Ashton
I’m not sure how but over the last few days something has changed inside me. Maybe it’s because I’m feeling more confident in my role here as a mother to Cassie. Or maybe it’s because I’ve made so many friends who appear to accept me in every way. But most of all, it’s because I’m drawn to the man I now call my husband.
He keeps his distance as promised but I wish he wouldn’t. Every time I see him I picture us together. His hard-muscle-bound body pressed against mine and the look in his eyes as he drives inside me. I want him more than anything and it’s fast becoming the most important thing in my life.
Bonnie’s been teaching me to fight and I’m coming along well. It’s surprisingly easy and now I feel I could take on the world. My new confidence is making me change inside and there is only one last piece of the puzzle to fit. The most important and the one I want the most - Ryder.
When they came to find us, I knew. As soon as he walked in the room, it hit me like a thunderbolt. Snake and Bonnie ceased to exist—just him. It was as if the sun came out from behind the clouds and I saw the future before me. I am ready to beg him for what I want most and nobody is more surprised than me.
So, as he threw those keys on the table my mind was made up. It’s time to claim my husband.
As I say the words, I see the shock on his face and then the realization of what I’m saying hits home. I see the lust spark in his eyes and something else. A deep yearning and a need that takes my breath away. His hunger reaches out to me and draws me towards him. I have no control over my body as my legs propel me towards my prize.
We don’t break eye contact as I walk slowly towards him. His eyes bore down deep into my soul and make me shiver inside. He is dominant, rough and so damn sexy my heart pants with desire.
By the time I reach him I feel as if I’ll burst into flames. He reaches out and pulls me to him, hard and fast. His hand grasps the back of my head and he fists my hair. Lowering his lips to mine, he whispers darkly, “Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”
I nod and whisper, “Yes.”
Then he growls, “Then I want to hear you say it.”
A voice unlike my own comes from nowhere as I say huskily.
“I want you to fuck me, Ryder. In fact, I’m begging you to. I don’t want to wait anymore.”
I see the flash of triumph in his eyes and the cocky bastard he is come back with a vengeance.
Then he pushes me hard against the wall and I feel my pulse rate increase and the desire pool in my panties. God, he is so hot. I’m not sure I’m ready for such a man. I’ve no experience where he obviously has lots. He holds me hard against the wall and kicks my legs apart. He leans down and growls, “You know if we do this, there’s no going back. You’ll be mine and I yours - forever.”
I nod and bite my lip and watch his eyes darken and fill with a potent lust. He lowers his lips to mine and kisses me with a hard, unyielding invasion that makes the light dance before my eyes. This is not gentle and reverent, this is hard and basic and so damn sexy I think I’ll pass out.
I arch my body towards him and he growls. “I’ve waited for this for so long. Now It’s my turn to make you wait.”
He pulls away and stares at me with animal intent. He growls. “Take it all off.”
I should feel embarrassed, but I don’t. Without breaking eye contact I remove my clothes and as each item falls, I see the hunger increase in his eyes.
Suddenly, I realize how powerful I am at this moment. I’m controlling him and he wants what I have to offer and I can’t wait to give it to him.
I reach my panties and his breath quickens. With a wicked smile, I drop them to the ground and stand unashamedly before him.
Then he removes his T-shirt and my breath falters. I swallow hard as I see the defined abs and the sweat already making his muscles shine. He is so hard, so magnificent and so mine.
He smirks again and I see he knows the effect he is having as my breathing increases and I lick my lips. Then his hands move to his pants and he slowly unbuckles his belt and removes his jeans. I swallow hard as I see the manhood straining against his boxers. Then he releases it and I can’t tear my eyes away. Fleetingly I worry that it will fit. How is that even possible? What if he hurts me like the others? He says in a strong voice. “Look at me.”
I raise my eyes to his and gasp at the molten desire swimming in his eyes. He says softly.
“I won’t hurt you, darlin’. I want to show you what it’s like to be loved. Are you ready for that?”
I feel my legs shaking as the need for him takes over. I nod and he moves before me and circles my waist. He pulls me into him and I feel his hard body rub against mine. Then he lowers his lips to mine and kisses me long and hard. I melt into him and get carried away on a wave of the unknown. I sink into him craving his body with a desperation I have never felt before. Then he lifts me up in one easy move and carries me upstairs.