Chapter Twenty-Two
Knife
I wanted to crawl in a bloody hole and die. Hell, I’d even take a sharp shooter on the next-door neighbour’s roof aiming to take my head off through the window. Anything, and I meant anything, would have been good to distract Maddox from what he’d just found out.
Maybe I should have left my approach for another day. If that kiss hadn’t got hot, and it was damn hot, he wouldn’t have found out, and I wouldn’t have blushed like a goddamn virgin on her wedding night.
Shit.
All I wanted to do was run from the room.
Until I felt his fingers under my chin, where he gripped and turned my face so my eyes could meet his. If he’d been on the verge of laughing, I would have punched him. Instead, he looked serious, with only a little lip twitch.
His hand left my face to sign. Looks sore.
“It is. Can we just go to sleep now?”
Sure. But go get some cream and I’ll rub it in.
Did I read his hands right? “You want to rub cream into it?” Shit, I could think of something else he could rub. Just thinkin’ of his hand around my cock had it stiffening.
Maddox happened to glance down. He looked back up smiling. Fuck, Jay. Never thought you’d get hard for me.
With a snort, I shrugged. “Seems that way all the time now.”
His smile went wider. Yeah?
I nodded. I couldn’t respond since his eyes just heated.
Go get the cream. Let me take care of you, babe.
Jesus, had someone snuck in and shot me full of adrenaline because my heart raced behind my ribs.
Babe. Christ.
He’d said babe to me.
A dude, a male called me babe.
And I fuckin’ liked it.
Maddox must have guessed, because his smile softened. He leaned in and touched his mouth to mine before ordering. Go get the cream.
I was back in the room within seconds. Maddox hadn’t moved except for turning towards the door to see me enter. I walked over to him and held out the cream, then swallowed thickly.
Maddox, as in Beast, was gonna touch right near my cock, and I wanted him to.
Fuckin’ hell.
Usually I wasn’t shy. Hell, I’d fucked in public before and hadn’t given a shit who saw, but suddenly I felt nervous about Maddox lookin’ at me there. What happened if he thought I wasn’t what he liked? What type of dick was he used to?
Bloody hell, it wasn’t the time to think of other guys Maddox had been with.
I watched as he undid the cap, squirted the cream onto two fingers and then flung the tube and lid onto the bed. Maddox stepped closer, and I had to admit, I’d started breathing heavily when his free hand hooked fingers into my boxers and slowly, painfully slowly, pulled my boxers down. They slipped all the way to the floor.
Maddox got to his knees in front of me. His face, his mouth, inches away from my dick, who perked up to say hello.
The man on his knees looked up and raised a brow at me. Snorting, I said, “Can’t help it when you’re that close.”
He hummed under his breath and smirked. I jumped when the cold cream touched the top of my warm skin. With my arms at my sides, I fisted my hands as I watched Maddox’s eyes travel all around me in that area.
What was he thinkin’?
Did he like it?
Shit, did I look too young since most of my pubes were gone?
He was gentle with each touch, so fuckin’ sweet. The cream took away the slight sting and cooled my skin nicely. So nice, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensation while trying to calm my dick by letting it down gently and telling it there’d be no action.
But then my eyes sprang wide, and my head tipped down when I felt a new heat, a warmth spreading over the tip of my erection.
“Fuck,” I gritted.
Maddox’s eyes were up, and his mouth surrounded the end of my cock.
“Shit,” I hissed when his tongue swirled around the end. Then, when his wet, hot mouth slid along my shaft, I grunted through a moan. I wanted to close my eyes and enjoy the feelin’, relish in it, but there was no fuckin’ way I was missing out on seeing Maddox on his knees with my cock in his mouth.
Christ. I clenched my jaw when he tightened his lips down around the base and sucked all the way back up.
“Feels so fuckin’ good,” I told him, unable to hold those words back.
His hands landed on the backs of my thighs, where he held me steady as he sank his mouth up and down on my cock faster than before. Hell, my balls were already drawing up, until Maddox coaxed them back down with his hand.
All pain, all sting was gone and was replaced with pleasure. His mouth… holy fuck, I couldn’t believe it was his mouth on me. I had a guy, not just any guy, but Maddox, a friend, a brother, suckin’ me off.
Actually, he was givin’ me the best blow job I’d ever had. I wanted to marry his mouth.
“Fuck,” I grunted. I had to touch him. I placed my hands on the back of his head, gently rubbin’ his short hair, so close to blowin’. “Christ, I’m—you gotta back off,” I warned. He didn’t move. His eyes stayed on mine as his head bobbed up and down. His mouth slicker than before from all the saliva, making it impossible to hold off. “I’m, fuck, yes,” I hissed low as the first shot of cum erupted into his mouth. “Goddamn, take it all,” I ordered. He hummed, and more cum squirted into his mouth. The suction of Maddox swallowing as I came had me juicin’ even more.
I loosened my fierce grip of his head; I’d been holding him tighter as I’d pumped my hips forward until the last drop. “Jesus.” I sighed, then laughed. He drew out the dregs and then licked the tip one last time.
He bounded up to his feet. I only wished I could move, but it was as if he’d sucked all my energy out with my cum. If I could have, I would have then gone to bed, hopped in it and hugged him before I crashed.
That was until I saw how fuckin’ hard he was under his boxers.
It was my duty to fix it, even if I was dead on my feet. Drained, only for the better.
He grinned and flicked my nose. You’re good now.
Was he tryin’ to play it off as casual? Too bad I wouldn’t let him. “I fuckin’ am.” I placed my hands on his waist. “That was the best head I’ve ever fuckin’ had, and I look forward to seeing what else we can do together.”
His eyes widened a fraction more. He nodded, stepped away from my touch and went to his side of the bed. Only turning to sign. Grab the light, will you?
Grab the light? Like I didn’t see his hard-on tenting his boxers, like he thought I wouldn’t want anything to do with it…? Well, the bastard didn’t give the best fuckin’ head I’d ever had and not expect anything in return.
He lay on his back on the bed and pulled the sheet over him, closin’ his eyes. I tugged my boxers back up, flinchin’ as my waxed area pulled, and stomped my way to his side of the bed. Ignoring Vin’s glare for wakin’ him, I snagged the sheet in my fist. He must have felt the grip because his eyes opened when I shifted the sheet off him and roughly dragged his boxers down his legs.
What are you—
My hand came up and out to stop him. I barked, “Shut it.”
His lips twitched. His hands rested behind his head, and with his chin and eyes, he gestured down to his junk, as if to say, “Have at it.”
“Be ready for me to blow your mind,” I warned, glaring down at him. The prick shrugged. Reaching down, I squeezed his cheeks together so his lips puckered where I kissed him hard and pulled away to state, “Don’t be a cocky dick.”
He chuckled.
Blow my mind then.
“Fuckin’ fine.”
Right. I could do it. Just like suckin’ that banana one time, when I got caught and bit it off. Shit, I’d better not take a chunk out of Maddox’s dick.
Damn. I’d forgotten how fuckin’ sexy it was. Longer than mine, only slightly thinner, but he was trimmed nicely. I nodded. Enough admiring, it was time to get down to business.
Climbin’ on the bed, I got between his legs. It was a tight fit, with my width, but we made it work. Smiling, I glanced up at him. His jaw clenched, maybe from nerves or excitement, I didn’t know. Though, what I did know was there was no way I was runnin’ now.
Fuck what anyone else thought.
The man before me drove me crazy, and I wanted to know all there was about him in bed, what drove him crazy, what set him off, and what he enjoyed the most.
I scooted down a little and lay. I glided a hand up his thigh, and his body shivered. Wrappin’ my hand around his shaft, I tugged up and down. It was like jerkin’ myself off, only different. I knew what I liked. Would he like it also?
Never thought I’d find myself between Maddox’s legs with my hand surrounding his cock, but there I was, and hell, it was a moment in life I’d do again. I already knew that.
Lickin’ my lips, I moved up so my head was over his dick and then pulled his cock back so I could taste the end that was already leaking pre-cum. Holy shit, my gut dipped when I heard him suck in a sharp breath. I was nervous as fuck that I wouldn’t do any good, but I was aroused by havin’ his hard cock under me and about to be in my mouth.
I lapped at his tip a little more before securing my lips around the tip, and then slowly, I slid my mouth down along his cock while rubbin’ my tongue around it.
Maddox groaned from deep within his belly.
Fuck yes.
He liked that.
Glancing up as I dragged my mouth from him, I caught his hooded eyes on me. Feels so fuckin’ good. Seeing you there, havin’ you between my legs, I ain’t gonna last.
Takin’ my mouth from him, I said, “Then let me take you to the edge.”
Do it.
On one elbow, I went up higher and sucked him back into my mouth. I slid up and down faster on his cock and made sure to tease and taste more with my tongue. I cupped his balls and then jerked him off when my mouth was at the tip.
His back arched, the muscles in his neck tensing, and he gripped the sheet between two fists.
Down once again, with my hand drawin’ down his balls, I knew he was close. His hand let go of the sheet and came to the side of my face. Gently he touched there, only to then run his finger on the top of my lip.
Yeah, he liked what he saw. His cock in my mouth pleased him.
When he threw his head back into the pillow, I knew that was it. I got the first taste of his cum in my mouth. I drank it down. It was salty and thick, and somethin’ I didn’t mind at all. So when Maddox groaned deep and more burst into my mouth, I swallowed it all down, right until the end.
When I pulled away, I couldn’t help but chuckle. Maddox was breathin’ heavily, an arm flung over his eyes. So I tugged his boxers back up over him. As I did, he removed his arm and looked down at me. Gettin’ to my knees… fuck me, but I blushed again.
“Was it, Christ, okay?”
His jaw clenched before he sat, grabbed my wrist and forced me down to lay on top of him where his mouth took mine in a deep, heated kiss.
I was gonna take that as a yes.
Damn, I was good.