Chapter 14

Liz

I am hurting so bad all over. I can’t believe what just happened. Rage and some guy named Fury came in and beat the hell out of me when I got home. They knocked me out cold and when I came to there were cuts and blood everywhere.

Buzz is with me right now. I am not sure what really happened or how I got to this point but I feel safe with him around. He asked me why I ran. I can’t help but stare at his body as he sits on my bed. The man is deliciously built. I can see him clenching his teeth, his temples are pulsating. This is the most inconvenient time to be thinking about this, but I can’t help it.

“I’m sorry, I left. I was scared” I say.

“Scared of what? I was trying to protect you. My club was trying to protect you.” His teeth are clenching.

“I’m sorry I upset you Buzz. I was talking to Winger and he said you were the Sargent at arms. I asked him what that meant and he said I should ask you. I freaked out. I kept thinking the worst. I mean, I saw what happened to Winger; your life is dangerous. I kept thinking that if other clubs have dangerous people, your club must as well and you might be the one who is most dangerous. I mean look at you, you have this baby face but you look lethal. I don’t want to get hurt. Guess I wasn’t smart though, look what good running away from you guys did me.” I can’t help but look down at my hands. I keep picking at a scab on my finger tip.

“Liz, look at me.” He tips my head up with his fingers on my chin.

I look up at him. It kind of hurts to lift my head. I feel so sore everywhere. He has the most gorgeous baby blue eyes, I can’t help but stare. His lips are so proportional and plump and his jaw bone is so defined. This man is the definition of masculinity.

“Sorry.” I say.

“Nothing to be sorry about. Yeah, I am the Sargent at Arms, the enforcer for the club and yes I do things for the club that people may not agree with but you are safe with me, always. I will never hurt you, hurting you would be hurting me. I care about you if you haven’t noticed and until you tell me to go away, I am going to continue to try and be good for you.”

“Buzz, you don’t need to tell me these things. I get that you want to be a good friend to me and I appreciate it but I don’t want to bring any problems to you.”

“Sweetie, you are not listening here. I want you to be mine, I want your problems to be mine. I want it all.”

What in the world? Why would a man that looks like him want to be with me? “You, want me to be yours?”

“Yes, I want to date you and try with you. If my fucking hard on yesterday wasn’t enough proof, and me being here now isn’t enough proof then I don’t know what is. You are the first woman that has made me feel human again.” Oh God, now I really want to look down at his crotch. He is wearing blue jeans, a white t-shirt and his cut. I can’t help it and I look. I am all beaten down and nasty looking and he still wants me and is still here for me.

“I’d like to try but I have these guys after me for some reason.”

“Hun, they are after you because of the Corrupted Saints. At least we think that is why” What did he just say? Did he just say that are after me because of his motorcycle club.

“Why me? I am not even a part of your club? It could be for another reason too you know. You don’t know that for sure.”

“The easiest way to get to a brother is through his woman.”

“I am not your woman, can’t you just tell them that.” This sucks. I don’t know if I want to go through all of this. Is this how it will always be, if I am with him?

“Please don’t worry. I promise you that I will never let anything like this happen to you again but I need you to trust me and please don’t run away from me again.”

I can’t help but listen to what he is saying. I tried to run away and it did me no good. I just hope that they find those guys and make them pay. I would never say anything like that but I am hurt, I am pretty sure I am going to scar.

“Fine. I will listen to you and trust you but I don’t want to leave my house.” I can’t stand being around that girl Gemma.

“Liz, I can’t protect you from here. If you are at the clubhouse I can watch over you and all the brothers are there too.”

“No, I won’t go back. I can’t stand…” He cuts me off before I can finish.

“You can’t stand what?”

“I can’t stand being around that woman.”

“What woman? Did someone say something to you?”

“That blonde. Gemma, I think is her name. I feel like she is gonna attack me just because I talk to you. Plus her breath smelled so bad. I also may have flipped her on her butt for touching me.”

“You don’t need to worry about that bitch, she is gone as soon as this is over.” Damn, he just called her a bitch.

“Okaayyyyy.”

“You don’t. You never have to worry about me and another woman let alone her.”

“You’re serious? She is still gonna be there though.”

“No, she won’t be. I can promise you that. I can’t tell you more right now but please trust me.”

“Okay. I trust you.”

“Great, now that we got that out of the way. I am going to stay here.”

“What?”

“I am going to be staying here with you. In your home until we get the Lost Souls.”

I really don’t want to be cooped up with him, but I am too tired to fight. “Fine. I won’t argue with you.” I really want to kiss him. I lean in to him and get super close to his lips. I look up at his eyes, they are a deep blue right now. I can smell his cologne, it is delicious. There is something about a man wearing cologne that turns me on. I know I am sore and bruised but kissing him is the only thing I can think of that would make me feel better.

I lean in and kiss him. I can feel him pulling away. “Liz, I want nothing more than to kiss you but I don’t want to hurt you.”

“You aren’t going to hurt me, I promise. Please, I just need to feel you close to me.”

“You tell me if I am hurting you okay.”

“Okay.” I move in again and kiss him hard this time. It hurts my chin but damn he is an amazing kisser. I move onto his lap and it burns like a bitch. My legs are killing me. I can feel the stitches pulling and I don’t care. I am sitting in his lap, facing him with my legs stretched behind him. I can feel his dick pressing against my vagina. I feel like I am going to cum just sitting on his lap.

I can feel him thrusting his hips a little. That little movement is hitting my clit just right. If he keeps it up I am going to cum. My breathing is getting faster. I can tell he wants to touch me but is afraid of hurting me. I am so bruised and cut everywhere.

“Buzz” I moan. “I am going to cum, just like that, please.”

“Good.” He thrusts up harder and that’s my unraveling. I cum hard. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I continue to kiss him and he thrusts up a few more time and it makes me jerk back. I am sensitive. I can’t believe we just did that. I just dry humped a lethal, hot biker.

I break the kiss and rest my head to his forehead. “Did that just really happen?” I laugh a little.

“It sure did.” He kisses my lips again. “I can only hope for more but only when you are better.” He smiles and kisses my nose.

I lie backwards and rest my head on my pillow. I am so tired. I am starting to doze off. “I think I am going to sleep now.” I fall asleep.