Chapter 16
Farrah
When I woke up, Lee’s arm was wrapped around me. He his body was pressed against mine and I could feel that he was pure muscle. His chest rose and fell rhythmically with his sleep and I closed my eyes and relished the warmth that radiated from his skin.
I couldn’t remember when I’d last felt this safe and happy.
With Lee pressed up against me and his arm around me, his strong forearm was pressed up against my breasts and I was aware of how hot his skin was against mine. I was wearing a pajama top with matching bottoms. Where my skin was bare his arm pressed against it and just the direct contact turned me on.
Or it was because Lee had been perfect about everything that had happened so far, and seeing that he was drop-dead gorgeous, made him the perfect man.
Lee moved against me, pushing his hips forward, and as he did so, I felt him grow harder. He was waking up and he thought the same thing I did. I wiggled my hips and pressed my ass against his crotch. I snuggled against him and Lee groaned behind me.
“You’re awake,” I said, smiling.
“So are you,” he said, in a hoard voice.
Something about Lee woke up the wildness inside me. With him, I wanted to do things I had never considered before. I wanted to take control. I turned around so that I faced him, pressing my front to him now and I kissed him. I ran my hands through his hair and slid my tongue over his lips, inviting him to taste me. Lee complied.
As we made out he ran his hands over my body, feeling me, pushing his hands under my skin and touching me. I moaned and gasped as he ran his hands over my breasts, running his thumbs in circles over my nipples until they were hard, poking against his palms.
I wasn’t ready for him to take control just yet. I wanted to do more first. I gently pushed Lee so that he lay on his back, then climbed onto him. I straddled his hips and lowered my lips to his neck. My hair splayed over his chest and I knew the sensation was soft and ticklish.
Slowly, I worked my way down Lee’s body, kissing his shoulders and his chest, running my hands through the graying chest hair. I moved lower and lower down. I loved the sounds Lee was making, gasping whenever I kissed him somewhere sensitive or ticklish. He groaned as I worked my way down, running my hands over his ribs so that he shuddered. When I reached his boxers I pulled them down. His cock sprung free, hard and straining. He was so turned on, it was delicious. I slid my hands over his shaft and he gasped again, crying out when I closed my mouth over the head of his dick and sucked him inside.
I bobbed my head up and down, sliding him in and out of my mouth. I moved faster and faster, fucking him with my mouth.
“Farrah,” Lee cried out and I knew he wanted me to stop before he lost control. I smiled and looked up at him. Lee looked at me with dark eyes that were filled with desire. He growled and moved so fast that I didn’t see it coming. He grabbed me and pinned me on the bed beneath him. He kissed me hard and the kissing became urgent, serious. As he kissed me he started peeling my clothes off, working to get me naked. Then he moved between my legs.
He didn’t take the time to slowly work his way down the way I had done for him. He moved his head straight to my pussy and pushed his tongue into my slit. I cried out when he flicked his tongue over my clit again and again.
After a while, he pushed two fingers into me. I groaned as he curled his fingers over my g-spot while he sucked on my clit, working me up into a frenzy, making me numb and setting my nerve endings on fire. I fell apart when an orgasm crashed down on me and I called out, closing my legs around Lee’s head.
He didn’t slow down or stop pumping his fingers into me and it prolonged my orgasm.
I gasped and moaned until finally I was able to think straight again. Lee let go of me and looked up, smiling. His mouth glistened with my sex.
He moved up my body, planting kisses all over until his dick pressed against my entrance. I held my breath and let it out in one long exhale when he pushed into me. Lee was bigger than I remembered, and my body stretched to accommodate him.
With his body hovering over mine, he started rocking back and forth, sliding his dick in and out of me. I moaned and called out as he rode me, pumping harder and faster. It didn’t take very long before I came undone at the seams and orgasmed for the second time.
Lee wasn’t done with me yet, and I didn’t want him to be. He pulled out of me and I turned over. I didn’t know what he wanted but I knew what I wanted to give him. I turned with my ass toward him and wiggled my hips, looking over my shoulder. The look on his face was almost primal. Hunger had taken over as he put his hands on my hips and plunged his cock into me again, fucking me harder and faster. His balls slapped against my pussy and my breasts swung back and forth as Lee had his way with me and I loved it. Any trepidation I’d felt about this position before had vanished. We alternated between tenderly making love and fucking like animals, and the wild passion along with the gentle affection was beautiful.
I came a third time and I cried out. It was quick and intense this time, the orgasm shattering my body, but leaving as quickly as it had come. And still, we weren’t finished. Lee had yet to come and by the look on his face, he wasn’t ready to finish yet.
When he pulled out of me, I climbed onto him once again. This time, we were both naked and I wasn’t here to suck him off. I lowered myself onto him, his cock pushing into me and we both cried out. After orgasming, again and again, I was sensitive and tight. Lee’s dick felt even bigger than before. I moved back and forth, getting used to the feel of him before I started rocking my hips, riding him. I rocked him harder and faster, my knees chafing on the mattress but I didn’t care. I was lost in the sensation of amazing sex, encouraged by the moans and groans that escaped Lee’s lips. His hands were on my hips, sliding up and down my thighs every now and then, and I rode him harder and faster still.
Another orgasm, the fourth, rocked through my body. I had never gone this far. No one had been able to take me to the edge so many times. No one had ever tried. I curled forward and gave myself over to the pleasure that took over my body. The orgasm pushed Lee toward his own and he bucked his hips so that he pushed deep into me. I cried out when I felt him pumping, releasing inside of me. We orgasmed together and the connection I felt with Lee was as strong as when we had come together the first time. It was intense and so powerful, a feeling I hadn’t know I could experience with another person.
It must have been the right decision. Everything I had done—telling him about the baby and explaining myself—had all been right. And if this was anything close to how it was going to be between us, being with Lee couldn’t be wrong.
The effects of the orgasms finally subsided. I lay on top of Lee, my breasts mashed against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and we lay melded together with his cock still buried inside me. Our breathing gradually slowed, staying at the same pace so that our chests rose and fell together. His heart still hammered against my ribs, though the pace was slowing down.
As he softened, Lee slipped out of me and finally I rolled off his chest to lie next to him. Lee turned his head to me as I looked up. We stared into each other’s eyes without saying anything for a while. Finally, Lee kissed me on the forehead and then on the mouth.
“You’re incredible,” he said.
I blushed. I couldn’t help it.
“I have to go to work,” Lee finally said. “I would love to spend the whole day with you but unfortunately I need to go in today.”
I nodded. “I understand. I didn’t mean for you to take time off. Besides, I think I’m going to head back to Seattle. I have a few doctors in mind I want to visit. They all piled on and said I was infertile before. I feel like I want to hear their opinions now.”
“Will you be alright driving back so far?” Lee asked.
I nodded. “It’s not so bad.”
“When will you be back?” Lee asked.
“As soon as I’m done,” I said. I liked that he wanted me around, that he seemed anxious about me leaving. I had no idea where we stood or what we would be now that I was pregnant with his child, but I liked that he made me feel wanted.
Lee kissed me. “As soon as you’re back we’ll figure out what to do next.”
I smiled and nodded.
Lee went to the bathroom and showered quickly before he dressed in his ranger uniform. He left after telling me I was welcome to shower and find something to eat before I left, too. I waited until he was gone before I walked to the shower and turned on the hot water. I stepped underneath the spray, letting it run over my body.
When I had come here to tell Lee I was pregnant I hadn’t expected him to be so calm about the news. I hadn’t expected him to invite me over for supper and I certainly hadn’t expected to spend the night.
I had assumed he would be furious, shouting, accusing me of trapping him, or even sending me away. I’d expected a fight. Instead, Lee had welcomed me with open arms and it had only been one good thing after the other.
Pressing my hands against my lower stomach, I closed my eyes. I was pregnant. I still couldn’t believe it. I had wanted a baby for so long that the whole thing was surreal now that I had come this far.
After I showered, I towel dried my hair and tied it up. I put on a bit of makeup and fresh clothes that I’d brought along in an overnight bag. I wanted to head straight back to Seattle and visit a few old doctors I hadn’t spoken to in a while. I needed second, third and even fourth opinions about what was going on. I needed to know what was happening and why I had gotten pregnant now when I hadn’t tried at all. Why now after I had tried for years on end.
When I was settled into my little car I looked back at the cabin. Staying here with Lee had almost felt like home. I would do as I said and return to him as soon as possible. He was on board with me having this baby. If he was going to be so calm and nice about it, I was going to try to quit worrying.
I was going to trust him.