Ashton
I almost can’t believe what just happened. I knew I wanted it but that just blew me away. It was nothing like I thought it would be and everything I hoped for. How can two experiences be so different? When the club ravaged my body with no care, I felt abused, controlled and violated. It hurt and my screams were of pain, not ecstasy. The sex was hard and unrelenting and hurt me in every way possible. But that- that was something else. My body craved Ryders and welcomed him in. It folded around him and held him there with a hunger I’ve never experienced before.
It wasn’t just my body either. He fucked my mind just as hard and now he is in both of them I never want him to leave. If I could stay wrapped up in these sheets with him forever, I would die happy.
He holds me close as we come back down to earth. His arm is wrapped around me and he rubs my arm in slow circles, maintaining contact and yet saying nothing. I feel safe, secure and loved for the first time in my life and it feels like the most powerful drug on the planet.
I snuggle closer and gently kiss his chest. He pulls me tighter and I feel another wave of longer stirring within me. Despite the fact it hurts like hell inside me, I feel a basic need for him. My body isn’t done yet; it has sampled a powerful feeling that it’s craving more than anything else.
I shift even closer, longing to feel the same powerful feelings as before. I feel him tense and he shifts so he faces me. I stare into those dark eyes and lose myself in the desire reflected back at me. He lowers his lips to mine and sucks my bottom lip between his teeth and bites it and then sucks it into his mouth. I feel the excitement returning as my body comes back to life. He groans and I taste his tongue. I feel him start to harden again and my heart sings. He moves above me and kicks my legs apart roughly. Then he growls. “This time I’ll show you a different way.”
I feel the excitement growing as I see the dark desire in his eyes. This is a different look. This look shows me the dominant side of him that likes to control and manipulate. He changes before my eyes as he becomes darker, sexier and dangerous.
Reaching across he opens the drawer beside his bed and pulls out a rope. His eyes sparkle with danger as he binds my wrists together. Then he ties the other end to the bedpost and leans back to look at me restrained and wanton, quivering with lust beneath him. His eyes darken with desire and he growls.
“Naughty girls need to be punished. Once wasn’t enough for you, was it? Maybe I should show you who controls things around here.”
I lick my lips and feel the desire gushing from between my legs. Wow, this is hot and so different from anything I ever thought I would want.
Once again, he reaches over and grabs a scarf. He ties it around my eyes until the world goes dark. Now I can only listen and wonder what he will do next. My senses are heightened and I almost can’t wait to see what he does.
I feel something soft caressing my body. It moves down over my breasts and I sigh with pleasure. It feels light and pleasurable and I arch towards it delighting in the softness it brings. My body shivers with delicious anticipation and I hear him laugh softly.
“Do you like that my angel?”
I nod and gasp as it reaches my sex. I feel my clit throbbing with desire as it craves release. Then I feel his tongue licking me in my forbidden place and I gasp with longing. He bites and sucks until I’m brought back to life again. Any discomfort my body felt from before has been replaced with a different kind. This time it craves what he has to give and I buck against his tongue. He presses me down and I am powerless as his tongue dances on my clit and leaves me desperately craving more.
He laughs as I groan with longing and then he is gone. I must lie waiting a quivering sexual mess for a full five minutes before I hear him return. He laughs softly and whispers, “Did you miss me?”
I nod frantically as the bed dips under the pressure of his body. Then I feel something cold on my clit. It burns and I gasp out loud. Then it’s replaced by his hot tongue and I cry out with need. He proceeds to torture me with heat and the cold sensation of the ice he’s torturing me with. My clit throbs as I feel the need for release and I say desperately. “Please Ryder, I can’t hold it back.”
He laughs and then I feel his cock thrust against my lips. I open my mouth and take him in, groaning as I taste the velvety smoothness, tinged with the scent of my orgasm from before. This all feels so dirty, so basic and so damn sexy my legs shake.
He thrusts inside my mouth while playing with my clit. It’s too much for both of us and as I feel the wave of an orgasm shattering my soul. He releases deep into my mouth and I taste the salty essence of the man who has dominated my body and my heart.
We lie together in satiated exhaustion after what can only be described as the best experience of my life. Ryder brings out feelings that I never dared think I could have. My past no longer matters. It’s my future that counts, and that’s with the man holding me so tenderly and stroking my hair as I lay my cheek on his chest. No words are spoken just an unspoken understanding.
The next few weeks are the best of my life. I have fallen head over heels in love with my new family. Cassie is my world and I would do anything for her. I’m no pushover though and have developed a cunning mind when it comes to dealing with the manipulative ways of a 5-year-old.
Ryder is – well—just Ryder. Cocky, arrogant and hard as nails on the outside but when we are alone or with Cassie he is soft, sweet, attentive and kind. When the lights go out, I see the other side of him. Dominant, possessive, demanding and sexy as hell.
When I fall asleep every night, I thank God for delivering me here.