Teagan

Three Years and Seven Months Ago

My smooth skin is like silk against the soft sheets.

I’ve showered and shaved and obsessed over my hair and every smudge of makeup on my face.

Everything must be perfect, nothing out of place.

The dark and quiet room screams with my doubts and hesitations. Fear of rejection slices through the silence, and anxiety about being enough bellows into the black. Not to mention, the extreme trepidation that’s there because of the possibility of my brother’s wrath if he ever finds out about this.

Cold feet. Mine would be like ice if that phrase were literal.

I push forward with my plan because …

Kai wants me. I can feel it in every glance, each subtle touch, and the unsaid words. He’s just scared, and so am I, but he’s all I ever wanted. This has to be our moment. This has to be when the stars align for something more for us. If not … well, I can’t go there yet. Not when I’m swallowing my nerves and naked in his bed.

Naked. In his bed.

The stairs creak, and I know he’s home. My lungs grow tired, as I’m holding my breath while his footsteps get closer. He whistles a familiar tune on his way to me, and I’m squirming beneath the sheets.

It’s now or never.

It’s also too damn late for me to change my mind.

The door swings open, and my stomach constricts.

His movements within the room cause me to misplace my words and remain mute.

The bed dips after he lifts the covers and joins me on top of the sheet.

Gathering all of my courage, my hand reaches out for him in utter hormonal desperation. The months since my birthday have been one long tease for both of us.

“Motherfucker!” Kai curses and then lunges for the light beside his bed.

Suddenly, I’m no longer hidden within the darkness.

“No!” His conviction doesn’t waver in his voice, but his feet move slowly.

The sheet drags across my skin as I pull the cover from my body, revealing myself completely to him. He takes a few more steps back.

“No! We can’t. Teagan, I can’t.” His hands go to his head, and his chin touches his chest while he tries to avoid eye contact.

My fingers go to my clit, and I play. My breaths come out sultry, and the sound of my timid moans fills the room. His hand reaches for the door handle, and I’m convinced he’s going to flee, but then he pauses.

“Touch me, Kai. You want it. We both want it. So, damn it, please stop fighting it.”

His chin rises, and his eyes plant directly on me.

Encouraged by his attention, I get braver.

My body rocks, and I slide two fingers inside, which has his hand leaving the doorknob.

“Play with my pussy.”

He takes a step toward me, and I bite on my lip in anticipation.

“Fuck me like we both want to be fucked.”

His fingertips graze the edge of the bed as he continues closer.

“Please, Kai!”

Restraint leaves, and a man unleashed remains. His hunger for me pumps through the room, and my bashfulness exits with his control. Without a single touch, the flip in him has switched. His eyes darken with greed.

“Please …” The plea leaves my lips as my back arches from the bed, and my clit throbs between my fingers.

Kai pounces.

His strong hands wrap around my wrists and pull me from my play. With his knee firmly between my legs, he locks my hands by my head and aligns his face with mine.

“Do you want me, Teagan?” His words are quiet and clipped as his lips brush against mine while he speaks.

“Isn’t that obvious?” I grind my pussy against his knee.

“Answer my question directly. Give me your words,” he demands.

“I want you, Kai.”

His grip on my wrists flexes, and his nails dig into the bottom of my palm.

“You’ve always wanted me, haven’t you?” he asks.

“Always. It’s always been you.”

“You’ve undone me,” he says like a curse.

His lips take mine, and it’s beautiful.

Hard and soft, gentle yet rough, and heart-stopping.

My sighs of lust caress against his touch as our lips savor, and our tongues taste. My soft curves move against his hard body, and nothing has ever felt more right. In his bed, with him caught by surprise, we indulge in one another while my brother is out of town for a few nights. Hands on skin, our bodies grinding together with a fluid motion, heart-to-heart and face-to-face. Kai finally takes me as his after all these long years of waiting.

Hurriedly, he removes his clothes, and my hands wander. I explore every inch of him up close and personal for the first time. My hands brush against his large biceps and move up to his broad shoulders. He holds himself over me and lets me explore while letting out groans of approval, or maybe it’s from self-denial of his own exploration. My hands go to his hips, and I pull him flush against me.

“This is everything I’ve ever wanted,” I confess.

Kai flips, pulling me on top of him, so my legs straddle his stomach. Still, I’m not close enough. I want to move down, but he is pulling me up, higher and higher until my legs are spread wide on either side of his head. His fingers go to my pussy while his other hand on my ass holds me steady, right where I am. With two fingers, he rubs against my clit. He switches between both fingers rubbing and pinching. I buck atop him, already wild from his touch. My movement only brings his ruggedly handsome face closer.

His fingers leave my clit, and both his hands now sit on my ass. He pulls me closer still, my knees by his ears and my pussy flush against his mouth, so I sit fully perched on his face. His strong hands knead my ass and push me along to grind against his face as his tongue licks my clit. His fingers pull at me until my pussy is completely wrapped around his mouth, and he licks inside me. He’s relentless, and my legs spasm. His tongue feels like silk in my most sensitive of places. I moan, filling the room with more sounds of passion, and my nails dig into his scalp. I come hard against his lips, and Kai never stops licking and sucking as my body turns to putty. His pupils grow large as his eyes watch me ride out my high. He bites down on my clit; my entire body twitches before he throws me to my back, and I hit the mattress with a thud.

He pulls a condom from the drawer and rolls it onto his cock. Standing at the edge of the bed, he pulls me by my feet toward him. My legs wrap around his waist as he rubs his dick against my pussy. It’s the picture of perfection as I look up at him with my arousal still smeared against his mouth.

“You’re the greatest destruction I ever could have imagined,” he says quietly, much too quietly for the energy in the room, but I don’t have long to process his words before he’s pushing into me, and my world is exploding.

Colors blur, and sound distorts. Every fantasy I’ve ever had about my brother’s best friend could never have compared to the real thing. His hands hold my legs up in the air, spreading me as wide as my joints will allow, and his teeth nip into the flesh of my leg. Slowly, he fills me until we’re skin-to-skin. He holds himself between my legs, unmoving now that I’m full.

“Your pussy is pulsing and squeezing my cock,” he says with so much strain painted on his face. “It’s too good, too fucking good.”

I purposely constrict my muscles harder, and he throws his head back, muscles straining.

“Fuck!” he breathes. “Don’t do that. I can’t take it right now.”

A naughty spark inside me tells me not to listen, and I disobey, flexing once more.

His hand slaps against my thigh, and he becomes unhinged, pumping into me with unrelenting drive. Kai grunts and snarls as he fucks me without moderation, gorging on the feel of me. His face contorts with a mixture of pleasure and pain. I know the feeling well. His cock hits my cervix, and I yelp. His touch mixed with the slight measure of pain as he fucks me deep and hard have the edges of my sight starting to blur.

My pussy aches with a flood of stimulation, and I cry out in ravishment.

He leans down, and his lips capture mine as I come while riding high and entirely satisfied. Not only because of my orgasms, but also because of the person giving them to me. My gasps rush out unevenly, and I take in every second I can to adore Kai’s face as he continues to pump into me. The way his brows crease and the amount of tenderness in his eyes beneath the fire cause me to shiver. His touch completely controls our connection, and there is an obvious air of devotion between us through the carnal sexual experience.

I’ve loved Kai my entire life, but as he comes inside me, that love magnifies.

Somewhere in his mind, he may believe I’ll be his destruction, but what he doesn’t know is that he has all the power in the world to absolutely desolate my existence.

Tonight will either be our beginning or our plot twist, foreshadowing our end.