Chapter 12

Liz

I hate that I have to stay in the clubhouse while Buzz is in some meeting. People are probably gonna think that I am his old lady or worse, his whore. I really want to just stay in his room but I am getting kind of hungry. He has been gone for an hour and my stomach keeps grumbling. I am conflicted on whether I should go or not. He did say that I could go out in the main area of the clubhouse. Sky came by for a little but she had to run.

I find my courage and decide to walk to the kitchen. I have been there before. As soon as I walk out the door I bump into a really busty woman.

“Oh gosh, I am so sorry.” I say.

“Watch where you’re going fat bitch.” She flips her hair and crosses her arms. She is wearing the tiniest shorts and her top is just a bikini top. He boobs are huge, they are definitely fake. She is blonde with brown eyes. If she didn’t have so much make up on I would actually think she was pretty.

I slump my shoulders “Sorry.” I am getting ready to walk away when she says something.

“You’re the bitch trying to take Buzz,” she says getting really close to my face. I am trying to be nice. Usually, I avoid confrontation, but this girl is calling me bitch once too many. I let it go once but if she doesn’t step back, she is gonna have a really big problem, me. I may seem like a shy, quiet woman but there are limits to my niceness. Why would she think I am trying to take Buzz? Are people talking? Is this his girlfriend?

“I am not taking anyone. Excuse me,” I say as I walk around her towards the front room of the clubhouse. She grabs me by the shoulder. On instinct, I grab her hand and flip her on her butt. She goes down really easy. Oops. I cover my mouth in disbelief. I can’t believe I did that.

“Oops” I feel kinda guilty but not really.

“You’re gonna pay for that bitch, just wait and see.” I notice her trying to go for my leg.

“Stop trying to touch me, please.”

She gets up quickly and walks away.

I hear clapping behind me. I quickly turn around.

“Bravo, Sprinkles, you flipped that bitch easy.” It was Winger.

“Oh, gosh, did you see that?” I feel embarrassed. I came into their club and hurt one of their club people.

“Yeah, that was pretty amazing. I’ve never seen a club whore get flipped.” He starts laughing. “Where did you learn to do that?”

“My father and brother both taught me. They were both cops and taught me to defend myself.”

“Well, I know not to mess with ya.” Yeah right, he is huge, he could probably fling me with his pinky finger. “You doing alright?”

“Yeah, I am starving and was going to the kitchen.”

“Let’s go, I am headed that way.” He walks with me to the kitchen. Along the way, everyone in the clubhouse is watching me especially the girl that kept calling me bitch.

“Hey, Winger, what is the name of the girl I just flipped?”

“Gemma. Watch yourself around her, she’s had a hot puss-, I mean the hots for Buzz. She wants to be his old lady.”

“Why doesn’t he make her one then?” I ask. We arrive in the kitchen. I immediately go to the fridge and find bread and cold cuts.

“Sprinkles, you should know by now.”

I look at him confused. “What do you mean? And why do you keep calling me Sprinkles?”

“I call you Sprinkles ‘cause you bake and you remind me of colorful sprinkles. And what I mean by you knowing by now, is that Buzz has been pining for you darlin. How can you not know this? Everyone knows this. He hasn’t so much as touched or breathed in the same direction as any woman until you fell into our bellies with your delicious food. I shouldn’t be telling you but he is afraid that he isn’t good enough for you. He has bad PTSD and had some bad experiences with women in the past because of it. I know you can make him happy. He has been more himself since he met you.” Wow.

“Wait, why would he think he isn’t good enough for me? I mean jeez has he looked in the mirror lately, he is like a freaking country demigod model man and he is a perfect gentleman. I can’t believe he would think that, if anything I am not good enough for him.”

“Y’all need to work on your communication. It is obvious you both like one another, why not give it a chance?” Why is he being such an advocate for us to be together?

“Well, I don’t know. I think he deserves better, plus I have way more problems than anyone needs, which I am sure you are aware of.”

“We are all aware, and we see ya as a little sister, and we are gonna fix your little problem, don’t you worry about that. Plus, you have the Sargent at Arms under your pinky finger, so you know shit will get done and taken care of.” Sargent at arms? What does that mean?

“What does that mean, Sargent at Arms?”

He looks like he is trying to avoid answering. “You need to ask Buzz that.”

“It’s something bad isn’t it? No wait, don’t tell me. I don’t want to get involved with your guys club business, it’s none of my business.” Is Buzz dangerous? Does he kill people? Do they all kill people? Oh, gosh Liz what did you get yourself into? You sure know how to pick them.

“Well, I am gonna get back to church. I will see ya in a few. If anyone gives you a problem, let one of the brothers know.” He walks away after grabbing a few slices of turkey.

I continue making my sandwich. Once I see that Winger is gone and out of sight, I grab my phone and dial a ride. I don’t want to be here anymore.

The cab driver said he will meet me down the street at the corner. I don’t want to draw attention to myself by having a cab come up to the gates of the MC. I finish eating my sandwich and make my way back to Buzz’s room. I need to grab my purse. I finally make my way to the room and grab my purse. Someone went through it. Everything is thrown everywhere. What the hell? I don’t care at this point I need to get out of here. I try to grab everything as quickly as I can and make my way out to the front. I can see the club girl eye balling me and smiling. Why is she smiling at me? A minute ago she was ready to attack. I think she is on drugs. I finally make it to the gate. There is a normal door on the side that looks like I can walk through without having an issue. I make my way to it and turn the knob, it opens. Thank God. I see the cab at the corner and break out in a run. I make it to the cab and hop into the back. I tell the cab driver to take me to my house.

15 minutes later…

I finally make it to my house. I don’t know what I am going to do to try and protect myself. I think I need to get out of this town.

I walk up to my front door and open up the door. I don’t hear the alarm. Buzz told me before we left that I needed to disarm the alarm when I got in. Maybe it just isn’t set up right.

I make my way back to my bedroom and grab a suitcase and start packing but I stop when I feel something hard and cold touch the back of my head. Everything goes black.