Chapter Three
June
I wasn’t sure how far I was willing to go, but he was open to a strictly physical relationship. There was going to be no longevity considering that we were meant to be two passing ships in the night. His arousal was quite evident and I was glad for the tinted glass of my sunglasses.
They were Gucci originals and cost $5.00 at a garage sale. I couldn’t believe my good fortune and I thought that was the best day of my life.
“Take a picture and it might last longer.” He was obviously teasing and it was almost as if he understood the reason for the sunglasses.
“I knew that I was forgetting something when I came over here to catch you unaware. A photo would be nice to have for those lonely nights where the only thing that I have to curl up to is my teddy bear. I want something warm that I can get my hands on for the duration of my stay.” I could tell his attention was piqued by the way that his cock was bouncing up and down like it was shaking its head with anxious jubilance.
“I don’t usually tutor at my home, but for you, I might make an exception. I hate to say this, but I don’t know your name. I think it has something to do with the month of the year.” I couldn’t help to recognize the way that he was looking at me. The hunger in his eyes confirmed that this could be what we were both looking for.
“I think that there might be a few lessons which would require an on hands approach.” I spread my legs offering no resistance. He got down on his hands and knees to come a little closer. The things that I could do without were judgmental people looking down their nose at me.
“I do require an honest evaluation in how I compare to the others. I go above and beyond to satisfy those cravings deep down that you don’t want anybody to know about. This is a safe place and you can say anything without worrying what I’m going to think.” My panties were already sopping and what I had seen worked my body into a frenzy of activity.
“I don’t mind critiquing, especially when the person doesn’t mind helpful hints.” I was nervous and the goose bumps along my inner thighs were giving him ideas.
“Every woman is different and I think you know that not every man is the same. We do all put our pants on one leg at a time, but satisfaction comes in many forms.” He made me squeal by placing his cold hands underneath me.
“That was a little jarring, but I’m not one to complain.” His hot breath was purposely making my clit quite pronounced. It was throbbing similar to the vein down the back of his appendage.
“I promise to give you 100% and I will never consider phoning it in. There’s no mistaking the feeling that you generate inside me. I wasn’t expecting this. I’m glad you came around.” I told him my name and I saw the flashing neon sign in front of me. “June, this doesn’t have to be anything more than two heavenly bodies crashing against one another.” He was giving me a reason to throw off the shackles of society.
“I was only going to look, but your offer was too hard to refuse. It’s one thing to spy on your neighbor, but it’s another when they openly invite you to come in for a closer look. It stands to reason that you probably knew that I was there back in the day. I make no excuses for my behavior.” He peeled back the sticky layer of my underwear to see those perfect pink painted lips staring at him. They were puffy and he pulled my body moving forward until it was on the edge with my knees parted.
“I had no problem with you looking, but you’re now definitely old enough to touch. It would be my honor for you to sit in on my class. Right now, I would rather you sit on my face. I know that it might sound crass, but I’ve learned the hard way sometimes you have to put it out there.” He was doing nothing to make me run in the opposite direction.
“I don’t know what to say and I’ve never seen anything that big before.” He couldn’t have been more than a little above average. 8 inches wasn’t huge, but it was more than a mouthful.
“I don’t know what short dick men that you’ve been with in the past, but I know how to generate enough heat to make us both burst into flames. Put yourself into my capable hands and I promise that I won’t steer you the wrong way.” There was no sag and everything about me was rock hard. I could say the same thing about his body and he was priming the pump with his hand.
“I’ve never considered men to be inadequate in any way. It’s their attitude and imagination which goes a long way. I don’t like to settle for someone who doesn’t know what it’s like to be open to the possibilities. I’m not suggesting we blatantly let people see what we do, but we can hide in plain sight.” My words fueled a certain part of him and he decided to refrain from opening up the gates with a battering ram. A gentle touch and the flicker of his tongue would go a long way to give him sweet access.
I didn’t want him to push me through any kind of pain, but my heart would determine how fast I would fall for him. I didn’t have to explain the rules to this engagement. He knew the score and had come out quite sincerely about filling the void in my life
“Some people of my gender have no idea what they’re doing. I tried my best to educate them, but they don’t want to listen because they are too stubborn. Every man believes they know how to bring about the big O. Most don’t realize women need to be listened to. I need a basic roadmap and someone to draw me a straight line.” He could start off with one technique and then change when he felt the reaction. It was better to let me determine the pace.
“It concerns me that someone might see us, but maybe that is half the fun. A little risk doesn’t hurt and it enhances the experience.” I sounded like I had personal knowledge which I wasn’t afraid to speak openly about.
“I’ve always wanted to play that game where a man and woman could constantly shock by how far they are willing to go for a good time. I’ve done it in a car behind the husband’s back while he was cursing the traffic in front of us.” This was a good way to break the ice.
“I don’t like to talk about my conquests and I would rather live in the moment than the past. I don’t need to hear about your exploits and I would rather you put everything you have learned into action. Perhaps, this wasn’t a good idea and coming here is only tempting fate.” Something had changed and the heat between us had been exchanged for something of an icy reception.
“I hope I didn’t say anything to offend you. I was just curious and I won’t hold it against you if you don’t want to play the game. I just thought this was a good time for us to get to know each other better. I enjoy a one-night variety, but sometimes it’s nice to know more than just their bodies.” My legs had closed slightly and I was worried that something he said had ruined what could have possibly been an interesting few days.
“I really should go. I don’t want to give you mixed messages.” I was doing a fine job of that, but to say anything would have made things even worse. I was losing my courage. There had to be a way to pull back and let him see the swing of my hips on the way out.
“We don’t have to do anything right now. I’m sure the sex would be amazing, but I’m willing to wait with patience. I don’t mind saying it’s not every day that a younger woman comes into my life. I’m trying to grasp onto the way that you see things. I want you to experience the world on a platter.” He was trying to tell me what I wanted to hear, but being very careful to tread with some caution.
He still had his hands underneath my ass and his lips about to taste the forbidden fruit. I was over the consenting age of 18. I could do some digging and reveal his past by talking to women who I had been with him. I was willing to make my own judgment.
“I know that you’re trying to be nice, but it’s coming off as desperate. I know I came in here, but maybe good sense is ruling over my libido.” I was starting to get up and he put his hands on my knees to prevent me from making any progress.
“You came in here for a reason. I’m trying to wrap my head around the reason why you would want to make a hasty exit. It doesn’t make any sense and we were just having an innocent conversation. There’s nothing to get all fired up about.” He wanted me to take him up on his offer and to lie there by the pool with my body hovering over top of his flicking digit.
“I need some time to think and this is happening way too fast. It’s not you. It’s me. I’m not just saying that. You don’t know all the facts and I’m not sure that you’re the answer or part of the problem.” I removed his fingers one at a time and it didn’t seem right to show him my aggressive side. That would come in time when he was ready to throw caution to the wind.