Chapter Fifteen
JACKSON
“If you don’t mind, I’m going to resist,” I said to Roxanne as I leaned against the bathroom counter.
It wasn’t about not being with Roxanne. I knew I would be with her soon, but I needed to know that I hadn’t given up my ability to say no to her. She did have a power over me, and I didn’t like that at all. At the same time, I loved that she had the sexual allure that had my body rock hard in anticipation.
“Oh, is this a game?” she teased me as she closed the curtain and went back to her shower.
“Sort of.”
“What are the rules?”
I had to laugh. Roxanne didn’t seem like the kind of girl who needed rules in order to play games. She seemed more like the kind of girl who liked to break all the rules when she wanted to play. But I decided to humor her.
“I’m just making sure I still have the ability to say no when a beautiful woman like you is trying to seduce me.”
It wasn’t an official game, of course. I just liked to know that I wasn’t totally willing to succumb to the power of a beautiful woman. In the few days that I had known Roxanne, she had totally thrown me off my ability to think straight.
Even though I thought I was going to deny her and keep things professional, I found myself closer to her than ever. My mind wanted to keep things professional, but when my body got involved, I automatically went right to the sexual chemistry we had. Our bodies were electric when they were together and I liked that. I liked it more than I had ever liked being next to a woman.
“Your cock wants to be over here,” Roxanne said as she looked out from behind the curtain at my throbbing manhood.
She was right. Oh, how she was right. My body wanted to press inside of her so badly that I was holding onto the counter to keep from jumping into the shower. I wasn’t going to resist for much longer, I just wanted to see if I could wait until she got out.
Sex in the shower was my favorite. If I could resist that, then I still had control over my willpower and could move forward with whatever was going on between Roxanne and I. But if I gave in and slid inside of her while she was wet and in that shower, then I knew I needed to cut my losses and move on. I couldn’t afford to be so vulnerable again. I couldn’t fall in love.
“So, let me get this straight. You came into my room because you wanted to have sex with me, but now you are standing over there because you don’t want to have sex with me?”
“No. I very much want to have you.”
“You’re confusing me, Jackson. Come here and explain,” she said as she opened the curtain again.
As she stood there with her body dripping wet, I felt my cock throb with a need for her. I told myself not to let go of the counter, not to go to her. But I couldn’t stop myself. As my hands let go of the counter, I walked slowly over to Roxanne. I had waited long enough, I needed to have her.
The second I was within reach of her, she grabbed me and pulled me toward her. She pressed her wet body up against me and her lips aligned with mine. My hands wrapped around her and I had to pull her out of that damn shower so I could play with her.
Her skin was soft and wet, enticing me. I grabbed a towel off the shelf and wrapped her in it as I carried her over to the bed. She was dripping wet and I stood her at the foot of the bed while I let the towel dry her off a little.
She looked more natural than I had seen her the last few days. Her hair was freshly washed and so was her face. There was a feeling of pureness that radiated from her. I had felt it before, but with her freshly out of the shower, I felt it even more. Her soul was kind and she was a good person. I couldn’t understand why she had gone to Stephano to work for him. There were so many other options for a young girl, but I figured the money had been very enticing.
“You should stop trying to resist,” Roxanne whispered.
“Oh, I’m done now.”
I grabbed her towel and threw it across the room. The instant exposure to the cold room air had her nipples hard, so I moved my mouth to cover one of them. The little moan she made when my mouth wrapped around her nipple made my cock release a preview of what was coming.
The touch of her skin was electrifying. I wanted her more than I could ever remember wanting a woman. It wasn’t just because she was beautiful, there was a connection between us that drove me.
“I’m freezing. Can we get under the covers?” she asked.
I felt her skin and the goosebumps that covered it. But I didn’t want to climb under the covers just yet. I enjoyed having her body trembling under my lips – the feeling of her trying to stay warm while my mouth brought warmth to her body.
“I’ll warm you up,” I said as I pressed her back onto the bed and spread her legs wide.
The feeling of her skin against mine was so primal that I couldn’t stop myself from sucking in a deep breath to smell her. Everything about Roxanne excited my body. Her looks, her smell, her touch. It was all so much.
My kisses normally would have started slowly and moved up her legs, but I wanted to taste her. I needed to feel her juices in my mouth, so I covered her center and licked her with as much pressure as I could find.
I needed to hear her moans of desire; it was like an innate need that my body had and it wasn’t going to stop until she vocalized the feelings of pleasure I was giving her.
“Oh, fuck,” she moaned as I surprised her with my fast movement to her precious center.
She had expected me to move slowly like we had been up until that point. But what Roxanne didn’t know was that I wasn’t the slow-moving kind of guy. When I decided I wanted something, I went after it. And after I had decided I had the ability to resist Roxanne, I decided that I didn’t want to resist her another second. I wanted to feel her body and mine together.
As my mouth brought her pleasure, I tried not to think about Chase and Nate, who were in the room right next door. Did I really care what they thought about me sleeping with Roxanne? No! I didn’t give a damn.
Both Nate and Chase had spent years making bad decisions with women and I had sat back and let them. I never interfered in their lives and I expected they would just stay out of mine. I didn’t think Roxanne was a bad decision, so they should just trust me and let me have her. Because that’s what I was going to do…have her.
When Roxanne moaned loader, I loved it. Her vocalization of the pleasure she was receiving was what drove me to work harder. The louder she got, the more I knew she was enjoying what I was doing to her body.
Her hands gripped the sheets as she took in a deep breath and I felt her legs tighten as she prepared to orgasm. The polite thing to do would have been to continue lapping my tongue against her and let her have the orgasm she desired. But I wasn’t a polite guy. Instead, I slid two fingers inside of her and sat up on my knees as I moved them. With a curling movement, I watched her body as it thrust against my hand.
Roxanne didn’t look at me. Her eyes were closed as she wiggled in pleasure against my hand. Harder and harder, I moved my fingers inside of her and I saw her body thrust in an effort to explode.
Then, she reached for my head and pulled my mouth toward her. We kissed as I fucked her with my fingers, each stroke giving her a breathless moan. It was delightful to see how out of control she was and that it was all caused by me.
“Fuck me, Jackson,” she moaned between kisses. “I need your cock inside of me. Please, fuck me.”
Her breathless request was hard for me to resist. I wanted to be inside of her, but I loved having control over her moans like I did at that moment. Watching her body was delightful and I could have done that all day long. Each stroke of my fingers bringing her closer and closer to explosion, it was a powerful display to watch.
Roxanne didn’t wait for me to decide, though. Instead, she grabbed my hair and pressed my head toward her clit. It was a demand to suck on it, lick it, make her explode with the perfect orgasm. I was happy to oblige as my mouth pulled her clit in and she screamed out.
“Holy fucking hell! Yes, yes, yes,” she moaned as I continued.
My fingers moved slower and I curled them more as my tongue and mouth worked together to give her the highest pleasure a woman’s body could have. She had penetration with oral sex all at the same time. It was impossible for her to resist the release that her body had building up.
There was a knock on her door.
I didn’t stop, though. I didn’t care who was there. I wanted to hear the release of the orgasm that I had so expertly built up for her.
I sucked harder on her clit. I moved my fingers deeper until I felt her thighs tighten around me.
“Jackson, we need to talk,” I heard Chase say.
“Jackson isn’t in here, it’s just me,” Roxanne said breathlessly without any prompting from me.
I continued to work on her body as a smile crossed my face. Chase had told me to keep things professional with Roxanne and it was probably pissing him off that I was in her room giving her an orgasm. But it was funny as hell to think of him standing outside Roxanne’s door and trying to talk to her while she was getting ready to cum.
“Roxanne, I know you’re not alone. I can hear you two,” Chase said accusingly.
“Oh, I’m just giving myself an orgasm. Did you want to come in?” she joked as she breathlessly answered him.
“Yes, I do,” Nate’s voice added.
I tried to lift my head up, but Roxanne held tightly onto my hair and kept my mouth firmly planted on her wetness. She wasn’t willing to give up her orgasm for my brothers who stood at the door.
“Continue,” she demanded.
“Oh, yes…fuck…yes,” she moaned loader, purposely letting Chase and Nate hear her.
I had to laugh a little at her boldness. Roxanne didn’t care at all if they heard her screaming with orgasm. She didn’t care if Chase thought we should be together or not, and Roxanne certainly didn’t care if we said we were going to keep things professional. I liked that about her; I liked that she saw something she wanted and went after it. I wished I could do that more often.
I slid a third finger inside of her and watched her body as it tightened up almost immediately. But I didn’t stop to let the orgasm rumble. Instead, I thrust harder and sucked her clit all at the same time.
“Yes…oh….yes…” she moaned.
“For God sake, just let me in the room,” I heard Nate say outside the door.
I wasn’t sure if Chase was still there or not, but it was clear that Nate wasn’t going to leave. He wanted to hear the ending of Roxanne’s beautiful explosion.
Her thighs tightened firmly around me, but I continued.
Harder and firmer, I moved as she resisted the orgasm her body wanted to give. She held onto my head and tried to lift me up from her clit. But I resisted, I needed to hear her release.
“Mmm…oh….yes…fucking…yes…” she moaned. “Nate, do you want to come in?”
Roxanne yelled out as her orgasm started.
“Yes,” he said from the door.
My eyes got wide and I looked up at Roxanne and shook my head no. There was no way in hell my brother was coming into that room with us.
“Then fuck me,” she whispered to me.
Oh, I see what she’s doing. She was threatening to invite Nate into the room if I didn’t give in to her desire to slide my cock inside of her. But I knew better than she did. I knew that my tongue and my fingers could expertly deliver the explosion she desired, so I ignored her and continued on.
She couldn’t let him in the room if her legs were weak from orgasm.
Again, I moved hard and firm against her body as she finally gave into the release. Roxanne’s hands gripped my hair and she thrust her hips against me as she let out the biggest moans of them all.
“Yes! Oh, fucking yes…” she moaned.
I felt her entire body tense up as the explosion built inside of her and she gave into the powerful flow of release. Her hips shook, her legs tightened, and her wetness soaked the bed. I loved every moment of it. There was just one problem – I still wanted to feel myself inside of her.
As I pulled my fingers away from her body, I watched as she jolted with orgasm. It was delightful to see the pleasure that she had received and to know that I was the one that made her body feel like that. I was the one who had powerfully made her body give in to pleasure.
“Now, fuck me now,” she moaned as her body continued to shake from orgasm and she grabbed me and pulled me on top of her.
I climbed between her legs and positioned myself above her. My body still ached to be inside of her. Every inch of me wanted to feel the warmth of her skin wrapped around me. But I didn’t want to overdo it, she was still jolting from the orgasm I had given her. Was she really ready for more?
“Are you sure you don’t want to rest a little?” I said as I smiled down at her.
“Now,” she demanded as she reached for my cock and slid me inside of her.
She was still orgasming and her body was tightening around my cock so hard I felt like I wouldn’t last longer than a teenage boy as I began to thrust inside of her. My body tightened up and I tried to think about everything else but how good her body felt around me. I feared there was going to be no stopping myself from coming very quickly, though.
I was right.
As I thrust deep into her and watched her body continue to tighten with orgasm, my body also built up with its own power that was ready to release. It was way too quick and I felt like an amateur for giving in so quickly. But it had been months since I had been with a woman. My body just couldn’t take it another second longer.
I tried to hold back, to think about Nate, who was probably still listening at the door. But my body had had enough and wasn’t going to resist its delicious explosion another moment longer.
Her hands held onto my back and pressed into my muscles as her body thrust with orgasm around me. I gave in. With all that I had, my body released its desire and I gave in to my need for Roxanne.
My body shook and I collapsed in exhaustion on top of her. She instantly grabbed the edge of the blanket and threw it up around us. I couldn’t help but laugh at the thought of her actually being cold still. I was dripping with sweat from my exertion over the last half an hour.
“I’m still freezing,” she whispered as her body shook.
“Let me in, Roxanne,” Nate whispered at the door.
I covered my mouth as I tried to stifle the sound of my own laughs. Nate was hilarious if he thought she was actually in the room alone and masturbating. He had stayed outside the door with the hope that she was going to let him in. I could hardly contain myself.
Nate had been working a lot of jobs on the road and as much as I thought he tried to get with women when he was traveling, I bet he didn’t get nearly as much sex as I imagined. He took his job very seriously and probably wouldn’t mess around while he was working. Since he had been on the road for the past year or so, I imagined it had been close to that long since he had a woman.
But Nate was going to have to find a woman of his own, this one was mine.
“I’m done now, maybe next time.” Roxanne laughed as she tucked her head into my shoulder.