Micah

 

The next several days passed in a blur of glossy photos and manila folders as Kaci and I pored over the information Agent Brumfield had dropped off for me the first night of the rally. Finally, though, we were almost there. One more night together for me and Kaci, then we were off to our meeting in the afternoon.

 

I was a bundle of nerves. Both about the fact that I hadn't really left the house, even to ride my bike, in a few days. And also about the meeting itself, and the fact that I was bringing Kaci along.

 

I slid into bed at the end of the night, nude and freshly showered, pictures of Storm’s Bloods flashing in my mind. Rodeo, Sidewinder, Skip, Paul, Hash. All of them just a quick cross-section of the men who might be gunning for me tomorrow if things went tits up on arrival.

 

Then, there was Kaci. Some of the questions she'd asked had gotten me thinking. I was worried she'd go for Efraim again. Even in our few moments when we didn't have the dossiers in front of us, and I'd mention what the future would hold, she'd dance around the subject and try to change it.

 

It was like she wasn't planning for the day after tomorrow. Instead, she was entirely focused on our meeting in the park like it was the last thing we'd do.

 

Of course, that might be true. But not to care about the future at all? Something just didn't seem right.

 

The cool sheets were a godsend, and they soothed me as I tried to close my eyes for just a moment. Maybe the darkness behind my eyelids would somehow wipe clear my mind of all those rival bikers glaring me down.

 

Kaci crawled into bed a few minutes later, slid her long arms over my broad chest and curled up into me. I sighed at her touch, realizing just how much I'd come to crave it after such a short time. I wrapped my arm around her tiny waist and pulled her closer against my side. I needed the feel of her skin on mine.

 

“What're you thinking about?” she whispered in the dark, her words like a soft breeze.

 

“Tomorrow. What else is there to think about?”

 

“Not much, I guess,” she said.

 

I took a breath. “I don't think you should come tomorrow.”

 

She didn't respond at first, but I felt her try to pull away, to try and avoid the argument. I kept my arm firm, though, and didn't give an inch. She didn't struggle, though, just settled into it.

 

“I understand how you feel,” she said, her words carefully measured, “but I need to be there. Sydney is with the club and wouldn't be able to help, anyway, and Gov is working with Avery and the others. You told him you'd be bringing someone else, and I'm the only one that works to keep the plan going.”

 

I knew she was right, but I still couldn't shake that feeling that she was going to try something. She was too invested in this meeting and wouldn't take no for an answer, or accept any other reason. I turned a little on my side. Now that my eyes had adjusted to the darkness, I could see make out the shadowy silhouette of her body. The rise of her hip beneath the sheets, the way it covered up past her waist and her smallish breasts. I reached up, touched her face, her skin so smooth beneath my hands she could have been fashioned from silk.

 

“I know you're worried,” she said, “but things will be okay.”

 

“There's going to be children there, Kaci. Families, innocents. Kids not much younger than Romeo. People could get hurt, babe, if someone does something stupid. And that includes you and me.”

 

The room was so quiet I could hear her lick her lips as she nodded. “I know. I know it'll be dangerous, no matter how things turn out.”

 

“I'm just worried about you,” I said, my words trailing off.

 

“What?” she asked, her words soft and light. “You can tell me.”

 

I felt like I had to say it. I needed to tell her how I felt. Maybe that would shake her out of any stupid plans she had. She might reconsider if she knew the whole truth, everything that I was holding inside of me.

 

“I . . . I love you, Kaci. And I'll love you till the stars burn out, and the world is nothing but darkness.”

 

She didn't say anything, but I saw her smile genuinely, her perfect teeth a slash of white in the darkness. She trailed her hand down my chest, and I felt her wrap around my soft cock as she leaned forward to kiss me.

 

Her lips were like rose petals as they brushed over mine, and I heard myself groan as she began to stroke me.

 

“This might be our last night together,” she whispered.

 

“Don't say that,” I said. Despite the yelling Gov had done a week or so earlier, and the changes in the plan, and the increased security, and my concerns about Kaci, I was still pretty confident that we'd be able to take down Efraim. I didn't want to think about not seeing her again after tomorrow, didn't want to think about working towards this future we said we wanted to build together.

 

“But, still,” she said, kissing me again between words, her hand still soft and sure on my stiffening manhood, “we never know what the future will hold.”

 

I closed my eyes, my mind focused on her hand and what it was doing beneath the sheets. My hips began to move against my will as her thumb circled the head of my cock, sending tremors through my body.

 

She bit my lower lip. “Do you love me for what I do?” she asked, her hand moving faster now. “Or who I am?”

 

“Oh God,” I groaned, my eyes rolling back in my head as she continued to circle the crown, the pleasure seeming to turn my body to Jell-O. “Both,” I said, my breath coming shorter as I leaned into kiss her, as my hands roamed over her body. “And because you belong to me.”

 

“I'm your woman, Micah Marlow,” she whispered in a throaty voice as my hands brushed over her nipples, as my lips found her neck. “I belong to you, just like I said I did.”

 

Despite all my confidence in the plan, the idea that this actually might be our last night together filled my mind. I didn't want it to just be a stroke beneath the covers, then for me to get on top of her and pump till I was done. I needed to have her be my everything, to fill my world so big and bright that her mere presence pushed the darkness of my worries away.

 

Anything less, and I knew I'd somehow regret it.

 

I began to slide down her body, my cock coming out of her grasp as my lips trailed down her form. Over her neck, her collar bone, brushing over her sensitive, perfect breasts.

 

The covers slid off of us both as I moved down, bunching up around my waist. She arched into my mouth, moaning as I passed over her stomach, her groans filling my ears as my hot breath finally found her sex.

 

This wasn't just love, I realized. I needed her like I needed water or air.

 

# # #

Kaci

 

Micah's breath felt hot on the inside of my thighs as he pushed them farther apart. A big hand covered my breast, teasing my nipple as he his tongue found the spot just above my clit, just where I liked it, and began to pleasure me.

 

All the worries I'd had about not being able to tell him I loved him too had been pushed from my mind the moment I'd kissed him. Even though I knew what I had to do tomorrow, I still wanted to be with him. Every fiber of my being knew it, from my body to my soul.

 

And that was what mattered right now. The intention.

 

Pleasure continued to flood my body as I writhed on the sheets beneath his touch. I reached down, grabbed the back of his head, grasped him tightly and urged him deeper and faster. My hips ground themselves into that perfect tongue and mouth of his, one leg coming up and draping itself over his shoulder so I could pull him close like I'd never let him go.

 

I was already so close. Maybe it was how desperate this all felt, like we'd never see each other again. Whatever it was, I was already wordlessly moaning out to Micah, goading him on as I already started to approach my first orgasm.

 

He locked his lips around my clit and gently sucked as he slid two fingers inside me, found my special spot. My eyes flew wide and my hips bucked as I felt a supernova pleasure shred my body, my body trembling and shaking as I rose up off the bed, nearly screaming. I gripped him more tightly, my whole body shuddering as he continued working on me, continued sending me into the stratosphere.

 

“Oh baby, oh fuck,” I groaned, one hand flying over the back of his head, the other gripping at the sheets desperately.

 

I glanced down, still in the throes of pleasure, and I could see that wicked gleam in his eyes. He knew exactly what he was doing when it came to pleasuring me, and he loved to do it, loved to break down my defenses and make me melt into a puddle.

 

“Oh, shit,” I groaned again, another orgasm ripping through me like a bullet, “oh fuck, Micah. P-please stop, I can't handle any more.”

 

He pulled his lips back from my pussy, giving me one last lick right across my clit before he did.

 

It felt like a jolt of electricity shot through my body, and I bucked my hips one more time as he got up from between my thighs. I reached out for him, to pull him up to me.

 

He brushed my hands aside and grabbed me by the hips. “I want you from behind,” he growled. “Now.”

 

I nodded. “Yes, sir,” I said quickly, that submissive part of me that seemed to exist only for him kicking in. I let him flip me over, then I climbed to my knees.

 

He got up behind me, his hands tight on my hips.

 

I felt his cock at my slick entrance, tracing up and down my begging lips. I reached under me and back between my legs. I slid my hand over my smooth sex, felt his hard and ready cock. God, I wanted him so badly, and I was wet enough to more than prove it. I parted my lips with two fingers, inviting him in.

 

Micah gripped my hips tightly and slid his cock into me from behind.

 

I moaned low as his tool began to fill me. The pleasure I felt was unreal, like his cock had become the center of my world, and nothing could ever possibly measure up to it again. I pushed back slowly, meeting him, enveloping him with my lips, sliding him into my warmth.

 

He groaned loudly as his fingertips pressed deeper into my flesh, hard enough that I'd be feeling the bruises tomorrow.

 

Tonight, though, I didn't give a damn about any bruises, or any tomorrows. I just wanted him to fuck me ‘til we were both exhausted, fuck me like he really owned me.

 

He began to slide in and out of me faster, his heavy balls coming up and rubbing my clit with each thrust.

 

I pushed back into him as I dropped lower on my hands, putting my ass further in the air. Every stroke of his cock passed over my clit, and I screamed out in what must have sounded like the wails of the dying.

 

He really started to really go at it, then. With one hand, he pulled me back harder onto his cock, going deeper than any man ever had. With the other, he slapped my behind, just like that first time in his office.

 

Pain flashed through my backside, but it was beautiful, wonderful pain that just seemed to punctuate the pleasure throughout the rest of my body. I thrust myself back harder into him, his cock rubbing my g-spot with each stroke in and out. I even bit down on a knuckle to try and stop the keening wail coming from my throat.

 

It didn't work. I just screamed out around the knuckle-sandwich, my eyes squeezed tight, tears nearly streaming down my face as my whole body disappeared in a river of mind-erasing pleasure.

 

Still, he drove into me, pushing my senses to their limits.

 

My arms wobbled and I collapsed to my elbows, my mind screaming for me to stop, that this was just too much to handle at one time. The rest of the body, though, answered with a resounding, “No!” I pushed back harder into him, another cry splitting my throat and filling the room.

 

He began to slow after a while, and I gasped in both relief and disappointment. “What?” I asked, confused as to what was happening. I hadn't felt him cum yet.

 

“I need to look into your eyes,” he said, his voice tight and gravelly, as he pulled out of me and flipped me over on my back.

 

I didn't even have time to respond properly before he had me on my back, with my knees up against my chest. His cock was already back inside me, testing my limits again, his thickness rubbing along my g-spot with each movement, the base of his cock teasing my clit, as we gazed into each other eyes.

 

We couldn't gaze for long, though. Soon, my eyes were tightly shut, tears nearly streaming down from them, as he began to fuck me again. Feeling tiny in his big hands, and with his cock buried deep inside me, I cried out as he pressed his lips to mine, covering my mouth.

 

He groaned low and sped up his pace. He was close, and when Micah was close, he gave it his all.

 

I screamed out again, another orgasm just on the horizon like a train speeding towards me. “Fuck me, Micah. Fuck me like this is the last time,” I yelled, that train still bearing down on me. I knew I'd be caught in its path as it raced towards me, but I didn't care. I pushed back against him, groaning and screaming into his mouth, my nails raking up and down his back.

 

His whole body went rigid and I swear he grew in size. His lips left mine as I felt him explode inside me, filling me to the brim.

 

I cried out, my whole body seizing and shaking as I clamped down around his cock. We came together like that, our limbs entangled, my mind empty except for the pleasure filling my body. I'd never had such an intense moment as this, where I'd felt so connected to another human being.

 

And, as I scratched my nails down his bare back one last time before Micah withdrew from me, I knew I might never again.