Chapter 18

Liz

I feel something hard behind me. My eyes are still closed but I am sure that there is someone behind me. I don’t want to panic but it is making me anxious. I open my eyes and see that I am in Buzz’s room in the clubhouse, I look down and see a heavy arm around my waist, I clear my eyes a little and it’s Buzz. He is spooning me from behind, I take a close look at his hands. They are so large and way more bruised. Oh gosh, I wonder what happened. I mean I had seen them before a noticed they were a little roughed up but this time they are raw looking. I can’t help but run my fingers over the flesh. It is at the moment that I am touching his hand that I hear him muffle something from under the pillow. I jump a little.

“What was that?” I say.

He moves a little. “My knuckles are fine.” He says. How would he know what I am thinking?

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you up.” I say.

“You never have to apologize to me.” He says into my neck behind me. “I like waking up to you like this.” He squeezes me closer to him. I can feel him breathing a little harder on my neck.

“Yeah, it is nice. You’re not going to tell me what happened to your knuckles are you?”

“Need to know hun.” He says, then kisses my neck. “Is this okay?” God, yes it is okay.

“Yes, I like that. It tickles.” I am getting goose bumps all over. He keeps kissing my neck. I can feel him sucking a little as well. It feels amazing. He definitely knows how to use his mouth, if him just kissing my neck feels this good. I turn my body to face him still with his arm over me. He pulls me in close. We are face to face. He is careful not to hurt my legs.

I am about to say his name when he cuts me off with a deep kiss. I part my lips and feel his tongue push into mine. I am playing with his tongue ring. I can’t help but touch his chest and his face. He is running his hands under my shirt, up my back. His hands feel so rough but I like it. We break apart breathless.

“Hun, if we keep this up.” I don’t let him finish the sentence and I kiss him again. This time I straddle him with each leg on one side of him, it hurts like hell but I don’t care. His erection is pressing between my legs. He is rock hard. I can’t help but move my hips a little and it’s hitting just the right spot. His hands keep wandering under my shirt. Fuck, I just want him to touch me everywhere, I want to feel explored 100 percent by his hands, mouth and eyes.

We break apart breathlessly again. “Sorry, what were you saying?” I smile down at him.

“Hun, if we keep this up, I won’t be able to stop. I have dreamt of having you like this so many times. I didn’t think it would ever happen. I didn’t think you would ever give me a chance.” He grabs my hand and kisses it and entwines it with his. I am still straddling him, I feel a little shaky because I don’t want to put my whole weight on him and my legs are burning fire from the cuts.

“And I thought it was the other way around. Guess we were both wrong.” I lean down and give him a peck. My legs are shaking.

“Yes, we were. I am so glad too. Your legs are shaking.” He leans up and flips me gently so I am on my back. I feel like I just had a whiplash. How did he do that and he is smiling.

“How did you just do that?” I ask. He doesn’t answer and just kisses me. I can feel his hands moving down to my pants. He is pressing my clit through my PJ pants. Oh God, it feels amazing. Guys usually have a tough time getting my clit, he got it right the first time.

“Nothing to it.” He kisses me more, moving down to me neck. He grabs my shirt. “Can I take this off?”

I don’t like being naked. It makes me nervous. I shut my eyes and take a deep breath.

“Liz. Look at me. Open your eyes.” He says.

I open up my eyes to his beautiful baby blue eyes looking back at me concerned.

“We don’t have to do anything you don’t feel comfortable with.” He says. Gosh, he is the most considerate dangerous person I have ever met. He sits back on his heels. This man is so gorgeous, he is wearing nothing but a pair of boxer briefs.

“It’s not that. I promise.” I say as I close my eyes and take a deep breath again.

“Talk to me, what is it?” He looks worried now.

“I, I…” I sit up against the head board. “I don’t want you to see me completely naked. I’m afraid you won’t like what you see. I am not the smallest girl in the world.”

“I have been dying to see you naked and I love your body.”

I can’t believe that I am going to do this. I usually never let a man see me naked. Anytime I have had sex I always kept a shirt on or made sure the lights were off. I nod my head yes.

“You sure?”

“Yes.” I say. He grabs the hem of my shirt and he pulls it up. I am not wearing a bra, I never do when I go to bed.

“Beautiful.” He says as he runs the back of his hand along my curves.

“God, I haven’t had anyone touch me like that before.”

He withdraws his hand. “I need to ask you something. I hope you don’t think I am a pussy or something for asking either.”

“What is it?”

“If we have sex, I want more than just sex hun. I want it all, I want you to be my old lady. I want you to wear my cut, I want you to be mine. I am falling for you Liz. I can’t just have a physical relationship with you, I want it all.”

Wow, I was not expecting that as I sit here with my boobs all out for the first time. I feel extremely comfortable and not comfortable, at the same time.

“I was not expecting that,” I giggle, “Yes, I want it all too. What exactly is being an old lady? I didn’t think I was that old. I mean I know Charlotte and Sky are old ladies but do I have to sleep with the other club guys or something?” I feel like I need to know, I never understood what it really meant to be an old lady.

“Shit, no Liz. No other man is going to touch you as long as you are mine and with me. Being an old lady means that you are mine, no one can touch you, they will respect you always. All the brothers will always look out for you. You will be my woman.” I don’t need to think about it. I feel it in my gut that I need to give us a chance.

“Okay. I want it all Buzz. I want to be your old lady.” I smile.

“Damn right, woman. Yes! I have been waiting for this since I laid eyes on you. I promise to always protect you and respect you Liz. I also promise to always worship your body and make you orgasm multiple times. I’ll make sure to always play with your nipples and I promise I will love you.” Wait, did he just say that?

Before I am able to say anything he is on top of me again. He is kissing me hard and I can feel his dick right at my entrance on top of my clothes. His hands wander again to my breasts and this time he tugs on my nipples and it shoots pleasure straight to my vag, making me jerk. “Shit, oh my gosh sorry, oh God that’s amazing. I am going to cum like that.”

“I love how you are so sensitive.” He moves down and takes a lick. He starts sucking and squeezing my breasts. I can’t help it, I move my hands down to his boxer briefs and I pull them down. I need to feel him. His hard on is resting on my stomach. It is hot and pulsing. I start to move my hand up and down his cock. He starts to kiss down my body, moving his dick out of my hands. I make a disapproving whimper.

“Don’t worry, you can play later. Right now my pussy and your mouth have a long overdue meet and greet.” He takes my pants and rips them off. I am fully naked in front of him. I feel odd because I have never been this exposed before but I am oddly comfortable. He makes me feel beautiful.

“So beautiful.” He rubs his hands on the top of my mound. I barely have any hair, I had it lasered off a few years ago.

“So soft.” He says as he rubs his nose on my vagina. “Smells so good, baby. I can smell your desire. Let’s see how you taste.” He takes his hand and spreads open my lips and takes a giant lick from my hole to my clit. “Mmm, just how I thought you would taste. Sweet. Mmmm.” Oh, God. He is sucking on my clit and running his tongue ring on it. I’ve never felt like I have to cum this fast and right now I think I just might.

“Buzz, I think I am going to cum.”

“I’m not stopping you, let me taste you cum. I want to have your pleasure on my tongue.” He continues to suck and bite and lap at my clit. He introduces a finger inside me. It feels super slick but tight. His fingers are huge. I can’t help but moan.

“God, that feels amazing.” My hands are on the top of his head rubbing his buzz cut. It feels good. I start to gyrate my hips, grinding into his face. “That’s it, right there. Oh, god. I am going to cum.” I can’t help it and I cum in his mouth. He keeps licking and it is making me jerk.

“Buzz, oh god.”

“I am not done yet hun. That was just the appetizer. I need the main course, a snack and dessert. I’m a growing boy.” He continues to do this for what feels like hours. I have lost count of how many times I have cum and my legs feel like jello.

Buzz is resting down on my mound looking up at me with the biggest smile on his face. His cheeks are wet from my juices. I smile at him. I feel so weak from so many orgasms.

“I can’t feel my legs and I am pretty sure I woke up your whole club house.” I say.

“Good. I am not done yet. I am just giving you a break.”