Chapter Six - Alyssa
I couldn’t help myself, stroking my swollen clit before I slipped my fingers inside of me with a need that was taking me over. I shouldn’t be doing this in front of my father’s partner, his best friend. I shouldn’t be doing this in front of someone this much older than I, but I needed to come. I needed to come now as much as I had back at the restaurant, tensed up inside of the stall as I stroked myself and tried to keep quiet.
I wasn’t silent this time. I felt the release coming and went over the edge, calling out Nathan’s name as I did.
I looked up after moments or hours, seeing him holding himself in his hand as he closed his eyes. I could see that he was straining and needed to come, and I lifted my shirt over my head before pulling off my bra. “Finish,” I told him as Nathan opened his dark eyes and let his mouth drop open. I felt so powerful as he started to stroke in earnest, closing my eyes as I felt him shoot on my stomach and chest, grunting my name before he dropped onto the bed beside me. I sucked in deep breaths, smelling us in the air as I thought about what was happening.
This was taboo and wrong, but I’d never wanted anything more in my life.
I opened my eyes as I felt something warm against my skin, seeing Nathan cleaning me with a cloth as I smiled. He was naked, and I took in his heavily muscled torso, making him look years younger than he was. His arms were thick as Nathan wiped gently at me, cleaning himself from my skin as our eyes met. Nathan set the cloth at the edge of the bed, spreading my legs as he leaned over and kissed me, his tall body spread comfortably over mine as I felt him resting against my clit. His mouth caught mine is a slow kiss, meeting my tongue as I parted my lips. He was touching me, slowly dragging one hand over my skin as I arched my back and brought him closer to entering me. “Not yet,” Nathan whispered as he moved down my body with his lips, sucking on the skin of my neck as I felt him lift my arms over my head and pinned them there. I wondered if he was a Dom somewhere in the back of my mind as I felt his breath against my nipple. I let out a breath as his mouth closed over me, sucking slowly before Nathan dragged his teeth over my skin. I tried to free my hands but he held tight and continued to torture me with teeth and lips, nearly bringing me to another release before he kissed down my stomach and finally let my arms go. I slipped my hands into his hair as Nathan spread my legs wide and kissed slowly as I begged him to hurry, making him chuckle.
His mouth covered my clit, licking as he sucked in my juices and drew me between his lips. It was slow and intense, and I tightened my grip as I rocked against him. I was longing to break away from him at the same time as I pulled him closer, and then his teeth dragged across me as I cried out. It was too much, and I arched up violently as I felt his finger slide inside of me as he continued to tease my clit with his teeth and tongue.
I came hard against him as I closed my eyes, feeling him kissing my thighs as I watched him. Nathan stared up at me as he seemed to search my face. “You’re beautiful.”
“Thank you. You are as well,” I replied as Nathan moved up to kiss me with a smile, smothering me with my juices all over again. I pulled him closer, and we started making out all over again as I felt him hard against me. “I want you,” I told him before he kissed me again, making him stop to pull away and look at me.
“Are you sure?” I nodded. “I’ll be careful with you. I’ll go at your pace.”
“Okay,” I agreed as he moved to walk into the bathroom. I tried to reason with myself, telling my body that this was not the proper first time. I should save myself for someone that I had a future with, not someone that I had to hide.
It didn’t work. Nathan came back into the room, determined as he watched me and I scooted up against his pillows. “Don’t be scared. I am going to love you, Alyssa.” He dropped something on the nightstand and stroked my hair back before he kissed me again, reassuring me that I was safe in his arms. He moved his lips from my mouth, down my face as he nibbled at my jawline. I whimpered against him, feeling his lips against my breast again as he dragged me back into a needy state. I felt nothing but lust as he teased my clit, begging him to take me as he kissed me again.
Nathan reached across to get what he’d dropped earlier, ripping open a package and sheathing his thick cock with a condom as I stared in fascination. I had no idea how that would fit, with me being so tight and Nathan being so large. He looked me over and moved between my legs as he stroked me with his tip, moving forward smoothly with my body wet and ready for him. I cried out as he slipped a bit inside, stretching me before he stopped. After a moment and my begging, he slid deeper as I felt some pain and closed my eyes. “It’s okay. I’m not going to move until you’re ready. You feel so good, Alyssa,” his voice was soft as he stilled again, giving me time to adjust as his lips found mine. He was sweet and gentle. I pulled him closer and rocked my hips against him to take him deeper. There was a pinch that slowly turned into pleasure as he buried himself inside of me and held still. “Fuck, Alyssa. You’re everything right now.”
We started moving together in unspoken agreement, our bodies slapping together as he thrust harder. Nathan filled me, going deep inside. I cried out and rocked harder against him as I begged him for more. I had come a fleeting second before he did, screaming as my body tightened around him and he jerked against me with a soft cry. “Nathan, oh God,” I moaned as I pulled him closer and kept pulsing with the release.
We rested on the bed, tangled together as he stroked my stomach. “You felt amazing. Do you have any regrets?”
“No, I think that was a perfect first time. You were so careful with me and so good. I think there’s a lot to be said about an older man,” I smiled as he looked at me, licking his lips.
“Want this to continue through your visit?” Nathan asked as I raised an eyebrow at him. “I’d even come to California to see you.” I smiled, and he moved next to me on the pillow. “This is more than just sex, though I can’t pinpoint it. We can hide it, so you don’t get a lot of shit from your dad, but I need to see you.”
“I want to see you again,” I told him as he moved forward to kiss me.
I spent the night, and he took me home in the morning before going back to the office. Sherry looked at me when I walked in with my bags and smiled. “That fun, huh?” I knew that I looked a mess, but that would be the case if I slept anywhere.
“We ended up having drinks and dinner and just got a room. It was a good catch up time,” I smiled as I watched her pour some coffee for me, excusing myself to take my bags upstairs. I changed into yoga pants and a loose sweatshirt before I cleaned up in the bathroom and pulled back my hair.
“It looks like nobody was home at all last night,” Sherry observed as she shook her head. “Is he sleeping at the office again?” Dad did that a lot right after Mom died, leaving me crying in my room all alone, night after night.
“Maybe, or perhaps he’s seeing someone. You know he doesn’t tell me anything,” I reminded her before I sipped the coffee.
“You two will come back together at some point,” Sherry said to me as I shrugged. We weren’t that close before the accident. Now that I was sleeping with his partner, I didn’t see myself opening up to him. I couldn’t open up to anybody about that right now.
I made my way to my room after eating breakfast with Sherry, since Nathan and I didn’t have time for that. He’d nearly been late taking me home, making me wish that I had a car here in town. I knew we’d work around that since last night had been incredible. We’d had sex three times in total, as he revealed that he did have a dominant side to him that he wanted to show me little by little. I welcomed it, wanting everything that he had to give me in the time that we had.
I knew that I was biting off more than I could chew but I couldn’t help it. I needed Nathan in my life.
We planned on me staying at his house that night, and I pulled out my phone to get an Uber car after dinner. Dad was home for some reason, and he looked over my jeans and ruffled shirt suspiciously. “Going somewhere?”
“I am going to take a car to Melinda’s. We’re going to watch some movies and hang out,” I lied as I saw the worry cross his face.
“Charles can take you.” I looked at him and saw the look in his eyes as well as the way that his jaw was set.
“He has dinner with his family tonight. I can get a car, Dad. People do it all of the time.” I stared at him as he opened his mouth to argue with me. “You can’t keep me in this shell. You can’t be so scared of it happening again. That’s not living, Dad. You barely notice me anyway, so why are you so worried?” I realized that I’d gone too far and I stomped up to my room to get my purse and wipe the tears away from my eyes.
“Alyssa!” Dad called as I walked out of the house and down the driveway to search for the blue Camry that was picking me up. He came out of the house, but I was already inside and closing the door as I regretted saying that. It was better for Dad not to notice me right now since he might wonder who I’m spending time with. He might want to know more about my life, and he’d hate me.
I rode silently as the guy drove, pulling up to Nathan’s house as I slipped him a bill and got out to walk up to the door. Nathan lived in a similar neighborhood to me, but his house was smaller, more modest. He opened the door, wearing worn jeans and a Henley before pulling me into his arms as he kicked the door closed.
The only thing that I knew to do was to kiss him. I wanted to forget everything that was said back at my house, and I wrapped my arms tighter around him. He lifted me and carried me to his couch, in front of a roaring fire. “You okay?” Nathan asked as he lowered me to the soft leather to look at me. “You look like you’ve been crying.”
“It’s nothing,” I assured him and pulled him close to me. He seemed to understand that I wasn’t ready to talk yet and kissed me again, leading us smoothly into us making love right there in front of the fire. My body was craving him as it would breath or water, and I let him bend me over the back as he took me from behind this time, hard and fast. His hands gripped my thighs tightly as he spread me open and I cried out with the intensity of it all, screaming as I came around him.