for sure. I think about swimming in the ocean of his eyes. The idea of his genuine desire for me spreads warmth over my entire body. I see Marcus and I having one of the most intense sex sessions ever. He pulls feelings from me that I didn't even know were there. I imagine him fucking me, and I'm touching myself thinking about it, but he fucks me in the most romantic way. He is in my bed and we're staring at each other the entire time, and he makes love to me slowly, with intention and care. I know the depths of him and that brings me so close to coming, but I hold back.

It's time to think about Xavier. Mmmm, he's this guy I've known forever, since college. And for a long while, I had the biggest crush on him, but we were both always taken. Now, he comes back into my life and it feels like the timing is right. All those feeling from the past re-emerge but with more strength and vigor as I see how he's grown into such a man. He's so handsome; he's probably every girl's dream guy. I am so pleasantly surprised by the size of his cock. It's huge! And I always wondered about that. Now I imagine myself tasting his cock. I imagine him here in the bath with me. And I'm blowing him underwater. He's sitting back and I gently put my face under the water and suck his giant cock until I can't breathe and I come up for air. We're kissing now, and I know I can trust him. He is definitely someone I can trust. All those years of pent up desire come to the surface...and I'm about to come...but I don't.

Now, I allow myself to think of what I really want. I have no agenda; I'm just going to let whatever feelings arise, to arise. My thoughts of Jason come back, and he's fucking me from behind in his office. But then Marcus comes in and he wants to join in the fun. He has to have me too. He pulls his cock out and puts it in my mouth while Jason fucks me so hard. These thoughts are taking me to realms of bliss like I've never imagined. Xavier walks in to check on something and he sees what's going on and since he's desired me forever, he wants to have me too right there. I'm being fucked in the mouth and Jason has me from behind. But when Xavier comes in, they both stop for a second. Jason wants my pussy so he lies down so I can ride him. Marcus still wants his cock deep down my throat so that I am submitting to his will. He stays standing in front of me. I taste it and lick it. But Xavier, in his passion, wants to have me hard and he takes ownership of my ass. He's gentle going in, but he's fucking me and fucking me. And Jason is too. There's no place for the feelings in my pussy to go. I'm going to explode, thinking of all three guys having to have me right there. And it's so much, so intense. I cum, and cum, and I cum into the bath water. I scream out in ecstasy and I'm squeezing my tits, desperate to hold onto something, writhing at the thought of what just happened. And what I want becomes clear, I want to have them all...at once.