CHAPTER ELEVEN - BELLA
I guess I’d gone and done it. I’d proven to Reed, however slightly, that I did care about him. I didn’t want him to go out into the storm and get knocked in the head by something blowing around or struck by lightning. It had somehow led me back in his arms, and though it was better than arguing, it hadn’t been my intention.
We took a little time to go into the kitchen and find some food, opting to leave the fridge shut not knowing how long the power would be out. After we’d split a small jar of chunky peanut butter and three sleeves of crackers, and shared more information about our lives than necessary, I headed up to my room. Reed stayed behind to make sure the house was locked up since his security system was down.
I pulled back the covers of the huge four-post bed and snuggled down against my pillow hoping the storm would be gone by morning.
I lay there thinking about Reed and how he’d told off Gavin, and while I hated that he’d made Gavin think I had cheated, it was nice to have someone stick up for me. Gavin had never done that. My lids were getting heavy when I heard a knock at the door.
Reed opened the door wide enough to stick his head in. “Bella? Are you asleep?” His voice was so soft that if I had been sleeping, he wouldn’t have woken me up.
I lifted my head. “Is everything okay?” I sat up wondering if he was going to suggest going down into the cellar, but instead, he came in and sat at the foot of my bed.
“It’s fine. I wanted to see if you’d like some company.”
The very words from his mouth, the suggestion, and knowing that when he said company, he didn’t mean company, sent a delightful ache to my core. It was almost embarrassing how much he affected me.
“Sure. Would you like to stay in here?” I thought he might prefer his bed, but as I asked he was already crawling his way across mine wearing nothing but his boxer briefs. He pulled back the covers and settled down beside me, tucking me beneath his arm. I faced him, hitching one leg across his hip and feeling the hard cock that rested against his tight tummy. It was too easy to reach over and stroke him, and even though I wasn’t sure I should be instigating sex after what had happened between us over the past six hours, I couldn’t help myself.
He rocked his hips forward as I ran my hand up his length and then his head turned and instinctively I found his mouth. He pulled me across him, his thick cock pressing hard into my center.
I had put on an oversized sleep T-shirt and my favorite lace panties, which were now wet as we ground against one another.
I sat up and straddled him, and he hooked his arms up under my ass and pulled me forward. I let him guide me as I felt him slip down and soon I was straddling his face, and he was working his mouth against my damp lace, sucking the wet spot that had been there. His finger came up and pulled the side of my panties over, and he dragged his tongue between my folds and slipped it inside me.
I moaned as I threw my head back and pinched my tight nipples. I was going to come all over his face. He slid one finger deep in my slit, and he pushed another against my little star. The pressure made me want him inside me so badly that I moaned and my release built up in my core. As his finger slipped inside my ass, pushing past my tight rim, I came. He gripped my waist and pulled me down hard on his mouth, moaning as he slurped my pussy, which quaked and dripped.
“Fuck,” he mumbled against me, and then he lifted me up and put me on my back. He buried his face back in against me and then worked two fingers into my pussy. He pumped his arm, his fingers sliding in and out, stroking my walls and grazing against my G-spot. The waves of pleasure didn’t stop with that orgasm, and soon another was making me scream out.
“I want to fuck you, Bella. Tell me you want that.” He pushed his fingers deeper as if showing me right where he wanted to be.
“I do. Please, put it in me.” I needed him to fill me up and stretch my walls with his thick member. I loved the way it felt inside me, and he was the only person who could make me come so good. Sex with Gavin had been lackluster at best.
He pulled his fingers free and centered himself, his bulbous head pressing hard against me before he nudged it in. The thick rim of his cock popped inside me, stroking against my tender spot and causing me to moan with pleasure.
I could be as loud as I wanted with the only staff staying put inside their quarters through the storm and Kayla and Rick gone. Reed cupped my breasts and kissed my pebbled nipples, taking special care to give them each equal attention. He pulled away, and found my mouth and kissed me hard. He trailed his tongue down and around up my jawline and to my ear where his breath gave me chills as his cock pumped me steady. All of his mouth work tingled in my mound as he ground against it.
I could feel that he was close to coming and I knew that I should ask him to pull out but I couldn’t. He felt so damn good inside me and a primal part of me wanted him to fill me up. I was two days off my pill and knew it wasn’t safe, but I still couldn’t bring myself to stop him.
Instead, I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist and pushed my heels into his muscular ass, forcing him even deeper. He groaned out loud and buried himself to the hilt inside me and it was the most intense pleasure I’d ever felt.
“Oh God Bella, you are so fucking amazing,” he panted as he thrust.
Before I could say anything in response, Reed threw his head back and roared loudly as he emptied himself deep inside me. The feeling of his cum filling me so much that it flowed back out of me with him still inside, caused me to clench and scream out as a powerful orgasm shook me.
Reed collapsed on top of me and we stayed like that until our breathing slowed and our hearts stopped hammering in our ears. When he finally rolled away from me and I realized what had happened, I started to panic.
He must have seen the look on my face, because he propped himself up on his elbow and looked down at me, concern in his eyes. “Bella are you ok?”
I slowly shook my head. “We shouldn’t have done that. I should’ve made you pull out,” she said.
“I thought you said you were on the pill?” he asked.
“I was, but I didn’t bring it with me. It’s been two days. It wasn’t like I expected any of this to happen so I didn’t think I needed it.”
I looked up at him and could have sworn that I saw something that looked like hope cross his face, but it was gone as quickly as it had come. What was that about?
“Listen Bella,” he started. “I know you didn’t expect this, and neither did I, but is it really that awful? I mean, if I’m being honest, I want more with you.”
I sat up and looked at him, the reminder of what we’d just done spilling down my leg. “More?” I asked. “I don’t know how that would even work, Reed. We live thousands of miles apart and have totally different lives. Plus, you know I just got out of an engagement. I’m not sure I’m ready for more.”
The truth was, however, that my emotions were at war inside me. Part of me knew that it was way too soon to consider committing myself to anyone. Another part of me, though, felt that Reed was different, and wanted to know if we could be more. The confusion was almost too much to bear.