I HAD STILL been scared, but everything that Flynn said had weakened my barriers. The fact was that his point of view not only made sense—it also went a long way toward making me feel more comfortable with him. I wasn’t feeling things toward him that weren’t being reciprocated and that was huge. What scared me was the certainty that I was going to have to make a conscious effort to keep from building any more walls.
Being in Flynn’s lap again was both a relief and a torture. I wanted him so much that it literally hurt. The ache in my core had never been so pronounced or so extreme. Sliding my fingers through his hair, I rubbed against him in the most provocative of ways. When he growled low in his throat, my pussy clenched so hard I almost wept.
I couldn’t hold off another moment, so I didn’t. Dropping my lips to his, I sucked his lower lip into my mouth as I ground myself against his erection. A shiver went through me when he grabbed my ass in his hands and started rubbing me back and forth against him as his tongue slid into my mouth. It was no sweet lovers’ kiss—it was fiery and carnal, sexual to the extreme. He fucked me with his tongue and I took it and gave it right back.
We kissed for an eternity as he worked me back and forth on top of him. I was on the razor’s edge, seconds away from exploding from the inside out and he knew it. Breaking our kiss, he looked into my eyes as he started to speak.
“Fuck… babe. Your pussy is on fire. I can feel your heat through our clothes and it’s making me fucking insane. If your roommate wasn’t out there right now I’d have my cock buried balls deep in your tight cunt. I wouldn’t stop fucking you until I was positive you’d still be able to feel me in you days from now.”
An involuntary whimper had erupted from my throat at his words. Shaking my head emphatically, I told him the truth. “I don’t care about her being out there. I just want you. I need you so much it hurts.”
His eyes looked wild and I thought he was going to back down, but he shook his head in the negative. “I’m not making love to you for the first time worried about what your roommate can hear. I’m going to let you come right now, but then we’re going to go find a suite at a hotel for us so we can be loud and hard. You’re going to get me tonight babe, every fucking inch, and I’m going to fuck you until I can’t fucking move anymore. Please fucking tell me you’re on the pill babe. I’ve never had sex without a condom and I’ve got the results of my tour physical in my luggage. I need to come in you, Tess, need to feel your soaked pussy gripping my cock.”
While he was talking, he continued sliding me back and forth. Hearing him say that he needed to come in me sent a rush through me that was pure ecstasy. Burying my face in his neck, I bit down hard as I came. Rather than taking the edge off, my orgasm made me ache for him more.
“I hear you, Flynn,” I moaned, “but I’m not going to be able to walk if you don’t fuck me now. I need you deep. I can’t even explain it… but I need it so bad I feel like I’m going to lose it. Please… baby… I need you. I’ll be quiet, but I want you here, in my bed. Give me that memory. Fill me with your cum, I want it.”
His groan and the look in his eyes told me I’d won.
“Take your clothes off, put your TV on and turn up the volume so there’s some background noise. Whatever happens here, you can’t scream.”
I was wet before, but when he told me I couldn’t scream… my panties were done for. Hitting the button to turn on the TV, I ripped my shirt over my head. I had my bra, yoga pants and panties off in less than sixty seconds, but I had nothing on Flynn. When I turned around he was hot, hard, naked and laying in my bed. His hot gaze devoured me as I approached him. As soon as I was within touching distance he tugged me onto the bed.
“Fucking hell, babe. You’re so fucking wet I can see it on your thighs. You have no idea what you do to me, Tess.”
I was so desperate for him I felt out of control. Fisting his erection, I glided my hand up and down as I met his eyes. “I need you, Flynn. I can’t wait.”
He growled as he shifted us so I was underneath him on the bed. Taking his cock in hand, he started to tease my clit.
“Is this what you want, Tess? You want me to slide inside of you and make you come until you can’t see straight? Make no mistake about it, that’s what’s going to happen. So it’s your call now, baby. Do you need foreplay or are you ready to be fucked?”
My back arched as I whimpered. “Oh God… I’m so ready to be fucked.”
He moaned as he pushed my legs back and lined himself up with my opening. I could feel my sex weeping onto the tip of his cock, and I cried out softly.
“Babe, you can’t make those noises,” he growled. “She’s going to know I’m fucking you if you cry out.”
“Please… please… I don’t care. She’s my best friend—of course I’m going to tell her anyway. I’ve heard her with her boyfriends plenty of times. We’ve been in here for quite a while and she’s not stupid. Trust me, she thinks we’re already having sex. Take me, Flynn, no more excuses.”
Any last vestiges of his control snapped like a brittle twig. His pupils were so large his eyes were almost black. “Put your hands behind your head and hold onto the headboard. I need you anchored to something so I can go deep. It’s going to be rough unless you tell me otherwise.”
I had no pride, so I begged. “I want you deep and hard. Fuck me.”
Gripping my ass, he held me still. “Don’t. Fucking. Scream.”
I nodded as he thrust into me, and while I didn’t scream, I did cry out. I was too full, too aroused, too wrapped up in him, and it all felt too good for me to contain it. I stretched to accommodate as he continued sliding more and more of his cock into me. I was having a completely new relationship my body and it was fantastic.
I clutched at his back as I gasped for air. “You’re so fucking big!”
His gaze had been on his cock as it went in and out of me, but when I spoke he raised his eyes to mine. “I’m not even all the way in, sweetness. You haven’t taken it all yet, but you will. Hold on tight to that headboard sweetness, I’m about to go deep.”
I let out a gasp that he swallowed when he covered my mouth with his. Wrapping his hands around my thighs, he jerked me onto him hard. I felt the moment that he bottomed out, the feeling so intense I couldn’t hold myself back. Bucking against him, I cried out his name as I came.
He didn’t slow up for a second, his pounding only getting more intense as I continued to come around him again and again. The bed was slamming into the wall and the mattress was groaning from the beating it was taking, but neither of us cared.
“Do you fucking hear how wet you are? You’re so goddamn hot, babe.”
Letting go of the headboard, I clutched his shoulders as he thrust. Both of us were out of breath, covered in sweat and wild eyed as we stared at each other.
“Jesus! Flynn! I can’t stop coming!”
“Fuck, Tess… your cunt is milking me so fucking good. You feel amazing. So fucking wet and tight. I’m going to fuck you raw.”
I clawed his back and bit his chest as I came again. He didn’t let up, didn’t slow his rhythm. I wasn’t quite sure how he kept it up, but I didn’t care because I’d never felt better in my life. I was gushing against him as he pounded me into the mattress so hard I wondered if an indent of my body would be left to mark the spot forever.
“God, fuck, Tess… you’re coming like mad. The rippling of your cunt and how wet you are is So. Fucking. Good. How much more can you take?”
I loved how even in the midst of what had to be the most intense lovemaking session of all time, he was still worried about my comfort.
“Keep going, don’t stop. I’ll take it all!”
His growly sound of approval spoke volumes as he pushed my knees against my chest and started to fuck me so hard I saw stars.
“Perfect little cunt,” he growled. “So fucking good, babe. I can’t hold on.”
I shrieked as I felt him grow impossibly larger inside of me. My head whipped from side to side as I scratched my nails down his back and begged him to come in me.
The first hot blast of his cum set me off as if he’d pressed a detonator. I had no control over my responses and no connection to anything in the world except him. I couldn’t help the scream I let out, but he didn’t seem to notice because he was yelling my name.
He collapsed on top of me as I continued to spasm around his cock. He kept on thrusting, gentler than before, as he got himself back under control. We were the only two people in the world, and it was beautiful.
It felt like an eternity passed before I stopped spasming against his cock. I wrapped myself around him to keep him inside when he went to pull out. Groaning, he kissed me gently before saying, “I don’t want to crush you.”
Smiling at him, I whispered, “I wouldn’t care if you did. Don’t pull out, you’re perfect where you are.”
Laying his forehead on mine, he groaned. “Jesus, fuck. I still want to be buried in you, but… If you don’t let me out, I’m going to start fucking you again. I’d like it if you could walk tomorrow and right now, sweetness. I’ve never had someone take it as hard as you just did. You’re going to feel that for a while and I don’t want you in pain.”
I squeezed my legs around his waist at the same time that I clenched around his cock. “I’m in pain, Flynn, but only because I want you so much. Keep going.”
He looked at me in awe before he let out a sexy laugh. “Ahhh… fuck… Tess! Your pussy is so greedy. I’m never going to get enough.”
Smiling at him, I squeezed my internal muscles. He groaned before leaning forward and biting my lip. I thought that we were well on our way to round two, but he stopped.
“Don’t think that I’m going to forget that you need to be punished. You were a bad, bad girl, babe. I guarantee your roommate heard every smack of the headboard against the wall, and then you put the cherry on top by screaming at the end. We put on a show that I don’t think you intended to.”
I clenched around him involuntarily as I gasped. He looked down at me in shock as my pussy creamed against his gently thrusting cock.
“Holy fuck, Tess… does the idea turn you on?”
Letting go of my grip around his back, I threw my arm over my eyes. Dammit, now he was going to think I was a closet whore. I was totally humiliated. He pulled out gently and I shivered from the intensity of the feeling.
“Babe, look at me. Now.”
I moved my arm and peeked at him, knowing full well my cheeks were flushed red.
“We need to be open with each other about what turns us on. Even I know it’s a big part of being in a good relationship. What about what I just said made you wetter?”
Swallowing hard, I took a deep breath and blurted out, “I’m so embarrassed to admit this and you’re probably going to think I’m some sicko but… I’ve heard Jess having sex many times since we moved in together. I know it sounds gross, but it turned me on. Not that it was her—it’s the sound of it in general. The bedsprings creaking, the headboard slamming into the wall, skin slapping against skin, cries of ecstasy… I tried not to, but it turned me on so much I started looking forward to it, and eventually I would masturbate when it happened. Meanwhile, the entire time I felt like such a dud since my encounters never sounded like that. There was no passion, no frenzy and no loss of control. With you, there’s all of that and more. I’m no longer sad because I think I’m frigid. You make me feel so many things, Flynn, and I’m not ashamed of any of them. I think what we just did was incredible, and the exhibitionist in me likes knowing someone heard.”