Chapter Seven
To Angie's credit, she made a point of telling Briony and Marco that she would be in all day, and if they needed anything, she would be right there. Briony was thankful for her neighbor's concern, but there was no way in the world to quickly explain the situation to her and put her mind at rest.
Hell, she wasn't even sure she could do it for Marco.
Wordlessly, she let him into her apartment, suddenly aware of how very shabby and small it was. She had been so proud of it when she’d gotten it, and Seanan had been so happy to cosign the lease for her. She watched as Marco looked around. He wasn't in a tux, but even his jeans and tight black T-shirt looked far more expensive than most of her furniture.
The silence stretched out between them as he turned his eyes to her. She had put down her groceries, but she hung on to Eva as if her daughter were her shield.
"Are you going to introduce us?" he asked softly, and god, his voice was just as she had remembered, so perfectly smooth and masculine, like coffee with just a dash of Irish cream...
"Introduce... Oh! Um, yes. Come a little closer..."
He did as she said, and Briony tugged Eva free from her wrap. Eva looked at the newcomer with interest, her eyes just newly able to focus on faces.
Marco reached one hand for her, but he looked uncertain as to how to proceed. Briony saw a moment of doubt flicker across his face, but then Eva settled things for both of them. She laughed brightly in delight at this brand new person, and her hand flailed forward to grasp at his finger. Marco sucked in his breath a little, and suddenly Briony could remember how it had been, just a few short weeks ago, when Eva had done that for the first time.
"Strong," Marco said, and Briony nodded.
"Very. The doctor says she's very active for her age."
"Doctor..." He looked up in alarm. "Has she been sick?"
"No. It's just what you do for babies. I didn't know it until...well, until I had to."
A dark cloud passed over his face. He started to say something, but Eva made a slight sobbing sound. He drew back in surprise, but Briony knew well enough what it meant.
"Aww, sweetie, I kept you out too long. I know, I know, you're tired..." She glanced at Marco. "I need to put her down for her nap. Do you mind...?"
"Not at all," he said, as gracious and lordly as if they were in his home and not he in theirs. Biting her lip, Briony walked back to the smallest bedroom where the crib was located. She got Eva down with a minimum of fuss, grateful the motions were at this point so ingrained that she could simply go through them.
She looked down at her sleeping daughter's face. It wasn't the first time that she’d thought Eva had more of her father in her face than her mother, but it was the first time she had been able to compare so vividly.
As she passed the tall mirror in the corner of the nursery, Briony saw a young woman with lavender circles under her eyes wearing the same stretchy green dress she had been wearing for the last two days. She was a far cry from the girl in velvet who had danced with the handsome masked man, and that made her feel a stab of disappointment and dread.
She ventured back into the living room as if she were entering enemy territory. In a way, she supposed she was.
Marco was looking at a piece of framed art she had picked up at a yard sale, a painting of a Victorian party at a boating exhibition at the park. The painting was cheery and bright, adding some much-needed warmth to her otherwise plain apartment, but she wondered if it was tacky in his eyes.
"Marco," she started, but that was as far as she got.
In one moment, he turned and crossed the floor towards her. He dragged her into his arms with a grasp like iron, as if he were afraid to let her go. The heat sprang up between them as if it had been just a matter of hours and not an entire year since they had seen each other.
She opened her mouth, perhaps to protest or urge him on, and he sealed his mouth over hers. The sheer hunger in his kiss took her breath away, but it wasn't just because of the power that lurked in his body. No, it was also because it met a hunger that was just as intense, just as profound in hers.
Briony had thought something inside her had fallen asleep after she’d found out she was pregnant with Eva. Perhaps it was a hormonal issue, or perhaps it was because she had left something behind. She had been far too busy to look for it or even to think about it much, but now she realized what it was. She had been a pile of tinder without a match. Over the last year, that tinder had only grown drier and drier. Now here came Marco with a match, and with a flick of his wrist, the match was thrown and a bonfire roared up out of the dry wood.
"I can't get enough of you," he murmured, dragging her even closer. His words in her mouth were delicious, and that was before he pressed his tongue between her lips. Boldly, she drew on his tongue with her lips, relishing the groan he uttered. If he had power over her body, she had power over his as well, and it was too easy to remember straddling him, riding him with all that pleasure surging through her.
She molded her body to his, soft to hard, and it was sheer, primal satisfaction when she felt him rise against her. She started to reach for his aching erection, but then she felt as if someone had dumped a great deal of cold water over her head.
What the hell am I doing?
Marco was a little slow to realize what was happening, but when he did, he paused. He looked down at her, and even though his eyes were hazed with need and desire, he regarded her evenly.
"What's the matter?" he asked. "Too fast? Was I too rough?"
"No, not that," she whispered, and then she shook her head. She pushed against him. It was like pushing against a brick wall for a moment, but then he backed off. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him adjust himself briefly before turning to face her again.
"What is it?" he asked again, and she found her tongue.
"This isn't me," she whispered, shaking her head. "No. This isn't. What we just did, god, what we did in Italy, that wasn't me at all..."
"I might beg to differ—"
"No," she said loudly enough that she was suddenly worried she had woken Eva. She listened, but there was no thin, answering wail. When she spoke again, her voice was more moderated but no less emphatic.
"I'm not someone who has sex with strangers. I don't have flings, I don't give in to a momentary flash in the pan attraction, I don't...kiss strangers so intimately..."
For a moment, Briony was confused. Was that hurt that flickered across Marco's face? How in the world could she hurt him?
"Well, then, we're lucky that that's not what we're here to discuss, is it, Briony?"
She blinked. "How in the world did you know my name?"
He started to answer, but then he shook his head. "I have come a long way. Will you sit?"
She smiled a little at how naturally it came to Marco to simply offer her a chair in her own home, but she came to sit next to him on the couch. She stayed close to her end away from him, and there was that flash of disappointment again.
"I know your name because I went to the premiere of Look Again."
She blinked. "You went to Seanan's premiere?"
He nodded, a slight smile on his face. "It was entirely by chance. I had just been dumped in a very public fashion, and I was looking for something to do. I assume that someone sneaked that premiere onto my schedule without my noticing it. For once, it paid off, and I went."
It was on the tip of Briony's tongue to ask about that dumping before she remembered that it was absolutely none of her business. Still, she felt a bit of jealous anger flicker across her mind that she absolutely no right to, and she gritted her teeth.
"I thought Seanan was you," he admitted, and Briony stared at him. Why did it suddenly feel as if every part of her was hollow? Why did she feel as if she were spinning off into space?
"Don't worry, that didn't last. I knew at once that Seanan was not the woman I was with a year ago."
"Oh, I suppose that makes sense. Seanan's way too glamorous and beautiful and..."
"Nothing of the sort," Marcus said sharply. "You know, the woman I was with would never put anyone down so cruelly, especially not herself and her daughter's mother."
Briony felt as if she had been slapped, and she glared at him.
"Then maybe you don't know me at all!" she spat, and an answering light danced in his eyes. She reminded herself to be careful, but this situation was already so strange. There was no way to behave appropriately or to really figure out what to do. Every few minutes, she was getting her feet knocked out from underneath her.
"It doesn't matter," he said ruthlessly. "But there's more you need to know. Don't worry about Seanan betraying your confidences. I brought her and the cast along to a private club, and I made sure that they all got very, very drunk. I pried the story out of her by bits and pieces, and as soon as I knew what I needed to know, I made sure she got back to her hotel, and I returned to the palace."
"The...palace?"
He stared at her. "Are you serious?"
"Yes, as a matter of fact, I am," she shot back. "Why are you going back to the palace? You got my sister drunk, you took her home, and then you went to a palace?"
"Yes, where I live," he ground out. "The modern ducal palace."
"But why?" Briony nearly wailed it, stopping herself just in time by thinking of the baby.
"Because I am the prince of Florence," Marco said, watching her with narrowed eyes. "Because there were already fights about the succession when we met, and I thought you knew then, or that at least you knew after that. My uncle died six months ago, and I’m styled Prince Marco Bianchi, Lord of Florence and Duke to the Islands of Carmody."
She stared at him, sure that this had to be a put-on. However, as she scanned his face, she could find absolutely no humor in it at all.
"I wondered if that was why you ran,” he said softly. “I could come up with a dozen reasons why you might have done so, and that was one of them. Perhaps you were one of those sly girls with notches on your bedposts for princes and other nobility. I was just a count then technically, but it has meant as much for other girls."
"Did...did you wonder very often why I ran?" The moment the words were out of her mouth, she wished she could call them back. They sounded vain and taunting; worse, they sounded mean.
Marco only shrugged. "Of course I did. I am glad that you were not simply looking for another notch on your bedpost. I wondered if you were married. I wondered if you were a nun." At her look, he grinned a little. "Baldassare throws wild parties. It's been known to happen."
"And you had no idea who I was at all..."
"Until yesterday, no. But it is a very long flight between Florence and New York, and then from New York to Los Angeles. I had a great deal of time to think."
"And what did you think about?" she asked through dry lips.
His eyes were like obsidian. "I thought about my daughter, and I thought about how you seem to have kidnapped a royal Florentine princess from her home."