I closed the door behind me with a decisive click. I had been dismissed, well and truly. So much for the coffee I had been promised.

I walked down the hallway of the old house, thinking of rounding up the children for lunch. I sighed. The children were harder to wrangle than the cattle that surrounded us. I still had to pinch myself that I was here. Stranded. In the middle of nowhere, in charge of three rambunctious kids. Me, Bianca Harris, who had once dreamed of being at the cutting edge of fashion in the States.

I had bitten off more than I could chew, that was for sure. And Zane Connelly, my new boss, didn’t seem to be willing to help.

I thought of him as I walked. A man used to his bidding being done, obviously. Mrs. Price, the crusty old housekeeper here, had filled me in on Zane and the station as soon as I had got here; almost as soon as I had stepped off the plane.

“So, you’re the new nanny,” she had sniffed, looking me up and down. I don’t think she approved. “Do you have a uniform?” She frowned, looking at the cut off shorts and tank top I was wearing. Hey, it was as hot as hell out here. And what was this crap about a uniform? I hadn’t realized I was supposed to be rigged out like Mary Poppins.

“Don’t have one,” I had said, meeting her eye. I wasn’t intimidated by her. The woman had obviously been here forever, and thought she ran the whole show. “Is it a requirement?”

Mrs. Price had sighed. “Rosa always wore one,” she had said. “But then, Rosa was formally trained by one of the leading agencies in Australia.” Her eyes narrowed. “What are your qualifications?”

“I don’t have any,” I replied. “I’m just helping Zane out, temporarily.”

“Mister Connelly, you mean,” she had said, crisply. I shrugged. How old school was this place? I had been introduced to him as Zane, so I didn’t see what the problem was.

“The Connelly’s are the royal family of the Outback,” she had continued, her mouth pursed. “Birrimba was founded in 1894. It is the biggest cattle station in the Northern Territory. The history is vast. Proper respect for that is essential, if you intend to work here.” She fixed me with a penetrating stare. “Come and meet the children. They arrived only two hours ago.”

I followed the old biddy down the hallway, feeling like I was about to meet my executioner. Why, oh why, had I agreed to this? I hardly knew any children. You couldn’t say I was the most maternal of women. I barely even thought about kids.

And now, I was about to be put in charge of three of them. I was quaking in my boots, just a little.

“Children.” Mrs. Price walked into a large room, where three children were watching a movie. “Please turn that off, for the moment. There is someone you need to meet.”

An older boy pressed pause on the television, looking at us curiously. Two little girls, who had been reclining on bean bags, stood up. They all looked at me as if I had just landed from outer space. I forced a smile onto my face.

“This is your new nanny,” Mrs. Price continued. “Her name is Miss Harris.”

“Bianca will do,” I said, smiling wider. Mrs. Price frowned, but didn’t say anything. The three children looked at me, not blinking.

“This is Max, Poppy and Harper,” continued Mrs. Price. “Well, I’ll leave you to it.” She walked out of the room. I looked after her, startled. She was just going to leave me with them? What was I supposed to do?

“Where’s Rosa?” asked Poppy, her blonde head cocked to the side. Her little sister, Harper, nodded. The boy, Max, was still looking at me silently.

“I’m not sure,” I answered. “I think she had to leave. So I’m taking her place.”

“You?” Max said, finally finding his voice. “You don’t look old enough. Rosa was an old lady.”

The two little girls nodded, solemnly.

“Where’s Mummy?” Harper asked. “I haven’t seen her.” Her little lip trembled. “I miss her.”

“She’s gone to France, silly,” said Max, frowning at his sister. “Remember? She had to leave with Billy.”

“Oh, yes,” said Harper, but she still looked bewildered. I was starting to get an idea of how complicated and confused these children’s lives were. And here was little old me, joining the fray. Another adult to learn how to trust. It must be hard for them.

Desperately, I looked around the room. I spied a bookcase filled with games. “How about we play something?” I asked, walking over to it. “Snakes and ladders?”

“We were watching Shrek,” said Max, in a bored voice. He walked back over to the television, putting the movie back on. The two girls followed his lead, sitting back on the bean bags. Their eyes riveted back onto the screen. I was ignored.

Well, that went down like a lead balloon, I thought. What now? I stood awkwardly, watching them. But they never even glanced at me.

Eventually, I sat down on a sofa, and watched the movie with them.

And it had only got worse from there.

* * *

I called out to the children that their lunch was ready. Poppy and Harper arrived, but Max was nowhere.

“You really need to show them you are in charge,” said Mrs. Price, frowning. “Max will stay outdoors with the station hands all day, if you let him.”

“Yes, Mrs. Price,” I said, through gritted teeth. I gave the girls their lunch, then walked outside.

The heat hit me in the face. It was so hot here; I was still getting used to it. It was a dry heat, that entered your lungs the same as the eternal red dust that swirled around the house. The landscape was vast, and barren; mile after mile of unrelenting desert. Sometimes I felt as if I had landed on the surface of the moon.

I walked to one of the cattle yards. I could see Max, leaning on the railing. He was with Robbo, the station master.

“Lunch is ready, Max,” I called. He turned to look at me, then turned back. I could see Robbo frown at him.

“Max, Ms. Bianca is talking to you,” Robbo said, frowning. He looked at me, his old craggy face full of sympathy. I smiled, a bit unsure of what to do next. “You know your manners, young man.”

Max sighed theatrically, then jumped from the railing, running back to the house. He didn’t look at me.

“It will get better,” Robbo said to me. “Give it time. These kids have been through the wringer.”

“I’m trying,” I said, looking at the old man. “I just can’t seem to connect with them. Either they ignore me completely, or they play pranks on me. Max put a small goanna in my bed, did I tell you?” I still shuddered at the thought. I had just got into bed, and my foot had touched a hard, scaly item. I had shrieked, jumping out. Mrs. Price had come running, and so had Max. I had seen him laughing as he scurried back to his room.

I hadn’t even known what the creature was; Mrs. Price had kindly informed me. A very ugly lizard, apparently.

“You need to think of something that you can do together,” said Robbo now, breaking into my thoughts about strange lizards. “You know, a project, or an event. Something that you can engage them with, get to know them.”

“Yes,” I answered, slowly. “You’re right. Any thoughts?”

Robbo scratched his head underneath the cowboy hat, laughing. “I’m just an old stock hand,” he said. “I’ll put on my thinking cap, but don’t be too hopeful. Maybe Mrs. Price might have some ideas.”

“Not likely,” I said, a bit sourly. “She doesn’t like me, that’s for sure. I don’t think she’d go out of her way to help me.”

Robbo laughed again. “Just set in her ways,” he said. “She’s been here forever, and she’s wary of newcomers. Especially a pretty young American. Can’t say we’ve ever had one of your mob here before.”

I thanked Robbo, then walked back toward the house. At least someone was being kind to me, and welcoming. I was very grateful to him.

I was walking along the veranda toward the front door when I almost collided with someone coming the other way.

“Excuse me,” I laughed, stepping back. Oops. It was the boss. Zane Connelly himself.

He looked different. He had changed out of his business clothes, and was wearing the type of thing all the stock hands wore around here. But it looked completely different on Zane. In fact, it looked downright sexy. Old, faded denim jeans and a flannel shirt. He was also wearing a cowboy hat. I was suddenly very aware of his bright blue eyes, his rugged good looks.

I could feel myself blushing. Stop it, Harris, I said to myself.

Zane looked down at me, his eyes boring into me.

“Do the children have their lunch?” he asked, brusquely. He wasn’t smiling.

“I just rounded up Max,” I said. He nodded, then brushed past me, walking toward the cattle yard.

I gazed after him. A man of few words, obviously. Not used to making small talk with the employees. But then, I suppose he was a billionaire. They probably didn’t make time for the small people, did they? I thought of Bryce, Cara’s new husband. No, he was a friendly man, very approachable, despite being obscenely wealthy.

Maybe it was just me. I was rubbing everyone the wrong way, apparently. A fish out of water, in a big dry dust bowl.

I walked into the house. At least the children were at the table, eating their lunch. I sat down next to them, thinking over Robbo’s words. Find something to engage them with. A project, or an event.

“Will Mummy be home for Christmas?” Poppy suddenly asked, swallowing her vegemite sandwich.

“Christmas is ages away,” replied Max, scornfully. “Why are you thinking of that?” He picked up his glass of orange juice, draining it. “And anyway, Mummy and Daddy don’t live together anymore. You are silly, Poppy.”

“No, I’m not,” the little girl replied. “Will Santa be able to find us, if Mummy isn’t here?” She cocked her head to the side, looking for all the world like a little bird. It was an endearing habit of hers.

“Santa will always find us,” said Harper, nodding sagely. “He is clever. He knows where all the children are.”

Christmas, I thought to myself. Would I still be here, then? It seemed unlikely, the way things were going. Perhaps I would be back in California, licking my wounds after being run out of the Outback by three small children and one very stuffy old housekeeper.

Suddenly, I sat up straighter. I had an idea. An idea as to how to get to know these kids, and hopefully connect with them.

“What does everyone do for Halloween around here?” I asked, looking around the table.

Three little faces stared back at me, their mouths open. I could see chewed up vegemite sandwich about to fall out of Poppy’s, if she wasn’t careful.

“Halloween?” Max repeated. “This is Australia, silly. We don’t have Halloween here.”

“What is Halloween?” asked Harper.

I looked at them. This was going to be interesting.