Kendall
Two hours later and my mind is foggy with alcohol as Skye and I dance over by the bartender to the sultry music in the club. We've had several drinks, danced with friends, strangers, and regulars at the club, and planned a few fun and crazy adventures to do this summer. It's helped distract me a little, but as much as I've tried to forget about Levi, it's impossible. He's staring over at me from his spot next to the main stage.
It's driving me mental!
"He won't stop watching me. He's made it clear we can't happen so why the fuck won't he stop watching me?"
Skye reaches out and tucks a few wild strands of my straight hair behind my head. "Because he's lying to himself. He wants you, Ken, and it's killing him that he's not letting himself have you."
"How can you be so sure?" I ask over the music.
"Because I've seen two guys get scary close to the dancers and he hasn't even noticed. He only has eyes for you, which really sucks right now because he's not doing his job."
"Hey, you're still here," London shouts, pulling us into a group hug. "You all never stay this late." London's a dancer at Club Desire and I've gotten to know her well over the years.
"We're celebrating Skye’s enormous brain. I'm surprised her head fit into the club. She made the Dean's list at school," I yell over the music, taking any moment I can to celebrate Skye's accomplishments.
"That's great. I tried college once. It wasn't for me." London adjusts the straps of her sheer black see-through dress and I have to admit she looks really good. Her black bra and thong are visible and more men are looking at her than the girls on the stage.
"Are you done on stage for the night?" I ask.
She leans in and grazes her lips along my earlobe. "Yes, but I'll stick around if you are. Let me go get us some drinks."
She walks off and I hear Skye giggle. Rolling my eyes I ask, "What?"
"I think London still has it bad for you."
Taking the last sip of my latest martini I brush off Skye's observation. "No, she doesn't. We hooked up one night a long time ago. It meant nothing."
She shakes her head in disbelief. "You obviously made an impression."
"I don't see how. I wouldn't even go down on her. She does have an impressive tongue, though." Just remembering how fast she got me to come has my nipples hardening.
"You never told me that." She gasps. "So you let her do that to you but you didn't do it to her?"
"Spoken like a true prude, Skye. I came on her face, she liked it, and then we fucked until we both got off multiple times. It was mutually enjoyable."
"How do two girls fuck?"
"It's called scissoring," London chimes in from behind me. "And I promise you, it's better than fucking a guy." She hands us two news drinks before continuing. "Guys are inconsistent. They can't always get you off but when you fuck another woman she knows just what you need–just what you like."
London's words force me to squeeze my thighs together. I can't help it. I'm horny. After my kiss with Levi I was expecting to finally be sexually satisfied tonight, but Levi let me down and now I'm drunk, horny, and frustrated that his eyes are still fixated on me, yet his hands are all the way on the other side of the room.
"Don't you miss the feel of a man inside you?" Skye asks London with genuine interest.
London answers unfazed. "That's what strap-ons are for."
"Can we please stop talking about sex? My body can't handle it," I plead.
"She's a little wound up, London," Skye adds.
"I can fix that for you, Kendall." London's offer is a solid one. I have no doubt she'd be able to satiate my needs right now.
"Under different circumstances I might have taken you up on your offer, London. It wouldn't feel right tonight. You deserve all of my attention and right now I'm drinking away the disappointment of a guy."
"Levi must have fucked up big time."
My mouth drops open in shock. "How did you know I was talking about Levi?"
"Everyone knows. For the last year, your eyes light up every time he walks in the room. He's a little more subtle with his reaction to you but tonight he hasn't been able to take his eyes off you."
I laugh. "Which is humorous since he told me just a few hours ago that we were never going to happen."
"He just needs a little push." Her eyes light up with wild excitement and I can't help but smile. I know exactly what she has in mind.
I promised I was done throwing myself at him, but that doesn't mean I can't have a little fun as I wait to see if he makes a move. I want him, but I'll no longer be the one feeling unwanted and unworthy.
"What did you have in mind?" I ask invitingly.
Skye pushes herself between us. "I don't think this is a good idea. It might not end the way you want it to, Ken."
Skye's intentions are good, but we ignore her.
"Kendall's a big girl. She can make her own decisions. If I get to make out with her then it'll end exactly how I want it to."
I wink at her. "If I remember correctly you are an amazing kisser."
I lean in and smell London's fruity scent. Skye can faintly be heard saying, "For the record I am against this."
Ignoring her and the small voice inside telling me this is a bad idea, I wrap my hand around the back of London's neck and pull her to me and our lips connect. Warmth spreads through my body, as our mouths slowly start to remember how the other moves. Her neck feels soft, her lips make me tingle and I know how easy it could be to forget everything with her. Forget about Levi and just climb to mindless ecstasy. There are no feelings or emotions with London. What we have is purely physical. When I open my eyes to peek at Levi, he's watching me like a man possessed.
It's invigorating.
It's infuriating.
Why won't he just claim what I'm offering him?
My palm slides down London's neck, as I taste her watermelon lip-gloss. Her lips move against mine effortlessly. I forgot just how nice it is to kiss another woman. There's a unique and sensual way two women's bodies move together that a man and a woman can't replicate. Her soft curves press against mine as the kiss deepens and I love the way she feels. I may have kissed her for a selfish reason, but if Levi won't take me home tonight it's nice to know I have another option.
Her right hand moves from my waist and begins to slide up the front of my body. My nipples harden with anticipation. I arch my back as her hand massages my breast and I moan into her mouth in pleasure. She's summoning an animalistic response from my body and Levi is watching every touch and every kiss.
I'm not sure what turns me on more and right now I don't care. I'm sick of the hot and cold game he plays and I'm at my breaking point. No matter what the end result, the teeter-totter game ends tonight. I want to be with Levi, but I'm done throwing myself at him.
My hand travels around London's hip so I can cup her ass but before I get the chance I'm ripped away from her soft body as I'm confronted by the man who made me desperate enough to be in this position.
"Want to join in? I'm sure a man like you can handle the two of us."
"Cut the shit, Kendall."
"What, you don't want a threesome? I thought this was a fantasy every guy had."
He pulls me into his hard body, holding me to him with one arm behind my back and the other cupping the back of my neck. His lips are just inches from mine and I can feel his hot breath against my skin. "When are you going to learn that I'm not like every guy? I only want you."