I hadn’t really thought to ask her that but hell. I wanted to see just how far she’ll let me go. I’m as fuck-ready as any man can be when he’s with the girl that lights him up. But I needed to know how far I can take her sexually before I let my fuck-freak fly.
“Are you a bad boy, Gavin?”
I wrapped her braid around my hand and twisted until her head was bent back and my fist had wound up to her scalp. I pulled just enough for her to let out a lusty moan.
“Bad enough, honey. But first just a little taste.” I slowly unwound her hair and bent down to my knees. Her ass was firm, high and round. It was a spectacular ass. I smacked one for good measure and growled with appreciation. “Spread.”
She did just enough for me to lean in, lift and spread her cleft wide for me to lick a path up her pussy lips and tug on one soft side before sucking in the other. A loud cry sounded with shock before her body slowly began to tremble and soft whimpers slipped passed her lips as I licked, sucked and tasted every inch of her.
Then I let my tongue slide up to a place I knew she’d never think I’d go.
My tongue met her ass and I heard a shocked gasp ring out loud. But as I played and teased the spot, her surprise soon turned into ecstatic bliss as she tried pushing more against me. Then I went back to her pussy and palmed her ass, squeezing and circling them until moving my tongue up to her clit, softly sucking on it when I felt her back arch and her nails scrap against the table.
“Oh, yes! Oh, God yes, I’m coming, Gavin. Yesss!”
I shoved my face into her pussy, tasting everything she released. Her body was shaking, and as I stood up, I had to wrap my arm around her stomach to keep her upright.
I wiped my mouth before I positioned my cock at her slick little cunt. The sopping wet entrance ready for my dick. I gripped her hips and thrust inside her in one hard, ramming drive.
A guttural cry escaped her lips and I looked at her through the mirror to see if she could still take what I was going to give her.
Her beautiful ice blue eyes met mine, sweat dotting her brow and she said, “Do not stop. Fuck me, Gavin. Your dick feels so damn good. Fuck my pussy until I can’t take it anymore. Please, Gavin.”
“That’a girl. Take my dick, Evony. Such a pretty little pussy, soaking wet and burning hot.”
Her ass shoved back hard into my groin and I couldn’t help but smacking the soft flesh before gripping her hips so hard, I knew I’d be leaving marks on her delicate flesh. I should know better but she was loving it and so was I as I pounded into her tight flesh with jackhammering strokes. God, the feel of her. I’ve never felt so fucking good in my entire life. Her cunt was like miracle-pussy. A man would do anything for it.
A growl rumbled through my throat and I let her tell me what she wanted. Her lips muttered, harder, deeper, rougher. I did what she asked of me and fucked her with deep, hard strokes. Knowing I would leave bruises on her hips, but not giving one fuck.
With every drive she pushed back into me and as I withdrew, her pussy sucked on my dick like a needy junkie.
“So tight, baby. You like that, Evony? Like how I’m fucking this tight little cunt? Want more?”
“Yes.” Her lips shaking, her body trembling and with each heavy drive, her tits bounced, her nipples tight little peaks. My hands tightly caressed up her body until they cupped the heavy globes. God, I love her tits too. I squeezed them pushing them together and got my body as close to her hers without losing momentum.
“I love your tits. These tight little nipples begging to be sucked on.” My finger twirled around the hard tips, making her body give slightly, forcing my cock to shove inside her deeper.
“Oh, God! Gavin, I can’t.”
“Yes you can. Move your hips, rock against my dick, Evony.”
And she did. Her eyes rolled backward and she bit her lip as she began rocking against me. One of my hands slammed against the mirror, my other I slid down over her bare little hood where her juices had slickened the bare flesh.
I swiped my fingers over it and brought it up top her lips.
“Open those lips baby. Taste just how fucking delicious you are.”
Her mouth opened and her blue eyes locked on mine as she sucked my fingers into her mouth, licking around my fingers and moaning.
“Good girl. Like how you taste?”
“Yes”
“Good answer. I love eating that juicy little cunny of yours. All hot, slick and tight. The tightest flesh I’ve ever had. This beautiful, bald pussy is all mine, isn’t it?”
“Gavin.”
Her eyes looked away but no. I wasn’t having that. I forced my cock deeper, making her eyes roll once more.
“Tell me. Who does this belong to?”
“Me.”
“And me.”
“Shut up and fuck me.”
“Naughty, naughty girl. I should stop until you say it.”
I doubt I could but then she said, “Like hell.”
I slowed for just one moment and her hands flew back to my hips.
“Gavin, okay. Yours. God, please do not stop.”
I hummed as I bit own on her neck and my hand slid back down, circling around her clit as my dick hammered inside her.
“Oh, fuck. Fuck, Gavin, please!”
Her ass backed into me with a quick push just as I rammed my cock so hard, so deep, it wasn’t until I heard a whimper that didn’t sound pleasurable that I released her neck and looked up into her eyes to see a tear spilling down her cheek.
“Evony—
“Don’t stop. I’m so close. I want to come so bad. Make me come again. I want it.”
And I flicked my fingers over her clit, her ass pushed into my groin hard and I popped in and out of her until I felt her rippling around my dick. When I felt her juices coat my dick and slide down until my ball sac was coated in a thin sheet of her release only then did I fuck her harder, making her body bounce off mine, her cries getting almost too much for me to bare, but I kept going. My dick wasn’t ready just yet.
“Gavin. Please. Oh. God. Please come. I can’t. So good. So mothafuckinggoodpleasecome. Fuck. Oh, fuck, fuck fuck. Your dick is hitting that spot. Oh fuck! GAVIN!”
A hard uncontrollable cry let out and holy fucking shit, it was the mother-load of fucking releases because as I shot my cum deep inside of her, her body gushed a liquid that poured down my balls and onto my thighs.
“The fuck? Did you just?”
“DO WHAT!”
“You totally fucking chick-ejaculated. You squirted, baby. That’s why you are so sensitive. Fuck baby. That was—so damn beautiful.”
My body leaned against hers, holding her up. Although my knees felt fucking weak. I’ve never made love like that before. That was…intense. I tried not to breathe on her but goddamn. My hand rested across her quivering stomach and her hands held onto me tightly.
“I have you, baby. Just breathe.”
My dick jerked, trying to come back to life but it was no use. A mewl slipped passed her lips.
“Sorry, Ev.”
“It’s okay. Just…you should get off of me. You rendered me useless.”
I chuckled giving her ass a light tap and she shivered from the contact. My dick was completely sated and ready for a respite.
“Never useless, Evony. Always perfect. I think you killed my dick.”
“Good.”
Our met eyes in the mirror and we both laughed. I slid my dick free from her body slowly, her eyes rolled back and a small groan came from her lips. Her body was limp, so I swung her in my arms and walked through the house, into the master bedroom and on into the bathroom. I set her on the counter, a hiss escaped and when I looked back at her, she said, “Cold.”
I nodded and turned on the water, waiting for it to get a certain length and warmth before picking her back up and placing her into the bath, letting the warmth soothe and relax her worn flesh.
“I’ll bring in our things. Just sit tight. I’ll be back momentarily.”
She nodded and then leaned back, closing her eyes. It didn’t take me long to bring in our things and after locking up, I called a moving company to pack up and bring all my mother’s things here and hook up Evony’s mustang to it. After all that was squared away I went to the guest bath and took a shower. I went into my bedroom to change before checking in on Evony. She hadn’t made any sounds yet I don’t think she had fallen asleep.
“Evony?”
I opened the door to find her body wrapped in a towel and looking in the mirror.
Her hands were caressing the bruises on her jaw. Fuck. I forgot about those.
“Who did that to you? Coach?”
She shook her head.
“Nah. He wouldn’t ever touch me like that. Not when I could bring him a lot of money.”
She had taken my comb and started threading it through her hair. I left the room to her backpack where I saw her throw her brush and stuff. I went back into the bathroom and slowly withdrew the comb from her hand. I threw it down onto the counter and reached into the linen closet to grab a hand towel. I took her hair and folded it into the towel, damp-drying the heavy black mane.
Her hair, which used to be straight when she was little, had begun turning wavy from wearing it in braids so often.
“Do you always still braid your hair after a bath?”
“Yes. I rarely keep it loose. Sometimes when I sleep I’ll wear it loose but keeping it in a braid is easier. Less tangles.”
“You never wore your hair in braids before I braided it that first time.”
“Your point?”
There it was. That bristling tone was back. My girl had a backbone and I loved it. She didn’t take shit from anyone. The flaccid dick I thought was dead, jerked in my sweatpants.
Since I didn’t want her to get riled back up just yet, I just shrugged in response. “Do you want me to braid it for you now?”
When it wasn’t as damp, I took her brush and brushed the few tangles out and her eyes closed.
“Feel good?”
“Gavin, the last person to actually brush my hair besides me was you. I can say I definitely missed that. I loved having you brush my hair. It feels different when someone else does it. And I always keep it braided so.” She shrugged the rest of her answer a moan slid free when I began brushing at her scalp.
“Wanna keep it loose for now?”
She shrugged her shoulders again and walked passed me to the bedroom. I followed her into my room, where she began rifling through her things. Taking out some jeans, a shirt and underclothes, she let the towel drop from her body. Her hair covered most of her back but left the delicate flesh of her rear in plain sight. Still pink from my jeans and my hand.
“You trying to distract me or will you answer my question?”
She was clasping her bra together when her shoulders dropped.
“It was Ethan.”
Everything inside of me stilled. “The cop?”
“Officer Fuckhead? Yes.”
“Why didn’t you want to tell me?”
“I don’t know, Gavin. Why don’t you want to tell me about Layla?”
As soon as she said that, I could tell she immediately regretted it. Like she didn’t want to form a more permanent bond between us. When I had given her that ‘fuck buddy’ speech, I was only mostly serious. Of course I wanted to fuck her, but she deserved more than just hard fucking and no strings.
I wanted strings. She’s the only one I wanted them with.
“I was out on a mission. It was supposed to last about three months. And that’s what I told Layla. That I’d be back in three months and when I came back, I’d have a surprise for her.” I heard Evony’s intake of breath and the slight widening of her eyes before she covered her reaction. Doing her best to keep her distance. “But we got done a month early, and I wanted to surprise her. I had the ring and everything. I got home, I had a key to her place so I went over there as soon as we were debriefed and dismissed. When I got into her apartment, I knew something was wrong. That internal instinct, you know?”
“Yeah, I know.”
“So, the closer I got to her room, the louder they were. I got right up to the door and heard her crying out the guy’s name. I didn’t know who he was. I threw the door open, the door slammed against the wall and there she was, riding his dick like a bitch in heat. Honestly, I figured something like that might happen. I mean, how long do relationships really last when one is gone all the time? What woman would be faithful? So I tossed her the ring, said keep it and I left. She tried coming after me, complaining I was gone so much and how she had needs. Ha. She had needs? I was fucking faithful to her. And I come home and get stabbed in the back because she needed some dick? Well, I went home, gathered her things and took them back to her place. Where the guy was obviously gone and she was dressed sitting on her couch crying. She tried explaining to me, but really? A cheater is a cheater who will always cheat. Once isn’t enough for them. So I told her we were done. And we are. It took me a while, but I realized I never really loved her like I should have.”
Where Evony’s eyes used to be hard ice, were now melting pools of liquid. The softness in her eyes let me know she did care. No matter how much she tried telling me all she wants is sex, something deep down inside her wants to be a part of something more. I shrugged and smiled.
“That’s life. It wasn’t meant to be and I honestly couldn’t be any happier.” I shrugged and walked over my dresser for a shirt.
“That stupid fucking cunt!”
Her outburst was quick loud and full of anger. My eyes locked on hers and she was mad. Good and mad and it looked sexy as hell, making my dick wake the fuck back up. And it was still sensitive. I almost winced but Lord Almighty, this woman was hot-to-handle and so damn perfect for me I wondered what took me so damn long to figure it out.
To figure out the one woman I should’ve been with all along was the one standing before me. I was a moron to stay away.
“Mad for me, baby?”
“Mad? I’m furious! Why—I mean, how could she cheat on you? I mean that other guy had to have been at least hotter than you for anyone to cheat on you. Or have a freaking kielbasa for a dick.”
I snorted and threw my head back laughing. “Thanks for that logic.”
“Good thing you hadn’t already married her. Or God forbid had children.”
“I always wore a condom and she was on birth control. She was trying to get her law degree. Didn’t want kids. Not that I minded. She had goals. I was busy. Just never really thought she’d be that petty. And those women earlier, yes, they are her friends, but they knew what she did and it makes me wonder why they’d even mention her. I’m sure if she was thinking about me, they wouldn’t tell me.”
“Really? You really can’t figure out why they said something?”
“No, why would they?”
“Because I was there.”
“Ha. Nah. That’s too…
“Catty?”
“Well, yes.”
“Am I hot?”
“Fuck yes.”
“Am I the first woman you’ve been seen with since Layla?”
Was she? I thought back and yeah, she actually was.
I nodded and she gestured with her hands. “Well, there you go. They were trying to gauge what I was to you. Friend, lover, you know. Whatever.”
“You are those two and whatever whatever means. I’ve known you for a long time. And no matter what happened back there, I wouldn’t have left without you. There was no way. I probably would have knocked you out somehow, packed up your shit and took you with me.”
“Wow. That’s honesty for you.”
“It is what it is. When you know something is right and know it deep down, there’s no other choice. You just go for it, go with it and try like hell to keep it.”
“And is that what you’re trying to do? Keep me?”
I wanted her to know I meant to keep her by my side. A few days and I wanted to keep her with me always. I knew deep down she’d never do to me what Layla did. Her loyalty to me, despite our issues, was solid. I knew she wouldn’t have come with me otherwise. If I had to have knocked her out somehow, I would’ve, but I wanted her to really come to me with her own free will. It only took seeing her again to cement what I knew to be true. Always known.
I’m in love with this woman.
Crazy as that sounds. I knew how pure her heart really was. She’d be loyal to a fault. Even with her stripping past, she’s never had a relationship. Never had a boyfriend. No one to confide in since I left. I couldn’t let her live like that. All alone in the dark place that was her life. She needed to try and get therapy. But hell no was I going to approach that subject right now.
“What did Ethan say to you? What else did he do?”
Her face fell down, and it was like an elephant up and sat itself in the room, making itself a home. I could literally feel the shame of what her life had made her feel and nope. I was not having it. I walked up to her, cupped her cheeks and made her look at me.
“Evony? Never be ashamed of what you had to do to survive. I am sorry I wasn’t there for you. Sorry that I left you to live in a dark place for so long. There is no shame in what you were. You did what you had to, to survive. And that, baby, is better than the alternative I know you’ve contemplated about.”
“What alternative is that?” Her voice tight and stressed.
“I know you, Evony. I know you think I don’t, but I know you’d rather have died than to choose that life for yourself. But you didn’t and choose a road even harder. I’m sorry I left you broken and alone. I never thought my mother would abandon you as she did, or I cross my heart to you, Evony, I would have come back and brought you back here with me. You never have to live with shame with me. I know what you did to survive and I’m not embarrassed of you. You stripped to make money. You quit school because you had to help out but couldn’t get a normal job that paid enough. While it burns my insides out learning your mother fucking took you to that place, I know why you went on. That money you told me you were saving for yourself to escape that place is testament enough you didn’t want that life for yourself. And I will do everything in my power to never make you have to decide that that is the life you need to lead. Men don’t get to have you. No more. I don’t care if you think we’ll only be fuck buddies. That’s not what I want for us, Evony.”
I could see her eyes cloud over with unshed tears. Her chest was huffing in and out trying to control those dark, sick feelings.
“Tell me you wanted that life for yourself when you had enough money to leave. Tell me you wanted to do that for the rest of your life.”
She shook her head, but still, no tears fell from her eyes.
“Why don’t you let it out, baby? I know you want to. It’s right there. Burning in your eyes. Let it go.”
“Because if I let them fall I’m sure they’re not going to stop. I stopped crying the day your mother told me to never darken her door step because I wasn’t ever going to be good enough for her boy. Like I knew what the hell she was even talking about at thirteen, right? She’s right, too.”
“That’s where you’re wrong. I decide whose good enough. Not my mother, not you, no one. Since I can’t do anything now about my mother, you need to stop trying to think about others opinions except yourself. I know how I feel. How I’ve always felt. That has never changed. You’ve always been a part of my life, even when you never wrote me back, I thought about you. When I thought you were better off without me, I always believed you were happy. When I thought you might be married with children, I wondered how your kids would look. Probably just like you. A little boy or girl with pale skin, pale eyes and black silk for hair.”
“Well, I’m sorry to burst all of those happy bubbles but none of that happened.”
I was about to respond when my beeper sounded off. “Hold that thought.” I went to my phone and called in.
“Winters, you need to report ASAP. We have a mission that cannot be passed up and we need you.”
“On my way.”
I clicked off and walked into my closet, Evony hot on my heels.
“What’s going on?”
“I have to leave for base right now. Fuck. I usually have no problem reporting for duty but damn if I don’t wanna go now with you here.” I got my go bag, filled it with some essentials and I looked over at Evony. My beautiful Evony. “Look, I’m not going to leave you here defenseless so I’m going to give you a crash course.”
“Crash course? On what?”
“Have you ever shot a gun before?”
“Uh, no and I don’t plan on doing it anytime soon, Gavin.”
“I’m leaving you here by yourself. You need to know how to take care of yourself if anything happens. Not that I believe anything will, but I’m not going to leave it to chance. Follow me.”
She followed me into the dining room, and beside the light switch was a small digital pad.
“The code is 21493.”
“Wait. That’s my—
“Birthday, yes. So it’ll be easy for you. Punch it in.”
She came over to me and pushed the numbers. Not a few clicks later, my dining table opened up quickly into a gun rack.
“Whoa, that’s like, whoa Gavin.”
“Here, I’ll show you how to use this Ruger. It should be perfect for your hand.”
“No, Gavin. I don’t need to learn how to use a gun, dammit.”
“Evony, get your ass over here and shut up.”
“You keep telling me to shut up and I’m gonna—
“Gonna what?”
“Shoot you with your own gun, dammit.”
“You’d miss. But when I come back I’ll take you out to the range and get you squared away so you can really make those threats if you need to.”
“God, you are so strange. I don’t even have a license.”
“Eh. I like being prepared for anything, babe. And we’ll get you one when I come back.”
“Fine.”
She came over to me and I showed her the safety switch, and showed her how to hold it correctly. How to deal with the kick of the shot. You can never be too safe. And not that I expect anything bad to happen to her while I’m gone, but caution is key.
“In case you do have to take care of yourself, start at the groin, and ride the recoil upward, okay?”
“Okay, scary gun guy. Dick to head.”
I laughed because I knew she was only taking this half seriously. Hopefully I wasn’t gone too long.
“Good. Now for food and necessities, the combination to the safe is 39412.”
“My birthday backwards. Someone would totally be robbing you.”
“I didn’t speak of you that often. I kept you to myself. I didn’t share you with many people. I wanted something for myself and you were it.”
The look on her face was priceless. I bent down and kissed her lips softly before taking her hand, leading her towards the front door.
“Come on, I need to get going.” I picked up my bag and led her outside.
“So what am I going to do here in the mean time?”
“Whatever you like. Money is in the safe. When I get back if you want I’ll get you a card.”
“Whoa there, tiger. Let’s not get ahead of ourselves. I’ll look for a job tomorrow. I want to.” She added when I looked at her with irritation.
“Only if you want to. And you’ll definitely need groceries. I had actually meant to stay in Dayton the full two weeks, so I made sure to clean out my pantries. So get whatever you like. I hate leaving you here. But I know my CO wouldn’t call me if it wasn’t an emergency.”
“I’m a big girl, I can take care of myself.”
“I know you can. Won’t you at least miss me? Even a little?”
She rolled her eyes and shrugged. I pulled a small chunk of her hair and she laughed.
“Okay. Maybe a little. Like itty bitty. I’ll miss your cock the most though.”
I threw my head back, roaring with laughter. I pulled her into me, gave her ass a good smack before I said, “Good enough.”
I picked her up and put her in the passenger seat.
When I got in she was buckling in and she asked, “What am I supposed to drive?”
“The truck, babe. That’s why I’m taking you with me. I know you have a good memory and the base isn’t that far.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
“Nope. Haven’t had time to look for another vehicle and this was all I needed since I was gone a lot.”
“Wow. Okay. Uh. Okay. Sure.”
“You’ll do just fine, babe. Don’t worry so much. Trust me, there’s insurance on this thing and you’ll probably do more damage to the other vehicle if anything happens.”
“Well, that’s great to know. You’re such a nurturer, aren’t you?”
“Hey, I try. I don’t plan on being long. Hopefully whatever this is will be a quick in and out—
“Like sex.”
“Evony. Was our lovemaking a quick in and out?”
She rolls her eyes and said, “Eh. I’ve heard about quick-dicks.”
“Well, I’ve never been a quick-dick but when I get back, I’ll show you what quickies are all about okay?”
“Whatever.”
I can’t help the laughter that spills from my lips. “I’ll be back before you know it. I’ll call you when we head out. Do whatever you want, Evony. I want you to feel at home here. Okay?”
“I’ll try.”
“Do more than try, Evony. Make this into a home you can see yourself living in.”
“Stop trying to domesticate me, Gavin.”
I just reached over and planted a hot, heavy kiss on her lips and kept quiet during the drive to base. When we got there, there was already a convoy there to take me the rest of the way.
“Alright, Evony. I’m sorry I didn’t get to make the next two weeks more memorable for you, but I’ll do what I can to keep in touch with you as I can, okay?”
She shrugged and nodded with wary acceptance.
“It’ll be okay. I will be back and then you can fuck me ten ways to Sunday before I fuck you twenty ways to Monday.”
“You are crazy.”
“For you, beautiful. Be safe.” I unbuckled her belt, put one hand on her thigh the other around her bicep and hauled her over, her gasp was swallowed by my kiss.
Nothing tasted better than her lips. Besides maybe her pussy, but her mouth was delectable. I let my hand slide up to cup her intimately and I rubbed my fingers on the denim, letting it create a hard friction against her clit and her chest was rising and falling with increasing fervor. It was only a few hours since we got here and I had to leave her. I hated having to leave her.
Our kiss ended too quickly and her softs pants were close enough that I whispered, “Come for me before I let you go.”
I knew her pussy was already extremely sensitive from our earlier coupling, but I needed to feel her come one more time for me. I wanted to commit her face to memory so I could make this mission go by as quickly as possible.
“Gavin. So good. Just a little bit—yes. Oh, holy moly. Oh, right there. I hate you, the windows are fogging.”
“I don’t give a shit. It’s tinted. Seeing you come, no matter how small, is sweet perfection.”
“I hate you.”
I rubbed the crease of the jeans into her clit until she shoved her face into my neck.
“Gavin. Gavin. Yes. Oh, yes!”
Her hands held onto my biceps as she tried to get her breathing in order.
“I really hate you.”
I rolled my eyes and kissed her head.
Then she whispered, “You’re coming back, right?”
I could see the small amount of fear in her eyes at knowing I’ll be venturing off to God knows where.
“Evony.” When her eyes focused on mine, I took her hand and crossed it on my heart, “Cross my heart, baby.”
“Okay. You be safe, too.”
“Always, Evony.”
I kissed her lips and I left, praying I wasn’t gone for too long. I was beginning to realize I needed her for so much more. I loved this girl, more than anything. I needed to help heal the brokenness inside of her. The love I felt as a boy for her was suddenly burning and raging through my veins telling me the love I felt now was much more intense and more intimate than I’ve ever felt before. I wasn’t going to let her go without a fight. Even if I had to fight her for her heart, it would so fucking be worth it. She was mine. She would always be mine.