Elena
I’m glad to be safe in bed under my comforter, away from the horrific nightmare I just experienced. The wind outside is picking up, and it probably will rain. On such a dreary and overcast night, I feel comforted by the fact that I’m safely inside with the man I adore.
Why am I letting this stalker get to me to the point that I’m having nightmares over it? I guess it’s seeped further into my subconscious than I realized. To have someone threatening me is no small thing, and I’ve known that, but I had no idea how far down the fear really went. It’s terrifying to think of leaving my house and having something happen. Leo’s promised to catch him, and I hope that is true. It’s the only way I can sleep soundly again.
Of course, having Leo stay the night with me helps. I’m sure if he wasn’t here, I’d be up all night, worried and looking out of the window for any possible signs of danger. This whole thing has been like a raincloud, hanging over my head and dampening the fun I could be having with Leo. I mean, trust me, he is fun. But when the fear of this unknown criminal rises in my chest, then it’s hard to forget what’s been going on.
Leo comes into my room with a tray of tea and two shots of whiskey.
“To take the edge off,” he says with a wink.
“Sounds good to me.”
He places the tray down on the bed, and I prepare my tea the way I like it with almond milk and honey. It warms me up and helps fear to subside. I’ve got to stop thinking about my stalker.
“To us—” Leo holds up a shot glass for me, and I clink it with his and let it flow down my throat. He’s right, it takes the edge off and calms my nerves.
What I’ve been through so far is traumatic, and I feel so vulnerable to the whims of some psycho. I don’t want Leo to see me like this. I wish he could just see my happy side. But my happy side has been gone as of late. In fact, the only thing I’ve been happy about has been Leo. And that is definitely worth celebrating.
“You make me happy,” I say. “In the midst of all this trauma, I’m glad I have you.”
He gives me that genuine grin, and I can see he’s pleased by what I’ve said. He plants a tender kiss on my lips and arouses my passion.
I’m grateful he’s being so good about all this chaos. After all, he is my detective. Most guys would’ve run from this . . . But not Leo. He’s barely left my side since everything began. This, I think, is the sign of a true man… Someone who will stay through adversity and not get scared away by it. In light of that, it makes me want to pull him into my arms so that I can hold him tightly and breathe in his masculine smell. I love to hear the steady beat of his heart. He lets me cling to him, and the rise and fall of his chest comforts me.
“I want to catch this bastard, Elena.” He sighs in frustration.
“It’s all I can think about . . . besides you, of course.”
“Awww, thanks, honey. That’s really nice.” I can tell he’s discouraged that this mess isn’t behind us yet. I want to take his mind off things, but I don’t know how.
“I won’t be content until you’re safe.”
“I know, me either. But just being here in your arms makes me feel better.”
“It does?” he asks like it’s the greatest thing I could’ve said. I know he wants to fix everything.
“Yes! Of course, it does. You’ve been my strength throughout this whole thing. I’d really be lost without you.”
I sip on my tea and lean back on my soft, oversized pillows while Leo sits at the side of the bed. We look into each other’s eyes, talking into the darkness, with the crescent moon shining enough light into my bedroom window that I can see the rugged outline of his face.
“I want you to know that I’m always thinking about you,” he says. “And I think about us.”
“You do? You think about us?” I say inquisitively.
“You’re not just some girl to me. I’m really starting to care about you, Elena.”
My heart skips a beat. “You are?”
“Of course! You’ve gotta know I worship the ground you walk on.”
This statement makes me excited. He thinks about us, as in long term?
“No, I didn’t know that. I mean, I hoped, but I didn’t know for sure.”
“Well, it’s true. You’re amazing.” His gaze is intense but wonderful as I can see he’s sincere. “You are so fucking gorgeous, but what I love is that you’re also so smart, and funny, and kind. You’re my angel, the whole package, and I never want to let you go. Okay?”
Tears well up in my eyes now, and he wipes them away with his thumb. “Don’t cry. It’s a good thing.”
“I know,” I weep softly. “They’re tears of happiness.” I try to laugh it off.
“Come on, tell me what’s really going on with you. I want to be a part of it.”
“Okay, well, it’s just that I’ve never met a man like you. You’re so strong and wonderful, and you give me butterflies, like, all the time. I never want to lose you. But I’m afraid because of everything going on. And I’m afraid because of my track record of not being lucky in love. And mostly, I’m afraid that you’re not real… that this is just some kind of momentary dream. What if you go away and this whole thing ends? I’d be devastated, Leo. I really would.”
He stares deeply into my eyes. “You will never lose me, understand?”
He seems intent on having me know this. “How can I prove it to you?”
“I don’t know.” Tears flow down my face.
“Trust, okay? Just try to trust what we have. I promise it’ll be okay.”
“Alright,” I say, trying to manage a smile.
He kisses me passionately as if this will let me know the depth of his feelings and that I will never lose him, as he has said.
The wind whirls making whistling sounds in the sky and the moon has disappeared, covered by the overcast.
“Trust me, Elena, please.”
He gets up and lights the candles around my room, so that the mood is very romantic. He plays some gentle music on his phone, and I calm down even more.
By the candlelight I see him more clearly now. He takes off his shirt and his pants and stands naked in front of me. His cock is fully erect and the sight of it turns me on. I move back against my pillows so that he can take the tray from my lap. He sits beside me again and begins to trail soft kisses down my neck. Very gently he raises my hands above my head and pulls my slip over my head to reveal my nakedness. My nipples are hard for him, and he toys with them. He gently licks and sucks my breasts so that my nipples harden even more under his tongue. When he’s got his fill of that, he makes his way down my torso.
“Trust me,” he says again. “You are the only thing that matters. I will keep you safe.”
He places little kisses over my flat stomach and gently bites the skin. He uses his large hand to uncross my legs, and he begins to finger me. I become wet for him, and he casts me a knowing look.
Slowly, he moves lower down my body and dips his head down. I stare at his full head of wavy hair and feel him take my clit in his mouth. He tongues me gently at first and then more aggressively he sucks on it, as if he wants to taste all of me. I feel his devotion as he commits to the task at hand. The sensation of his full lips makes me feel warm and pulsations start to move throughout my body. He’s circling and licking my most sensitive part, and I arch my back and raise my hips to meet him.
This gives him the cue to plunge his tongue into the depth of my pussy.
Outside the rain begins to fall and the thunderstorm rolls in. The candles flicker, and the music plays, but all the while Leo keeps pleasuring me.
His hands are under my ass so I’m propped up and he can have better leverage. He’s going down on me now in such a way that I’ve never had before. This is new to have a man show such affection for me like this. Normally, they kind of seem to do it out of obligation and it never feels right, and I usually have to fake an orgasm. Not here, not with Leo. He is very skilled and this is happening.
He moves his tongue back and forth over my clit, just tonguing it, and it feels too intense. I try to pull my clit back into hiding, but he flicks it out again. It’s as if he’s demanding my submission through this most intimate act. I’m willing to give it to him, but my body won’t respond. My body is getting too worked up and I feel that deep release that will make me explode.
Leo increases his movements, and I grab his hair to pull him in deeper. He sucks my clit until finally, I can’t contain it anymore. I release a cry as he takes me to my climax. “Oh, Leo, fuck no! Fuck.” My muscles freeze, and time stands still. He looks up at me smiling and comes up for a kiss, where I taste myself on his mouth.
I try to wiggle out of his grip as the sensations in me are too great. But he kisses me and twists my nipples, taunting me for more. I breathe hard, trying to recover.
“That was . . . amazing,” I tell him. “I’ve never had a guy do that, you know, so well.”
He smiles proudly, and then he says, “Looks like you’ve been missing out, and we need to make up for lost time.”
Lightning kisses the night sky as the trees bend to the will of the wind, and I’m bending here to the will of Leo.
He inserts his big fingers into my now soaking pussy and begins fingering me again, gently at first and then harder and harder. He’s gonna make this last.
“I want to make you come again.”
“Wait, what? Leo, no, I can’t.”
“Yes, you can. Just focus.” He seems intent on making sure I experience the maximum amount of pleasure.
His fingers move with expertise, circling me inside, and pressing upon the deepest place inside of me. It feels so fucking good and this time I know I will come profoundly from my g-spot.
The sensations rise and fall as he teases me with his fingers. When he knows I want more, he lets up. When he knows I want less, he pushes for it harder. Each time he does this my sensitivity increases, causing me to want to come harder than ever before.
He twists my nipples with his other hand and with every turn the vibration in my body heats up. When I think I can take no more, he places his mouth upon my clit while continuing to finger me. This motion does it. A couple flicks of his tongue and I’m lost.
“Oh, God! Leo, fuck. No, no, no. FUCK!”
I come hard, my body trembling. I cry out for him to stop, but he fingers me until there’s nothing left and he knows he has me spent. I ride a high like I’ve never experienced before.
He comes up for air next to me with a satisfied grin on his face as he looks at me. I moan and try to catch my breath. Beads of sweat trail along my stomach. My pussy is covered in cum.
“I expect you to do that every time,” he says, laughing.
“God, Leo,” I pant, breathlessly. “No. That was too intense. Too much.”
His eyes sharpen and he commands, “I’m always gonna be too much for you, so you might as well get used to it.”
I surrender with no energy left to oppose him. His arms wrap tightly around me in a hug, and his giant leg is swings over my entire body, making me unable to move but feeling safe and warm.
“I love being with you like this,” I whisper. “It’s like you’re big enough to contain all my stuff, all of my issues.” And it feels like that. With his body wrapped over me, I’m like a sponge soaking up his essence and his love. I just need him. He calms me down. He demands surrender from me, but I can trust him, and he makes everything better.
The rains whips against all the windows, and my senses are heightened after he satisfied me so much.
Through our embrace, I feel his hard cock at full erection. Shit. He wants to fuck me, and I want him too. At this point, I’ve come really hard, but I haven’t got what I want most from him which is for him to be inside me. My body is aching for it. I want to be fucked.
And he doesn’t disappoint because he soon recognizes that gleam in my eyes, and he gets on top of me. He takes my hands above my head and holds them there with one strong arm. His cock is so fucking hard, and it’s huge, and I imagine deep throating it. But that’s not what he does. Instead, he spreads my legs wide, and I help him because I want him to have full access to me. With his knees, he keeps me apart and then my fantasy is happening as he pushes his rock hard cock deep into me.
“Your sweet little pussy is all mine,” he says. “You better remember that.”
It’s a good thing I came before, because without the wetness this would probably really hurt. In fact, that was probably his plan all along… to get me nice and prepared and soaking with cum so that I could take the enormity of his dick without pain. Well, it hurts even with my cum dripping, wet and sticky, around him. The thought of his twelve-inch cock moving slowly in and out of me makes me even more wet, and I plan to come immediately.
He’s got my hands in a forceful hold above my head and it feels like I can’t move at all. My legs are pinned down with his knees, and I know he likes it this way. He likes to have power over me, and I like it too. He knows how I want it. He knows I want him to dominate me, and so he does.
He’s pounding me hard and as his cock hits my g-spot, in and out, I scream and twitch and squirm. We reach a rhythm that’s practically timed by the beat of my heart before I finally come hard again, this time all around his giant manhood.
He gives me a minute to keep up as he slows his motion, before hitting it again. He hasn’t come yet, and I wonder when he will.
The tip of his cock pounds into the back of my pelvis. There’s no more room to take it all in. I try to spread wider, but it doesn’t all fit.
The storm outside makes this all very sexy. We’re making love in the midst of the lightning and chaos outside.
“Do you feel okay?” he asks, concerned because he fucked me so hard.
“Yes,” I say quietly.
“You ready for more?”
“Yes.” He has a lot of stamina, and it takes a lot of intensity to make him feel satisfied.
He kisses me once, before he flips me over so that I’m on my belly. He pulls my ass up toward him and fingers it before he starts to fuck me from behind, keeping his fingers going on my asshole, dragging out all pleasure.
This is one of my favorite positions with him. I love it when he fucks me from behind. I can fit more of the length of him in me. It gives him a little more room, and I like it this way because his cock has more freedom to hit my throbbing g-spot. It’s aching for the feel of the tip of his cock, making me go wild.
“Say it,” he practically growls, fucking me into submission. “Tell me you want this. Say what you want.”
“Yes! Fuck Leo! I WANT YOU. Keep fucking me hard. I’m gonna come. Fuck, I’m coming so hard.”
And I do. I quiver and come again, and his cock pounds deeper. He doesn’t stop. He’s got my hips situated between his large hands and while he slows his motion, he doesn’t stop and that’s driving me wild.
He leans over me and gives my tits a squeeze, cupping one in each of his hands. He continues to fuck me for what feels like forever and I’m going crazy, fingering my clit so it doesn’t hurt so bad. Finally, he spills his release and just the thought of his cum inside of me makes me so hot.
“I want to taste your cum, Leo.”
He flips me over and straddles my chest so that I can taste what remains of his essence. I suck on his cock, bringing life back to his hardness, and I’m so gratified. It feels like I’ve come a dozen times and one more will put me over the edge into oblivion.
I swallow the length of his giant dick. Who could stop? I want it in my mouth and he never disappoints me, because he shoves it all the way in and I’m finally deep throating it, and that makes me feel so good.
“Finger yourself,” he tells me in an even tone.
I do as he says, squeezing my arms down between his legs that are pinning me to the bed. I finger my clit, and it feels so right with his dick shoved halfway down my throat. I don’t even feel like I need to come, this is just fulfilling some other need in me to satisfy him and to let him know he’s dominated me into submission and I will obey anything that he wants me to do.
He pulls his cock out of my mouth, and I’m sad… So horny for more of him. I could never get enough.
His lips crash down on mine for a hurried kiss. “Now do you trust me? Now do you know I would never leave your gorgeous pussy alone? I could never leave you. Understand? You are my obsession.”
And with those words I kiss him back harder. I guess I understand now. He really does desire me, only me. And I must be the luckiest girl in the entire world. I know that I am when he lies beside me and his cock is still hard and throbbing. I want to help him release his climax.
“I’m yours,” I say as I climb up and onto his cock so I can ride him. “All yours, I promise.”
He looks me in the eyes with wonderment as I move and sway my hips, grinding my pussy down upon his cock. It hits my g-spot and I grind harder, riding him. It feels like for once I’m in control, but I know I’m not as he pulls up and takes my firm breast into his mouth, meeting me halfway. I try to ride him, but my movement slows as he’s got my nipple hard in his teeth, and he bites down on it to remind me that he’s got this.
I moan and moan. He bites harder and kisses me, but then he leans back again and lets me ride him to the force of my desire.
Being on top, thinking of him viewing my tits, rips a climax through my core. I fall to his side and try to breathe. That was fucking fantastic.
“You good?” he says, staring at the length of my tanned body.
“Yeah,” I breathe. “I’m good. That was soooo fucking good.”
He smiles, but he, I can tell, has yet to come and I wonder when he will.
“Why didn’t you come?”
“Oh, don’t worry, I will.” He has a dark expression on his face.
I’m tired, and I just want him to hold me. The thunder and rain continue to rage outside. The candles are dimming because it’s late and we’ve been fucking for what feels like hours.
Leo leans toward the side of the bed. He finally finds what he’s looking for… his tie. I know what’s to come, and I realize that he’s intended for this all along. First, he had to gain my trust so that he could really take me in the end in the exact way that I know he loves.
“I want you to really feel like you can trust me. Okay?”
“Okay,” I whisper.
He kisses me gently before turning me over and pulling me to the corner of the bed. He places my wrists on either side of the bed pole and ties them up. I’m secure and can’t move. He trails kisses down my back and over my ass, where he inserts a finger and I wail, not expecting this. He holds me firmly and with the other hand he starts fingering my pussy again, and even though I’m spent I rise to the occasion.
When I’m good and worked up, he spreads my ass open so he that he can view every inch of me. I turn my head and watch his giant cock start to enter my cunt one more time.
He starts slowly. The tip enters my pussy and then he tells me to ask for it.
“I want it, Leo,” I acquiesce. “I want you to take me this way.”
With my response, he pounds his cock into me from behind. I’m spent and so tired, but the orgasm rises in my g-spot again, from the deepest place, and I know he’s going to get what he wants.
“Wait to come,” he demands. “You better come when I tell you, okay?”
“Yes! Yes! God, Leo!”
The length of his cock hammers me, and the waves of an orgasm are ready to fall.
“Not yet!” he says.
I clench my teeth and hold my muscles down around his cock. It’s hitting me in all the right places. He takes me deep and I hear him groan out, “Now! Do it now.”
I let myself come deeply and my head spins knowing he’s coming too. I can’t really tell because reality is fading, and I’m someplace else as my head becomes dizzy. I fall to the bed, my arms still tied.
He breathes and sighs a groan of pleasure and then he slowly comes toward my head and smoothly unties my arms so that I’m free. He takes my limp body in his muscular arms and places me upon the bed.
He massages my back, breasts, and my legs. He knows it’s been intense. He deliberately took it all out of me and now he’s trying to show me he cares.
He takes the lotion from the side table, and I’m floating as he rubs it over my body, gently caressing every curve.
“My goddess,” he says. “You were amazing. Most women can’t take it like that. You took everything I had, and you handled it well. I’m proud of you.”
He trails kisses along my neck before rubbing me down some more. He’s making me feel adored, like a queen, so pleasured by her man. He pampers me carefully, letting me know that I’m treasured.
I’ve never had sex like this before, so intimate and amazing. He’s such a strong man, and he knows the value of his strength. He can push me to my max, but he would never hurt me. This I know for sure.
Leo overwhelms me during this pampering session. It’s exactly what I need after making love. I think about how I gave him sovereignty over my body tonight and it’s something special. We shared something unique, and we both know it.
He showed me that I can trust him like he promised. He took me over the edge and into oblivion several times, but then he always pulled me right back. He won’t ever hurt my heart. This I know for sure. The pain I feel with him when he fucks me like that always cascades into pleasure. And with the tender way he’s treating me now, I feel, at last, like maybe he’s the one.
I gave him my all and showed him every part of myself tonight, and I think he’s thankful for that now, honored by my vulnerability. I let down all my walls and can see that he’s grateful.
He lies down next to me and we kiss soft, delicate kisses before I allow my eyes to close and I doze off with his head on my chest. We are both exhausted.
I dream dreams of splendor and happiness, the nightmares fade, and there is only light surrounding me. Every time I wake, I feel Leo’s arms solidly around me and there’s nothing to fear ever again.
I’ve given him my body and my soul, and he knew what to do with it. I can always trust that no matter how intense things feel, he will be there with me the entire time. It’s safe for me to let myself go fully with him. I can be wild, I can be somber, I can be whatever I want, and he will have me. He will always continue to desire me. This I know for sure. The extent of our connection goes far and it feels unbreakable. I love that I can trust him. It finally feels right.
I sleep softly in his arms without a care in the world, feeling like I might actually be falling for this guy. The leaves rustle outside my window as the wind picks up.
I wake in the middle of the night to the pitter-patter of rain. Leo is sleeping soundly, and I decide to bestow upon him one last gift. I’m going to let him wake up to me giving him the nicest blowjob he’s ever had.
I crawl under the covers and take his dick in my mouth, carefully arousing it to hardness. He wakes with a start and sighs and moans. His dick is nice and big now as I move my tongue up and down it, around the width, popping it in and out of my mouth like it’s a tasty lollipop. I can tell this is turning him on so much by his moans.
“Elena, what are you doing to me? Fuck, you’re so good.”
I smile around his giant cock, but keep on sucking. I go hard, determined to pull the essence out of him. And I tease his cock the way he teased me, by starting and stopping and sucking on just the tip. Until finally I make my move and push it down my throat where I stay still and that makes him come hard. I lap up the remnants before I come out of the covers.
It was a good decision because he was surprised. He focused so much on my pleasure that I wanted to return the favor. And I did. I can tell he’s impressed by my moves.
He lay panting while I get up naked, showing him my perfect ass. I walk to the kitchen and find that bottle of whiskey. I crawl back in bed with him and tip his head back so that I can trickle the brown liquid down his throat. I take a sip also and we sit, curled up, waiting for the rain to subside and for the sun to rise. What a beautiful night it was.